Meri aankh hospital me khuli. Pata nhi kitne ghante, ya kitne din beet chukay thay. Lekin wo manzar zehen me atay hi meri aankho se aannssu behne lagay. Mene bistar se uthne ki koshish ki lekin kamzori ki waja se ye mumkin nahi tha. Kafi der tak me khali khali nazro se apne aass paas dekhti rahi phir mere pas ek nurse aei.

Nurse:- Good..! Tumhain hosh aa gya. tum theek ho jao gi. Abhi rest kero.

Us ne mujhe drip me ek injection laga diya jis se me wapas behosh ho gai. Phir jab mujhe hosh aya to wahan ek doctor khari thi jo mera checkup ker rahi thi. Ye thien Dr Humaira. Jee haan ap sahi samjhay. Yaha mene pehli bar unko dekha. Khair agay barhte hain.

Me:- Me yahan kab se hoon?

Dr:- Tum yahan ek hafte se ho. Bohot mushkil se tumhain bachaya.

Me:- (rotay huay) lekin Q? Q bachaya Ap ne? Marr janay diya hota mujhe. Mera sab kuch to khatam ho gya hai.

Dr:- kuch khatam nhi hua tumhari zindagi me. Tum jald hi theek ho jao gi.

Me:- Please mujhe zeher de do. Me ye sab aziyat nhi bardasht ker sakti. Me pagal ho jaoo gi.

Dr:- Tum oper wale ka shukar ada kero. Tum theek ho jao gi. Abhi police aei hai. Unko statement likhwao.

Me:- mujhe nhi batana kisi ko kuch b.

Dr:- Theek hai. Jaise tumhari marzi. Lekin unka tumhara bayan lena zarori hai.

Tabhi 2 police wale andar aey. ek inspector or doosra hawaldar.

Inspector:- Bibi batao kia hua tha.?

Me chup rahi. 2-3 dafa unho ne poocha lekin mene unko koi jawab nhi diya. Q k wo yadain phir se mere dimagh me anay lagein. Wo bhayanak raat phir se aankho k samne anay lagi. Mere dimagh phatne laga. Me apne hawas khonay lagi. Jab dard bardasht naa hua to me zor zor se cheekhne lagi. Dr ne foran agay barh ker mujhe injection lagaey jis se mere sir ka dard kam hone laga or mera dimagh andhere me doobne laga.

Meri halat k zimadar log bahar aram se ghoom rahay thay or idhar hospital me mein tarap rahi thi. 2-3 din bad police phir se aei. Dr k bht kehne pe mene apna bayan record kerwaya.

Me:- Mein nhi janti k wo kon log thay. (Bilkul jhoot) raat ko hum so rahay thay. Tabhi 6 daakoo hamare ghar ghuss aey. Unho ne sab per torture kiya k hum unko paise dein lekin hamare pas kuch nhi tha. Tab unho ne hamari izzat pe hath dala. Mere bhai ne unko rokne ki koshish ki to usko maar dala. Baba ko b sadma laga. Jab k maa hamari halat naa dekh sakien. Unho ne taizab pee liya. Meri behen jo pehle hi pareshan thi, us se ye sab bardasht naa hua to wo pankhay se latak gai. Jab tak me kuch sambhal pati tab tak mere sab ghar wale ja chukay thay. Mujhe b koi raasta nazar nhi aya isi liye suicide ki.

Inspector:- Bibi ap such me unko nhi janti?

Me:- G nhi.

Inspector:- Un k bare me kuch or jo apko yaad ho? Un ka qad, ya un ki age?

Me:- un sab ki age 40-50 k darmiyan thi.

Inspector:- kisi ka chehra yaad ho?

Me:- Nahi. Q k unho ne naqab pehen rakhay thay or wo unho ne end tak nhi utaray. Un me se sirf ek shakhs baat ker raha tha jo shayad unka leader tha. Usi ki baatain wo sab maann rahay thay.

inspector:- Kuch or nishani?

Me:- G nhi. Unho ne kaalay shalwar qameez pehen rakhay thay isi liye raat me mazeed kuch para nhi chala.

inspector:- theek hai. Abhi hum jatay hain mazeed kuch yaad aey to ye mera phone number hai. Bata dena.

Wo apna phone no de Ker chala gya. Un k janay k bad meri aankhain khushi se chamakne lagein. Q k mere hath aisi cheez aa chuki thi jisay paa ker me bohot khush thi.

