yeh kahani ishara keri hey un hazaroun wajouhaat mey sey chand ki taraf jo aik aurat ko bewafa, hawas zada, jinsi naasouda banney per mour detey hain, yeh kahain us zabardast chain reaction ki aik karri ki taraf isaahara kerti hey jissey hum ney shroo to ker diyya.. lekin ab yeh uncontrol ho chukka to ab rona aur shikayyat kerna kaisa… apna maashra to hum ney khud hi aisa bana liyya… her aik ney hum mey sey ghar sey bahar aag lagai.. aaj wohi aag kisi dosrey ney humarey gharoun tak pohncha di to ab shikwa kaisa… lekin mey samjhta houn key insaan ab bhi itna bebus nahi hua.. ab bhi umeed baaqi hey.. aur jab tak umeed baaqi hey mujh jaisey kamzour log.. apni kamzour si awaaz mey chekhtey rahain gey… soye hoye zehnoun ko jagatey rahain gey… chahey humaari awaaz naqaar khaaney mey touti ki awaaz ki tarah bemayeni hi kion na ho… humara jo farz hey who hum zaror pora karain gey… chalyte ab aap yeh choti si dastaan perhye.. aap key jawaabat aur mashwaroun ka muntazir rahoun ga…
Is dastan ki thorri hat ker baat yeh key yeh hundred percent schi hey.. jee haan is kahani key tamaam kirdaar jeetey jaagtey hain, aur is kahani key markazzi kirdaar ney mujh sey derkhuwast ki key mey yeh notify karoun key yeh true story hey issey jhoot na samjha jaaye.. to wadey key mutabiq mey ney aap sab ko keh diyya key kirdaroun key naam aur muqaamaat key siwa is kahani mey kuch bhi farzi nahi…sab kuch sach hey…
Aur akhri baat yeh key aap sab ko meri janib sey naya saal mubarak ho… aur aaney waali ghariyaan aap sab key liye khusiyoun key peghaam ley ker ayain.. inhi naik tamanoun key saath aap sey rukhsat chahta houn..
thanx

aap sab ka khadim
AATISH

Mey aik aurat houn, meri ummer 31 years aur shakl-o-sorat aisi zaror hey key dekhney waala kam sey kam aik baar palat ker zaror dekhey, mey shaadi shudda houn, do piyaarey piyaarey bachoun ki maa houn, meri shaadi ko 10 saal honey ko hain, meri love marriage thi, apney husband sey behud piyaar kerti thi aur ab bhi unhey bepanah chahti houn, merey kanwaarey jissam ney sab sey pehley jis mardaana jissam ka lams mehsous kiya who merey husband hi they, mey ney apni kanwaari jawaani apney shoher key hawaaley ki, aur un ki mohabbt ka bherpor jawaab apni korri mohabbt sey diyya… humaari shaadi key waqt meri ummer 21 ya 22 saal thi, aur mey umangoun khuwaishoun sey bharri aik lerki thi, aur merey shoher mujh sey ummer mey sirf 2 saaal barey hain who bhi jawaan they… hum dono ney apni bherpor jawaniyoun ko aik dosrey per khoob nisaar kiyya aur jawaani ki shaadi ka bherpor lutf liyya…
Aap kahain gey key yeh kaisi kahani hey… yeh to hazaroun aurtoun ki hazaroun gharoun ki, hazaroun mohabatoun ki kahani hey… is mey khaas baat kiyya hey akhir… to is mey khaas baat yeh hey key mey bawajoud apni mohabbat ki shaadi key… key jissey mey ney apni jawaani ki mohabbat nawaazi, aur ussey hasil bhi kiyya… us ney na sirf mujhey bhut khush rakha… hum ney behtreen din guzaarey… humaarey do piyaarey piyaarey bachey hain… zindaggi her tarah sey mukamil hey… lekin is duniyya mey mukamil halat mey kuch bhi nahi… koi kammi .. koi tishnaggi her jagah baaqi hey… khudda ney yeh duniyya mukamil honey key liye banai hi nahi… to bawajoud meri zindaggi her tarah mukamil honey key mey ney apney shoher key siwa mazeed 4 logoun sey jinsi taluqaat bana rakhey hain… jee haan apney shoher key lund key siwwa jo meri kanwaari choot mey pehli baar gaya.. in guzrey dus barsoun mey chaar mukhtalif mardoun ney merey jissam key chuuppey hisoun ko dekha, unhey choma, un sey lazzt hasil ki aur un key lundoun ney meri choot ki siar ki…
Ab bhi yeh dastaan perhney waaley kahain gey key is mey konsi barri baat hey ..ya aisi konsi anokhi baat hey jis ki wajah sey mey ney apni dastaan tehreer kerney ki apney aik dost sey jissey aap sab hi jaantey hain darkhuwast ki… kion key aurat ki apney shoher key ilaawa taluqaat ki kahaniyaan to lakhoun ki tadaad mey pehley hi internet per mojoud hain..
To janaab yehi wajah thi shayad key mey ney apni zindaggi key kuch hassas raaz ap logoun key saamney pesh kerney ki himat ki.. jee haan yehi who kahaniyaan thin jin ki wajah sey mey bhi aaj aik kahani ka kirdaar banni… aap logoun ki tarah mey bhi internet per jab kabhi office key kaam sey faraghat hoti sexy kahaniyaan perhti thi… aur un kahaniyoun mey ziyaada ter yehi dikhaaya aur bataya jaata key.. aik aurat kis tarah apney shoher sey bewafi kerti hey… koi behen kaisey jazbaat key haath majbour ho ker apney hi bhai sey chudai kerwaati hey… koi bhabhi kaisey apney dewar key saamney apney shoher ki izat ko nilaam kerti hey… her jagah aurat .. aurat … aurat.. aurat behek gai.. aurat ney bewafai ki.. aurat bik gai.. bus yehi kuch…
Lekin kabhi kisi likhney waaley ney halaat ka un sachaiyoun ka ziker nahi kiye key jin key tehet yeh waqiyaat aik kahani ban ker manzir-e-aam per aaye… perhney waaley perhtey rahey.. waqti lutf letey rahey… aur bholtey rahey… yunhi hota raha aur yunhi hota rahey ga..
