Subah Ke 4 Bajne me Kuch Seconds ka hi vilamb tha.. Tik Tik.. karti ghadi ne 4 bajne ka ailaan kiya aur abhishek ke bistar ke paas rakhi ghadi ne use uthne ka sanket diya….

Abhishek ne unghai lete hue.. ghadi par nazar daali.. jaise kah raha ho. ” thodi der aur sone de ” to ghadi ne bhi thoda alarm ke sound ka badha kar naa ka sanket de diya!!!

phir kya tha abhishek beman sa utha.. aur alarm band kar bathroom fresh hone chal gaya!!

20 min me wo fresh hokar nikla aur coffee banane kitchen me chal gaya.
ye abhishek ki rooj ki aadat thi wo ghar me sabse pahle uthta aur coffee pita phir 1-2 ghante padhai karta phir thoda bahar tahlne chala jata.
AAJ bhi usne 6:00 baje tak padhai ki phir bahar aaya to apni maa ko kitchen me dekha.

‘Maa’ mai bahr jaa raha hu.. usne maa se kaha.
” Thik Hai beta, aur sun aate waqt dodh ka paket lete aana”

“Haa maa roz tum yahi bolti hoo.. Mujhe yaad hai”

“acha beta thik hai aaj se mai nai bolungi dekhti hu mere bhulakr bete ko kitna yaad rahta h”

“chal ab jaa”

abhishek bahar chala jata h.. aur apne dost Sahil ko call karta h.. ” abe utha ki nai ”
“Haa bhai bas tu park me chal mai bas pahuch raha hu”
phir wo park me tahlne chala jaata h..
Ye park uske ghar se thodi hi dur par thi.
Sahil ka ghar bhi jayada dur nai tha..
5 Min bete hi the ki Sahil apni bike R15 se waha pahuch gaya.. aur abhishek ki tarf chal para.

“Abe yaha ham tahlne aate h. kabhi paidal bhi ghoom liya kar Exercise ho jaati h..
” are bhai wo sab chhod aaj movie dekhne chal raha h ki nai”
“Saale.. Mai teri tarh school chodkr kahi nai jane wala” Saale kuch padh le iss saal board ke exams honge..” Phir College me too masti hoti rahegi..

” acha class ke baad to chalega” salu bhai ki nai movie aai h yaar ek baar to dekhna banta h”

“Thik hai..”
phir dono tahlne lage aur idhar udhar ki baate karne lage..
“Chal yaar ab ghar chalte h.. mujhe kuch saaman bhi lena h.. Bye” abhishek ne kaha
” Bye.. school me milte h.. aur movie ka program cancel mat karna warna saale.”

“haa be chalenge ” itna kah kar abhishek apne ghar ki tarf nikal padta h.

raaste me apne pados ki dukan se sudha ka doodh, aur phir use yaad tha ki uski coffee ka packet bhi khatm hone wala tha, to ek packet cofee leta h..

Phir ghar ki or chal deta h..

Sahil Abhishek ke sath 2nd claas se hi tha dono ki dosti ab bilkul langotie yaar ke maafik ho gai thi.

Saahil thoda hi-class family se tha uske papa ek ache khase businessman the.
abhishek ke papa. sbi bank me job karte the. assist. manager ki post pe. ghar ki situation achi khasi thi..

Abhishek ghar pahucha..

Kitchen me gaya.. ” ye lo maa ” aur saman maa ko diya..

Sumitra ne coffee ka packet dekh kar kaha ” tujhe apni cofee ki yaad hamesa rahti h” “Jayada coffee nai pina chahiye”

“Maaaa!! jayada kaha pita hu!! bas roz subah me hi to pita hu..” aur Kabhi Kabhi canteen me.”

“Chal thik h!!” “aur tune subah me apni behan ko uthaya kyo nai” “abhi abhi uthi h use kuch homework karna tha” subah me hi tujhe puch rahi thi”

“Ohh.. No.. mai tu use subah jagana hi bhul gaya” usne kal bataya tha ki use home work karna h!! ”
aur wo apni behan ke room ki or Auge laga..

Gate par pahuchkar usne aawaj lagai..

Nishu..!! Nishu..!!
(ritika ke ghar ka name nishu hai. sb pyar se use nishu hi bulate h).

Thodi der me Ritika ne darwaza Khola…

Usne avi thodi der pahle hi snan kiya tha.

Halke Gulaabi rang ke salwar samij me..
ujle rang ka dupatta dale.. bhige aur khle hue baal uske gore massom se chehre ko dhakne ka asafal pryash kar rahe the.. gazab ki khoobsurt lag rahi thi.

Abhishek abhi use dekh hi raha thi ki tabhi.. RITIKA jor se boli..
” Bhaiyaaa!!! Maine aapko subah uthane ko bola tha. na!!!”
” aapki wajah se aaj mera maths bhi nai ban paya ”

Abhishek ko tab dhyaan me aaya.. ” Sorryy.. Nishu.. Wo pata hi nai mere dimag se kaise utar gaya ” sorry…

” acha laa mai help kar deta hu!!”

” wo to aaoko karna hi padega”

phir abhishek uski maths me help karne laga!! 15 qstns the..
kuch tough the..
lag bhag 1 ghante ke andar sb ho gaye… Dono hi padhne me ache the..
Abhishek bhik hamesa apni class ke top 5 me rahta tha aur ritika bhi..
ek tarah kaha ja sakta h ki ghar ka mahaul phadi aur future ko acha karne par laga hua tha.. aur is sab karan the dono ke mata pita!!
unhone unpar kabhi dabaw nai dala.. ye karo wo karo. hamesa hi unhe pyar se samjhate the..
idhar abhishek apni behan ki help kar raha tha aur udhar uske papa office ke liye taiyar ho chuke the..
” are kaha ho!! nashta bana ki nai”

“bas ho gaya app baitho mai laati hu”

sumitra ne nashta taiyar kiya aur apne pati ko diya.

“ye lijiye”

“Bache kaha h??”

“Wo abhishek Nishu ki help kar raha h homework me”

” kuch laana h kya??”

“Aate waqt kuch sabjii wagera lete aaiyega”

“thik h”
fir wo nashta kar ke office chale gae.
idhar abhishek bhi apne room me aaya aur school ke liye taiyar hone laga…

Idhar Abhishek tayar hua…. aur usne apni ghadi dekhi 8:40 ho chuka tha!!

Wo jaldi jaldi bahar aaya…
” Maa!! Nishu kaha h?? use bolo jaldi kare warna late ho jayenge!!

Tabhi Ritika bahar aayi..
School dress me.. white and grey rang ka school dress tha unka! ye uske sarir par achi tarah fabta tha!
wo na to jayada moti thi aur na hi jayada dubli patli..

“Sab aapke karan hua h.. bhaiya…
aapne mujhe subah me jagaya kyo nai Maa aapko sahi hi kahti h ki aap bhulakr hoo..”

tabhi sumitra ne bola.. ” are nishu tu apne bade bhai ko tang mat kar” aur nastha kar loo.. dono!!”

“Maa ham canteen me kha lenge warna late ho jaega” abhishek bola.
Chal Nishu jaldi…”

Phir dono nikal gae bike se school..

unka school ghar se 3-4 km door tha!!

dono school pahuche.. aur fir apni classes me chale.. gae.

Abhishek bhi Sahil ke paas ja kar baith gaya..
“bhaiii class ke baad chalega na”

“Haa be Ktni baar Puchega”

phir classes shuru hoi ..

11:45 me lunch break hua to dono dost canteen ki tarf chal pade..

Abhishek aur Sahil guppe marne lage aur samose khane lage!!

Tabhi, ritika unhe aati dikhi!!
” haii.. sahil bhaiya” sahil ne bhi hi me rply kiya!!

” bhaiya mera purse ghar pe hi chhut gaya h. 100 rs do na”

phir abhishek ne use paise diye or wo apni sahelio ki tarf chali gai!!

aise hi classes over hui.. tab sahil ne kaha chalne ko!!!

” Mai ritika ko ghar chhod kar aata hu tu mall ke paas chal mai wahi aa jaunga”

” Okkk jaldi aana ”

phir abhishek apni bike lekar gate par ritika ka wait karne laga.. thode hi der me woo aagai..

” Are bhaiya.. aaj to maths wale teacher ne aur bhi bshut saare qstns de diye h!!! help kar dena na ”

” Okk par pahle ghar to chal”

“Ha Chaloo”

raaste me abhishek ko canteen ki baat yaad aai to usne chidhane ka socha ritika ko..

” subah tu mujhe bhulakr bol rahi thi.. phir tuu kaise apna purse bhool gai thi aaj!!! ab bol kon bhulakr h??””

“aap ho ” Ye kah kar wo hasne lagi..
abhishek bechara khud hi sawal puch kar phas gaya tha!! phir usne baat badla

“acha mai tujhe ghar ke pass drop kar doonga tu chale jana.. ”

“Kyoo?? aap kaha ja rahe ho”

“Saahil ne movie dekhne ki bulaya h”

“kon Si!!! mujhe bhi dekhni h”

” are wo salman ki nai movie aayi h wahi”

ab to Ritika bhi jid karne lagi..
” mujhe bhi dekhni h bhaiyaaa.. ”
“mai bhi chaloongi” pls pls..

abhishek soch ne laga kaise mana kare!!

” tu mere saath sunday ko chalna” aaj mai aur sahil ja rahe h”

“Okkk but promise karo ki pakka le chaloge!!”

“Pakka wala promise”

fir apni behan ko ghar ke pass drop kar ke usne us se kaha maa se bol dene ko ki wo sahil ke saath movie jaa raha h!!

aur fir dono dost movie dekhne chale gae.

Saam ke 6:00 baje.. Abhishek ghar pahucha..

Haal me hi uski Maa baithi hui mili.. “Aagae babu sahab ”
” aajkal bahut masti hoo rahi h 3-4 mahine baad tere exams h na!!”

Abhishek ne socha lagta h aaj to daat khani padegi..

” Maa wo sahil ne itna jidd kiya ki mujhe jana hi pada ”

“tere us dost ki bhi khabar leti hu.. kabhi ghar le aa tu use”

“Sorry maa ” ab se koi movie dekhne nai jayenge… okk.

tabhi Ritika apne room se aa rahi thi usne bhi suna..
” Ye kya baat hui bhaiya.. aapne mujhe promise kiya tha ” Maa pls bas is sunday ko jaane do na”

“Tujhe bhi Movie ka chaska lag gaya h.. aane do tere papa ko.. phir tum dono unse hi puch lena”
Papa ka naam sunte hi dono chup ho gae.
phir abhishek ne Ritika ko ishara kiya ki baad me chalenge!!
” Maa thik h exams ke baad me hi jayenge” ab to aap khush ho na”

” dekh beta ye masti to tu kabhi bhi kar sakta h.. bt tere bord exams baar baar nai aane waale . kuch dino tak in sab se door rah aur padhai kar le beta!!”

“Okkkkk.. . Maa ab jauu padhne.. ”

phir abhishek apne kamre ki or chal pada.
abhi wo apne kamre me pahucha hi tha ki dhadam se gate khula.. aur ritika andar aiii..

“Kya hua nishu !! itni jor se Gate kyo khol rahi kabhi to aaram se aaya kar.”

” Wo Sab chhodo bhaiyaa.. aap mujhe movie dikhane le chal rahe ho ki nai.. aapne mujhe promise kiya tha Ab aap nw nai kar sakte ”

“Are Nishu maine naa kab kaha… maa abhi gusse me h baad me baat karenge unse.. But sabse badi problm h sunday ko to papa bhi ghar pe honge”

” Haa bhaiyaa is bare me to maine socha hi nai .. ek kaam kare Saturday ko hi School bunk karte h na!!”

” Pagal ho gai h kya nishu.. maa ko bina bataye.. ye thik nai hoga.. ek aur raasta h”

” kya bhaiya jaldi bolo na”

” tu mujhe bolne to de”

“ok ok ab bataoo ”

” kyo na ham papa se permission le le”

” kya bhaiya ye koi idea h.. papa se puchega kon?? mai nai puchne waali ”

” acha is bare me sochte h sunday me abhi 3 din baaki h”

” jaa ab mujhe kuch der padhne de or tere homework ho gae sb jakar pura kar”

phir ritika apne room me chali jaati h..

dono apni padhai me mashgul ho jaate h..

kuch der baad unke papa office se aate h!!
” are yaar chai milegi kya”

” laati hoo kitchen se sumitra ne jawab diya”
phir wo T.V. pe news dekne lagte h..
thodi hi der me chai bhi aajati h..

” suniya na ji bache sunday ko ghumne chalne ko kah rahe the.. thoda ghum fir bhi lenge.. mood bhi halka ho jaega”

” kya baat h ab jab aapne pura plan bana hi liya h to phir mai kaise rook sakta hu. par pahle aap idhar baithiye to.. ”

” Sabjii jal jaegi mai jaa rahi ho kitchen me ”
itna kah kar wo kitchen me chali jaati h!!

( Dosto kuch bhi kah lo maa hamesa hi apne bacho ki khusi ka dhyaan rakhti h)

Thodi der baad sabhi dinner karte h to.. sumitra sab ko batati h ki sunday ko ham sab shopping chalenge aur koi movie bhi dekh liya jaega!!

ritika khush hoo jaati h… abhishek uski khushi ko dekhkar khush ho jata h!!
khana kha kar sabhi aapne apne room me chale jaate h..

abhishek apne room me pahuch kar apna aalmira kholta h aur usme se ek diary nikalta h…

ye uske laghbhag roz ki dincharya thi roz hi wo is time pe diary lekar baith jata tha. aaj bhi usne kuch sochte hue kuch likha.. aur phir use usi aalmira ke sabse niche ek saaman chupane ki jagah pad chupa di…

aaj tak us diary ko usne kisi ko bhi nai dikhaya tha!! usne diary likhna tab start kiya tha jab wo class 6 me tha.. ab tak. uski pass 3 diaries thi jinnhe wo us aalmirah me chupae hue tha!!!

Aksar Log Yeh Kah dete h ” Chehra Sab Kuch bayan kar deta hai” . Par ye hakikat me ho ye jarori nai. Kiske dil me kya h ye bhala kon jaan sakta h!!!

Abhishek aaj bhi apni diary likhne ke baad soch raha tha apni biti hui jindagi ke baare me!! Kis tarh usne apni un bhawnaaoo ko us diary tak simit rakha use dar tha agar kisi ne is diary ko dekh liya too!!!!

Aise hi agli subah hui…. Aur apni roz ki dincharya ki tarh wo subah utha… Park gaya.. Aur phir School jane ka samay bhi ho gaya!!!!
” Nishu !!! Tujhe school nai chalna jaldi tayyar hoke niche aa jao” mai hall me baitha hu”

“Bas aa gai bhaiyaa”

Thodi hi der me Ritika niche hall me aati h…. ( un dono ka kamra upar ki floor pe tha aur unke mom dad niche ke kamrey me rahte the)
Jaise hi ritika hall me aai abhishek ne use ek nazar se uske sundar se chehre ko dekha.. Aur phir dono nashta karne lage!