Jis cheez ko dekh ker meri aankhain chamak rahi thien, wo phal katne wali churri thi. Mene faisla ker liya tha k me ab zinda nai rahoon gi. Police walo k janay k bad me bilkul akeli thi. Tabhi mene moka dekh ker apni gardan per churri rakh di. Tabhi kisi ne zor se mera hath pakar liya.

Me:- kon ho tum? Choro mujhe

Wo admi:- Q ker rahi ho aisa? Mujhe do churri!

Zabardast us ne mujhse churri le li or ek taraf rakh di.

Me:- (rotay huay) Q le li churri mujhse? Marne do mujhe..! Aisi zindagi ka kia faida. Ye sab se asan raasta hai k me dunia hi chor doon. Plz mere haal pe rehem kero. Maar do mujhe.

Or me bohot zor se ronay lagi. Kuch der bad us ne mujhe pani pilaya or chup kerwaya.

Wo Admi:- Kia hua? Jo zindagi veraan hui to. Tum chaho to zindagi badal sakti hai.

Mene uski taraf dekha. Ek dafa to uski aankho me khoo si gai. G HaaN ye admi koi or nhi mere Malik hain. Me unko ek tak dekh rahi thi. Unho ne mere annkho k agay hath hilaya to me hosh me aei.

Me:- Apko nhi pata mere sath kia hua hai.

Wo Admi:- Me sab janta hoon. Meri wife ne tumhare baray me sab bataya.

Me:- Apki wife?

wo Admi:- Haan meri wife. Tumhari Dr. Dr Humaira

Me:- Oooohhhh… kia bataya unho ne?

Wo Admi:- Yei k tumhara Rape hua hai or tumhare ghar wale b marr chukay hain. Sab kuch us ne detsil me bataya.

Me:- To Ap hi batao. Me kaise or Q zinda rahoon! Kis k liye zinda rahoon?

Wo Admi:- Tumhain nai zindagi mili hai. To is zondagi me tumhain kamyab banna hai. Ta k log tum per fakhr ker sakain. Tumhain parents tumhain khuwab me aa ker keh sakain k tum ne himmat nhi hari.

Me:- Meri zindagi se Apka kia faida?

Wo Admi:- Mera koi faida nhi. Tum zinda raho ya naa raho. Lekin tum is tarah himat haro gi to kia ho ga? Abhi tumhain un sab ka anjam dekhna ho ga k qudrat un k sath kia kerti hai. Lekin tumhain is sab ka intazar kerna ho ga.

Me bilkul chup chap kuch sochne lagi. Tab tak naa wo kuch bolay or naa me. Kafi der bad.

Wo Admi:- Mera name Moin Khan hai. Tum mujhe Sir keh sakti ho. Or mujhe Apna dost samajh sakti ho.

Or meri taraf hath barhaya. Mene khamoshi se un k hath ko thaam liya. Itni der me Dr Humaira b aa gaien. Unko dekh k mene foran hath chorna chaha lekin Moin ne mera hath nhi chora.

Dr Humaira:- To janab ho gai dosti Apki?

Me ek dum heran nazro se unko dekhne lagi. K ye kaisi orat hain k in ka husband mera hath pakar k baitha hai or inko parwah ho nahi.

Moin Sir:- G Haan ho gai dosti. Apki laparwahi ki waja se me ek achay dost se mehroom ho jata.

Dr Humaira:- Kia matlab?

Moin Sir:- Wo aise k… ( us k bad unho ne meri suicide attempt ki kahani sunaa di or us k bad honay wali baat ki b)

Dr Humaira:- Oho… Dekho Hira! Manti hoon k tumhara zakhm bht bara hai. Or isko bharne me wakt lagay ga. Lekin tum yakeen kero. K wakt k sath sab kuch theek ho ga. Hum dono tumhare dost hain. Tum inko Sir or mujhe madam keh sakti ho.

Mene haan me sir hilaa diya.

Dr Humaira:- To chalo milao hath.

mene un se b shake hand kiya. Dr Humaira ne mera hath choray baghair kaha.

Dr Humaira:- Ab tumhain hum se wada kerna ho ga, k tum ainda suicide attempt nahi kero gi. Bal k apni zindagi sudharne ki or kamyab honay ki koshish kero gi.

Me:- Me wada kerti hoon.

Dr Humaira:- Thats like a brave Girl. Mujhe bht khushi hui k tumne hamari bat maan li.

us k bad unho ne detail me mujh se mere baray md poocha. Like Study, meri pasand, naa pasand. Etc. Mere future studies or admission k baray me b discuss kiya unho ne. Unho ne mujhe bataya k wo mujhe apne ghar le jaein gay. Un k ghar me un do k elawa koi nahi hai. Ye sunn ker meri aankho me ek bar phir se aannssuu aa gaey k is dunia me aise b log hain jo doosre ki itni parwah kerte hain. Kaash ye log mujhe pehle mile hotay or me in k pas aa gai hoti to mujhe wo aziyat ne sehni parti jo mene sahi.