Tab hi mey ney aik dost ..Aatish sey request ki key merey haalaat-e-zindaggi bhi tehreer karain… beshak mey bhi aurat houn.. mey ney bhi shayyad bewafai ki, jinsi tour per mey bhi sirf apney shoher ki nahi … lekin is key bawajoud mey chahti houn key who kuch waqiyaat aap key saamney emaandaari sey rakhoun key aik aurat ko baaz dafa kaisey kaisey azaab aur kin mushkilaat key saamna kerna perhta hey… kis tarah apni wafa ko sabit kerney key liye bewafai kerni perti hey… kaisey kuch apnoun key bharam ko qayam rakhney key liye khud ko bharkti aag mey jhounkna perta hey… beshak bhut aam si kahani hey meri… lekin mey aap sey sirf yeh chahoun gi key aayenda merey jaisey aam si kahaniyaan perh ker aap yeh zehen mey rakhain key aap ki nazroun key saamney chalney waqiyaat key peechey bhi hazaaroun dastanain hain jo aap ki nazroun sey oujhal zaror hain lekin apna wajoud rakhti hain…
Ab mey apna thora sa taruf kerwa doun phir apni dastaan shroo karoun gi.. mera naam “kiran Khan” hey.. merey shoher ka naam “Mukhtaar Alam” hey.. issi munasibat sey ab mera naam “Mrs. Kiran Alam” hey.. jaisey mey ney pehley ziker kiya meri ummer 31 saal hey… rung surkh-o-sufaid, kharra kharra naak naqsha, lambey siyyah baal, barri jhukki jhukki palkoun key peechey jheel si gehraiyoun waali ankhain, patla aur gidraaya hua jissam, jiss sey saba raftaari chalakti ho, bharri bharri nazuk chatiyaan, bhaaari aur gol kolhey… baaqi ki nazuk tafseelaat to kahani key dermiyaan aap key saamney aa hi jayengi… mey ney pehley ziker kiyya key meri shaadi 21 ya 22 saal ki umer mey hoi us sey jissey mey ney behud mohabbt ki… mey un dinoun aik school mey teacher thi.. naya naya graduate kiya tha.. mazeed perhney ki tammana na thi… waldain mukhtalif rishtoun ki chaan phatak ker rahey they… jo merey liye aatey hi rehtey they… lekin koi ab tak bhaaya nahi tha.. mey ney bhi farigh wat ko ghaneemat samjha key shaadi shudda masroof zindaggi yaani din ko shohar ka colhhaa garam karo aur raat ka un ka bister… us sey pehley farigh waqt mey kuch enjoy kiya jaaye… bus yuni school join ker liyya… bara mazey ka waqt guzarta bachoun key saath… nai dostain banni… mey jawaan thi haseen thi.. lekin ab tak kisi ka khuwaab dil mey nahi basaya tha.. haan ab ratoun mey kisi ki kammi mehsous honey laggi thi.. piyaasi banhain kisi ko talaash kertin thin… ranoun key beech aik meethi si chuban jaagney laggi thi… ubhri chaatiyan jaisey masley jaaney ko betaab rehney lagin thin.. pora jissam ajeeb tarah ki methi si ainthan mehsous kerta tha..jissam sey bheeni bheeni si khusboo uthney laggi thi… lekin apney jissam ko sambhaal rakha tha mey ney… apni pehli raat key liye.. apney husband ko mey khalis maal dena chahti thi… us key haq mey koi khout nahi kerna chahti thi mey… aaney waali zindaggi mey jhot ki milawat nahi kerna chahti thi.. meri choot unchoi aur kanwari thi..
Phir humaarey school mey mukhtaar aye bachoun ko computer ki taleem deney key liye… who perh bhi rahey they aur subah mey bachoun ko school mey perhaatey they.. phir na jaaney kab kaisey who aur mey aik anjaaney rishtey mey bandh gaye… who mujh sey aur mey un sey dil-o-jaan sey mohabbat kerney laggi…
Qissa mukhtaisr kerti houn… humaari mohabbat aik saal challi… un ki achi job lag gai… aik saal baad unhoun ney merey ghar rishta bhejja… meri pasandedgi shamil thi.. to asaani sey baat pakki ho gai.. aur mazeed aik saal baad mey un ki dulhan ban ker un key ghar aa gai..
