Kahani ki suruat shuru se hi karti hun. Main Rukhsana hoon, meri umar abhi 22 saal ki hai. Pyar se mujhe sab Rabia kahte hai. Meri shadi ho chuki hai aur Mere husband ek private firm mein manager hain. Mayeke mein meri ammi aur Abba hain. Shahar mein hamare khandan ki bahut hi acchi izzat hai. Izzatdar gharana hone ke karan parde ki pabandi hai…lekin parde ke peeche…

Yu to maine jawani ki dahleez par pahla kadam umra ke chaudahwe paraw mein hi rakh diya tha. Meri chhatiyon ke ubhar chhote chhote nimbu ke aakar ke nikal aaye the. Ghar mein abhi bhi frock aur chaddi pahan kar ghumti thi. Ammi abbu ke alawa ek bada bhai tha, jo umar mein mujhse do saal bada tha. Yani wo bhi solah ka ho chuka tha aur muchho ki halki halki rekhayen uske chehre par aa chuki thi. Muchho ki halki rekhao ke sath uske niche ki muchhe bhi aa chuki hogi aisa mera andaz hai. Meri Bhai ke jaisi muchhe to nahi aai thi magar bagalo mein aur niche ki saheli ke upar halke halke roye ugne shuru ho gaye the.

15 saal ki hui aur nimbu ka aakar chhote seb ke jaisa ho gaya, tab ammi ne mujhe naqaab pahna diya yani bahar jane par har samay mujhe burka pahan kar ghumna parta tha. Ghar mein ladke nahin aate, sirf rishtedaroon ke siwa. Bhaiyya ke dost bhi agar aaye to drawing room se hi chale jaate. Frock ab kam hi pahanti thi. Bahar nikalne par salwar kammez ke alawa burka pahan na parta tha. Ghar mein abhi bhi kabhi kabhi frock aur chaddi pahan leti thi.

Jawani ki dahleez pe kadam rakhte hi, apni chuchiyoon aur niche ki saheli yani ki choot mein ek ajeeb sa khichao mahsoos karne lagi thi. Jab solah ki hui to yeh khichaw ek halki tees aur meethi khujli mein badal gai thi. Bathroom mein peshab karne ke baad jab paani dal kar apni laalpari ko dhoti to man karta kuch der tak yunhi ragarti rahoon. Gori boor ka upri hissa jhantoon se bilkul dhak gaya tha. Nahate wakt jab kapde utar kar apni chuchiyoon aur choot par sabun lagati to bas maza hi ajata, haath mein sabun lekar choot mein dal kar thodi der tak ander bahar karti aur doosre haath se chuchiyoon ko ragarti…..ahhhhhhh… ..

Khud ko bath room mein lage bade aayine mein dekh kar bas mast ho jati……bada maza aata tha…lagta tha bas apni choot aur chuchiyoon se khelti rahoon. Ghar mein khali samay mein ladko ke bare mein sochte sochte kai baar meri boor pasij jati aur main bathroom mein jakar apni garmi kam karne ke liye unliyon se apni laalpari ki upar wali choch ko masalti thi aur niche wale chhed mein ungli ghusane ki koshish karti thi. Shuruat thori taklif se hui magar baad mein bada maja aane laga tha. Raat mein apne bistar par apni ungliyon se karti thi aur kai baar itni garam ho jati ki din mein teen-teen dafa bathroom mein peshab karne ke bahane apni choot ki ghundi ragarne chali jati thi.

Aap soch rahe honge main itni chhoti umra mein itni garam kaise ho gai….Mere andar lund ke liye itna diwanapan… kyon kar aa gaya hai…. To janab ye sab mere ghar ke mahol ka asar hai.

Waise abhi to mera kamra ammi abbu ke bagal wala hai…. magar jab mein chhoti thi main apne ammi abbu ke saath hi soti thi. mujhe yaad aata hai…..meri umar us waqt 7 saal ki hogi….main ammi ke kamre mein hi soti thi….ammi aur abbu bade palng par saath sote main bagal mein single bed par soti….kamre mein night bulb jalta rahta tha….kabhi- kabhi ratoon ko jab meri aankh khulti to ammi aur abbu dono ko nange ek doosre ke saath lipta chipti kar rahe hote …. kabhi ammi abbu ke upar kabhi abba ammi ke upar chade hote…..kabhi abbu ko ammi ke janghoon ke beech pati….ya ammi ko abbu ke pet par baithe hue paati….