Lekin jo oper wale ko manzoor. Insan ki zindagi me jo kuch b hota hai us me kahi na kahi behtri hoti hai.

Khair ye thi meri pehli mulakaat un dono se. Us k bad mazeed ek haftay tak hospital me rahi or phir ghar aa gai un k sath. Yahan se meri zindagi k naey safar ka aghaaz hua.

Mujhe un k ghar me her sahoolat milti thi. Me ahista ahista normal honay lagi. Sir or madam dono mera bohot khayal rakhte. Mere saath batain b kerte. Mene ghar k kamo me madam ka hath batana shuru ker diya. Pehle to unho ne mujhe bohot roka lekin jab mene kaha k mujhe acha lagta hai to unho ne mana nahi kiya. Din hafto me badal gaey or mera result aa gya. Mene 1st Div k sath graduation ker li thi. Us din sir ne mujhe khushkhabri sunai to meri aankho me aansu aa gaey. Q k jo mene socha tha ab haqeeqat us k ulat thi. Mujhe rotay huay dekh ker Sir or madam dono ne sambhala.

Mujhe wo zabardasti dinner per le gaey. Meri pass honay ki khushi ko unho ne bharpur andaz se celebrate kiya. Us k bad raat me hum apne rooms me chale gaey. Adhi raat ko me piyas ki waja se jagi to dekha kamre me rakha jug khali hai. Me kitchen se pani pee ker wapas aa rahi thi k Sir or Madam k room se ajeeb si awazain sunai dein.

Madam:- Aaahhh… ooohhhh jan. I love u. Jab Tum mujhe is tarah chodtay ho to bht maza ata hai. Dil kerta hai ye wakt tham jaey or tum mujhe aise hi piyar kerte raho.

Sir:- I love u too jaan. Tum ho hi itni garam k bedroom me aag laga deti ho. Or itni khoobsoorat ho k dil kerta hai k Tumhare jism k her ek hissay ko piyar ki barish se nehla doon.

sath hi ccchhhhhaaaapppp… Ccchhhhhaaaapppp…. pppppaaaacccccchhh… pppppaaaaaccccchhhhh

or ooooooooohhhhhhh aaaaaahhhhhh ko awazain aa rahi thien. Thori der bad Madam ne kaha k Doggy style me chudna hai. Ek minute bad woi awazain phir se anay lagein lekin in k sath ccccchhhhhhaaaaaapppaaaaakkkk ki awaz b goonj jati or sath hi madam ki siski b.

Madam:- aaaahhhh…. or thapar maro meri gand pe meri jan. Bht maza ata hai jan tum aisa kerte ho. Or maro. Laaal ker do meri gaand ko. Aaaaahhhhh…. mmmmmmm…. ooooohhhh…

Me bahar khari ye imagine ker rahi thi k Sir madam ko kis tarah chod rahay hon gay. Sath hi meri choot b geeli hoti ja rahi thi.

me andar hote love making session ko imagine ker rahi thi. Or ye b soch rahi thi kaash koi mere sath b aisa karay. Lekin doosri taraf mere sath guzri us raat ki waja se ek darr dil me baith gya tha.

Tabhi mujhe andar se awaz aei.

Sir:- Uuuffff jan tumhari choot bht tight hai. Bohot maza ata hai tumhain chodne me.

Madam:- Ye sab apki muhabbat ki waja se hai Jan. aaaahhhh.. or zor se chodiye. Uuuufffff….! Mein gaie…. aaaaaaaahhhhhh.

is k sath hi kuch der k liye dhakkay ruk gaey. Phir ne unko apna lund choosne ko bola. To madam oooooMmmmm…. uuuuummmmm ker k un k lund ko choosne lagein. Jab k sir aaaaaahhhhh… ooooohhhhh… ker k siskariyan lene lagay.

kuch der bad Sir ne madam ko apne oper anay ko bola. Or phir se chuadi kerne lagay. Is bar sir neechay seedhay laitay huay thay or madam un k lund per uchal rahi thien. Dono ki siskiyan bata rahi thien k wo dono bharpur enjoy ker rahay hain.

Sir:- aray meri jan. Tum akelay akelay mazay le rahi ho. Mujhe b maza do naa.