Yeh dosaaloun ki mohabbat ki kahani mey ney sirf do lines mey bayann ker di… sab kuch waisey hi hua khat, telephone, chup chup ker milna, ratoun mey yaad kerna, kion key aap sab perhney waloun ney zindaggi mey kabhi na kabhi mohabbat ki ho gi is liye yeh tafseel ghair zarori hey.. bherhaal hum ney jo chaha who hasil ker liya… Suhaag raat mey hum neyin do saaloun ki mohabat ka apni chahat ka izhaar aik dosrey per khoob berh cherh ker kiyya… aur agli subah hum dono hi aik dosrey ki mohabbat mey dobbey hoye they.. zindaggi apni porri khoobsorti key saath humaarey saath thi.. zindaggi ki her rahat humaari humsafer thi.. aur hum.. hum bus din raat aik dosrey mey khoye rehtey… aik dosrey ki choti sey choti khushi key liye jaan nichawer kerney ko tayyar rehtey… duniyya bus sirf hum dono per khattam ho gai thi… duniyya ki perwaah hi kissey they… bus mey thi aur mukhtaar they…
Akhri zindagi ki masrofiyaat wapis aaney lagin… who subaah office jaaney aur raat mey aaney laggey… tab hi mujhey pata challa key un key waldain aur behen bhai koi bhi is shaadi sey khush na tha… koi bhi mujh sey shaadi nahi kerna chahta tha… lekin un ki zid key aagey kisi ki nahi chal sakki.. lekin is ka nateeja yeh hua key mujhey kisi ney bhi dil sey qabool nahi kiyya…
Mujh sey koi baat nahi kerta tha.. porey porey din khamoshi sey room mey parri rehti… meri saas to kuch do chaar batain ker bhi letin lekin nandain aur dewar to jaisey meri shakkal sey bhi nafrat kertey they… bulkey who to merey shoher ko bhi taaney tishney detey.. shayyad is ki wajah yeh thi key mey koi ameer gharaaney sey nahi thi.. merey waldain shayyad us tarah ka jahaiz deney ki taqat nahi rakhtey they jo susraaliyoun ka monh band ker deta hey… un key khayal mey unhoun ney apni beti ko ghar gharsti ki jo tarbiyat di hey wohi sab sey qeemti doulat hey… lekin afsous is doulat ka aaj zamaney mey do kori ki bhi qeemat nahi…. Meri chaar nandain thin.. jo jee bhar ker mujh sey nafrat kerti thin.. phir mera shaadi ka gold set chori ho gaya who bhi room sey.. us din mey bhut roi.. lekin mukhtaar bhi bus jal ker reh gaye.. kiya kehtey kissey kehtey… bhtu terpi mey.. kuch hi arsey baad meri aur mukhtaar ki mohabbat ka nateeja zahir ho gaya.. mey pait sey thi.. lekin mujh sey jhaaro bhi dilwai jaati ghar ka pohncha, bartan dhonna sab mey hi kerti, aur jab sab khaaney bethtey raat mey hum sab to sab key chehroun per ajeeb si baat hoti jaisey un ko mera yun un key saath khaan passand na tha… mey mukhtaar ko dukh na ho unhey kuch na batati… who thakkey hoye aatey un ka chehra dekh ker mey khud per guzarney waali her takleef bhool jaati…
Shayyad insaan key haath mey mout aur zindaggi ho to duniyya mey koi insaan saans bhi na ley sakkey… mey ney aik beti ko janam diyya.. pori tarah sehat mand aur heart angaiz had tak haseen… hum dono bhut khush hoye.. lekin merey susraal ko jab bhi koi rehem koi mohabbat nahi jaagi.. bus yeh hua key ab merey saath meri beti bhi un ki nafratoun ka shikaar ho rahi thi. Aur yeh merey liye naqbil-e-berdhast tha…meri do nandoun ki shadi hoi.. mey ney socha chalo yeh to apney ghar ki hoin ab kuch to sukoon ho ga.. lekin yeh ghalat fehmi thi meri… who to do atisha ho gain… her dosrey din apni ammi key ghar aa jatin aur in ki ammi key kaan bhertin, key hum to din raat ghar mey kamoun mey juttey rehtey hain aik humaari bhabhi hain saara din kamrey mey ghussi rehti hain.. khair ab mazeed kiya bataoun yeh to susraal key ghar ghar key jhagrey hain… yeh sab chaar saal chalta raha.. is doraan khudda ney mujhey aik betey sey bhi nawaaz diyya… humaari zindaggi mukamil thi… bus kammi thi to susraal ki mohabbat ki…
Akhir berhti hoi yeh nafratain mukhtaar ko bhi nazar aayen aur unhoun ney dosrey floor per do kamrey bana ker kitchen alag ker liyya.. kuch sukoon ho gaya.. ab kam sey kam mey apney aur apney bachoun key liye apni aur un ki passand key khaaney bananey key liye azaad tthi… issi doraan merey husband ney noukri chourh ker karobaar shroo kiya aur khoob tarraqi ker li… hum ameer sey ameer ter ho gaye.. ghar key saath jurrey dono ghar khareed liye gaye .. aur aik barra shaandaar ghar tamer hua… khoob khoob kharcha kiya merey shoher ney .. bhut acha kama rahey they aur khoob kharch ker rahey they… apni behnoun ko aur un key shoharoun ko khoob diyya… ghar bher diyyye un key bhi.. sab ko gaariyaan din.. soney key set banwa ker diyye.. mey kuch na boli … un ki khushi mey khush thi mey … un ki behnain hi thin who… mera bhi bhut khayal rakhtey mukhtaar… hum ghoney jaatey… kai dafa sheher sey bahar gaye… her khuwaish meri pori kertey…issi tarah mazeed chaar saal guzar.
Bus yanhi sey humari berbaadi ki dastaan shroo hoti hey… meri beti 7 saal ki aur beta taqreban 5 saal ka ho chukka tha.. hum ney apni shaadi ki athween salgirah barri hansi khushi manai…. Aur us key kuch mahinoun baad… tabahi aa gai… merey shohar ka karobaar mukamil doob gaya… un key bhut ziyaada paisey doob gaye… kuch ley ker log dhoka dey ker bhaag gaye… who sambhaltey rahey koshish kertey rahey tammam partners ko hawa bhi nahi lagney di is nuqsaan ki key kisi tarah sambhaal lain… un key profits time per jaatey rahey aur yahan who dobtey rahey ..aur khair who waqt aa gaya jab company mukamil tabah ho gai…
Aur jab yeh khabbar un key partners tak pohnchi to jo kal tak un ki sharafat ki emaan daari ki qasmain khaatey they… unhoun ney aisi nazrain badli key koi kiyya kahey.. sab ko apney paisey jo karobaar per lagaye they who wapis chahye they aur who bhi foran… jab key apney lagaye gaye paisoun sey kai gunna ziyaada who in guzrey saaloun mey wasool ker chukkey they… halaat kiya badley her aik ka rawiyya hi badal gaya…
Wohi maa baap yeh kehtey key tum ney humain kahin ka nahi chorra… kion key in key partners ghar per aa ker larai jhgra kertey.. police aai ghar per kai baar… in per kai case ban gaye, yeh wohi ghar tha jo merey hi shohar ney banaya tha… merey shohar key maa baap ney un sey kaha key bhai hum yeh beizatti bardhast nahi ker saktey is liye behter ho ga key tum kahin aur apna intizaam ker lo… hum kahan jaatey kisi ney nahi socha… haan batain bhut banain sab ney… wohi behnain aur un key sohahr jin key ghar merey shohar key paisoun sey bharrey hoye they… who kehtin key hum pehley hi kehtey they key bhai kisi paisey waley ghar mey shaadi karo ab agar bhabhi key ghar waley kisi qabil hotey to is mushkil waqt mey bhai ki maddad kertey .. lekin in ko to bus khaan aata hey… na jaaney kaisi kaisi baatain hum ko sunni ko millin.. akhir merey shohar ney dukhey dil sey apney ghar ko khair baad kaha aur hum aik kiraaye key ghar mey shift ho gaye..