Phir dono school ki aur chal pade…
Raaste me…
“Bhaiyaaa hame to papa se permission bhi nai leni padi.. Aur movie dekhne ka plan ban gaya”

“Haa nishu ye sab maa ne kia hoga. Tune hi too itni jiidd ki thi ”

“Bhaiyaaa jidd karna padta h… Warna kuch milega hi nai”
Abhishek apni behan ki is maassom soch pe muskura utha

Tab tak unka school bhi aagaya..

” Chal Nishu School aa gaya ”
Phir dono apni class ki or chale gae..

Aise hi din beet gaye aur sunday aa gaya…

Abhishek ki aadat thi wo Sunday ko bhi jaldi uth jaata tha!!

subah ke 8:30 baj rahe the.. Aur abhishek apne floor pe bane balcony ke paas khada apne man ke kisi soch me duba hua tha!!!
Tabhi uski maa ne niche se use pukara
” beta us alhadd ko bhi utha de.. Pata nai kab tak soti h.. Bol ki 10 baje hame chalna bhi h ya wo nai jayegi”
Abhishek ke papa bahr garden me paper padh rahe the..

Abhishek ne Ritika ka door khatkhataya…
Thodi der me room ka door khula..

Apni aankhe miche hue.. baal bikhre aur chehre par idhar udhar faile hue. Par in sab ke bich uska sundar sa gol mukhra bilkul ek aadhi khuli hui kali ke jaisa lag raha tha!!!

“Hhhuuummm… kya hua bhaiya.. Aaj to sunday h sone do na”

” ab to confirm ho gaya ki tu hi sabse badi bhulakr h… Movie nai chalna kya.
10 baje ka show h!!”

” o teri mai too sach me bhool gai thi.. Kitne baje h abhi??”

” 9 bajne wala h.. Jaldi se niche aa jaa maa bhi bula rahi h”

” mai bas thodi der me aati hu…
Aap nai chaloge kya!? Aap bhi taiyar hi jao ya aap bhi bhul gae”
Itna kah k. Woo hastee hue bathroom ki or chali gai..
abhishek apni bahan ke is chanchalta par muskurata hua apne kamre me taiyar hone chala gya.

15 min me wo taiyar hokar niche pahuch chuka tha..
Uske papa bhi taiyar ho chuke the aur bass maa bhi aa hi gai

” beta padhai kaisi chal rahi h” papa ne pucha.
” achi chal rahi h papa ”

” tere bord ke exams h is baar ache se mehnat kar ” aur wo jee wagere ke form bharne ho to bhar dena.. jaisa teri icha kare. Tumne kya socha h aage ka”

“Papa is baar mains level to nikal hi loonaga, baaki advanced level mujhe nai lagta mere se hoga”

” uske qstns tough hote h. Agar teri icha ho tu ek saal drop kar lena aur taiyari kar lena ”

” nai papa is baar hi College me chala jaunga!!! Sayad koi nit mil jae”

” ok.”
Phir unhone apni patni se kaha
“are kya hua chalo bhi”
Are Nishu beta chalo jaldi”

“Bas aagai papa”
Nishu bhi niche aai blue colar ki kurti me wo gazab ki khoobsurat lag rahi thi halka sa make up uske chehre ki raunak ko badha raha tha.. Maathe pe ek chooti si bindi..
Abhishek ne use dekh hi raha tha.. Aur tabhi use kuch hosh aaya aur usne apni nazre hata li…
” Are chalo bhi sab” 11 baje show suru hota h”

Ritika bhi apne bhai ke saath aa gai sabhi car me baithe..
Aage unke mom dad aur piche woo dono..
“Bhaiyaaa apne to kaha tha 10 baje show h” Ritika phusphusate hue boli.

“Are pagal show 11 baje se h.. Par khali pet hi movie jaegi kya ”

” ohh haa.. hamne too kuch khaya bhi nai h”

Thode der me car mall ke paas pahuchi
Aur sabhi ek restaurant ki or chal pade..

Sabne halka fulka naasta kiya phir abhishek movie ki ticket laane chala gaya..

Uss mall ke upri floor pe ek hall tha..

Phir sabhi movie dekhne chal pade….

( bhaiyoon mai movie ka name nai daal raha kai logo me matbhed ho jati h)

Fir puri family ne movie enjoy ki…. idhar abhishek ki nazar baad baad apne bagal me baithi nishu par chala jata… jab bhi wo kisi comedy scene par khilkhilati. uske gaalo par dimples aa jate. jo uski sundar se mukhre ko aur bhi cute bana rahe the…

aise hi movie khatm hoi… sabne apni shopping ki aur ghar ko chal pade!!!

sabhi thake hue the.. khana unhone baahar hi kha liya aur sabhi aaj kuch jaldi hi sone chale gae…

abhishek aaj bhi apni diary lekar baitha apne jeevan ke kuch swarnim lamho ko usme yaad ke roop me samet raha tha!!!

Din Beette gai aur ab abhishek ke exams ka samay bhi aa gaya!!

aaj se uske exam chalu ho rahe the!!!

maa ne use dahi ka dika lagaya!! ” ache se exams dena!!!”

“bhaiyaa best of luck ”

ab to ghar me kuch dino tak bilkul padhai ka maahul raha

aise hi exams khatm hue..

ab bas use jee ka paper dena tha..
iske liye use Kolkata jana tha uska exam center wahi tha.. ek din pahle hi wo ghar se nikla.. sabhi se aashirwad lekar..

Ritika ne bhi use bst of luck bola..
” bhaiyaa aap mere liye kolkata se kya laooge!!!”

abhishek ne bhi pyar se pucha..
“Tujhe kya chahiye”

“bhaiya meri dost bata rahi thi.. Kolkata ke sandesh ( ek mithai) bahut famous h.”
mujhe wahi chaiye aap lete aana ”

“okk ab chalu” phir wo ghar se chal pada
do dino ke liye use Kolkata me rukna tha.
uske saath sahil bhi ja raha tha!! uske papa ne waha unke rukne ka intazam kar diya tha..

idhar ghar aaj kuch suna sa lag raha tha…. ye aksar hota h jab bhi koi ghar se jaata h.. ek ajib se khamoshi aa jati h ghar me.. ( aap sab ne sayad iska anubhaw kiya hoga ).

aise hi agli subah hui aaj Sunday tha.. aaj ritika uthi 7 baje tak fir fresh hokar wo hall me baithu thi chup chap aaj uska man nai lag raha tha..
wo soch rahi thi bhaiya hote too unse hi guppe marti..

“Nishu beta ja aaj thodi safai kar le apne room ki aur abhishek ke room ki bhi safai kar dena”

wo beman se uthi aur socha chalo khali baithne se ye hi thik h…

” thik h maa mai jaa rahi safai karne”
wo upar ke floor pe pahuchi sidhi se first me abhishek ka room aata tha aur sabse last me Ritika ka!!

” chalo pahle bhaiya ka hi room saaf kar deti huu”
aur wo room me ghusi.. charo aur saaman bikhra pada tha..
abhishek me packing ke baad room ke thik nai kiya tha..
” ohh. bhaiyaa ne to pura kchra phaila rakha h.. ” aur phir wo saaman sametne lagi!!”
sabhi saaman sahi jagah rakha phir jhaadoo lagaya.. ab kapre tah karne lagi. kapre tah kar wo aalmira me rakhne lagi.

usme kuch magazines pade the.. kapre rakh wo wahi jamin par baith kar unko dekne lagi..

phir usne ek magazine ko rakhne ke liye wo mudi tabhi uski nazar ek notebook jaisi chij par padi.. niche puraane kapde pade the.. unke bich me us notebook ko dekh use thoda ajib laga..

phir usne kapde hataaye… aur use 3 diaries dikhi!!!!…..

Har insaan ko nayi chizo ke baare me janne ki utshukta hoti h..

Isi utshukta se Ritika ne bhi dairies ki or dekha..
” ye bhaiyaa bhi naa sara saaman idhar udhar rakhte h ye bhi koi diary rakhne ki jagag h”
usne tino diaries ko bhar nikala…
Aur ek ko khola….
” Kholte hi uski saans tham gai….
uska sar chakraane laga… man me ajib ajib se khayal aane lage…
” Nai bhaiyaa aisa nai kar sakte ”
Diary ke pahle panne par uski photo lagi hui thi..
aur bade aksharo me likha tha..

MY LOVE… NISHU

uske niche dil ki ek photo bani thi jisme uski photo lagi hui thi..

aisa nai tha ki wo pyaar ke baare me kuch naa jaanti ho… School ke is stage tak aate aate sabhi ko iska pata chal hi jaata h..

abhi wo aage ke panne paltne hi waali thi ki ek aawaj ne use dara diya!!

” Nishu safai hua ki nai” niche se uski maa ne use aawaj di

us ne kaapti aawaj me rply kiya..
“H..oo G..a..ay..y..a.. h..ai. Ma…aa!! bas thoda sa Bacha h..”

” niche aakar nashta kar le. baaki baad me kar lena”

” aati hu” ab use darr lag raha tha…
jaldi jaldi usne sabhi diaries sameti aur apne room ku or bhaagi..
apni bed ke niche chipa kar wo niche jaane lagi..

” sab ho gaya?”

” haa maa bhaiyaa ke room ki safai ho gai” uske chehre ka rang uda hua tha.

” tujhe kya hua tere chehre ki hawai kyo udi hui h”
aise sawaal se wo daarr gai
” nai maa wo bas thoda thak gai hu”
” acha ek room saaf karne me ye haalat h teri!! aaja kha le fir aaram kar lena”

Ritika chup chap table par baith gai.
uske dimaag me to abhi bhi uski photo aur wo words ghum rahe the..

MY LOVE!! ‘

uski sahelioo ne bahut baar bataya tha pyar ke baare me… par bhaiya kaise….
Aur wo bhi mujhse… ye kaise mumkin h..
Phir use apne ek dost ki kahi baat yaad aati h…
” YE PYAAR KAB, KAHA, AUR KIS SE HO JAYE KOI NAI BATA SAKTA”

wo jaldi jaldi nashta karne lagi.. use abhi ekaant chahiye tha!!!

” beta mai thda pados me rima aunty ke ghar jaa rahu hu darwaja band kar lena 1-2 ghante me aa jaungi ”
sayad wo bhagwaan bhi uske is situation par uske saath tha,

apni maa ke jaate hi usnr jaldi se nashta kiya. phir ghar ka drwaja band kar upar apne room me bhaagi..

us diary ko bed ke niche se nikala..

use dar lag raha tha.. kaise bhi usne aage panna palta….
wo use padhne lagi…

wo diary.. jise ritika ne uthaya tha..
abhishek ne us waqt likha tha jab wo sayad 6-7 me hoga.

usme har Chhoti Chhoti baate.. likhi thi.. jaise ritika ko kya pasand h.. kya nahi.. abhishek ko pahli baar kab is pyaar ka ehshas hua.. kaise uske dosto ne bachpan me ladkiya aapas me choose ki thi.. sab apni pasand ki ladkia patane ki kosish karne me lag gae the.
usne likha tha..

Maine khud ko in sab se door hi rakha!!!

bas mai school jaata aur phir ghar.. ghar pe mai aur ritika masti karte.. in sab ke bich mai ritika ke karib aata gaya.. mera mann nai lagta school me.. hamesa hi ritika ka khyaal aata.. uske saath khelna kudna… kabhi kabhi ladai ho jaane par mai bechain ho jaata. usse baat kiye bagair mujhe kuch bhi acha nai lagta tha.. aise hi din bitte gai.. aur mera ye attraction.. badhta gaya.. aur..

8th me jab usne school me dance perform kiya tha.. us waqt use dekh meri sine me ek hukk si uthi thi… gazab ki sundar lag rahi thi woo…

Mujhe pata hi nai chala kab mai usse pyaar karne laga!!!

TABHI DOORBELL BAJA… Tringgg tringg

Ritika.. ko dhayan hi nai raha lagh bhag 1 ghante se wo diary padh rah thi..

Achanak doorbell bajne se wo darr gai..

” Oh noo.. maa aa gai”

usne jaldi jaldi diary ko chhipaaya aur door ki or bhaagi.. usne door khola

” kaha thi kab se door baja rahi hu”

” sorry maa.. wo bathroom chali gai thi”

” acha safaai ho gai na?? chal khana bana deti hoo ” market bhi jaana h..

Uski maa kitchen me khana banane chali gai.. usne socha diary aage padhu chalkar.. phir use maa ka khyal aaya or wo darr gayi..
man me wo sochne lagi..
” kahi maa me dekh liya too”
” nai maa ko pata laga to pata nai bhaiya ko kya kahengi.. kahi ghar se naa nikal de” ” naa use chhupakar hi rakhna hoga
abhi nai raat me padh loongi.. aage!!”

aur wo fir remote lekar TV dekhne baith gai.. par uska mann to kahi aur tha..

diary padh kar use bhi apna bachpan yaad aa gaya tha..

kis tarh wo bhaiya ko tang karti thi…… par bhaiya ne aaj tak use kabhi bhi daanta nai..

use kuch chahiye hota to bhi hamesa hi unhone use ya to laa kar diya tha. nai too papa maa se kahkar mangaya..

use abhi har wo pal yaad aa raha tha… kaise uski galtioo ko bhaiya apne sar le lete the..

wo apni yaadoi me khoi channel badal rahi thi.. use samay ka kuch pata hi nai chala..

” Nishu khana kha le ” uski maa ne pukara tab jaakar use hosh aaya..

“Haa Maa aarhi hu..”

khana kha ke uski maa taiyar hone chali gai..

” beti tu bhi chal market yaha akeli kya karegi ”

usne pahle mana karne ki sochi phir kuch sochkar haa kah diya.. darasal uske mann me darr lag raha tha bhaiya ko lekar.. isliye usne maa ki baat maanna hi thik sujha..

thodi der baad dono maa-beti market nikal gaee…

Market me… Ritika chal to rahi thi maa ke saath pat uska mann kahi or tha.

ek samay to wah mahila se takra bhi gai.
” are dekh ke chal, dhyan kaha h tera” mom ne daanta..

wo to sakpaka gai…
” aise hi maa beti ne kuch ghar ke saaman liye aur fir waapus chal di..

ghar aate unhe shaam ho gai thi.. thodi der unhone rest kiya..

” Nishu beta.. tu sabjii kaat de mai khane banane ki taiyari karti hu”

” okk maa laoo mai sabjii kaat du ”
uske mann me bhi chal raha tha jaldi se khana kha kr apne room me jaooo.

thodi der me uske papa bhi aa gaye.. aur khana bhi ready ho gaya tha.

sabne khana khaya.. Ritika ka to khane me mann lag nai raha tha.. wo to bas jald se jald apne room me jana chahti thi.
usne jaldi jaldi thoda sa hi khana khaya.. aur apni room ki taraf nikal padi..