Madam:- Wo kaise? Jaise apne kaha waise to ker rahi hoon jan.

Sir:- Mujhe apne khoobsurat Boobs pilao na jan. Mujhe maza dete hain tumhare boobs. Tumhain pata hai me in ka deewana hoon.

Madam:- Alay alay meli jan shona. Ye lo piyo. Me apne hatho se ap k moo me dalti hoon inko. Jitna dil chahay piyo or apni piyas bujhao.

Sir apni begum k boobs ko sssllluuuurrrrpppp saaalllluuurrrrpppp ker k choosne lagay. Jab k madam k uchalne se cccchhhhaaaapppp ccchhhhaaaapppp ki awaz aa rahi thi. Or un k moo se ooohhhh.. aaahhhh… ki awazain nikal rahi thein.

Mujh se ab control nahi ho raha tha. Dil ker raha tha k abhi andar chalo jaon. Lekin ye bilkul Munasib nahi tha. Is liye me bahar khari un dono love birds ki chudai ko enjoy kerti rahi. Un ki chudai ek ghante se zaiqda chali. Sir ne bohot sari positions me madam ko choda.

 
Us k bad Sir madam k kehne per un k moo me farigh ho gaey. Madam ne mazay se un ka pani pee liya or lund ko b chaat chaat ker saaf ker diya.

us k bad wo dono baaho me bahain daal ker aram se so gaey. Lekin me bechain ho chuki thi. Mera pehla sex to bohot bura hua tha us k bawajood mere jism ko kahi naa kahi sex k baray me pata chal chuka tha. Mera jism dehek raha tha. Me apne kamre me gai or apnay kapray nikal ker apni choot ko masalne lagi. Kuch bad mene pani chor diya.

Tab kahin jaa k mujhe kuch sukoon mila. Me nangi hi so gai. Aisa pehla moka tha jab me nangi soi. Yahan tak k me apni choti behen k saamne kapre b nahi badalti thi.

Us raat mujhe sukoon ki neend aei. Neend anay se pehle mere dimagh me bus ek hi khayal tha k koi mujhe b aise hi choday jaise sir ne madam ko choda hai. Yani bharpur sex or us k sath sath muhabbat. Or is k sath hi me dunia se bekhabar ho ker neend ki gehri waadiyo me chali gai. Agli subha….!

Me apne room me bakhabar so rahi thi. Raat k kisi wakt mere oper se chadar b hatt gai thi. Jab k me taangain kholay so rahi thi. Thori der me mujhe madam uthanay k liye aein to andar ka nazara dekh ker heran reh gaein. Q k me is tarah kabhi nhi soi thi.

Madam mere chehre ki masoomiat me khoo gaein. Phir meri halat ka andaza laga ker bahar chali gaein. Or kamre ka door knock kia. Sath me mujhe awaz di. Un ki awaz sunn ker meri aankh khul gai.

Me:- G madam.

Madam:- Uth gai ho kia?

Me:- G uth gai hoon. Ready ho k ati hoon.

Mene darwazay ki taraf dekhte huay jawab diya. Sath hi dil me shukar b ada ker rahi thi k madam andar nhi aein. Warna mujhe dekh letien k me nangi so rahi hoon. Me khud ko kosti hui uthi or washroom chali gai. Fresh ho ker kapre pehne or bahar aa gai. Dinning table per sath baith k hum ne nashta kiya. Phir Sir or madam apni duty pr chalay gaey. Janay se pehle madam ne mujhe sham me tayar rehne ka kaha. Mere poochne per unho ne bataya k hamain shopping per jana hai.

Me ghar k kamo me busy ho gai. Jab Madam k anay ka time hua to me naha k tayyar ho gai. Phir hum shopping k liye nikal gaey. Sab se pehle Madam mujhe parlour le ker gaein.

Me:- Madam hamain to shopping per jana hai na to parlour Q le k aei hain?

Madam:- Wo is liye k tumhare baal set kerwa doon. Or tumhari body ko Vax kerwa doon.

Me:- Matlab?

Madam:- Matlab tumhare poore jism se baalo ko saaf kerwana hai. Q k orat k sir per baal achay lagtay hain. Gardan se neeche kahin b baal nahi honay chahiye.

Me:- Lekin madam iski kia zarorat.

Madam:- Iski zarorat hai. Q k me chahti hoon tum zara tareekay se raho. Koi b agay tumhain dekhay to bus dekhta hi rahay.

Me:- Lekin…

Madam:- Lekin vekin kuch nahi. Jaise parlour wale kahain waise hi kerna. Wo tumhain apag kamre me le jaein gay or tumhain nanga ker k poori body se baal hataein gay.