Yeh humarey badtareen halaat ki ibtidda thi… job crisis bepanah they… yeh her roz job ki talaash mey jaatey lekin nakaam wapis aatey… yahan bepanah kharchy monh phaarey humaarey saamney they…. Ghar ka kiraaya, mahiney ka khaneypeeney ka samaan, bachoun key school ki fees.. aur amdanni koi nahi.. jo kuch tha akhir sab khattam hua.. qeemti samaan aur soney key zewraat pehley hi bech ker un sey kuch qarz utaara ja chukka tha.. ab who din bhi aa gaye key mey aur merey shohar din mey sirf aik time khaana khaatey aur humaari koshish hotikey bachey pait bher ker khaana khayain… koi ghar mey jhankney nahi aata tha key hum kaisey zinda hain.. aatey to bus taqazey daar.. jin ka paisa hum ney dena tha… halaat bad sey badter hotey jaa rahey they…
Ab mey ney job kerney ki thaani… kai schools mey gai key kahin teacher kijob ho jaaye lekin kahin bhi kisi bhi school mey ziyaaada sey ziyaada jo salary thi who thi 5000/- us mey bhalla kiya hota…
Mujhey achi tarah yaad hey key who aisey hi December key din they sakht serdiyaan thin… subah hotey hi yeh to job key liye kuch interviews they wahan challey gaye ..mey pareshaan thi.. aaj bachey subah bhokey hi school gaye they kion key khaaney ko kuch bhi nahi tha ghar mey… mey pareshaan thi key jab yeh dono ayain gey to sakht bhokey hongey… kiya karoun..
Mey ney chader ourhi aur qareeb hi mojoud aik barey genral store per pohnchi… itifaaq ki baat is waqt us ka malik akela hi betha tha.. 50 saal ka mota sa aadmi.. mey ney us sey kuch samaan ki qeemat pochi… who baji baji keh ker list banata raha.. phir us ney bill bataya… mey ney sharam sey paani paani hotey hoye us sey kaha key bhai merey shohar ki job nahi hey to meherbaani ferma ker mujhey udhaar per yeh samaan dey dain mey bhut jald aap ko chukka doungi… aisa laga jaisey us key chehrey sey koi naqaab ulat di ho… aik dun chehra kraht ho gaya.. jin hountoun per pehley baji baji tha ab wahan hiqarat aa gai.. key na jaaney kahan kahan sey aa jaatey hain subah subah bhikaari… bheek mangney key naye naye tareeqey dhondh nikaaley hain…
Phir us ki ankhoun mey makhsous chamak ubhri.. us ki bebaak nighain merey chader mey chupper jissam ko tatolney lagin… phir who jhuk ker ahista sey bolla.. chora in bahanoun ko.. mey sab jaanta houn kahan ka shohar aur kahan key bachey… meri biwi aaj kal maikey gai hey peechey hi ghar hey … bolo chalti ho… saaf suthri lagti ho.. achey paisey dounga…
Mera dil khoon key aansoo ro parra… jissam jaisey zameen mey gar gaya… who waqt aik dum nazroun mey ghomma jab mey apney shohar aur bachoun key humraah apni barri si gaari mey sawaar shoping key liye jaati thi aur kitney hi nanhey nanhey bhikaari bachey her signal mey humarey gird jama ho jaaya kertey they…
Lekin ager merey bachoun ko wapsi per khaana na milla.. to kiya jawaab doungi in masoumoun ko mey.. un key aansoo kiya merey is jissam sey ziyaada ehem nahi.. mey ney apney aansoo peetey hoye kaha.. bhai sahab mey zarort mand houn.. aur haqeqat mey merey bachey bhokey hongey.. is waqt halaat sey majbour houn… aap sey rehem ki derkhuwast kerti houn bhut jald aap key sab paisey chukka doun gi…
Who dhitai sey bolla.. jitna tum ney samaan likhhaya hey utna hi aur dounga saath mey 5000/- bhi dounga… who kiya hey na tum mujhey bha gai ho… to zar mazey urra lain… aur mana bhi tumhaarey bachey bhokey hongey… to un key liye do mahiney ka samaan ho jaaye ga.. kiya hey tumhaara chandi jaisa jissam zang thori khaa jaye ga… kiya hey apni choot ka maza zara humain bhi chakh leney do.. dekhain to kaisa rus tapkaati hey jab garamho ti hey to..”
Sharam sey mey kat gai… kitney gandey lafz istimaal kiye they us ney… itifaaq sey us ki dukaan mey kaam kerney waaley larkey aa gaye.. us ney un ki taraf dekha.. meri taraf dekha… phir merey likhaye hoye samaan ko double kertey hoye larkoun ko nikalney ko kaha.. aur bola key yeh baaji abhi do ghantey baad ayengi in ko dey dena.. mey zara ghar jaa raha houn.. paisey yeh dey chukki hain…larkey samaan nikalney mey lag gaye… aur who mujhey ganda sa ishaara ker key dukaan key pichley derwazey sey nikal gaya.. mey ghoom ker us taraf aai to who aik ghar key derwazey per kharra tha.. mujhey aata dekh ker who ander ho gaya.. derwaaza khulla tha.. mera dil ro raha tha… dil peechey khench raha tha… bachoun ki bhook aur bebassi merey qadmoun ko us gunnah key khulley derwazey ki tarf khench rahi thi…
Mey us derwazey sey ander chali gai… who mujhey ander aik kamrey mey ley gaya..