Room me pahuch usne darwaja lagaya..
aur jaldi se diary kholi..

jaha se usne padhna chhoda tha waha se aage..

” mujhe pata hi nai chala kab mujhe us se pyaar hoo gaya…

ab ye meri roz ki habbit ban gai thi.. mai bas chupke se use nihar liya karta tha..

mujhe darr bhi lagta tha kahi maa papa ko pata chala to..

Kabhi Kabhi mai sochta mujhe khud ko rokna chahiye..
Maine kai baar pryass bhi kiya.. socha aaj se use bholne ku kosis karunga..

bt jaise hi uski ek jhalak in nazaro ko milti.. ek ajib si tripti ka ehshas milta. ek sukoon milta tha is dil ko..

phir Ritika ne dusri diary bhi kholi..

usme har ek din ki yaadein thi.. jo bhi samay abhishek aur ritika ne saath guzare the.. usme un sab ka zikrr tha..

Ritika aage padhti rahi.. aisa lag raha tha abhishek ne apna dil nikal kar us diary me rakh diya tha.. uski har ek Chhoti Chhoti baato ko ek hasin yaad me badal diya tha..

wo jaise jaise aage padhti use un dino ki yaadein taaja hoti jaati…

uske dil me bhi.. in yaadoon ne ghar banana suru kar diya tha.

aise hi usne tisri diary bhi kholi..

ye diary abhi nai thi.. likha tha-

aaj mai khud se haar gaya… ab mujhe ye baat maan ni padi ki sach me mai ritika se beinteha mohabbat karta hu..

par us se mai kahu bhi to kaise.. pata nai kya sochegi.. kahi wo iska galat matlab na nikal le…

Nai Nai.. mai use is baat ki bhanak nai lagne doonga.. kahi wo mujhse gussa na ho jai.. or papa mummy ko bata dia too.

Nai Nai mai use kuch nai kahoonga.. mai us se pyaar karta hu.. Phir use dukhi kaise kar sakta hu.. Mera pyaar to ek tarfa h.. usne to mujhe kabhi is nazar se dekha bhi nai hoga…

” Ye Jaroori Nahi Ki Harr Pyaar Me Milan hi Hoo..
Judaii Bhi To Ek Pyaar Hai.. “

Mai is pyaar ko khud tak hi simit rakhunga.. bhale hi mujhe kitne bhi dard sahne pade.. mai apne pyaar ki khatir itna to kar hi sakta hu!!!!

Uski khusi se hi mai khush rah loonga..
bas uski in rooz ki yaadon ke sahare hi mai jii loonga…

padhte padhte.. Ritika ka haath jaise hi panne paltne laga too use ye bhiga bhiga laga..
tab use hosh aaya uski aankho ki motioo ne us panne par gir ke khud ko bhi abhishek ke is dukh me saajhi daar bana liya tha..

aise hi wo roti rahi.. aur uske dil me bhi ek dard ubharne laga tha..

Aakhri panne tak usne use padha aur apni motiyaa bahati rahi.. uski ichaa ho rahi thi jor se chilla chilla kar roye.. par use aabhas tha uske aisa karne se bhuchal aa sakta h uske ghar me..

aise hi rote hue jaane kab wo soo gai…

sayad subah ke 4 baje wo soi hogi..

subah uski nind khulna to sambhav hi nai tha..

Sumitra ne socha waise bhi aaj Sunday tha.. sone deti hu.. par jab 9 baje tak bhi eo nai uthi to usne jaa kar jagana hi uchit samjha… or wo chal padi Ritika ke Room ki or…

Ritika.. aise hi beshud si apne kamre me soi padi thi… uski haath ke paas hi 3 no diaries padi thii.. uski aakho se nikle aanshoo bhi chhdar pe sukh gai the.. kuch boonde.. jo uske goore makhmali gaaloo par hi rahkar sukh gae the. jo ek daag ka roop lekar is baat ko pratyaksh kar rahi thi ” chaand me bhi daag hota h”
idhar Ritika beshud si soi padi thi.. aur udhar sumitra uske room tak pahuchne waali thi…

sumitra ne room ke door ko dhakela..
par ye toi band tha..
jaise hi thoda soor hua uski nind khuli.. wo to daar gai thi.. achank use aabhas hua.. uske saamne un yaadoon ke pulinde pade the jo uske bhai ne bahut hi ache se sanjoya tha..

” Nishu!!!!! tu abhi tak soo rahi h… ”

use kuch soojh hi nai raha tha wo kya reply de.. usne sabse pahle too dairy ko bed ke niche chipaya.. phir wo darwaaje ki aur badhi.. use khud ka hosh hi nai tha.. use is baat ka jara bhi ahsaas nai tha uske gaalo par aanshoo kya kya bayan kar sakte h..

abhi wo darwaje ke paas pahuchne wali hi thi ki uski nazar door ke pass me hi uske make-up mirror pad padi.. woh apni haalat dekh sakpaka gai… wo jaldi se bath room ki or daudi.. tabhi use kuch wichar aaye..
“maa mai uth gai hu” baathroom me hu thodi der me niche aati hu aap chalo”

thodi der me wo fresh hui.. aaine me apne chehre ki haalat dekh use phir se wo sabhi baate yaad aane lagii..

Ab Mai kya karoongi?.. mujhe kya karna chahiye? usne in sabhi sawaloo ko waqt par taalna hi uchit samjha…

thodi hi der me wo niche pahuchi dekh uske papa garden me kuch kaam kar rahe the.. maa kitchen me thi!!

Nishu ki aahat sunte hi uski maa bol padi..

” Tu bilkul Alhad ho gai h.. ye bhi koi uthne ka samay h”

Apni maa ko gusse me dekh.. ritika unki kamar se lipat gai….

” Sorry maa bas wo raat ko thoda let tak padhai kar li thi ” .Sorry aage se dhyaan rakhungi.. ” ( use kuch sujha nai to usne yahi bahana bana dia)

“chal chal thik hai.. jaakar nashta kar lo. phir jaa ke padhai kar lena”

Fir usne naashta kiya aur apne room me aa gai…

Room me aate hi uska dhyaan bar bar apne bed ke niche padi un diaries pad jaata tha!! fir use apne bhaiya ka khyaal aa jata…

tabhi use khyaal aaya bhaiya ka too aaj exam hoga.. 10 baje se.. usni time dekha 9:30 ho raha tha..

usne socha bhaiya ko bst of luck bolu ??

fir usne phone mila hi dia.. darshal uske dil me bhi ek ajeeb se bhaav panap rahe thee.. uska mann bhi us aawaj ko sunne ko lalaayit tha.. jiske dil me uske liye asim mohabatt thi..

Ring hone laga phone…

Udhar abhishek exam center me ghusne waala hi tha.. tabhi uska phone vibrate karne laga.. usne socha call cut kaar de. phir jaise hi uska dhyaan.. phone screen par showed no. par gaya usne jhat se phone utha liya..

“Hello!!!

” Haa Nishu Bol ”

” Aap Center par pahuch Gaye”

” Haa abhi just andar jaa hi raha tha ki tera caall aagaya.. kaisi h tu??”

Ritika too ye soch rahi thi.. kaise abhishek apni bhaavnaaoo ko chupa kar rakh sakta tha… kaise!!

” Kya hua tujhe kuch chahiye kya!!! ek too tere liye sandesh mithai laani h.. wo mujhe ache se yaad h.. kuch aur bhi chahiye kya”

Abhishek ke is baat par uski aankhoo ne doo boonde chalka dii.. ( kitna mera khayaal rakhiyega… usne socha)

” Bst of luck ” aur jaldi se ghar aa jaiyee!!

itna kahkar usne call rakh diya…

Abhishek ko pahle thoda ajeeb laga fir use exam ka dhyaan aaya.. aur wo apni center ki taraf daur pada…

exam shaam tak chala.. 2 sitting ke exams thi.. exam se nikalne ke baad use thoda relax mehsus ho raha tha.. tabhi use subah ki baat yaad aai..

” aaj meri nishu ko kya hua.. itni senti ho kar kyo baat kar rahi thi… ”

usne use phone lagane ke liye mob nikala tabhi use saamne se sahil bhi exam se nikalta dikha.. sahil ko dekh usne baad me ritika se baat karne ka socha…

idhar aaj din bhar me Ritika sirf ek baar hi apne room se nikli thi..

wo bhi tab… jab uski maa ne use khane ko bulaya…

wo bas apne room me bechain thi kabhi idhar udhar tahlti..

kabhi bed par let jaati.
baar baar diary nikal use padhti..

aur sabse jyada to wo apne us photo ko niharti rahi jo diary ke pahle panne pe chipka hua tha.. wahi photo ke upar likha tha..

My Love..

baar baar wi un words ko padhti or ek ajib sa ehshas use hota.. ej ajib si felling uske dil me ghar karti jaa rahi thi..

ab wo is soch me padi thi..
bhaiya.. ke aane par kya hoga..

kaise mai unka saamna karungi.

kya mujhe unse is baare me baat karni chahiye.. Nahi nahi.. mai kaise unse is baare me kuch kahungii..

pata nai kya hoga.. hey bhagwaan meri madad karna..

aise hi aaj tarah tarah ke khyaaloo me khoye khoye aaj uska pura din guzar gaya tha.

idhar jab dono dost ek hotl me pahuch gaye.. jaha unhone kamra liya tha.. kamra dono ko alag alag mila tha..

dono apne apne kamre me pahuch aaram karne lage..

abhishek ne kapde badle.. phir use khyaal aaya use nishu ko call karna h..

usne call milaya.. idhar nishu bhi apna mob. liye apne Bhaiya.. ki ek photo ko ghoor rahi thi..

achank mob. bajne se wo thoda dar gai..
phir bhaiya ka no. dekh use ek ajib khusi hui..

” He…ee…looo… ” kaanpti aawaj ke saath usne call uthaya…

” kya kar rahi h.. nishu!!’ ” Ye tera aawaj kyo kaanp rahi h!!!”

” kuchh na.. nai. bhaiya.” phir usne khud ko sambhala.

” aapka exam kaisa gaya??

” acha gaya h…lag raha h.. ssayd hoo jayega..” haa tu subah me itni senti kyo hoo gai thii” maa ne daata kya??

” aapko kisnee.. kaha ki mai sentii.. ho gai thi..
ritika ne baat ko sambhalne ke liye kaha..

” wo kya h na.. jitna tu khud ko nai jaanti. us se jyada mai tujhe jaanta hu.. kuch too baat thi..”

apne bhai.. ke mukh se ye sunn uske dil se aawaj aayi.. ” dekha wo tujhe kitna pyaar karte h”

Ritika ne baat ko ghumana hi thik samjha.. ” acha bhaiyaa aap wapas kab aa rahe hoo ”

” Kal subah ki train h… tujhe kya kya chahiye.. bol de mai thodi der me market ki or niklunga too.. le lunga!!!

” Mujhe kuch nai chahiye aap bas wapas aa jaoo..”

” Ye tu bol rahi h.. Mai jis apni Nishu ko jaanta huu.. wo too hamesa khush rahne waali h.. apne faida ka moka kabhi nai chodti.. jis se mai baat kar raha hu wo meri chanchal , massom natkhat aur mujh par apna hak jatane wali tum nahi ho sakti..

” apne Bhaiya ke muh sr aisi baate sun.. wo to sharma gai thi..”

” Aur meri Nishu to sharmati bhi nai , phir aaj ye sab..
Nishu tu mujhe sach sach bata koi baat to nai h na??

Ritika koo bhi ab ye lagne laga tha ki wo bhi apne Bhaiya ke is asim prem ke dariya ki aur khichti jaa rahi h..

” Bhaiya.. aisi koi baat nai h.. usne apne tevar badalte.. hue kaha..

aur h..maine jo aapse maanga tha bas wahi mithai lete aana warna mai aapse baat nai karungii..

” ye hui na.. meri Nishu jaisi baat.. ab meri Nishu ki baat bhala mai taal sakta hu!! jarur laaunga Teri mithai.

” acha thik hai Bhaiya.. Byee” rakhti hu..

” Byee.. ”

phone rakh abhishek bazar nikal pada…

idhar Ritika ye sochne lagi..
” Bhaiya ko mera aisa rahna hi acha lagta h.. unki sath mujhe pahle jaisa hi behave karna hoga…”

usne decide kiya.. wo bhaiyaa.. se pahle jaise hi baat karne ki kosish karegii..bhaiya.. ko ye nai lagna chahiye mai unki bhavnaaw ko samajh gai.. hu..

unhe ye ehshas nai hona chahiye…

Ritika ne faisla le liya tha…

Idhar Abhishek thodi der me room se bahar nikla usne sahil se saath chalne ko pucha??

Bhaii.. pls thodi der sone de.. na!!!!

” thik hai tu sota rah saale.. mai market jaa raha hu ”

aur wo nikal gaya market ki or..

usne 3 dibbee.. mithai pack karwai

wo ab soch raha tha aur kya lu..

use kuch samajh naa aaya to wo waapad hotel ki or chal pada.. Tabhi..

use ek kapdoon ki dukaan par safed rang ka dupatta dikha.. us dupatte me use apni Nishu ko imagine kiya..

” Ye us par khoob jamega.. ”

wo andar gaya aur salesman se wo dupatta dikha ne ko kaha!!!

usne dekha.. kapda makhmali aur mullayam bhi..

“Kitne kaa h bhaiya?? ”

Salesman- 450

usne paise paid kiya aur wapas hotel chal pada.?
usne sahil ko jagaaya aur dono khane chale gaye..
” kal subah Train pakadni h jaldi uth jaana saale”

sahil ne unghai lete hue kaha ”

bhai.. tu hi utha dena mujhe warna mai pata nai kab tak sota rah jau!!! saali ye neend khulti hi nai h”

“chal thik h” dono kha kr sone chal gaye..
tabhi Abhishek ke Mobile par uske papa ka phone aaya!!

” Hello ha.. papa!!!”

“Beta exam kaise gaya”

” acha gaya h ”

” chalo thik h aaj jaldi soo jana kal train pakadni h na!!!”

” haa papa mujhe subah uthne ki to aaday h waise bhi train subah 6 baje h..

” ok beta byee”

” byee papa”

phir wo bhi sone chala gaya..

Agli subah..eo samay par utha aur unhine train ke time pe pahuch gaye.. unhe train mil gai..

Agli Subah… Abishek idhar Saahil ke saath Train me tha..

Use ghar pahuchne ki jaldi thi.. use apni Nishu ki bahut yaad aa rahi thi..

ye saayad pahli baar tha jab wo nishu se door hua tha!!!

Uske mann me jaldi se ghar pahuchne ki bechainee thi..
par train uske mutabik to chal nai sakti thi..

Train ka timing uske sahar pahuchne ki 5:30 pm thi..