Kabhi abbu ko ammi ke upar chadh kar dhakke marte hue dekhti….dono ki tez sansoon ki aawaz aur phir ammi ki siskariyan…..uuu…sssssssiiiii…..mere sartaj….aur jor see….siiiiii….. kabhi -kabhi to ammi itni bekabu ho jati ki jor jor se abbu ko galiyan deti…bharwe aur jor se maar….aiii…teri ammi ko chodu…randi ki aulad….gaand ka jor laga….gaand mein taqat nahi……cheekhtin… .baloon ko pakad kar khinchti…. aur dono ek dusre ke saath gali galoz karte hue chudai mein masroof rahte…. jabki main thori si dari sahmi si unka ye khel dekhti rahti…. aur sochti ki din mein dono ek dum sharif aur izzatdaar ban kar ghumte hai….. fir raat mein dono ko kya ho jata hai.

Saheliyon ne samajhdaari badhane mein madad ki aur….is mast khel ke bare mein meri jaankari badhne lagi. Meri niche ki saheli mein bhi halki gudgudi hone lagi…..ab main ammi abbu ka khel dekhne ke liye apni neend haram karne lagi… shayad un dono shaq ho gaya ya unhe laga ki main jawan ho rahi hun….un logo ne mera kamra alag kar diya…halanki maine is par apni narazgi jatai magar ammi ne mere armaano ko berahmi kuchal diya aur apne bagal wale kamre mein mera bistar lagwa diya. Maine iske liye use dil se bad-dua di…. ja randi tujhe 15 din tak lund nasib nahi hoga.

Mera kaam ab ammi-abbu ki siskariyon ko raat mein diwaar se kaan laga kar sun na ho gaya tha…..aksar ratoon ko unke kamre se plang ke charmarane ki awaz….. ammi ki tez siskarian…..aur abbu ki….Ooonnhh… ..Ooonh… ki awazein….aisa lagta tha ki jawani ki masti looti ja rahi hai….ki aawazo ko kaan laga kar sunti thi aur apne jangho ke beech ki laalmuniya ko bheechti hui…apne nimbuo ko halke hatho se masalti hui sochti…. ammi ko jayada maja aata hoga, shaai ki choochiyan footbaal se thodi si hi chhoti hogi.

Meri ammi bala ki khoobsurat thi. Allah ne unhe gajab ka husn ata farmaya tha. Gori chitti makkhan ke jaisa rang tha. Lambi bhi thi aur mashaallah kya moti moti janghe aur chuttar the. Gaand matka kar chalti to sab gaanduo ki chhaati par sanp lot jata hoga aisa mere dil mein aata hai. Rishtedaaro mein sabhi kahte the ki main apni ammi ke upar gai hun….mujhe is baat par bara fakhra mahsoos hota….main apne aap ko unhi ke jaisa saja sawar kar rakhna chahti thi.

Main apni ammi ko chhup chhup kar dekhti thi. Pata nahi kya tha, magar mujhe ammi ki harkato ki jasusi karne mein ek alag hi maja aata tha aur is bahane se mujhe jismani tallukat banane ke sare tareeke maloom ho gaye the. Waqt ke sath-sath mujhe yeh andaza ho gaya ki ammi – abbu ka khel kya tha….jawani ki payas kya hoti hai….aur is pyas ko kaise bujhaya jata hai. Mard – aurat apni jism ki bhook mitane ke liye ghar ki izzat ka bhi shikar kar lete hai….ammi ki jasusi karte karte mujhe ye baat pata chali…..ammi ne apne bhai ko hi apna shikar bana liya tha….mujhe is baat se bara tajuub hua aur maine meri ek saheli Ayesha se puchha ki kya waqai aisa hota hai …ya fir meri ammi hi ek albeli randi hai…..usne bataya ki aisa hota hai aur….woh khud apni ammi ke sath bhai aur uske dostoon ki chudai ka maza leti hai….