Aur us ney koi kaser nahi chouri apney diye hoye samaan ki qeemat wasoul kerney mey…merey tamaam kaprey utaar ker bhokey kuttey kitarah mera jissam chatney aur chosney laga.. meri chatiyaan kaal daali us kameney ney… kaafi dair tak apna lund chuswaaya…
Phir mujhey ghouri ban jaaney ko kaha.. mey ney us key hokum I tameel ki .. aur yun meri choot ney zindaggi mey dosri baar aik dosrey lund ka maza chkakha… us ka lund ander jaaney laga… mey kuch dair to yehi sochti rahi. Key mey yeh kiya ker rahi houn… aurat key buland tareen muqaam “Biwi” sey “Rundi” ban gai mey to… lekin phir ahista ahista jinsi lutf her cheez bhulaney laga… merey monh sey siskiyaan nikalney lagin… na jaaney kiya khayya tha kambakhat ney farigh honey ka naam na leta ttha.. us ney her her tarah mujhey choda… us key motey pait per mey uchalti yaqenan barri ajeeb lag rahi houn gi.. lekin us ko bhut maza aaya aur mujhey bhi… Aur sach kaha tha us ney meri choot ghis nahi gai…. Jaisey merey husband ka lund aath saal sey merey ander jaa raha tha… to kiya ho gaya key aik baar sirf aik baar meri choot ka rus kisi ghair mard ney chakh liyya.. to kiya hua key aik aur lund meri choot mey chala gaya… who farigh hua ..mey ney choot sey behti manni kaprey sey achi tarah saaf ki… who bara khush tha… kehney laga yeh ley banno terey 5000/-rupiye aur samaan to jaatey hoye dukaan sey ley lena aur jab bhi samaan ki zarorat ho seedhi merey pass aanaa.. barri zaiyeqey daar aurat hey tu.. kahin sey pata hi nahi chalta key terey bachey hain.. bari tight choot rakhi hey lagta hey barra sambhaal ker chudwaati hey… mey ney ussey kuch nahi kaha.. who mujhey jo bhi samjh raha tha… samjhta rahey… mey apni haqeqat ussey na to batana chahti thi key mey kuch dinoun pehley tak us jaisey kai dukaan daroun ko kharedney ki taqat rakhti thi… kiya zarorat thi… kaprey pehen ker paisey purse mey daaley… baher aai…chader sahi sey ourhi dukaan sey samaan liyya to who kaafi ziyaada tha wahin sey aik rikshaw liyya aur ghar aa gai… merey bachoun ki bhook ka samaan ho gaya tha… us dukaan daar ki bhook mita ker mera kuch nahi gayatha.. lekin us key natejey mey merey bachoun ki bhook ka kaidinoun ka intizaam ho gaya tha… yeh tha meri zindaggi ka dosra lund…
Ab aatihoun teesrey key pass… jis mard sey mey ney jinsi taluqaat qayem kiyye…hum jiss ghar mey rehtey they us ka rent tha 6000/- aur utility bills milla ker taqreban 9000/- ka perta tha … mahina end ho gaya.. ghar mey kuch na tha..hum dono miya biwi pareshaan they key kiraya kaisey dain aur bill kaisey bharain… mahiney ka rashan to mey ney in sey kaha tha key mey ammi sey paisey ley kar lai houn… who heraan they key itney paisey kaisey aa gaye merey pass… humaari land lord aik khatoon thin… ummer un ki koi 45 key qareeb ho gi.. lekin khoob saji banni rehti thin… koi beauty parlour tha un ka… kiraaaye key maamley mey bhut hi sakht thin… unhoun ney dosri shaadi ki thi “Ikram Sahab” sey ..
Who paisey waaley aadmi they ummer un ki 70 saal key qareeb they.. yaani merey baap sey bhi ziyaada… mey ney socha key ikram sahab sey baat karoun… buzurg aadmi hain .. achey shareef aur naik lagtey hain kuch na kuch maddad kar dain gey to acha hey baat kerney mey kiya harj hey… to aik subah jab bachey school, yeh bhi challey gaye aur humaari land lord bhi apney parlour chali gain.. tab mey neechey pohnchi ikram sahab key pass… who mujhey dekh ker heraan reh gaye.. boley bhi rasheeda to abhi abhi parlor gain hain.. aur aap kiraya deney aain hain to yeh mamlaat to wohi dekhti hain.. aap unhiko dijye ga.. mey ney jhijhaktey hoye un sey kaha.. ikraam sahab barey mushkil waqt mey aap key pass aai houn… aap jaantey hi hain key hum per bara mushkil waqt hey.. merey shohar ka karobaar tabah ho gaya hey.. noukri bhi koi nahi .. to hum kiraya ada kerney key qabil nahi.. ager aap aik do mahiney tak humaarey kiraaye mey kammi ker sakan ya maaf ker sakain to bari meherbaani ho gi…
Ab laggey who bahaney kerney key meri biwi to barri sakht hey who kahan chourti hey kisi kiraye daar ko.. phir who mayneykhaiz andaaz mey kuch sochtey hoye boley.. haan aik kaam zaror ho sakta hey… phir achana hi apna haath who meri raan per rakh ker bolley.. mey to heraan houn key jis ki itni khobsorat biwi ho us ka karoubaar tabah kaisey ho gaya… aap apney shohar ka haath batatin to dekhain kitni tarqai kerta who…
Mey pehley hi un ka haath apney nazuk muqaam per rakha dekh ker hakka bakka thi.. achanak uth kharrihoi.. boli..ikram sahab mey aap ki beti ki umer ki houn aur aap is tarah ki batain ker rahey hain.. who boley… mard kabhi borha nahi hota yeh to aap ney sunnahi ho ga.. nahi sunna to aaye mey is ki missal pesh ker doun.. haan yeh waada hey key jab tak aap meri misaal samjhti rahain gi aap ko kiraaye aur bill mey pareshaani nahi ho gi yeh meri zimedaari..