Idhar Nishu subah uthi tb use sabsa pahla khyaal apne Bhaiya ka hi aaya…

” aaj tujhe chahne wala aane wale h ” uske DIL ne us se sarghosi ki.
Dil ki baat sun uska chehre ne bhi khusi ke sanket diya.. uske gulaabi hoonth aur bhi gulaabi ho gaye..

Use Bechaini bhi thi apne Bhaiya se milne ki.. aur use darr bhi lag raha tha .

wo apne bistar par baithi inhi soch me gum thi.. tabhi niche se mummy ki aawaj aayi..
” Nishu tujhe College nai jana h?? ”

” Ohh.. no mai bhi na khayaloo me hi khoi rahti hu.. ”

” Haa maa Auga hai.. ” usne jor se rply kiya.

phir wo taiyaar hone chali gai..

Aise hi Idhar Ritika bhi bechain thi aur udhar abhishek ka bhi wahi halat thi..

Ritika ka mann class me Bilkul bhi nai lag raha tha.. uska dhyaan hamesa ghadi par hi rahta..

” uff aaj ye time jaldi beet kyo nai raha ”

Aise hi School ke baad wo ghar pahuchi khana kha kr wo apne room me aa gai or aaram fatmane lagi..

Abhishek ki is beetabi ka karan to uska pyaar tha..
Par… Ritika apni is bechaini ka Karan nai samajh paa rahi thi.. use to bas apne Bhaiya ko dekhne ka mann kar raha tha..

” Ye mai itni beetab kyo hu”
” Hua kya h mujhe.. kahi mai Bhaiya se…

Nahi nahi… aisa kaise ho sakta h.. fir mera mann itna bechain kyo h unhe dekhne ke liye..

” Kya Yahi Pyaar Hai??? ”

Apne mann me is pyaar ka khyaal aate hi uska rom rom machal gaya..

ek ajib si sihran uske sarir me hui..

kya mai sach me bhaiya se pyaar karne lagi hu?? phir is sawal se uske man me halchal hoi…

” Hey bhagwaan.. mai nai jaanti ye kya hua h mujhe.. bt pls meri help karna!!

in hasin khayaloon me gum hue use kab nind aai pata hi nai chala..

Jab wo soo kar uthi to shaam ke 4:45 ho rahe the..

ye dekh wo bed se kudi aur jaldi jaldi tayaar hone lagi..

” ohh bhaiya ke train ka time 5:00 baje h”
woo jaldi se tayar hoke niche aii.. usne halke Yellow rang ki salwar samij pahni thi uspar matching chunri.. belkul ek hasin pari lag rahi thi..

wo niche aai to uski maa bhi taiyar ho gai thi.

” Nishu mai station ja rahi hu abhishek ko laane..” uski maa ne jor se kaha
unhone abhi tak nishu ko dekha nai tha. wo soch rahi thi wo apne kamre me hogi.

” Maa mai bhi chaloongi.. ”

Tab unhone nazar piche ghumai aur nishu ke bhole.. aur maasoom chehre ko dekh unka dil bhi khush ho gaya!!

” Ohh to meri beti ne puri Planning pahle hi kar li hai.. unhone pyaar se uske maathe ke upar chum liye.. Kisi ki nazar na lage meri beti ko…” Chal chalte h Abhishek ki train aati hi hogi..

dono station pahuch gai… gaadi thodi late thi 1/2 ghanta…

platform no.2 par gaadi aane wali thi..

Dono waiting room me ja kar wait karne lagi..

Uski maa abhishek ko call lagane lagi..
” Maa aap bhaiya ko phone kyo kr rahi ho.. ”

” use bata deti hu ham waiting room me h.. yahi aa jaye!!’ ”

” Maa mere baare me kuch mat bolna mai Bhaiya ko surprise doongi..”

” asal me wo apne Bhaiya ke chehre ke expressions dekhna chahti thi.. jab wo use dekhenge!!!

Abhishek ke Mobile ka ring huaa.. tab wo apne hasin khayaloo se bahar aaya!!!
dekha maa ka phone h..

” haa Maa!! kya hua ”
” kaha pahucha Beta”

” bas 10 min me pahuch jaunga ek station piche hu”

” beta mai waiting room me hu wahi aa jana ”

” are maa aapko aane ki kya jaroorat thi mai aajata na”

” haa ab tu bahut bada jo ho gaya h.. mai to bas apne bete se milne ke liye aa gai thi tujhe thik nai lag raha too mai chali jaati hu waapas”

are maa naraj mat hoo!! main to bas aise hi kah raha tha!! apke liye to mai hamesa hi chhota sa abhi hu jise aapki god me sona sabse acha lagta h..

” chal jayada baate mat bana!! beta ek gari aane ki announcement ho rahi h yahi gaadi h kya?

” ha maa yahi h bas mai pahuchta hu.. aap wahi raho!! ”

thodi der mw train platform par aagai..
abhishek saahil ke saath utra..

saahil – bhai mai tujhse baad me milta hu!! aur wo apni ghar ki aur nikal padta h.

Abhishek aage badhne laga waiting! room ki taraf…

wo waiting room me enter hua aur apni maa ko dhudne laga.. use wo dikh gai wo unki taraf badha par jaisi hi paas pahucha uski nazar Ritika par padi.. wo ek dam se rukk gaya..
use nai pata tha ki Nishu bhi aayi h… wo to achambhit sa use dekh raha tha..

kitni khoobsurat lagti h meri paree.. kash mai ise apne pyaar ka izhar kar pata!!!

wo to ek tak use dekh raha tha abhi wo dono se thodi dur hi tha uski maa ne abhi tak use nai dekha tha.. wo to apna sar piche ki tarf kar aaram kar rahi thi.. par do nazre kab se abhishek ki dhundh rahi thi..

un nazroo ko ek sec bhi naa laga abhishek ko pachan ne me..

Nishu ne jab dekha uska bhai use bilkul saant khada use ghore ja raha tha..

ab use sharam aane lagi… usne soch log kya kahenge bhaiya ko aisa dekh kar..

Ohhh bhaiya.. aap bhi na thodi to sharm karo aise hi public place par ghure ja rahe hoo..

sayad uske dil ki ye aawaj abhishek tak pahuch gayi.. use bhi turant hosh aaya..

” O Teri!!! mai kab se Nishu ko ghoor raha tha.. wo jaldi se un tak pahucha aur sabse pahle apni maa ke pair chhuaa..!!!

tab jaakar sumitra ki nind khuli..

” Ohh. aa gaya beta kaisa h!!! ”

mai bilkul thik hu maa par aapne bataya kyo nai ki Nishu bhi aayi h!!

” haa ye hi tujhe surprise dena chahti thi!!

” Acha!! ye kabhi nai sudhregi!!! ” itna kah usne use gale laga liya.

dono ke dil me ajib si feeling aayi..
jab dono ke dil mile unhe ek sukoon mila abhishek is baat se anjaan tha Ritika us ki feelings ko jaanti h.. use to bas apna swarg anubhaw hoo raha tha uski bahoo me..
idhar nishu ki halat bhi kuch aisi hi thi use bhi ek sukoon mil rah tha.. jab thodi der tak abhishek ne use nai chora tab usne hi kaha ” bhaiya ghar chale ”

” haa chal ”

unki maa un dono ke pyar ko dekh khush thi.. sahi hi h. kisi ke mann ki baat bhala saamne wala kaise jaan sakta h..

wo sabhi ghar chal pade..

Sabhi Ghar Pahuche…

” To Beta tera exam kaisa gaya??”

” Acha gaya h maa”

” acha tu muh haath dho maine khana lagati hu”

OK Maa mai aata hu thodi der me..

phir abhishek apne Room me chala gaya aur idhar Ritika tv dekhne lagi.
shaam me Papa ke aane par sabne ek saath dinner kiya..

phir sabhi apne apne room me chale gaye…

Ritika apne room me baithi soch rahi thi..
” bhaiya ne abhi tak mujhse thik se baat bhi nai ki.. yahi pyaar karte. h.

Tabhi uski room ka darwaza khula.. aur abhishek andar aaya..

Nishu So gai kya??

Nai bhaiya bolo kuch kam tha kya??

nai mujhe bas nind nai aa rahi thi.. socha tujhse baat kar lu..

Ritika man me.. 3 din se to aapne meri nind chura li h..

kya hua tujhe sona h.. to mai jaata hu..

are nai.. baitho na.. ye aapke haath me kya h..

le tu hi dekh le..

aur abhishek ne wo packet Ritika ko de diya…

usne packet khola usme.. ek me mithai thi..
waooo bhaiya.. u r so sweet..

are pahle mithai to kha.. mujhse jyada mithi hogi…

phir Ritika.. ne ek mithai uthai aur apne muh ki taraf kiya hi tha ki use kuch khayal aaya…

usne us Mithai ko abhishek ki taraf kar diya….

Pahle aap khao..

are mai tere liye laya hu to pahla hak to tera hi hua na…

nai pahle aap..

dono ek dusre ko pahle khane ko kah rahe the..

Acha ek kaam karte h.. dono saath me kha lete h.. par ye mithai to mai aap hi khilaungi..

acha chal thik h.. abhishek ne bhi ek mithai li aur Nishu ki aur kar diya..

Dono ne ek dosre ko mithai khilayi.. abhi aadhi hi khaya tha unhone..

tabhi Ritika ne abhishek waali mithai khud kha li…

wah bhaiya ye to aur bhi mithi h..

“are tu mera jootha kyo kha gai.”

of ho bhaiya us se kuch nai hota..

aapke pasand na ho to mera hissa lao mujhe de do..

Ritika ke itna bolne se pahle hi abhishek uska jootha tukra kha chuka tha..

dono hi apne apne dil me khush the… abhishek bhi ek sookoon mehsus kar raha tha.. idhar Ritika ka mann bhi bilkul halka lag raha tha..

acha is packet me kya h??

wo use bhi kholne lagi.. jab usne usme ek ujla sa duppata dekha to wo khush ho gai..

oh. bhaiya ye aap mere liye laye hoo.. kitna sundar h.. waooo.. khushi me use hosh hi na raha aur wo abhishek ke gale lag gai..

waooww bhaiya.. u r so sweet..

acha tujhe pasand to aaya na!!
mujhe lag raha tha pata nai tujhe acha lagega ki nai…

acha ye mithai sare mat khana kuch fridge me rakh dena kal maa ko papa ko bhi de denge.. agar tujhse bache tab.

tab to bhaiya.. bhul jao ki bachenge. wo ek shararat ke sath muskrate hue boli.

acha tu ab so jaa.. gd nit.. kal tera school bhi h..

haa aap to ab kuch dino ke liye free ho..

gd nit..

phir abhishek apne Room me chala jata h..

wo sochta h kya karoo phir use diary likne ki yaad aati h.. wo apne aalmirah ko kholta h..

Idhar Abhishek apne aalmirah ki aur badhta h aur udhar nishu aapne bhai ko baatoo ko soch soch.. kar apne me hi khush ho rahi thi..

wo sidhi leti soch rahi thi bhaiya mujhe itna pyaar karte h.. bt wo kahte kyo nai.. nai unhe bhi meri tarah ajeeb lagta hoga.

par is ka result kya hoga… bhaiya mujhse kah paate nai.. aur mai too unse kuch keh bhi nai paaungi.. phir aise hi khamosh rahna padega kya hame.?? oh.. god iska koi too upay hoga!!!!

idhar Abhishek ne aalmirah khola aur diary nikalne ke liye haath lagaya jaha wo rakhta tha….

par waha diary nai mili…….
wo pareshan hone laga. wo puri aalmirah me khojne laga..
” yahi to rakhi thi.. kaha gai???

phir usne apni room ki talasi leni chaloo ki….

par diary waha hoti tab to use milti na…

wo 1 ghante tak doondhta raha par use niraasha hi mili… phir wo thak kar wahi bed ke paas jamin par baith jaata h..

” kahi maa ne to nai dekh liya na!!! ya papa ne…..

nai nai maa to din me kitni achhe se baat kat rahi thi.. aur papa ne dekha hota to ab tak to ghar me bhukamp aa gaya hota….

phir kahi nishu ne….. nai nai wo bhi to bilkul thik se hi baat kar rahi thi..
use pata chala hota to ab tak maa papa mujhe ghar se dhakke maar ke bahar kar dete… nai nai aisa nai ho sakta.. phir kaha gai… wo pura pareshan ho gaya tha.. use kuch sujh hi nai raha tha.. wo bhi sochne laga ki agar kisine dekha hoga to kya hoga.. use bhi pata nai chala kab wo unhi sochte sochte wahi zameen par hi ludhak jaata h…..

idhar Abhishek ke jaane ke baad Ritika khaloo me goom thi.. inhi haseen khayaloo me khoye hue usne karwat badla tabhi use apni peeth par kuch mehsoosh hua…

usne pahle ti dhyan nai diya par jaise hi uska dhan uske peeth par chubhne waali chijj par gaya uske.. roongte khade hoo gaye…

“ooohhhhh…. nooooo ye maine kya kar daala..

Mai diary waapas rakhna kaise bhool gai… hey bhagwaan ab kya hoga kahi bhaiya.. ne abhi diary khojq too..
nai bhaiya abhi diary kyo khojenge..”

use is baat ka pata nai tha abhishek isi samay diary likha karta tha..

kaash bhaiya abhi diary na dhoondhe…

wo bhi thodi paresaan ho gai thi… wo bhi bhagwaan se dua mangte hue soo gai..

Par Honi to ho ke rahti h…. use lon rok paya h…..

Dono hi ek anjane darr ke saath apni nind me gum the….

Agli Subah Sumitra ne sabse pahle abhishek ko jagaya…

” are beta tu too ghar me sabse pahle uth jaata tha aur aaj abhi tak soya hua h…
Tabiyat to thik h naa..”

abhishek apni aankho ko malta hua uthta h..

“are nai maa mai bilkul thik hu.. wo kal thoda late soya tha… ”

Kyo?? kya kar raha tha??

Wo maa nishu se baat karte karte samay ka pata nai chala…

to maharani bhi abhi tak so hi rahi hoongi.. use School bhi to jaana hoga..
chal tu uth.. mai use uthati hoo..

Tabhi abhishek ko yaad aata h uski diary ka… Wo kuch sochta h..

Maa mere jaane ke baad aapne mere room ki safai ki thi kya mujhe mere saaman mil hi nai rahe..

Are nai maine to nai ki thi safai…

abhishek apne man me… fir kise meri diary mili hogi.. kahi nishu ko to nai..

Are Beta h.. maine Nishu ko tera Room saaf karne ko bola tha sayad usi ne kiya hoga.. tujhe jo saaman nai mil raha us se pooch lena..

Phir uski maa Nishu ke room ki or badh jati h.. or Abhishek idhar gahre khayaloo me dubne lagta h..

Sumitra ne Nishu ke room nock kiya par wo khula tha.. Sayad kal raat ko use apne Room ka hosh hi nai raha ho.. wo to kahi or hi khoyi thi..

