Story of a guy raping his brother who is 6 years younger than him..

I think I was 10 when I was raped by my brother. My brother was 16 back then. He is not gay but when I ask him why he fucked me before he just said that he was really horny and apparently I looked more like a girl than a boy….

It is true because no boy at 10 years old would have the same testosterone level that he would have when he is 15. Moreover I even had long blonde hair.

Anyways to the story, It was a normal day. My brother and I did not have school. I was playing on the Nintendo.
I hear a knock on my door and my brother entered. He first shut my Nintendo. Then he lifted and threw me onto the bed.

I started protesting. I was like, “Yo, what the hell dude? What are you doing?” He slapped me really hard. It actually made my face red. He pinned me down and then climbed over me. He angrily said, “If you make a sound, or if you tell anyone about what I am going to do to you now, trust me I will hurt you really bad..”

I could feel his anger and I even felt that he might actually kill me if I didn’t listen to him, mostly I was scared to what he was going to do. He removed all my clothes. He giggled when he saw my dick. I did not understand why.

He then himself got naked. I saw his cock. It was 9 inches long. It stood up like a rod. He pulled me over and ordered me to spit on my cock and rub it with my hand. I did as he told. He started enjoying it and even moaned. After a while he pinched my nipple really hard. I felt like a bullet just go through my chest.

I screamed as it hurt a lot and since my mouth was open my brother just pushed his dick into my mouth. He grabbed my hair and started rocking my head in and out. I was choking the whole time and I couldn’t breathe properly.

I felt really disgusted. I did not know about porn or sex at that time so I always thought that a dick only helped in urinating.
He continued rocking my head for 5 minutes. During this time he would just push his dick fully inside my mouth and he would hold it for 15-20 sec. I choked so badly that I started hitting his thigh with my arm trying to tell him that I couldn’t breathe but he did not let go.

After 5 minutes of having a 9 inch cock in my mouth he let go. I fell on the bed trying to catch my breath. I was really tired. Meanwhile my brother just turned me around.

He spread my ass cheeks and pushed his dick completely inside me. He moaned but I screamed in pain. It was unbearable. He was on top of me, burying my body under his. He pulled my hair and put his left arm around my neck and started fucking me REALLY REALLY fast.
My bed started shaking and squeaking.
The fact that my bed which was bolted to the ground and that it is made entirely with frame can tell you how fast and hard I was being fucked for it to squeak.

I did not know what was going on but the pain was too much. I cried a lot, screamed and begged my brother to stop. I even apologized thinking this was some kind of punishment for a mistake that I might have committed. It hurt a lot. He said I would get used to it and that I would start liking it. It never happened.

The entire 15 minutes that he fucked me, I just screamed. I even lost my voice. His dick was too big and thick and every time he thrusted “inside”, he made sure that it was completely inside.
Finally after 15 minutes he came inside my ass or should I say pee’ d because that’s what I thought it was. He removed his dick out.

He then looked at me and said that if I told anyone about this he would hurt me really bad. He then left. I lay on my bed in pain in that same position for almost 7 hours because my entire lower body was numb and I couldn’t move.

He continued to fuck me till my 11th birthday everyday. He fucked me on my birthday as well but as I said that was the last. I believe he fucked me 120 times/ 120 days.
It was always painful. I never felt any pleasure at all. I thought I might get used to it because it happened for so long but that was not the case.
I cried in pain every time I was fucked but I was scared to tell my parents because I really thought my brother would hurt me.

Now that it has been 6 years and I know what Porn/sex/rape is, I confronted my brother. He apologized a lot. He then told me to kick his balls as a punishment. I kicked it so hard that he was not able to walk for the whole day.

Now its just a secret between us. I completely understood my brothers actions. He was really horny and couldn’t control himself. The hormones were kicking in. He thanked me for not telling mom and dad and now we just live a normal life….