Aur mey soch mey per gai… aik sey chudwa chukki thi.. ab mey koi pakeza bibi to rahi nahi thi… zara sey mahiney key samaan ki wajah sey us motey dukaan daar ney bhi to meri choot ko jee bher ker chodda tha… to jahan aik lund to dosra bhi sahi… in ki zara achi job ho jaye kuch paisey aa jayain to yeh makaan hi chour dain gey.. jab tak kam sey kam kiraaye mey to asaani ho gi.. mey boli lekin kiraaya aap dain gey to mey in ko kiya kahoun gi ..”who merey bhaari kolhoun ko sehlaatey hoye boley.. kion key who bethey they aur mey kharrih hoi thi.. ager mey bhi bethi hoti to un key haath kahin aur hi hotey… tum us ki fiker chouro jan-e-man.. mey khamoshi sey shaam mey us sey baat karoun ga key mujhey tumhaarey halaat pata hain key tumhaari noukri nahi hey is liye jab tak koi kaam nahi ho jaata tumhaara kiraaya aur bill mey bher dounga… meri biwi sey tazkirra na kerna… who bhi khush ho ga… mey bhi khush .. tum bhi khush kisi ko pata bhi nahi challey ga… bus tum kabhi kabhi aisey hi din mey meri piyaas bujha diyya kerna….
Aur mey raazi ho gai..who budha dhoti pehney tha.. us ki hdoti foran hi khul gai.. merey saamney murjhaaya hua lund tha… us ney mera haath paker ker apney borhey lund per rakh diyya.. jaan-e-man apney taptey hoye hountoun sey jagao na issey dekh tumharey hotey bhi so raha hey… mey ney ghin khaatey hoye us borhey lund ko monhmey ley liya..udher un key haath merey jissam o tezi sey kaproun ki qaid sey azaad ker rahey they… aur who merey damktey jissam ok dekh ker heraan reh gaye.. un ka burhappa merey jawaaan jisam sey sherminda honey laga.. mera tanna hua kassa hua jissam.. kisi bhi tarah un key murjhaye hoye jhuriyoun zada jissam key qabil na tha..lekin kiya kahin is majbouri ko key us ney yun burhaapey key qadmoun mey hjawaani key hussun ko la phenka tha… who merey tanney hoye jissam sey lipat lipat ker chustey rahey… mey un ka lund chos rahi thi aur chustey chustey hi un key jissam ok jhatkey lagney laggey… who wahin farigh ho gaye they… hanptey hoye bolley.. barri garam hey bhi tu to… la zara dawai khaata houn phir batata houn tujhey … unhoun ney na jaaney kon si dawayain khain… aik ghantey mujhey paas bitha ker mera jissam sehlaatey rahey… mera badan jal utha…. Ab who lund maang raha tha.. aur pass tha borha lund.. issi sey guzaara kerna tha… kuch dair baad un key lund mey jaan aani shroo hoi… aur ab ki baar unhoun ney sawari ki mujh per.. un ki borhi hadiyaan chitkh rahi thin… lekin lund aik dum tanna hua tha… jab meri choot mey dakhil hua lakri ki tarah sakht tha… mey ney unhey jaker liya banhoun mey aur uchal uchal ker lund ko choot key paani mey nehlaaney laggi… wahan budhey ki sansain ruk rahi thin meri jawaan banhoun mey… khoob maza chakhaya ussey… akhir meri choot mey us key lund ney manni ugal ugal ker hanpney lagga… un ki to ankhain cherh gain thin… itney jazbat unhoun ney kab dekhey hongey… kaafi dair baad hanpti hoi awaaz mey bola.. jao bhi jao bara kharra soda kiya hey mey ney is ummer mey bhi… jao jab tak kaho gi tumhaara kiraya kiya.. har zarorat pori karoun ga.. bus tum meri yeh zarorat pori kerti raho… qassam sey qayamat ka sex kerti ho tum… bara khush naseeb hey tumhaara shoher key usey tum jaisi zordaar biwi milli hey her raat chodney ko… mey ney piyaar sey un key seeney ko sehlaaya aur 8000/- rupey jo un ki jaib mey they who liye aur waadaliye key who raat mey merey shohar sey baat ker key is mahiney ka kiraaya aur bill yaani total 9000/- apni jaib sey ada karain gey… opper aa ker mey ney nahaya choot sey ab tak us budhey ki paani ki tarah patli manni beh rahi thi.. achi tarah dho ker saaf ki… tablets khain… waisey to murda manni lag rahi thi lekin kiya bharosa… akhir kiraaye ka masla bhi hal hua… budhey ney waada nibhaya.. aur raat mey merey shohar barri heraan kun khushi sey wapis aaye aur ikraam sahab ki sharafat key qasedey perheney laggey key duniya mey her aadmi hi khudgharz nahi hey.. ikram sahab ney kaha hey key jab tak meri job nahi ho jaati kiraya aur bill who bher dain gey mey pareshaan na houn.. bus un ki biwi sey ziker na karoun… who dair tak un ki tarefain kertey rahey… ab who kiya janain key ikram sahab kiya qeemat ley rahey they apni is meherbaani ki… aur yeh tha mera teesra lund jis ka maza mey ney chakha…
Do mahiney ka khaaney peeney ka samaan ghar mey tha… kiraaya ada ho gayatha bill bher diye gaye they… saath mey 5000/- us dukaan daar sey aur 8000/- barrey miyan sey jo lai thi yeh meri kamai thi.. yeh mey ney apney shohar sey kaha key ammi sey udhaar lai houn.. humaarey barrey kaam nibat gaye.. bachoun ki school ki fee, aur kaafi zarorat ki chezain kuch bhut zarori bartan waghera ley liye gaye…lekin zindaggi is tarah to nahi guzar sakti thi..