Sumitra bed ke paas pahuchi..
use Ritika bilkul achet sithi me soyi hui thi. uske masoom se chehre ko dekh aisa lag raha tha jaise chaand raat ko apni ek parchai chod gaya ho.. wo bistar par bikul ek najook kali ke bhati apne pair mode chadar se lipti hui thi..

Kitni sundar lagti h meri beti… phir wo use jagati h..
Are Maharani Sahiba uthna h ki nai… !!!

achank apni maa ki aawaj sun Ritika ghbra jaati h.. aksar uska room lock rahta tha to koi bhi use bahar se hi uthata tha.. isliye wo thoda ghabra gai thi.. yaa sayad uske man me raat ko jo dar ne jagah li thi sayad us wajah se…

Wo uthte hue boli ” haa maa kya hua ”

Kuch nai tujhe school nai jana h kya?? abhi tak soi hui h.???

Oh… ha maa jana h. mai taiyar hoti ho..

Aur sun tune abhishek ka room saaf kiya tha na use koi saaman nai mil raha use bata dena tune kaha rakhe h..

itna kah sumitra niche kitchen me chali gai…

Aur idhar Ritika ko lag ne laga kya bhaiya ne diary khoji hogi.. aur sabhi saaman to maine waapas sahi jagah rakh dia tha.. hey bhagwaan meri madad karna.. mujhe kya karna chahiye..

sochte sochte wo bathroom ki aur chal padi taiyar hone…

Idhar abhishek bhi fresh hua.. ek baar usne socha bahar tahlne chala jaye.. phir use man nai hua.. to wo apne bistar par hi late gaya..

Kya mujhe Nishu se ab puchna chahiye??

ab to pakka ho hi gaya h ki usne hi diary li hogi aur sayad abhi tak padh bhi liya hoga..

use kaisa lag raha hoga…. wo mere bare me pata nai kya kya sich rahi hogi..

Par abhi tak usne maa papa ko bataya kyo nai..!! Ab kya karna chahiye..

chal kar us se puch lu kya..

par ye thoda ajeeb bhi lagega..

par ab to use sari baate pata chal hi gai h…

kya pata wo mere pyaar ko samajhe gi ya nai..

Mujhe us se baat karni hi hogi…

Par ghar pe kaise.. use School chodne jaata hu aur tab hi us se puch lunga!!!

Abhishek niche aakar khane ki table par baith jaata h..

Idhar Nishu School ke liye taiyar hokar apne room se bahar nikalti h.. use abhishek niche khane ki table ke pass dikhta h.

Tabhi use kuch sujhta h aur wo wapas apne kamre me jaati h..
apni bed ke niche se diary nikalti aur phir chupke se apne Bhaiya ke room ke taraf chal padti h….

waha pahuch wo un diaries ko abhishek ki book shelf me kuch kitaaboo ke saath rakh deti h..

aur niche chali jaati h… usne ab soch liya tha ki use apne bhaiya ke samne pahle jaisa hi rahna hoga… wo niche gai aur table ke pas jaakr baithi.

Bhaiya maa bata rahi thi aap koi saaman doondh rahe the.??

Abhishek ko is baat ka andaaja nai tha ki wo use sidhe puchegi…

usne darte hue pucha tumne mera room ssaf kiya tha kya??

Haa aapki sabhi chije sahi sahi rakh diya tha maine.

abhishek thoda darte hue..

acha tujhe aalmirah me koi diary mili thi kya??

Diary??? are haa wi jo notebook ki tarah thi.. wo to maine aapke book shelf me rakh diya tha!! mujhe laga aapke College ke notes honge.. kya wo kisi ki diary the???

Abhishek ko Ritika ke is baat se thoda ajeeb laga ” isne kya such me us diary ko nai khola !! wo sochne laga tabhi us se Ritika ne dubara pocha

bhaiya bataoo na kya wo aapki personal diary thi?? Mujhe dikhaoo na?

are nai wo notes hi the!!! wo mai diary me hi notes banata tha!!!

acha ab nashta kar aur School ja!!!’

Haa aapki to chutti h.. asp to maje karo..
Agle week se meri bhi chhuti ho rahi h summer break ki phir mai bhi khub masti karoongi…

acha chal tujhe school pahucha doo!!

phir abhishek Ritika ko apne saath lekar nikal pada bike se usne socha tha Ritika se apne baare me baat karne ki par ab to use pata chal gaya tha ki Ritika ne uski diary padhi nai h.. to usne is baare me baat nai karne ki sochi..

Raste me Ritika kuch aur hi soch rahi thi.. Bhaiya aapko mijhse direct apne pyaar ka ijhaar karna hoga… dekhti hu kab tak aap aise chup rahte hoo!!
phir usne baat suru ki…

bhaiya school ke baad mujhe lene bhi aajana pls..

are isme pls ki kya baat h.. waise bhi mera tere bina ghar pe man nai lagega. akela bore hounga..

to mai school nai jaati hu aap aur mai aaj khub game khelenge P.S. pe !!

haa taki maa mujhe daante..

chup chap school ja…

Ritika muh banate hue..

aap bahut bure hoo…

phir man me sochti h.. jaanti hu bhaiya aapka man kyo nai lagega akele… aajkal to mera bhi man nai lagta h.. aapke bina.

phir school aa gaya aur wo bike se utri..

wo jaane ke liye mudi thi tabhi use kuch khayal aaya aur wo wapas palat kar apne Bhai ke gaal par ek choti si chummi de di…

” school ke baad jaldi aa jana warna muje bus se aana padega.. aur haa maine fridge me mithai rakhi h.. use chhona bhi nai… ”

phir wo school me chali gai…

Abhishek haka-baka hokar bas use jata hua dekh raha tha..

aaj gazab ka ehshas ho raha tha use.. aaj use lag raha tha uski jindagi ki khwaish puri ho rahi hoo…

wo wahi khada raha apne gaal par hath rakhe hue.. thodi der me use meshus hua kuch raahgir use ghoor rahe h…

tab use hosh aaya.. Uske chehre pe Muskaan aa gai.. wo khush hota hua bike start kar nikal gaya wapas..

Ghar pahucha to dekha papa aur maa kuch baate kar rahe the.. wo bhi wahi baith gaya

” Beta Tere papa ko 15 dino ke liye Bangalore jana h… Training ke liye.
kyo na hamsabhi chale ghoom bhi lenge.
kya bolta h tu??”

Maa mujhe jaane me koi dikat nai waise bhi khali hu abhi ek mahine tak..
par Nishu ka is baar 12 th bord h.. uski classes bhi miss hongi ek hapte tak.. use padhai ka nuksaan bhi hoga..

Uske papa apne bete ki is baat par bahut khus hue..
” ab hamara beta samjhdar ho gaya h..
ye thik kah raha h.. uski padhai ka sach me nukssan hoga”

tab to aap akele hi jaiye.. sumitra udaas hote hue boli.

Abhishek ko apni maa ki udaasi achi nai lagi ” Maa aap aur Papa chale jaiye.. aap log ghoom bhi lijiyega aur papa ki training bhi ho jayegi. mai aur Nishu rah lenge!!!

Abhishek ke papa khush hote hue ” ye plan thik hai”

” Aur tum dono rah loge akele?? ”

” Maa jab mai aur Nishu dono h to fir akle kaise hue!!! Aap log befikar hokar jaiye Mai aur Nishu Rah lenge!!”
Kab jana h Papa??

” Kal hi jana h.. Bank ki or se hi Flight se jane ka offer mila h.”

maa tab to aapko jaroor jana chahiye.

Phir sab ne thodi der baat ki aur abhishek apne room me chala gaya!!

Room me aate hi bed pe kuda aur let kar upar pankhe ko ghurte hue.. sochne laga.

use nishu ki aapne gaal par ki hui kiss yaad aa rahi thi.. ye pahli baar tha jab Nishu ne uske gaalo par kiss kiya tha..

Tabhi use diary ki yaad aati h.. or wo uth kar apne book shelf ki or badhta h..

use wahi uski diary mil jaati h..

wo sochne laga kya sach me Nishu ne diary nai padha hoga! par usne diary uthaya tha to fir padha nai ye kaise ho sakta h..

inhi khyaaloo me wo khoya tha tabhi uski maa ne aawaj di..
” Beta niche aana jara!!! ”

phir usne jaldi jaldi diary ko uske purane jagah par rakha!! aur niche jaane laga

Haa maa… are beta ham log market jaa rahe h kuch saaman kharidna h packing ke liye…
tu bhi chal??

Nai maa aap log jao…

thik hai khana kha lena aur jab mahrani sahiba aaye to use bhi khila dena..

phir abhishek niche hi baith kar t.v. dekhne laga
ek Hollywood movie aa rahi thi…

us ke papa mummi thodi der me nikal gae..

wo bhi movie me gum tha.. phir jab uska dhyaan toota to use samay ka khyaal aaya…

Nushu ki school chhotne me 20 min the.. Abhishek turan jaldi jaldi ek jeans aur t-shirt pahan nijal pada nishu ko laane ….

Abhishek jaldi jaldi bike chalakar school tak pahucha,…

chhuti ho chuki thi aur Nishu gate ke paas khadi thi.. usne jab apne bhaiya ko dekha to udhar hi chal padi..

” Aap 2 min late ho.. aapko pahle aana chahiye tha na!!!

” Sorry baba! sirf 2 min hi too hue h.. ab chale ghar!!

” chalo par aapko ice cream khilani padegi late aane ki saja me..

” acha chal kha lena!!

phir dono chal pade..

acha tujhe ek baat batau.. maa aur papa kal Bangalore ja rahe h.. tere classes h na is liye mai aur tu nai jayenge!!!

” kya!!!!! aapne mana kyo kiya ham bhi chalte na..

” is baar tere bord ke exams h aur tujhe ghoomna h.. ache se padhai kar waise bhi maa papa ko jyada time mil nai pata h.. is liye maine socha unhe thoda akele bhi ghumna chahiye.. tu bhu mana kar dena..

Ritika bura sa muh banate hue boli ” okk”

tabhi uski dimag me aaya.. kya mai aur bhaiya akele honge…. sayad tab bhaiya kuch bol paaye..

” acha bhaiya to phir ham bhi khub masti karenge… agle week se meri bhi chhutiya ho rahi h.

par abhi chutti to hone de..

tabhi unhe ice cream ki shop dikhi..

Bhaiya ice cream khilaoo na..

phir dono ice lene ke liye ruke..
yahi khayegi ya ghar pe..

pack kra lo bhaiya ghar pe khayenge..

ice cream leke dono ghar chal pade..

ghar pe..

bhaiya maa kaha h..??

wo papa ke saath shopping pe gae h.. chal tu khana kha le mujhe bhi bhook lag gai.. h

abhishek ne ice cream fridge me rakha aur table pe khana nikal kar khane laga.

tabhi uski nazar Nishu par padi jo abhi abhi dress badal kar aa rahi thi.. niche ek lower aur upar white color ki t-shirt me wo bhut achi lag rahi thi..

abhishek thodi der tak dekhta raha.. phir jaise hi uski nazar apni bahan par padi wo bhi use hi dekh rahi thi..

jab dono ki nazar mili to abhishek ghabara gaya aur uske paas rakhi glass gir gai.. sukar h wo shishe ka nai tha..

Ritika ne jab ye dekha too wo man hi man muskura uthi.. aur ye Muskaan uske chehre se bhi jhalkne laga.. is Muskaan ne uske pyaare se chehre ko aur bhi pyara bana diya tha!!!

” are bhaiya aaram se khao na!!

” phir dono ne khana khaya!

nishu ne phir fridge se ice cream nikala aur dono ne khaya tabhi unke papa mummy bhi aa gaye..

phir dono maa papa se baat kiya..

saam me puri family ne saath me dinner kiya aur sabhi apne room me chale gae..

Abhishek apne room me aa kar soch raha tha kya karoo phir use yaad aaya apni diary ka usne diary nikali.. aur isme apni yaado ko sametne ke liye usne khola..

aur jaise hi usne diary ki taraf dekha use uske panno par dhabbe dikhayi diye.. jaise paani girne ke baad jab sukh jaati h.

jagah jagah par us pe dhabbe pade the..

abhishek ne jab ye dekha to wo jaan gaya ye kis chiz ke daag lage h…

” is ka matlab Nishu ne diary padh liye h..
kya wo ro rahi thi.. ise padh kar..

roe bhi kyo na use kitna dukh pahucha hoga..

meri wajah se use dukh pahucha.. maine apni Nishu ka dil dukha diya.. mujhe us se maafi mangni hogi.. in sab baato ko soch uski aankh bhi chhalak gai aur 2 boond wapas diary par giri aur Nishu ke aasuon ke sath sangam bana liye…

wo ye baat sochte hue hi soo gaya use diary likhne ka bhi dhayan na raha..

idhar nishu soch rahi thi kya bhaiya papa mummy ke jaane ke baad.. usse kuch kahenge.. pata nai bhaiya ko pata chala hoga ki nai ” maine wo diary padh liya h”

wo bhi apni soch me gum ho gai aur nind ke aagosh me chali gai..

Agli subah 7 baje tak unke maa papa taiyar the.. unki flight 9 baje se thi..

jab dono apne Room se bahar aaye to unki nazar apne maa aur papa par padi

Abhishek – Aap log taiyar bhi ho gae acha chailye aap logo ko chhorne chalta hu..

” Nai beta ham log chale jayenge tu Nishu ko school chhod aao.. uska school nai chutna chahiye. usi ki wajah se to tum dono nai jaa paa rahe..

Ritika ka bhi man tha airport jane ka par uske papa ne mana kar diya aur phir wo lag bhi chale gae.. dono ne unhe byee kiya..

phir Nishu taiyar hone chali gai…

abhishek soch raha tha use nishu se baat kab karna chahiye… phir use laga ye sahi time nai h. abhi use School jane dena chahiye..

phir wi use School chhood ke wapas aa gaya.. ab wo ghar pe baitha baitha bore hone laga tabhi usne socha kyo na sahil ke pass chale.. waise bhi aajkal wo subah jogging par bhi nai aa raha tha.

Abhishek nikal pada apne dost ke ghar ki ooorr….

Sahil ke yaha pahuch abhishek us se gap sap karne laga.. dono dost kuch dino baad mile the..

Idhar Ritika ka mann class me tha hi nai.. Use bhi padhai me mann nai lag raha tha. Bar bar uska dhyaan ghadi ki or jaa raha tha..

Jaise taise samay bita aur lunch ka break hua..

Ye waqt bhi ajib chiz h.. Jab chaho ki ye jaldi beete ye kate se bhi nai kat ta aur jab chaho jaldi na guzre ek pal me kaise beet jaata h pata hi nai chalta..

Udhar abhishek ne bhi samay dekha ab chhutti hone ko thi so wo bhi sahil ke yaha se nikal pada nishu ko laane!!!