Uski kismat par mujhe bada jalan hua…. main itni khush kismat nahin thi…..husn aur jawani khuda ne to di thi …lekin is haseen jawani ka maza lootne wala ab tak nahin mila tha….meri jawani zanzeeron mein jakad di gait hi….ammi ka kada pahra tha meri jawani par….khud to usne apne bhai tak ko nahin choda tha….lekin mujh par itni bandish ke agar chuchiyoon par se dupatta sarak jaye to fauran daant lagati…..Rabia ab tu bachchi nahin…..dhang se raha kar….jawani mein apne bhai se bhi lihaz karna chahiye….kabhi- kabhi to mujhe chidh aa jata….man karta kah doon…Sali bhonsdi….. randi… khud to na jane kitni lund nigal chuki hai…..

Apne bhai tak ko nahin chhoda….aur meri choot par pahre lagati hai….khud to apne shauhar se maje lete samay kahti hai khuda ne jawani di hai isiliye ki iska bharpoor maza lootna chahiye aur mujh par pabandi lagati hai….magar main aisa kah nahi pai kabhi….ghar ki isi bandish bhare mahoul mein apni ufanti garam jawani ko saheje jee rahi thi…..ghutan bhi hoti thi…dil karta tha…in zanzeero ko tod du….apne naqab ko noch dalu…

Apne khoobsurat gadraye mansal chootron ko jeans mein kas kar…apni chhati ke kabootaro ko t-shirt mein daal kar uske choch ko barchha (bhala) bana kar larko ko ghayal karu…. larko ko lalchaau…. aur unki ghoorti nigahon ke samne se gaand matakati hui gujru…par ammi saali ghar se nikalne hi nahi deti thi….kbhi market jana bhi hota tha….to naqab pahna kar apne saath le jaati thi. Ek baar ek saheli ke ghar uski saalgirah ke din jana tha….maine khoob saj-dhaj kar jeans aur T-shirt pahna fir uske upar se naqab daal kar uske ghar chali gai…waha party mein ammi ki koi saheli aai thi usne dekh liya….ammi ko mere jeans pahan ne ka pata chala to mujhe bahut daanta…itni ghutan hui ki kya bataye.

Ek baar abbu kahi bahar chale gaye….15 dinoo ki abbu ki gair maujudgi ne shayad ammi ki jawani ko tadapne ko majboor kar diya tha…..jab wo nahane ke liye gusalkhane mein ghusi to maine darwaje ke chhote chhed ke paas apni aankho ko laga diya aur ammi ki jasusi karne mein main waise expert ho chuki thi. Saali ne apni sari utari phir balauz ke upar se hi apne ko aayine mein niharte hue dono hathoon ko apni chuchiyoon par rakh kar dhire-dhire masalne lagi…mere dil ki dharkan tej ho gai….itne lund kha chukne ke baad bhi ye haal….15 din mein hi khujli hone lagi…..yahan main 17 saal ki ho gai aur abhi tak….

Khair ammi ne chuchiyoon par apna dabao badhana shuru kardiya….sssiiiiiii… ..ammi apni hontoon par daant gadte hue siskari li……phir blouse ke button ek-ek kar kholne lagi…..ammi ki do badi-bdai haseen chuchiyaan kale brasier mein phansi bahar nekalne ko betab ho gayi….. ammi ne ek jhatke se dono chuchiyoon ko azad kar diya….. fir petticoat ke rasse (nare) ko bhi khol kar petticoat neeche gira diya…. aiyene mein apne nange husn ko nihar rahi thi…..badi-badi gori sudol chuchiyaan…hi meri chuchi kab itni bari hogi….Saali ne bhai aur abbu se masalwa masalwa kar itna bada kar liya hai…..gathila badan…..hi kitni moti janghe hai…..chikni….waise janghe to meri bhi moti chikni aur gori gori thi……tabhi meri nazar is nange husn ko ….dekhte hue choot par gayi…..hi allah! kitni haseen choot thi ammi ki….bilkul chikni….jhantoon ka namonishan tak nahin tha unki bur par….

Thori si jhant chhod rakhi thi apni choot ke upri hisse mein pedu ke niche…..shayad randi ne design banaya hua tha….apne bhai ko lalchane ke liye….abbu to mera kutta tha….apna petticoat bhi sungha deti to saala dum hilata chala aata uske paas…. hi kya gori choot thi….waise choot to meri bhi gori thi magar ammi ki choot thori phuli hui thi….mote mote lund kha kha kar apni choot ko fula liya tha chootmarani ne…..unke nange haseen jism ko dekh kar meri choot mein bhi jalan hone lagi…..main apni salwar ko chootad se khiska kar apni nangi choot ko sahlane lagi….aur sath hi ammi ke mastane khel ka nazara bhi dekhti rahi…..badi mast aurat lag rahi thi is waqt meri ammi….thodi der tak apne nange jism par haath pher ti rahi…..