Ab zara tafseel mukhtasir kerti houn …choutha lund tha merey apney cousin “Wahab” ka ..wahab aik siyaasi tanzeem mey tha.. logoun ki kaafi maddad kerta tha.. humaari bhi us ney maddad kilekin baar baar us sey mangna na mujhey passand tha ney merey husband ko… lekin jab yeh waqiyaat ho gaye.. aur meri choot ney do lundoun ka maza chakh liya aur mey is baat per emaan ley aai key choot to choot hey kiya farq perta hey koi bhi lund is key ander daala jaaye.. mey ney sunna tha key wahab ki aik mehboba thi.. jab key us ney love marriage ki thi us ki biwi bhi bari khobsorat thi.. us sey ussey chaar bachey they… ab yeh jo mehboba thi ussey hospital mey milli jab us key chothey bachey ki pedaish thi.. us ney kaha wahab mey to aap ko bachpan sey chahti houn… aur pata nahi kiya kiya.. who par gaye us key chaker mey ussey flate ley ker diyya.. khoob kharch waghera.. us ki ammi ka ilaaj ..khoob lutaaya.. aur yeh baat mey jaanti thi sath mey us ki fitrat bhhi key who kharch kerney mey kaisa hey…
Mey ney ratoun raat aik diary banai shaadi sey pichli dates ki ussey bahaney sey bulaaya… phir roney ki acting ki..ussey diary perhwai.. key mey tumhain bachpan sey love kerti thi lekin tum ney us sey shaadi ker li… mujhey dekha tak nahi… mey kiya kerti mey ney in sey shaadi ki… who heraan hua.. pareshaan hua… batain to bhut lambi hain… key kis tarah mey ney ussey trap ker liyya… who mujhey seeney sey liptaye samjhaata raha.. key pagli pehley batati mujhey ..ab kiya ho sakta hey.. bachey hain tumhaarey itna acha aur shareef shohar hey… apna ghar mat bigaaro.. lekin mey to tayyar hi nahi thi.. akhir usey haar manni parri… merey kaprey zindaggi mey chouthi baar kisi ghari mard key saamney utrey who bhi dung reh gaya merey jissam ki chakka chound dekh ker ..beqabo ho utha… us ki nazer mey mey us ki bichri mohabbat thi.. who meri bachpan ki mehromiyoun ka izaala ker dena chahta tha… merey dono bachey operaion sey hoye hain is liye meri choot ki sakhti mey koi farq nahi parra who aaj bhi kaafi tught hey.. porey mazzey liye us ney… mey ney bhi khoob lazzat di.. siskati rahi… aur jaatey hoye who dus hazaar mujhey dey ker gaya aur kaha jab bhi zarorat ho bus call ker lena… bola..ab hum mil to nahi saktey yehi qismat ka faisla tha… bus yunhi kabhi bitey dinoun ko yaad ker lain gey… mey ab bus yeh chahta houn key tum sey mera aik bacha ho.. jo bilkul tumhaari tarah haseen ho… mey shermaatey hoye boli.. meybhi yehi chahti houn key tumhaari aik nishaani merey pass ho.. jissey mey hamesha dekhti rahoun… aisi bhut si batain hoin… who meri mohabbat mey shershaar wapis gaya…
Halaat kaafi behter ho chukkey they .. lekin mushkil thi key mey yeh ziyaada arsey nahi ker sakti thi..kion key mushkil ho raha tha yeh batana key mey itney paisey kahan sey laa rahi houn kon dey raha hey muhey… kion key merey maa baap itney ameer log na they…inhi dinoun in ki achi jagah job lag gai… lekin phir in ka aur in key tammam partners key dermiyaan baat hoi… kuch barey bethey ..faisla hua.. key bhi karobaar mey raqam doob gai inhoun ney khai to hey nahi na hi aysahiyoun mey uraai to yeh daingey lekin ahista ahista… 25000/- mahina tey hua.. aur in ki salary thi 27000/- yaani jo kamaya who qarzey mey hi chala jaaye… mey ney in sey baat ki key mey perhi likhi houn kisi achi jagah noukri ker leti houn aap ka haath bat jaaye ga aur jab tak aap ka qarza na uter jaaye jab tak ghar ka kharch asaani sey chal jaaye ga.. bat in key samjh aai… mujhey ijazat mil gai… mera interview hua aur yanhi milla mujhey panchwa lund..
Mey interview keyliye gai..boss ko personal secretary ki zarorat thi.. unhoun ney pocha aap jaanti hainis job mey kiya kaam kiya jaaata hey mey ney kaha sir mey bilkul freh houn..lekin un ki nazrain apni ubhri hoi chatiyoun per phisaltey dekh ker mey bohot kuch samjh gai thi… kuch dair sawaal jawab kerney key baad unhoun ney sedhi baat ki dekhain mujhey aisi lerki chahye jo mujhey relax rakhey her tarah..kiya aap ker sakti hain mey ney pocha sir mey pori koshish karoun gi aap kaisey relax hotey hain …who boley aaye mey aap ka ab interview karoun key aap kitni perfect hain…who uth ker meri chair key pass aaye..aur un key mazbout haath meri chatiyaan dabaney laggey… mey kuch nahi boli… phir who chair per bethey aur zip khol ker apna mazbout lund baher nikaal liya.. aye kiran sahiba ab aap apna test dey dain.. mey sab samjh chukki thi key meri kiya job description ho gi… mey un key qadmoun mey beth gai aur un ka lund hathoun mey paker ker barri nazakt sey chosney laggi..pandra minute mey who merey hathoun farigh they aur un ki garam manni merey halaq mey uter gai… who hanptey hoye bolley aap paas ho gain.. new job aap ko mubarak ho… mey pass ho gai thi.. meri salary 24000/- pick and drop free.