Chuttii hote hi ritika ne jaldi se bag sameta aur chal padi gate ki taraf!!

Bahar abhishek bhi pahuch chuka tha!!

Nishu apne bhaiya ke pass pahuchi..
” Ye hui na baat bhaiya.. Aaj aap bilkul time par ho..”

” acha ab chala jaye.. Ghar!!! ”

Haa chalo na maine kab roka h!!

Raaste me abhishek ne khana bhi pack karwa liya!!

Bhaiya aap yw khana kyo pack kara rahe ho??

Are bhulakr ghar pe koi nai h!! Bhul gai kya??

Are bhaiya mujhe yaad h.. But hamlog khana bana bhi to lete….

Raat me bana lenge.. Abhi tu bhi thaki hui hogi aur mujhe bhi banane ka mood nai h.. Okkk

Dono ghar pahuche..

Saath hi khana khaya!!
Phir Ritika sone ko chali gai!!

Abhishek soch raha tha use Ritika se baat kab karni chahiye.. Use samajh nai aa raha tha aakhir wo baat suru kaise karega
use jijhak mehsoos ho rahi thi…

Aakhir me usne raat ko ache se baat karne ki sochi aur wo bhi T. V ke channels idhar se udhar karne laga!!

Aise hi T V ke paas hi uski bhi aank Lag gai..

Saam me uska mob. baja tab uski nind khuli..
phone uski maa ka tha..

” Heloo ”
“Kaisa h beta”
” ha maa thik hu ”
” nishu kaisi h ?
” wo bhi thik h upar soo rahi h sayad”
” acha beta apna dhyaan rakhna aur nishu ka bhi”
” ok maa ”
” Bye beta”

phone rakh wo sochne laga kya karo.. phir Nishu ko jagane chal pada!!!!

Ritika apne room me pahle hi uth chuki thi aur biatar par leti chhat ko ghur rahi thi.. wo apne khayaaloo me khoi hui thi. soch rahi thi apni jindagi me aa rahe badlaw ke baare me…

Tabhi uski room ka door knock hota h..
achank is aawaj se wo chaunk jaati h.. apne ko normal kar ke ek nazar sishe me daalti h aur door ki aur badh jaati h.

phir door open karti h..

” haa bhaiya!!! ”

phir abhishek room me aakar pass me rakhi chair pe baith jaata h!!!

” are tu uth gai h.. mujhe laga soi hai isliye socha jaga du.. maa ka phone aaya tha puch rahi thi ”

” aapne baat kyo nai karaya?? ”

” mujhe laga tu so rahi thi.. koi baat nai baad me baat kar lena.. acha khana kya khana h ?? bahar se hi manga lete h.. kya bolti ho??

Ritika ke mann me abhishek ke kahe aakhri sabd goonjte h.. ” kya bolti hoo ” uske chehre pe halki Muskaan aa jaati h.. wo sochti h aisa to log apni biwi se puchte h…

” Are tu itni khush kyo ho rahi h.. ”

Apne bhaiya ke is baat par wo sak – pka jaati h….

” wo kuch nai bhaiya… aap bahar se khana manga lijiye!!!! aur itna kah wo apna muh niche kar waha se bahar room ki aur chal padti h.. use sharam aa rahi thi..

abhishek apni bahan ki is adaa par too latooo ho jata h..

uski dil ki dhadkane badh jaati h.. wo bhi apne kamre me chala jaata h..

Thodi der me wo kapde change kar bahar nikal jaata h khaana lene… ek pass ke hi hotel se khana pack karwa ta h aur wapas chal padta h…

Raaste me wo sochta h.. aaj Nishu se wo baat kar ke hi rahega.. aakhir jab usne diary padh hi liya h.. to use mai apni bhaawnao se awgat kara hi deta h..

kab tak ye bojh seene me chhupay phirunga…..

Inhi khayaaloo me khoe hue wo ghar pahucha!!!!!

Dono bhai bahan khane ko baithe.. Ritika ne khana lagaya…

Dono khane lage…

” Nishu mujhe tujhse kuch baat karni h..

Nishu achank is baat se thodi ghabra gai… Uske gale me khana atak gaya.
Wo joro se khasne lagi..

Abhishek ne jaise hi ye dekha usko jaldi se paani ka glass se paani pilane laga… Uski pith par halke se sahlaya..

” Tu Thik to hai na!!!!! ”

” haa thi..kk.. Hu ab ” khaste hue nishu ne abhishek ke taraf dekha..

Apne bhaiya ke chehre pe apne liye chinta ko dekh uska dil khush ho gaya.. Uski khusi uske chehre se bhi dikhne lagi..

” mai bilkul thik hu bhaiya. Aap kuch kah rahe the.. ”

Abhishek bhi apni bahan ki baat par thoda ghabra gaya…

” Haa… Pahle tu khana kha le phir ham baat karenge.. ”

Dono hi chor najro se ek dusre ko dekh rahe the aur khana khane lage…

Ritika ne pahle khana khatm kiya… Phir wo apne kamre ki or jaate hue boli..

” Bhaiya jab aap kha lo tu mujhe bula lena ”

Thodi hi der me abhishek ne bhi kha liya aur bartan utha kitchen me chala gaya… Usne socha nishu ko aawaj de.. Phir use taklif naa dene ke iraade se wo khud hi bartan saaf karne laga… Udhar Ritika ka dhayaan idhar hi tha… Uske kano me jaise hi bartan ki aawaj padi..

Wo kitchen me aai… ” ye kya kar rahe hai bhaiya.. Maine kaha tha na mujhe bula lena.. Aap hatiye.. ”

” Are nishu koi baat nai bas ho gaya ”

” Maine kaha na hato matlb hato… Mere hote hue aspko ye sab karne ki kya jaroorat h.. ”

Usne abhishek ko hataya aur khud hi bartan saaf karne lagi.. Abhishek wahi khada use dekh raha tha.. Usne saaf bartano ko utha kar use stand me sajane laga..

Dono ne thodi der me kaam finish kiya phir Nishu ne hi pucha

” haa bhaiya ab balo kya kah rahe the? ”

” Tu apne room me chal mai wahi aata hu ”

Ritika apne room me chal padi aur abhishek bhi apne room ki or chal pada usne apne almirah se diary nikali or nishu ke kamre ki or badh chala…….

Ritika apne room me pahuch soch me gum thi…

idhar abhishek haath me diary liye hue.. uske room me aata h…

ritika bed pe baithi thi.. diary ko dekh use apne dil me ek halchal mehshoos hoti h..

wo apne mann me sochti h.. ” aaj to gai lagta h aaj saare raaz saamne aa hi jayenge!!!!!!!!”

Abhishek bed ke pass rakhi chair pe baith jaata h..

” NISHU.. Mai tujhse kuch puchna chahta hu plz dekh meri baat ko samjhne ki kosish karna..”

Nishu chup chap apna sir niche ki hui baithi thi.. bas usne ” hhmmm ” kaha*

” Kya tune is diary ko padh liya h?? ”

ritika ko samajh nai aa raha tha wo kya kahe….

” aapko kya lagta h bhaiya?? ”

” diary ki halat to yahi bata rahi h ki tune sayad ise padh liya h ”

” hhmmm”

” Dekh Nishu mujhe maaf kar de mai bilkul bhi nai jaanta ye mere saath kaise or kab ho gaya… ”

itna bolte hi abhishek ke aakhono ne dam tod diya… wo fut fut kar rone laga…

” Nishu ghar me kisi se mat kahna warna mai kisi ka saamna nai kar paunga… mai tera guneh gar hu.. par maine khud ko rookne ki bahut kosis ki thi.. plz ho sake to tu mujhe maaf kar dena..”

Ritika se abhishek ke aashoon dekhe nai ja rahe the.. use khud pata bhi nai chala uski aankho ne bhi apni motioo ko lutana chalu kar diya tha..

wo abhishek ki or badhi jo rote rote chair se utar wahi jamin pe baith apne aashoon baha raha tha…

Ritika uske pass aakar bait ti hai or
Chatakkk.. Ek thapad deti h.. “Aap Bahut
Gande ho…. ”
Wo bhi jor jor se rone lagti h…
Abhishek uska haath utha ta h apne gaalo ke paas lata h.

” Mai sachmuch bahut kharab hu nishu maar mujhe aur maar…
Mai isi layak hu.. Par plz ghar pe kisi ko matt bolna nai to mai to jeete ji marr jaunga. Mai nai chahta meri wajah se tujhe koi bhi taklif ho…
Mujhe maaf kar de Nishu.. Mai aaj ke baad tujhse door rahunga.
kuch dino baad mai college chala jaunga phir tu in sab batoon ko bhul jana.. Mai bhi kosish karunga sayad tujhe bhula paaon ”

Ritika ke aansoo bhi rukne kaa naam nai le rahe the.. Abhishek ke in batoo ne uske dil ko jhanjhor diya tha….
Apne prati uske is nischal prem ko dekh wo aur joro se rone lagi…

Tabhi uske kaaptee Honthoo se aawaj nikle jo usne badi muskil se kaha tha..

” Aap mere saath aisa kaise kar sakte hoo……..
Aap mujhe aise hi chhod kar kaise jaa sakte hoo….. ”

Ab wo aur bhi joro se rone lagi…
Abhishek ne jab Ritika ke muh se ye suna… Aur use is tarah rote dekh uski maasoom soch ke dekh uske dil me ek chingari si phuti..
Usne khud ko sambhala aur nishu ko apni taraf kar use chup karne laga…

” Mai kahi nai jaa raha dekh mai yahi hu.. Ab chup hoo ja plz mai tujhe aise nai dekh sakta.. ”

Ritika ke mann me bhi kuch chal raha tha… wo thodi der rooti rahi fir uske aansoon thode se thame..
Phir dhire se uske alfaz phute..

” Bas yahi pyaar h aapka.. Aapne mujhe chhod kar jaane ka socha bhi kaise.. Aapko meri tanik bhi parwah nai..

Kaise jiungi mai….. Kaise ??? ”

Abhishek kuch samjh nai paa raha tha wo thoda shocked ho gaya NISHU ki is baat se..

Ritika ne jaise hi uske chehre ki or dekh wo us ki dil ki baat samjh gai..

” Mai jaanti hu mere dil me aapke liye aisi bhawnayen nahi thi par ab mai khud nai jaanti mai kya chahti hu…
Jabse maine jaana h ki koi mujhe bhi pyar karta h.. Mere dil me ek ajeeb se tis uth ti hai.. Ek ajeeb sa ehshas hota h.
Mai khud nai samajh paa rahi in sab baatoon koo.. Kabhi kabhi to lagta h

MAI BHI AAPSE PYAAR KARTI HU

mai apni in sab batoon se khud pareshaan hu..
Par aap ye sab kya samjhoge aap too mujhe chhod ke jaana chahte hoo…
To thik h jaoo… Par mujhe is pareshaani se mukti de do… Mai aise ghut kar nai ji sakti…

Itna kahte kahte wo wapas se joro se roone lagi….

Abhishek to stbdh sa wahi para raha.. Uske kaano me Ritika ke kahe wo alfaaz goonz rahe the..

MAI BHI Aapse PYAAR KARTI HU..

Ritika apna sar abhishek ke kandhe par rakh roe ja rahi thi…

Abhishek samjh nai paa raha tha kya kare… ” Nishu chup ho ja pls.. Dekh mai kahi nai ja raha.. Yahi hu mai pls chup ho ja… ”

Par Nishu thi jo ruk hi nai rahi thi…

” Tujhe meri kasam h Nishu pls ab chup ho jaa…. ”

Itna sunte hi Ritika ke aansoun ruk se gae.. Par us ki siskiya u hi chalti rahi…

Usne apni nazar ko upar kar abhishek ki or dekha.. Wo bhi use hi dekh raha tha.

” aap sach me bahut gande ho… Ek to aapne mujhe rulaya uske baad rone bhi nai dete.. Mai aapse bilkul bhi baat nai karungi… ” apni siskiyoon je bich usne haklate hue kaha.

Abhishek Use thoda thik dekh uske saar pe pyar se haath pherta hai..

” Kya sach me tu bhi mujhse pyar karti hai?????? ”

Ritika aise sawal se thodi gabra jaati hai.

wo abhishek ki baahon se nikal uth khadi hoti h.. apne bed ki taraf mud wo thoda dur jaane lagti h..

” Mai sach me abhi kuch bhi kahne layak nai hu.. mai khud samjh nai paa rahi..
mai aapko pasand karti hu.. aapse door jaane par ajeeb si bechainee hoti h.. mujhe nai pata ye kya h..

Sayad Yahi To Pyar Hai….. ”

” Nishu ise hi pyar kahte h…
Aaj tu jis halat me h usse mai bhi guzra hu..
Augta hu tujhe kaisa lag raha hoga….

Meri bhi halat kuch aisi hi thi….
Kai dino tak mere dil aur is dimag me jang chali thi…
Augta hu is halat ko… Is liye mai tujhpe koi jor nai dalunga… Mera pyar itna swarthi nai hai.. Waise bhi Maine tujhse pyar kiya h to ye jarori nai h ki tu bhi mujhe chahe..
Tu aaram se apna faisla kar aur mujhe wo har halat me manjoor hoga..
Mai nai chahta meri pyari nishu mere liye jabardasti koi faisla le… Tu aaram se sich kar mujhe bata dena..

Okk gud night.. 12 bajne wale h.. so jaana thodi der mai..

Byee…”

Itna bol wo kamre se bahar nikal gaya apne room ki taraf…

Idhar Ritika wahi mudti si khadi rahi….
Use apne bhaiya ke is nischal, nihswarth prem par garv ho raha tha..
Uska dil use aawaj de raha tha..” Dekha kitna chahta h tujhe… Aur ek tu h uske pyar ko samjh hi nai rahi.. Faltu ka apna dimah laga rahi h future pe..”

Aise hi kai sawal uske dimag me ghoom rahe the par uska dil ka too bas ek hi jawaab tha…. !!!!

Wo bhi bistar par let gai… Udhar abhishek bhi apne bistar pe leta hua tha..

Aise hi dono ko kab nind aai pata hi nai chala….. Itne aanshoon bahane ke baad sayad aankhoo ko bhi aaram chahiye hoga..

Agli subah roz ki tarah abhishek ki nind pahle khuli wo fresh hokar bahar aaya.. Phir nikal pada jogging par..
Wapas Aate samay usne raashte se nashte ke liye puri chhole le liya..
Jab wo ghar aaya tab bhi ghar me koi halchal na paakar samjh gaya nishu abhi bhi soo rahi h..

Wo coffee banane chal pada….

Phir nashta table pe rakh coffee lekar nishu le room ki chal pada..

Jaise hi gate par wo pahucha gate khula tha…
Wo andar pahucha Nishu waise hi soi padi thi use is baat ka bhi hosh nai tha ki uska room raat bhar khula tha..

