Mera naam Amit Verma hai. Meine 4 saal pahle graduate kar padhai chhod di hai. Mein papa ke export business men unka haath bataane laga hun. Papa ka hosiery export ka dhandha hai aur papa akasar Punjab aur Sonipat side ki mandiyon men saptaah men prayah 3-4 din maal khareedne ke liya bahar hi rahte hain. Papa ki anupasthiti men mein papa ke office ka kaam sambhaal leta hun. Mein 23 saal ka ho chuka hun. Mera kad 5′ 9′ ka hai aur mein bahut hi tandurast aur sugathit shareer ka maalik hun. Hum Gaziabad ki ek aadhunik colony ke 3 bed room ke ek bahut hi aalishaan flat men rahte hain. Hamaare ghar men hum keval 3 log hain. Pavan Verma 54 saal ke mere papa, 48 saal ki Anjali meri maa aur unki iklauti santaan mein.

Papa 2 din se bahar mandiyon men gaye huye the. Mein apne room men soya huwa tha aur baghal me hi master bed room men maa akeli soi hui thi. Raat ki ek baj chuki thi aur kareeb aadh ghanta pahle hi meri neend uchat gai thi jo wapas nahin aa rahi thi. Tabhi mujhe darwaja khulne ki awaz sunai padi, phir kai switch on hone ki awaz sunai padi. Mein chonk pada. Bhala itni raat gaye haal men kaun ho sakta hai. Mein turant bistar par baith gaya aur uth kar bejhijhak hall men chala aaya. Hall ki sari lights jali hui thi aur un high power lights men haal dudhiya roshni men jagmaga raha tha. Hall ke beechon beech king size sofe ke saamne kimati kaleen bichha huwa tha jis par vipreet disha men mukh kiye huye ek aurat kisi paashaan pratima ki tarah khadi thi. Mein us aurat se kareeb 15 feet pichhe thithak kar ek patthar ki murt ki tarah khada ho gaya. Mein ek tak us aurat ki taraf dekhne laga, jiske shareer men koi bhi halchal nahin ho rahi thi. Us aurat ke kandhon ko chhute huye bob cut baal bilkul bikhre huye the. Sabse aashcharyachakit kar denewali baat thi us aurat ki vesh bhusha jo mujhe uski taraf dekhte rahne ko vivas kar rahi thi aur saath hi man men ek agyaat dar bhi paida kar rahi thi jis karan mein bilkul maun tha.

Wah aurat kali panty aur kali bra men khadi thi. In do kapdon ke atirikt uske shareer par aur koi bhi vastra nahin tha. Hall ki dudhiya roshni men uska sangmarmarsa gaura badan chamchama raha tha. Chode kandhe, phir patli kamar, iske baad vishaal nitambon ka vistaar aur ubhaar aur phir kele ke vriksh si chikni phaili hui jaanghon ka prisht bhaag mujhe lubha raha tha aur men ek tak us devi par nazaren gadaaye chupchaap khada raha. Phir achaanak mere dekhte dekhte wah aurat meri taraf mudi aur jaise hi meri nazaren uske chehre par padi mein wahin ka wahin bilkul jad ho gaya. Wah aurat or koi nahin balki meri maa Anjali Verma thi. Uski dono aankhen poori khuli hui thi jo theek mere chehre par kendrit ho gai. Phir dheere dheere uske honthon par ek smit haasya ki rekha phootne lagi. Mein kuchh der to uske chehre ki taraf mantra mugdh sa dekhta raha phir meri nazaren kali bra men kase uske pusht stanon par tik gai. Do bade bade chini mitti ke bane jaise safed aur chikne kalse uski chhaati par bahut hi kareene se sajaaye gaye hon. phir men uski kali panty par bahut hi ubhare huye bhaag ko dhyaan se dekhne laga. Jaise koi Alladin ke chiraag si cheej ulti karke bheetar chipki hui ho aur us par kali panty pahni hui ho. Phir mujhe vastu sthiti ka aabhaash huwa aur mein achaanak khud hi jhemp pada. Meine aajse pahle kisi poori jawan aurat ko is roop men itne kareeb se nahin dekha tha. Mujhe jaise hi yah aabhaash huwa ki yah meri maa hai mein wahaan hall men or jyaada der nahin tik paaya. Mein chupchaap bina kuchh bole waise hi nazren niche kiye muda aur apne kamre men chala aaya aur kamra bheetar se band kar liya. Na jaane mein kitni der bistar par pada maake baare men sochta raha aur mujhe pata hi nahin chala ki mujhe kab neend aa gai.