Aur do din baad hi boss ney apni secretary sey pora kam liyya… barri zaberdast chudai ki unhoun ney… who peechey sey daalney per bzid they lekin mey ney sakhti sey mana ker diyya… aur ab tak who mujhey aagey sey hi chodtey hain…mey un ka pora khayal rakhti houn… chuswaatey to her roz hi hain haan chudai ab teen chaar din baad kertey hain…
Yeh tha mera panchwa lund…
Halaat behter ho gay… us motey dukaan daar sey do baar aur chudwaaya mey ney.. akhri baar zaberdasri merey peechey soorkh mey dalna chaha mey challi aai… us sey mazed dus hazaar aur dono dafa acha khaasa samaan ley ker…
Phir us key pass nahi gai… haan ikraam sahab apni borhi hadiyoun ki thandi manni meri garam choot mey 6 mahiney tak tapkatey rahey aur 6 mahiney who humaara kiraya aur bill bhertey rahey.. phir kion key meri achi salary thi aur merey husband ki bhi to hum ney us ilaaqey sey dour aik aur ghar ley liyya… shohar ko keh diyya key mey ney comaitee dal ker ikram sahab key paisey chukka diye hain… Mukhtaar key ser sey ehsaan ka bojh bhi utar gaya… aur us borhey bander ney bhi yehi kaha key aap ki begum ney sab paisey dey diye hain ab humara koi hisab nahi raha.. aur yeh sab unhoun ney kis key kehney per kaha yeh to aap samjh hi gaye hongey…
Un sey bhi chutkara milla… raha wahaab.. to aaj kal mey pregnant houn… who bara khush hey key mey us key bachey ki maa banoun gi…. Lekin yeh us ki ghalat fehmihey mey kabhi bhi baghair nedicne liye us key pass nahi gai… yeh merey shohar mukhtar ka hi bacha hey… lekin wahab bichaara samjhta hey to samjhta rahey… who aaj kal jail mey hey aur na janey kab tak rahey ga… haan her maah dus hazaar bhejta hey who key mey us key bachey ka pora khayal rakhoun… Boss ney pichley mahiney hi offer ki hey key delivery key baad peechey sey kerwa lo dus hazaar berha dounga tumhaari salary… abhi socha nahi mey ney..dekhain kiya hhota hey..
Mukhtaar ab khush hain… un ki salary to udhaar chukaney mey nikal jaati hey… lekin meri salary phir zohaib sey milney waaley paisey itney hotey hain key ghar araam sey chalta hey mey kuch raqam jama kerti houn… kuch cometees daal rakhin hain.. key aik dun kaafi paisa aaye ga to in ka qarz utaar doungi… mey apney mukhtaar key chehrey per hamesha muskurahat dekhna chahti houn… un ko sab ney thukra diyya.. her jagah sey thoukrain millin lekin mey ney un sey mohabbat ki hey… mey kaisey unhey is tarah duniya ki thoukroun mey chour sakti thi.. us key liye chahey mujhey apni jaan hi qurbaan kerni perti mey zaror kerti… aur mey ney ki apni sab sey qeemti cheez lutta ker mey ney apney gher ki apney shohar ki apney bachoun ki khusiyaan khareed lin.. ab hum pehley ki tarah ghomteybhihain… bachey ko mehngey kaprey dilaati houn… un key muskuratey chehrey dekhti houn to saari takaan dour ho jaati hey… merey husband jab pursukoon neend sotey hain tab meri itni barri qurbaani rung laati hey… mey apney shohar key kisi kaam aa saki yeh merey liye fakher kibat hey…
Mey nahi jaanti key zamaney key danishwer, mazhab key pariokaar meri yeh dastaan perh ker mujhey kiya kahain gey… lekin koi nahi tha jab merey bachey bhook sey mer jaaney waaley they… kisi ney maddad key naam per photi kouri nahi di… sab ki talab bus aik thi… sab ki hawas sab ki maang bus aik thi… to jo un ki talab thi who mey ney pori ki aur meri talab unhoun ney pori ki… Mard apni mehnat bechta hey khoon paseena aik kerta hey to apney ghar waloun key liye khusiyaan kharedta hey … un ki khuwaishaat pori kerta hey .. aurat kiya karrey.. us key pass jo hey wohi dey sakti hey.. mey ney wohi dey ker apney ghar ki khusiyaan khareedi hain..
Ab aap hi faisla karain… key kiya mey rundi houn… agar houn to kis ney mujhey banaya.. kiya mey apni khuwaishaat key liye jissam faroshi kerti houn… kitney hi chehroun per khusiyaan hain meri wajah sey… aisey hi kitni aurtain hain jo jissam farosh kerti hain dekhney waaley..un ka jissam kharedney waaley baad mey yehi kehtey hain kitni garam aurat thi barrey mazey diyye… kaisey uchal uchal ker mera lund ley rahi thi… kaisey mazey sey lund chos rahi thi… saali ki chekhain nikaal din mey ney… aisey hi bhut sey jumley… lekin kabhi yeh to sochain keykiya who apni kisi khuwaish ki takmeel ker rahi hey… ya aap jaisey hi kisi kard key liye, ap logoun jaisey kisi ghar key liye, ya aap logoun jaisey kisi khandaan ki chand muskurahatoun key liye apna sab luch daan ker rahi hey… lekin mey jaanti houn key aap kabhi yeh baat nahi sochain gey… kion key koi nahi sochta… aur koi nahi sochta key un per bhi kabhi halaat burrey aa saktey hain… kabhi un ki bhi jawaan aurtoun ko ghar sey bahar nikalna per sakta hey . aur bahar un hi jaisey bhokey bheriye un key jawaan jissam ko tarazoo mey tolney key liye ghoom rahey hain…
Bhut waqt liyya aap ka.. apni shayyad is bemaqsad kahani ko sunaaney mey… meri yeh choti si dastaan shayyad koi ehmiyat nahi rakhti… lekin kuch logoun key liye zaror ehmiyat rakhey gi… Bus meri kahani filhaal yanhi khattam hoti hey..