Abhishek jaise hi aage badha uski nazar apni bahan ke chehre pe padi…

Aankhe sooji si gol sa sundar mukhda jiapar chinta ki lakire bikhri thi..
Gore gaalo pe aanshoon ke nishaan.. Jo sayad us bedaag se chehre pe apni maujudgi paakar itra rahe the.. Baal bikhre se kuch uske chehre ko dhakne ka pryass kar rahe the..sayad un nishaan ko chupana chahte the…
Aisi dasha me bhi ek ajeeb si sundarta thi us chehre pe..

Abhishek samjh gaya ki uske jaane ke baad bhi sayad uske aankho ne kuch neer bahaya tha…

Coffee pas ke table pe rakh wo wahi uske chehre ke pass baith gaya niche…

Dhire se uske chehre pe aayi julfon ko hataya.. Nishu ne thodi si halchal ki..

Fir abhishek ne hi uske sir par haath fer use jagaya…. ” NISHU ”

Dehre se un do aakho me halchal aayi or Palke ek dusre se alag hue..

Ritika ne apne bhaiya ko itne karib dekha.. Apni aankhe malte hue uthi
” Aap kab aayae..”

” Bas Thodi der pahle utho aur ye cofee pio ”

Tabhi use kal raat ka sara manjar yaad aagaya…
Uski chehre par ek sikan si aa gai jise abhishek ne dekh liya…

” Ab jayada mat soch aur uth kar fresh ho ja mai niche naasta le aaya hu..
Aur ye senti sa chehra na bana mujhe meri pehli waali Nishu hi jayada achi lagti h…
Tera senti chehra bilkul bhi acha nai lagta…

Jaldi se Niche aa jana
I am waiting…..”

Itna kah wo niche hall me chala gaya..

Apne bhaiya ke is normal behavior par Nishu achamvit thi…

” Kaise Mana lete hoo aap apne is dil ko ohh bhagwaan mujhe sakti de.. Phir usne apne mann ko thoda strong kiya aur uth kar fresh hone chali gai….

Abhishek niche living room me baitha cofee pi raha tha…

Tabhi uski nazar sidhiyoon se utarti ek haseen si pari par padi…

nile rang me rangi.. uski dress uspar bahut hi khubsurat lag rahi thi..
ye salwar-samij us per bilkul jach raha tha… baal bhige hue the.. jo thode uljhe hue se uske chehre par aa rahe the jaise us haseen se mukhde ko chhupana chahte hoo..

Abhishek to bechara mantr-mughd sa bas use hi dekhe jaa raha tha..

Ritika niche aayi.. usne abhishek ko apni taraf ghurte hue paaya.. wo to bechara apni palke jhapkana bhi bhul gaya tha..

” Bhaiya… Bhaiya..”

Abhishek jaise hosh se jaga hoo…

” Haa..hmmm kya hua… ”

” kuch nai aap nasta to karo ”

” haa.. chal ”

abhishek plate me apna nasta nikalne laga….

” Nishu ek baat kahu ”

” Haa boliye ”

” Tu aaj bahut khoobsurat lag rahi h ”

Ritika apne bhai ke is baat se sharma gai.
wo apna sir niche kar jameen ko ghurne lagi..

Abhishek ko bhi embarrassing lagne laga… usne baat ghumane ki sochi…

“Tujhe School nai jaana kya?? Taiyar nahi hui?? ”

Baatoon ka rukh dusri or mudne se use bhi sukoon mila..

” abhi to sirf 7 hi baje hai… par mujhe aaj school jaane mann nai kar raha!! ”

” are papa se mujhe daant khilayegi kya haam ghumne teri school ki wajah se hi nai gae.. aur tumhe school jaane ka mann nai kar raha..
chup-chap school jaoo… koi bahana nai chalega..

” Aap bahut gande ho.. ” Ritika ne muh banate hue kaha.

” haa haa…. chal ab naashta kar aur school ke liye taiyar ho jaoo ”

Dono ne apna naashta khatm kiya aur nishu taiyar jone chali gai..

abhishek bhi apne kapde change kar bahar apni bike nikalne laga…

Thodi der me nishu taiyar ho niche aayi..

” Bhaiya Jaldi chalo… warna late ho jayenge…”

” Tu hi to taiyar nai thi.. ”

” offooooo bhaiya jaldi chalo na ”

” ha ha chal…. ”

dono bike par baith nikal gaye…

Ritika cross-leg kar ke baithi thi…. roz to use is tarah apne bhaiya ko pakar ke baithne me jyaada kuch nai lagta tha.. lekin aaj uska dil joro se dhadak raha tha

Use andar se lajja bhi aa rahi thi.. aur
dusri taraf wo kush bhi thi.. usne apni sharam ko ek taraf hataya aur abhishek se chipak kar baith gai…. use ek sukoon sa mehsush hua…

Thodi der me school aa gaya…

Nishu ko bike se utar kar jaane ka mann nai kar raha tha.. Par achhe pal kaise guzar jaate hain pata bhi nai chalta

” Chhuti ke samy aaoge na?? ”

” Haa aajaunga tu jaldi se andar jaa warna class start ho jayegi..”

” Okk bye… ”

Ritika aage badhi phir kuch soch jaldi se abhishek ke paas aayi aur uske gaal par ek kiss kar ” Thanks ” kahte hue bhaag gai..

Abhishek ko too kuch samajh me nai aaya kya hua..

Thodi der wo wahi khada use jaate hue dekhta raha phir wapas ghar ki or nikal gaya…..

Ghar pe akele hona use kaat raha tha..
Phir usne dopahar ka khaana banaya.. Use jayada achhe se banana nai aata tha par use thoda bahut aata tha.. Uski maa ne use aur nishu ko sikhaya tha.

Is dauran hamesha hi uske andar ye hi khyaal chal rahe the…

Kya Nishu uske pyar ko accept karegi…
Usne kaha tha ki wo bhi mujhse pyar karti hai.. Par usne nai maana to…

Agar usne accept kar liya too.. Ye soch uska dil jhoom uthta.. Phir bhi ek darr sa dil me tha….

Kon Jaane aage kya hoga…..

Khana bana usne time dekha abhi bhi Ek ghanta tha Nishu ki chhutti hone me.
Wo sofe pe baith T.V dekhne laga..kuch bhi achha nai aaraha tha…

Aise hi baithe baithe uski aankh lag gai..

Phone baja tab jaa kar uski nind khuli…

Maa ka phone tha…

Usne phone uthaya..

” hello haa ma..”

” Kaisa hai beta.. Nishu kaisi h?? ”

Nishu ka naam sunte hi uski nazar ghadi par padi….

” Ohhh… Nooooo ” aadhe ghante pahle hi Nishu ki Chhuti ka time tha.

” kya hua beta??? ”

“Maa mai aapse baad me baat karta hu.. Nishu ko laane school jaana h..”

” isme is tarah chillane ki kya baat h.. Mujhe bhi dara dia…”

” Maa mujhe late ho raha h.. Byee ”

” Byee.. Achhe se jaana ”

Phone cut kar abhishek jaldi se apni bike ki taraf chal pada…

Abhishek bike lekar school ko nikal jaata h…

Idhar Nishu to bechari Kab se pareshaan ho gai thi…

Wo lag bhag aadhe ghante school ke gate ke paas khadi rahi thi.. uski sabhi saheliyaan.. teachers uske saamne hi jaa rahe the..

wo wahi khade khade thak gai tab usne park ki taraf jane ki sochi phir wo ek per ke niche jakar baith gai…

school khaali hone ki kagar par tha..
kuch senior teachers aabhi bhi the..

Ritika ko tabhi uski claas teacher sweta mam aati hui dekhi.. wo use English padhati thi.. unhone use aise hi akele baithe dekha to uski taraf badh chali..

” Are Ritika tum ghar nai gai..?

” wo mam bhaiya aane waale the par ab tak aaye nahi.. ”

Ritika ke aakhri words se uske andar umadte gusse ka aabhas uski mam ko bhi ho gaya…

” are beta gussa nai karte.. mai abhishek ko achhe se jaanti hu.. jaroor koi baat hogi tabhi wo late hua hoga..
Tum kaho to mai tumhe ghar chhod du??”

” Mam rahne dijiye aapko bewajah pareshaani hogi.. ”

Ritika bhi uski mam ki baatoon se thodi prabhawit hui..
” Haa bhaiya to kabhi late karte nai… phir aaj kya hua. kahi kuch apsakun to nahi hua.. nahi nahi wo bilkul thik honge.. hey bhagwaan mai bhi kya kya sochne lagi..”

Tabhi use gate ke paas ek bike nazar aati hai…
Neeli jeans or white T-shirt pahne abhishek bike se utarta hai..
Nishu to bas use hi dekhe jaa rahi thi..
” Kitne achhe lag rahe hain na… ”
Phir uske dimag me aata hai..
” Kahte to hai ki pyar karte hain par meri koi chinta hi nai.. aaj to mai aapse bilkul bhi baat nai karungi.. ”

” Lo beta abhishek aa hi gaya.. thik hai mai ab chalti hoo.. ”

wo gate ki taraf chal parti hai.. udhar se abhishek bhi nishu ki taraf hi aa raha tha.

Bich me hi wo bhi sweta mam se milta hai.. unke pair chu kar aashirwaad leta hai.. dono me kuch der baate hoti hai.. phir mam nikal jaati hai..

Abhishek Nishu ki or chal parta hai.. uski nazar Nishu par padto hai..

” Nishu….. Sorry thoda late ho gaya.. ”

Wo kuch nai bolti… Chup chap apna bag uthane lagti hai..

” Nishu kya tu mujhse naraz hai.. ”

Nishu kuch bolne ko apne hoth kholti hai phir chup ho jaati h..

” Ghar chaliye..”
Kuch sochne ke baad uski jubaan se bas itna hi nikalta hai..
Uski is aawaj me bhi ek kathorta thi..
Uski naarajgi uski aawaj se hi spasth ho gai thi..

Abhishek bechara kuch soch nai paa raha tha kya kate..

Nishu spna bag utha aage ko badh jaati hai..

Abhishek bhi uske sath gate ki taraf badh jaata hai..

” Nishu pls naraj mat hoo.. I am soo sorry.. ”

Abhishek abhi itns hi bol paya tha ki nishu ne uski baat bech me hi kaat di..

” Aap Ghar chaloge ya nahi..”

Abhishek samjh gaya wo wakai bahut naaraz hai..
Usne socha ab ghar pe hi ise manana padega..

” Haa chalo.. ”

Abhishek bike start karta hai aur nishu baith jaati hai pat khud ko thoda piche hi rakhti hai..

” Nishu sahi se mujhe pakar ke baitho na warna gir jaoogi ”

” aap chup chap chalo mai giru ya maru aapko usse kya ”

Abhishek kuch bolne ko muh kholta h..
Par Nishu uske bolne se pahle hi bol deti h..

” mujhe koi bahas nai karna… Saanti se chalo warna mai utar ke auto se chali jaungi..”

Abhishek abhi chup rahna hi behtar samjhta hai..

bike start kar dono ghar ko chal padte h..

Pure Raaste.. Nishu ne koi baat nai ki.
wo to bas chori se apne bhaiya ke chehre ko back mirror me dekh rahi thi…

Abhishek bechara bahut hi tense me lag raha tha.. use samajh nai aa rahs tha kya kare… kaise manaye.

Nishu use aise dekh muskura rahi thi..
” Aapki yahi saza h.. ”

Raaste me unhe ice cream ki dukan milti h..

” Nishu ice cream khayegi..??

” Mujhe kuch nai khaana aap chup chap ghar chalo.. ”

Thik hai but mai apne liye le lu..

” aapko khana h to khao na maine thode hi roka h..”

Abhishek bike rook ice cream lene chala jaata h..

wo ice cream pack kara leta h..

” chalo chalte h..” ice cream piche ki luggage bag me dal kar bolta h.

dono chal paste h.. Nishu phir se apni soch me gum ho gai thi..

” Aap sach me gande ho apni ice cream le li… mujhe pucha bhi nai..
Nahi pucha to tha unhone maine hi mana kar diya.. ohhh.. mujhe mana nai.karna chahiye tha.. ab to ice cream khane ka mann ho raha h…”

Nishu apni soch me gum thi.. ise pata bhi nai chala kab ghar aagaya..

abhishek ne jab bike rooki tab jaakar uski tandra tuti….

dono ghar me aate h.. Nishu apna dress change karne apne room ki or chali jaati h.. abhishek wahi sofe pe baith sochne lagta ha kya kare…

Idhar abhishek apni soch me gum tha udhar Nishu to hass rahi thi..use abhishek ka wo chintit chehra yaad aa raha tha..
” Aap to bahut jaldi tense me aa jaate ho… But aap aise me bahut cute lagte hoo.. Mujhe aapko aise pareshaan nai karna chahiye… Lekin aapne der kyo ki aapko iski saja to uthani hi padegi.. Aaj to. No Talking ”
Nishu abhishek ki ek photo jo uske hi Room me lagi thi usse apni guftugu kar rahi thi…
phir wo apna ek salwar samij pahnti hai or niche chal padti hai….

Waha side ke sofe pe abhishek pareshaan hokar apne sir pe apna haath rakhe baitha tha..

Tabhii use Nishu ke aane ki aahat sunai deti h.. Nishu shidio se utar rahi thi apna dupatta sidha karte hue…

abhishek to use dekh kar hi sab kucj bhool jaata h..

Nishu abhishek ki taraf dekhti hai.. Jo use bina apni palke jhapkae.. Ghure jaa raha tha..
Nishu sochti h..

” Besharmi to dekhoo janab ki ghoor to aise rahe h jaise aaj tak koi ladki nai dekhi…”

Wo chup chap kitchen ki or chali jaati h..

Jaise hi Nishu abhishek ki nazro se ojhal hoti h.. Uski indriya wapas kaam karne lagti h..

” Tu kitni khubsurat h…
Fida deedar ko tere….”

Kitchen me khadi nishu jab dekhti hai ki uske bhaiya ne pahle se hi khana taiyar kar rakha hai…. uske chehre pe khusi aajati hai..

wo apna khana nikalti h.. phir sochti hai.
” pata nai unhone khaya ki nai.. kaise puchhu?? phir kuch soch kar kitchen se hi jor se aawaj lagati hai..

” Bhaiya Khana khaoge ya nahi?? ”

” Haa mere liye bhi lete aana… ”

Nishu uske liye bhi ek plate me khana parosti h..

dono hi dining table pe baith khane lagte hai.. dono hi chup the.. koi kuch nai bol raha tha..