Doosre din subah naashte ki table par mein aur maa saath saath naasta karne roj ki tarah mile. kuchh der to roj ki tarah yoon hi baaten hoti rahi. Meine saaph dekha ki maaki aankhen kuchh lal lal hai aur jaise neend ke bojh se bhaari hain. Mere dimaagh men raat ka poora ghatna kram ghoomne laga. Mein apne aap ko rok nahin paaya aur maase poochh hi liya.

Mein: “Kyon maa tumhaari tabiyat to theek hai na? Raat ko theek se soi ya nahin? Mein dekh raha hun ki tum aaj kuchh thaki thaki si nazar aa rahi ho.”

Maa: “Nahin Amit bete aaj koi aisi nai baat to hai nahin. Mujhe subah kai baar aisa lagta hai.”

Mein: “To kya aajkal tumhaari neend poori nahin hoti? Maa mujhe theek se bataao. Mein abhi office jaa kar doctor ka appointment le leta hun aur tumhaara poora check up karwata hun.”

Maa: “Nahin bete koi bimaari jaisi baat mujhe to nahin lagti par ek baat hai jo mujhe pareshaan kar rahi hai.”

Mein: “Maa tum mujhe detail men poori baat bataao. Kai baar chhoti chhoti baat hamen nazar nahin aati par doctor ko shaayad diagnosis karne men madad mile.”

Maa: “Haan bete baat to tum theek kah rahe ho. Abhi pichhle kai dinon se jab tumhaare papa ghar par nahin hote to raat men mujhe ek sapna aata hai. Sapne men poore safed libaas men ek aadmi nazar aata hai aur phir mujhe kahne lagta hai. Kamini tum mujhe bhool gai ho, par mein tumhaara Kamalkant tumhe nahin bhoola hun. Aao Kamini mere saath aao hum kahin door aakash men vicharan karne chalte hain jahaan hamaare shiwaay aur koi bhi na ho. Kabhi wah mujhe sajdhaj ke apne saath aane ke liye kahta hai to kabhi turant chalne ke liye kahta hai. Phir mujhe lagta hai jaise ki mein uske moh jaal men poori jakad gai hun aur wah jo kuchh bhi kahta hai ya mujhse karwana chaahta hai mein waise hi karti jati hun.” Maaki baat sun kar mein bechain ho utha aur sochne laga ki maako kahin yah to pata nahin ki meine maako raat men us roop men dekh liya tha isliye meine tasalli karne ke liye jaldi se poochha.

Mein: “To maa kal raat bhi aisa sapna aaya tha aur tune phir kya kya dekha aur kiya?”

Maa: ‘Haan mujhe yah to yaad hai ki kal raat bhi sapne men wah wapas aaya tha aur usne mujhe apne saath aane ke liye bulaaya bhi tha. Parantu baad men mein us dauraan kya dekhti hun ya kya hota hai mujhe kuchh bhi baad men yaad nahin rahta.” Maaki yah baat sun mujhe bahut tasalli hui ki chalo maako yah bilkul pata nahin hai ki meine maako raatko panty aur bra men dekh liya tha. Phir meine maako dilaasa di ki use sapnon ityadi ke baare men jyada soch kar dimaagh kharaab nahin karna chaahiye. Phir is baare men hamaari or koi baat nahin hui aur mein roj ki tarah time par apne office men chala aaya.