Dono chuchiyoon ko apne hathoon se masalte hue doosra haath apni choot per le gayi….choot ki hoontoon ko sahlane lagi…aur phir sahlate-sahlate apni ungiliyoon ko choot mein ghuser diya….pahle to dhire dhire ungiliyoon ko bur ke ander baher karti rahi phir uski raftar tez hogayi….sath hi sath aami apni gand ko bhi hichkole de rahi thi….bada mast nazara tha….ammi thodi der tak apne jism se yeh khel khelti rahi phir shawer on kiya aur apne jism ko bhigo kar sabun lagane lagi….khoob achchi tarah se usne apne poore nange jism par sabun lagaya…..apni dono chuchiyoon par ….apni chikni choot par ….to khoob jhag nikal kar usne sabun ragra….phir ammi ne apni choot mein ungliyoon ko ghusera…ek ….do…teen… aur phir panchoon ungliyan….choot ke ander dal di…..dhire dhire ander bahar karte hue….

Hi…allah… .kya batau chootmarani kitni garam ho gai thi….munh se gu gu ki aawaz nikalte hue choot mein ungliyan pel rahi thi…..thodi der tak ammi yunhi apne bur ki chudai karti rahi….chootron ka hichkola tez hota gaya …..aahhhh….ooohhh… .aur phir ammi ka jism ek jhatke ke saath shant ho gaya……ammi madhoshi ki alam mein farsh par jharne ke neeche let gayi…..thodi der shant nange padi rahne ke baad uth kar nahana shuru kiya….khel khatam ho chukka tha…..meri bur ne bhi pani chod diya tha…..

main shalwar thame apne kamre mein aayi…..thodi der tak choot ko sahlati rahi .. ek ungli ghuseri….choot ke ander thodi der tak ungli ghusti gayi…phir ruk gayi….main aksar apni bur ek ungli se hi choda karti thi….par ammi ko dekh kar josh mein aa gait hi….bur faila kar do ungli ghusane ki koshish ki ….thoda dabaw dala to dard hua… mein ne dar kar chhod diya….hi nigori meri choot kab chaudi hogi….mujhe bada afsos hua…kya meri choot faadne wala koi paida nahi hua.

Waqt guzarta gaya….jism ki bhook bhi badhti gayi…..lekin hai re kismet…..17 saal ki ho chuki thi lekin koi lund nahi naseeb ho saka tha jo meri kunwari choot ke seal ko tod kar mujhe ladki se aurat bana deta…koi ragad kar masal kar maja dene wala bhi mujhe nahi mila tha…..meri shadi bhi nahin ho rahi thi… ammi aur abbu mere liye ladke ki khoj mein the……unka khyal tha ki 18 ki hote-hote wo mere liye ladka khoz lenge….par 18 ki hone mein to pura saal baki tha….tab tak kaise apni ufanti jawani ko sambhalu….choot ke kide jab raato ko machalne lagte to ji karta kisi bhi raah chalte ka lund apni choot mein le lun….par fir dil nahi manta….itne naaz-nakhro se sambhali hui….gori chitti anchudi bur kisi aire gaire ko dena thik nahi hoga….isliye apne dil ko samjhati….

Lekin badhti umar ke saath choot ki aag ne mujhe pagal kar diya tha aur chudai ki aag mujhe is tarah satane lagi thi ki…..mere khwabo khayalo mein sirf lund hi ghoomta rahta tha….hai re kismet….meri bahut sari saheliyon ne upar-upar se sahlane chuswane….chusne ka maja le liya tha aur jab wo apne kisse batati to mujhe apni kismat par bahut taras aata…ghar ki pabandiyon ne mujhe kahi ka nahi chhoda tha….upar-upar se hi kisi se apni choochiyon ko masalwa leti aisa bhi mere nasib mein nahi tha….jabki meri kai saheliyon ne to choot ki kutai tak karwa li thi.