Me:- Kiaaaaaa?

Madam:- heran nahi ho. Me yahin aya kerti hoon. Sab larkiya mere bharosay wali hain. is loye relax raho or jo wo karain un ko kerne dena. Understand?

Mene haan me sir hila diya. Haqeeqat to ye thi k me Aj tak Vaxing k liye parlour nahi gai thi. Mujhe bht ajeeb lag raha tha. Khair kuch der bad meri baari aa gai. 28-30 saal ki ek orat mujhe alag kamre me le gai. Us ne mujhe kapre utar ker towel lapaitne ko kaha or khud kamre se chali gai. Ye 10-10 feet ka ek kamra tha jis k bilkul darmiyan me ek single bed para hua tha. Mene ahista ahista apne kapre utare or hanger per latka diye or towe lapait ker bed per lait gai. Wo orat andar aei or us ne mere jism per cream laga ker baalo ko hatana shuru ker diya.

Me:- Tumhara naam kia hai?

Wo orat:- Mera naam asia hai.

Me:- Asia kitne arsay se ker rahi ho ye kam.

Asia:- Ab to 7 sal ho gaey.

wo bht achay andaz se mere baalo ko remove ker rahi thi. Saaf pata chal raha tha k wo kitni maahir hai. Kuch hi der me mere jism k baal saaf kerne k bad us ne mujhe tangain phailanay ko kaha. Mujhe sharam aa rahi thi lekin us ne bht piyar se meri tangain khol dein or sath me mujhe tasali b di m me naa ghabraoon. Meri choot or us k aas paas k bal wo saaf dekh rahi thi.

Pehle us ne un baal ko chota kiya or phir hair removing cream laga di. Or phir mere armpits me b us ne yei kiya. Jab tak cream apna kam kerti, us ne mere poore jism per body lotion lagana shuru ker diya. 10-15 minute me cream ne apna asar dikha diya. Us ne meri choot or armpits se cream ko saaf ker diya. Ab wahan per baalo ka koi nam o nishan nahi tha. Meri gulabi chot bilkul choti bachi ki tarah lag rahi thi. Me sharam se surkh ho rahi k aj tak kisi k samne aise nangi nahi hui thi. Asia bht ghor se meri choot or us k aas pas k hisay ko dekh rahi thi. Ta k kahin koi baal reh naa gya ho.

us ne meri choot or underarms per creams laga dein. Phir mujhe kapre pehen ker bahar anay ka kaha.

Mene fatafat kapre pehne or bahar ai to madam kera intazar ker rahi thien. Unho ne mujhe dekha or asia se sawal kia.

Madam:- Asia ho gya sab kuch?

Asia :- G madam ho gya. Ab is k baalo ki styling kerni hai. Or nails banane hain jaise ap ne kaha.

Madam:- Ok.

Asia ne mujhe chair per bithaya or mere baalo ko style kerne lagi. Cutting k bad mere baalo ko red color me dye ker diya. Jis se meri look bohot alag or bht zabardast nazar anay lagi.

Mene jab khud ko sheeshay me dekha to khud ko pehchan hi naa saki. Bohot alag or bohot zabardast lag rahi thie.

phir parlour ki 2 larkiyo ne mere nails banaey or red color ki nail polish lagai. Phir halka sa makeup kerwa ker me madam k sath wahan se nikal gaie. parlour me almost 3 hrs lagay thay. Bahar aa ker mene madam se poocha.

Me:- Madam ek bat poochon?

Madam:- Haan Poocho.

Me:- Ye sab kuch kis liye ker rahi hain Ap?

Madam:- Wo is liye k tum khoobsurat lago or kuch nahi. Waise b tum ne ajeeb sa huliya bana rakha tha Apna. Me chahti hoon k aj k bad tum achay se tayar ho k raho.

Me:- Lekin Q madam?

Madam:- Q k me keh rahi hoon is liye. Tum itni piyari ho. Agar thora tayar ho jao gi to zabardast lago gi.

Me:- Lekin me aisa Q keroon? Mere sath jo kuch hua us k bad me zinda b nahi rehti. Me zinda hoon to sirf apki waja se.

Madam:- insan ki zindagi me agar kuch bura ho jaey to kia wo jeena chor deta hai? Batao zara? Agar tum keh rahi ho k tum meri waja se zinda ho to me tum se keh rahi hoon k achi bun k raho. Wo sab ek darawna khuwab samajh k bhool jao. Dekhna ek din tumhain bohot acha jeevan sathi mile ga.