Aaj office ke kaam men mera man nahin lag raha tha. Man men baar baar maaki kahi hui baaten ghoom rahi thi. Mein samajh nahin paa raha tha ki maa chal kar hall men aai, lights on ki aur phir mujhe saaph dekha phir bhi use kuchh pata nahi aur na hi kuchh yaad hai. Maako kya ho sakta hai. Sochte sochte mujhe kahin padha huwa yaad aaya ki neend men bhi kuchh log chal phir sakte hain aur is dauraan kai aise asambhav kaam bhi kar sakte hain jo ki we shaayad jaagte huye na kar sake. Phir kya tha mein office ke computer par isse sambandhit saari jaankari google par search karne laga. Mujhe sleep walking term bhi mil gai aur isse sambandhit kai page bhi mil gaye. We sab page padh kar mujhe pata chala ki is haalat men insaan chal phir sakta hai, uski aankhen khuli rahti hai, dimaagh bhi sakriya rahta hai par vaastav men wah neend men hota hai. Sabse badi baat yah hai ki jaagne ke baad use aisi neend ke dauraan kya kiya kuchh bhi yaad nahin rahta. Aaj din bhar mein computer par isi baat ki jyada se jyada jankaari jutaata raha. Shaam ko papa bhi tour se wapas aa gaye.

Raat men ghar men sab kuchh samanya tha aur mein apne time par apne room men aa bistar par pad gaya. Bistar par to sone ke liye pad gaya par neend koson door thi. Rah rah maaki raat ki avastha, uski bataai hui baaten aur sleep walking se judi jankari dimaagh men ghoom rahi thi. Waise to maane saaph kaha tha ki jab papa ghar par nahin hote ya bedroom men saath nahin sote tabhi aisa sapna aata tha aur Kamalkant naamka koi aadmi maake sapne men aata tha. Aajto papa maake saath soye hain to jab tak papa ghar par hai maako aisa sapna nahin aanewala hai. To aaj raat kal ka scene repeat honewala nahin hai. Meine aaj ek page par yah bhi padha tha ki insaan ki koi khwahish poori nahin hoti to use aise sapne praayah aate hain jin men ki swapna avastha men wah apni wah khwahish poori kar raha hota hai. To kya phir papa maaki sex sambandhi jarooraten poori nahin kar paate hain. Papa prayah to bahar rahte hain. Phir maa jaisi kadak jawan aurat ki sex ki bhookh poori tarah se kahaan shaant hoti hogi. Iski kaamna karte karte aur phir dil masos kar padi rahte rahte maake man men ek tarah ki kuntha paida ho gai hai. Yah usi ka parinaam hai ki maa ke sapnon men uska ek yaar bhi paida ho gaya hai aur wah use apne saath bula kar kahin door le jaata hai. Par khataknewali baat yah thi ki maa haqueeqat men uske kahe anusaar bahut door nahin to kam se kam flat ke hall men to jaroor aati hai. To phir maa us avastha men hall men aa kar apni sex ki bhookh mitaane ke liye kuchh kriyaayen bhi jaroor karti hogi. Kal raat to mein khud jhemp kar apne kamre men wapas aa gaya tha par mein maa jab bhi ghar men akeli hongi tab jaroor raat men use watch karoonga.

Mein bistar par pada pada yahi sab soch raha tha. Tabhi mere man men maa ka anokha roop aur sandarya chhaane laga. Waah meri maa itni sundar aur aakarshak aurat hai. Aajse pahle to meine maake is roop ke baare men kabhi socha tak nahin tha aur na hi kabhi is nazariye se dekha tha. Kali bra aur kali panty men raat men maa kya gorgious lag rahi thi. Saanche men dhali hui ek saundarya ki devi si. Uske ang pratyang kya gazab ka aakaarshan liye huye the.. Purnima ke chandrama jaisa gol chamakta damakta chehra, Ajanta ellora ki kalakritiyon jaise vishaal chooche, patli kamar, waah itne phoole phoole gol tarbooj se chuttad aur wah kaali panty aage se kitni phooli hui nazar aa rahi thi. Usike bheetar to maane apna asli khajana chhupa rakha hai. Maa ki pav roti si phooli choot ka nazara kaisa hoga? Abe kya soch raha hai wahin se to tu bahar aaya tha, wah teri maa hai. Chal door hat mujhe maja lene de aur mein ek jhatke men uchit anuchit ke janjaal se bahar aa gaya. To kya maaka yah anmol khajaana mujhe mil sakta hai? Are tere se bhala to uska sapnon ka yaar wah kambhakht koi Kamalkant hai jiske bulaane se maa nangi ho kar neend men hi chal deti hai. To phir mein wah Kamalkant ban jaaun to, tab to maa mere kahe anusaar sab kuchh karegi. Aur sabse badi baat doosre din use kuchh yaad bhi nahin rahega. Din men meri pyaali pyaali maa aur raat men meri sapnon ki rani Anjali are nahin Kamini. Kya phark padta hai wah mere saath Anjali ban ke rahe ya Kamini ban ke rahe. Uski choot, uske honth, uski matakti gaand aur choochi to wahi rahegi na, mujhe to bas unhi se matlab hai. Mein bahut der tak maake baare men sochta raha aur tarah tarah ki kalpanaaon ke taane baane bunta raha. Phir mein so gaya.

Agle 3 dinon tak papa ghar par hi rahe aur raat men bhi sab kuchh shaant raha. maa bhi bahut khili khili nazar aati thi. Phir papa Punjab ke tour par chale gaye jis men unhe kam se kam teen din lagne the. In 3 dinon men mein ek safed payjama, safed full kurta aur safed sleeper apne liye le aaya tha. Saath men ek safed nakaab le liya tha jis men poora chehra dhaka rahta hai keval aankhon ki jagah par do bade chhed hote hain. Yani ki meine bhoot banne ka saaman ikattha kar liya tha. Meine apne smart phone men aatma aanewale kai theam song bhi download kar liye the jaise ‘kahin deep jale kahin dil”, “mein to kab se khadi is paar aaja re”, “piya tu ab to aaja’, “husn ke laakhon rang kaunsa rang dekhoge” ityaadi.

Papa tour par chale gaye. Raat ko khaane ke liye mein aur maa dining table par ek saath the. Aaj mein maase bahut hi pyar se baaten kar raha tha. Mein aise pesh aa raha tha jaise maaki saari chinta mujhe hi hai. Meine maase kaha.

Mein: “Maa aaj to papa wapas chale gaye hain. Ho sakta hai aaj raat bhi wah Kamalkant tere sapne men aaye aur tujhe tang kare. Tum ek kaam karna. Aaj achhi tarah se shower lekar sona. Aur sote samay achhe achhe vichar man men le kar sona. Phir dekhna tere sapnon men koi bhoot woot nahin aayega. Aur ek baat ka dhyaan rakhna yadi aisa koi sapna aaye aur tum jaag jaawo to tum mere kamre men aa jana aur mujhe jaroor jaga lena phir dekhna mein tere us Kamalkant ki kaisi khabar leta hun. Saala bhoot kahin ka. Tujhe meri maa hi mili sataane ke liye. Par tujhe pata nahin ki uska ek gabroo jawan beta bhi hai jo tere jaise bhooton ki saari bhootgiri jhaad ke rakh deta hai.”

Maa: “Papa ke jaate hi tu to mera itna dhyaan rakhne lag gaya hai. Jab tere jaisa maaki seva karnewala beta maujood hai to phir maako kis baat ka dar hai. Tu chinta mat kar aur aaram se so jana.” Phir thodi der yoon hi baaten hoti rahi aur mein apne time par aa kar bistar par pad gaya aur maa apne kamre men chali gai.

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