Abhishek nishu ko manane ki soch raha tha aur nishu apne bhai ke chehre pe aai sikan ko dekh andar hi andar khush ho rahi thi..

uski khusi is liye nai thi ki abhishek dukhi tha.. uski khusi to abhishek ka apne prati prem ko dekhkar tha..

ab use lagne laga tha ki uske bhai ka uske prati prem wakai me anutha h..
bahut kam hi logo ko aise prem prapt hota hoo..
use is baat ka bodh ho raha tha ki sach me wo usse nihswarth prem karte hai..

use apne prati pyar ko dekh jaha uska dil khush ho raha tha wahi dusri taraf uske dil me abhishek ke chintit swarup ko dekh thoda sa dard bhi ho raha tha..

wo to ye soch rahi thi.. usne abhishek ko saja di h.. par iske ulat saja to wo bhi bhugat rahi thi..

par ab kya kare.. Ego ab bich me aagaya tha.. kaise khud hi baat kare jabki wo khud hi usse naraj h..

Dono ne apni is chuppi ke sath hi khana khaya..
Nishu fir sofe pe baith TV dekhne lagi..

Abhishek ne fridge se ice cream nikali jo usne raaste me kharidi thi.. Wo bhi nishu ke paas hi sofe pe baith gaya..

Kahne ko to nishu ki nazre TV par tiki thi par asal me wo to bas apni kankhiyoon se abhishek ki harkatoon ko dekh rahi thi…
Abhishek ke apne pass baithne par ab use ek lajja ki anubhuti hoti thi.. Wo thoda seham si jaati thi ab..
Kabhi Kabhi Wo bhi sochti pahle to bhaiya ke paas jaane par aisa nahi lagta tha…
Par ab kya ho raha h mujhe.. Ye kaisi anubhuti hoti hai..
Kya mera dil wakai unke saath is badalte riste ko manjoor karne laga hai..

Abhishek uske pass baithta hai…

” Nishu ice cream khayegi…? ”

Par Nishu chup rahti hai. Bolna to chahti thi par phir wahi Ego uske aade aa raha tha..
Nishu ki ye chuppi abhishek ko bechain kar rahi thi..
Use bardast nai ho raha tha.. Use uski hasti khelti… masti me rahne wali Nishu hi pasand thi….

” Nishu pls meri baat sun lena phir tuje jo saja dena ho mujhe de dena ”

” SAJA ” ye shabd sun nishu sochti h kya wo wakai abhishek ko saja de rahi h??
Ya khud ko????

Par phir uska ego use palat kar jawab dene ko kehta hai..

” Mujhe kuch nai sun na!!!!!!!! ”

Uska ego us se yahi bulwana chahta tha.. Par wo khud ko kabu me kar chup rahti h..

Abhishek phir se apni baat bolta h..

” Sorry.. Maine jan bhuj kar der nai lagai.. Mai to yahi sofe pe baitha samay dekh raha tha tere school ki Chhuti ki.. Mai yaha baitha bahot akela feel kar raha tha..
Mujhe khud bhi nai pata chala kaise mujhe nind aa gai.. Ab tu hi bata kisi ka nind par koi jor chala hai kya…!!!!!
I am very very sorry… ”

Kal se alaram laga kar rakhunga.. Abhishek khud se bolta hai.

Ab bhi nishu ko chup dekh abhishek ki surat bilkul ek murjhaye hue ped ki tarah ho jaati hai.. Jis se use rang dene wale saare patte chin liye gae ho..

Nishu kab se apne bhai ke chehre ko hi tirchi nigaahoon se dekh rahi thi.. Wo uske chehre par aane wale sikan se khud bhi dukhi ho rahi thi..

Abhishek waha se jane ko sofe se uthta h..

” Aapko kal se mujhe laane ki taklif nai karni padegi…. ”

Abhishek ke kaanoon me jaise hi ye swar pahuchte hai.. Uske chehre pe ek rangat wapas aa jati h.. Wo samjh jaata h ki nishu ne use maaf kar diya h..

” Aapko kal se mujhe laane ki taklif nai karni padegi…. ”

Abhishek ke kaanoon me jaise hi ye swar pahuchte hai.. Uske chehre pe ek rangat wapas aa jati h.. Wo samjh jaata h ki nishu ne use maaf kar diya h..

Ab aage..

Abhishek Nishu ke aawaj sunn wapas sofe pe baith jaata h..

” Kyo kal se aisa kya ho raha hai…? ”

” Wo kya h na maine apne bhulakar Driver ko kal se ek mahine ki Chhuti de di hai..”

Nishu ne ye baat myskurate hue kaha..

” Aap sach me bhulakr hoo.. aapko bataya to tha maine meri is Sunday ke baad se garmio ki Chhuti hai… ”
Nishu abhishek ke kandho ke paas mukke barsati hui boli..

” ohhh haannn… Tune bataya to tha..”

” acha ice cream khayegi!?? ”

” Ye bhi koi puchne ki baat hai..”

” par aap to ek hi laye ho na.. ”

” Nahi maine socha ek extra le leta hu… Tu to khayegi nai to mai hi baad me kha lunga..”

Nishu ne abhishek ke haath se ice cream chhina aur khane lagi..
Dono khate hue baat karne lage..

” Aapko to meri fikar hi nai.. Pata bhi hai maine kitni der aapka intazar kiya!!!!
Mujhe to darr bhi lag raha tha.. School bhi pura khali ho chuka tha.. ”

” Sorry bol to raha hu…. Mujhe bhi pata nai chala kaise meri aankh lag gai… ”

Isi tarah dono aapas me baat karne lage..

Nishu ab khus dikh rahi thi….

Dono ab ek dusre se hui narajgi ko bhul chuke the…

” Acha pata hai.. aaj mujhe ek baat pata chali mere naaraj hone par aapka to chehra dekhne layak tha.. aise bhondu lag rahe the.. jaise abhi ro doge… ”

Nishu ki baat sun abhishek ko pahle to hasi aa jati hai..
sofe se uth wo apne kamre ki or jaate hue bolta hai..

” Tujhe to pata bhi nai Teri hasi mere liye kitni beshkimati h.. ”

itna kah wo apne room ki or badh jaata h.

Nishu wahi sofe pe baithi abhishek ki kahi baate ko sochne lagi…

Aise hi dono apna din ek dusre ke saath hasi mazak me bitaate hai..

Shaam m Nishu khana banati hai..

Dono mil kar khate hai or Nishu apne room me chali jaati hai.. Abhishek wahi TV me ghusa hua tha..

Bed pe leti Nishu apne jiwan ke bare me soch rahi thi..
Usne abhishek se samay mang kar ek tarh se is riste ko swikar kar liya tha..
Par kya use aage badhna chahiye…

Aise kai sawal uske man me aa rahe the..
Par kisi ka bhi uske pass jawab nai tha..

Wo khud nai soch pa rahi thi use kis raaste par badhna chahiye..

Aise hi apni soch me gum wo soo gai..

Idhar abhishek bhi kuch der TV dekh apne room me chala jaata hai..
Roj ki tarah aaj bhi usne apni diary likhi aur use wahi rakh diya jaha aaj tak wo rahi thi..

Ab chupaye bhi to kis se.. jisse chupaya tha use ab sab kuch pata chal hi gaya tha…

Agli subah…..

Roz ki tarah abhishek pahle utha or wahi apne routine ke mutabik jogging phir ghar aakar coffee banaya… Aur Nishu ko jagane uske room ki aur chala gaya…

Andar pahuch usne apni bahan par nazar daali jo sabhi se bekhabar nind ke aagosh me thi..

” Nishu….. Utho!!!

” Ummm thodi der aur sone do na.. Nishu nind me hi karwat badlti hai…

” Are 7 baj gaye hai aur tu abhi tak soi h.. Jaldi uth ”

” offo bhaiya ek to kaise kaise ye chhuti ka din aata h.. or aap ho ki..” Nishu uthti hui bolti hai..

” Ye le coffee aur jaldi se niche aaja…”

Nishu table pe rakhi apni coffee ko ghurti hai.. jo abhi uska bhai use de kar gaya tha.. Na jane kyo par ekaek uske man me ye khyal aata h…

” ye kaam to mera hona chahiye ”

ye khyal aate hi uske chehre pe ek sharam ki lali aa jaati hai.. aur uske hooth jo bina kisi lipstick ke bhi laal lagte the unpar bhi ek chamak si aa jaati hai.. jo uske Muskaan ke roop le rahi thi..

Nishu mand mand muskati hui bathroom ki or badh jaati hai..

Thodi der me fresh hookar bahar nikalti hai..

Abhi bhi usne night suit pahna tha..
Apne ko sheeshe ke saamne jaakar dekhti hai..

Tabhi uski nazar saamne table par rakhi coffee par jaata hai..

Wo coffee le kar pine lagti hai jo ab tak thodi thandi ho gai thi..
Cofee pite hue wo khud ko shishe me nihar rahi thi..

” Ummmm coffee to bahut achi banate ho aap.. So sweet…”
Wo khud se hi budbudati hai..

” Aaj se to chhuti hai.. aaj kya kiya jae..
Maa papa bhi nai hai.. Kyo na kyo movie ho jaaye.. Kya bolti hai nishu… Par bhaiya ko manana padega… Wo to mai kar hi lungi… ”

Khaali coffee mug table pe rakh..
Kuch sochte hue wo apna towel utha fir se bathroom me ghus jaati hai…

Abhishek niche baitha tha…

“Ye ladki sach me kumbhkaran h fir se so gai hogi…”
Wo use jaakar jagane ki sochta hai.. Phir chhuti ka dhyan aate hi wo apne khyal chod deta hai.. Aur TV pe gaane sunne lagta hai.. Subah me thode ache gaane aate hai.. Jyadatar channels pe..

Nishu taiyar ho niche ko aati hai..

Abhishek use dekh ek pal to dekhta hi rah jaata hai..
Uski khubsurati uski dhadkane badhane
lagi thi..

Hare rang ke us anarkali design ke suit me wo gazab dha rahi thi.. Chehre pe ek rangat thi jo sayad uske muskaan ki wajah se thi.. hootho pe halki lipstick.. Maathe pe ek chooti si bindi.. Kul milakar bilkul ek sundar pratima lag rahi thi… jise uske banane wale ne apni puri pratibha ka istmaal kar ke banaya tha.. Jiska pratek ang usne bade jatan se apne saache me dhala hoo.. Koi kami nai..

Thodi der to abhishek use hi ghurta raha.. Jaise us sundarta ko apne man me basa raha hoo..

” Bhaiya… !!!! ”

Nishu ki aawaj ne uski tandra ko toda..

“Haaaaa kkkya hua?? ”

” kuch nai hua… Ye bataw mai kaisi lag rahi hu..??

” Bilkul ek pyari gudiya jaisi… Bahut hi khubsurat…”

” Kya bhaiya mai aapko gudiyaa lagti hu… Ab mai 12 me aa chuki hu.. aur abhi tak aapko mai gudiya lagti hu..”

Nishu wahi abhishek ke bagal me baithte hue boli..

” to too pahle bhi mere liye ek khubsurat or pyari si gudiya thi aur aaj bhi hai.. Bas ab thodi badi hi gai hai…”

Nishu abhishek se apni tarif sun thodi sharma rahi thi.. Apna sir niche kar muskuraane lagi..

” Par ye to bataw ki tum ye subah subah itni khubsurat ban ke jaa kaha rahi hoo ”

Apni tariff ke bich Nishu to bhul hi gai thi apne plan ke bare me…

” Bhaiya kal aapne mujhe bahut der intazar karaya tha.. School ke paas.. Waise to maine aapko maaf kar diya hai.. Par fir bhi aapko kal ki galti ke liye meri ek baat maan ni padegi..”

” or kya chahti h meri sweety..?? ”

” aaj aapko ghumane le chalna hoga mujhe.. or phir movie bhi dekhani hogi..”

” okkkk par tujhe kon si movie dekhani h… ”

” Mujhe kya pata koi bhi jo abhi nai lagi hoo..”

” Thik hai 9 baje se chalenge.. Tujhe bhook nai lagi kya… Kitchen me dekh kachauri rakhi hogi lete aao ”

” woow aap kab laye naastha??

” Tujhe sone se fursat mile tan to pata chale .. Jogging kar ke aate time hi le aaya tha… ”

Nishu ek plate me naashta nikal kar le aati hai..

” are ek hi plate… Tera plate kaha hai??”

” Yahi to h.. Aur aapka plate aap jakar laoo.. Mai nai laane wali ” Nishu ne ek shararti muskaan ke sath kaha

” acha to mujse panga fir baad me mai bhi tera koi kaam nai karunga… Soch raha hu aaj ka movie program cancel kar du..”

” Are bhaiya mai mazak kar rahi thi..
Wo kya ha na maine socha ek plate me hi kha lete hai…. Bartan bhi kam dhone padenge aapko.. ” Nishu ne haste hue kaha.

9:15 tak dono ghar se nikal gaye..

Subah ka suhana mausam.abhi dhoop bhi manmohak la g rahi thi.. Ek sitalta thi is subah ki dhoop me..
Bike par abhishek ke piche baithi nishu ke sharir se hawa ke jhooke takra rahe the.. Jo use ek sukoon ka ehsaas de rahe the.

” Nishu abhi movie me time hai kaha chalna hai..”

” pahle ticket le late hai.. Pata nai baad me mile ya na mile..”

” hmmm Chal.. lagta hai ajkal tera dimag chalne laga hai..”

” Aapse jyaada dimag chalta hai..”

Abhishek chup rahna hi munasib samajhta hai..
PVR ke paas pahuch dono ticket lene jaate hai..

Do movies lagi thi.. Ek to Transporter aur ek Hero

Abhishek nishu se puchta h..
“kaun si dekhni hai??”

“Ye Hollywood wali mujhe nai dekhni aap “Hero” ki ticket le lo ”

Abhishek do ticket leta hai..

” ab bol abhi bhi 1 ghanta bacha hai kya kiya jaye?? ”

” Kahi ghumte hai naa..”

” kaha chalegi?? ”

” jaha aap bolo..”

” acha yaha ek garden hai paas me waha chalte hai..”

Dono garden pahuchte hai.. Ye ek College ke paas ka garden tha.. Ab jahir hai College paas hone ki wajah se ye garden pyaar ke panchhiyoon ka basera tha.. Par aaj Sunday hone ki wajah se waha kuch log hi the…

Park acha khasa tha… Us hare bhare watawaran se unhe sukoon mil raha tha.. Dono ek per ke niche bench par baithe apne aas pas ki hariyali ka aanand le rahe the… Nishu to bas ek bache ko dekhe jaa rahi thi jo badi maasomiyat ke saath apni maa se ice-cream ki jidd kar raha tha..

Nishu ko bhi apna bachpan yaad aata hai.. Wo bhi kitni jiidi thi…ek baar jo than leti wahi karti thi.. Us bache ki harkaton ne use uska bachpana yaad dila dia tha.. Uske chehre pe ek muskuraahat aagai thi..jo uske sundar se chehre ko ek alag hi noor pradan kar raha tha..

Abhishek to apni soch me gum.. ek premi jode ko dekhe jaa raha tha jo wahi ek jhaadi ke paas..ghaas ki naram chadar pe baithe ek dusre ka haath thaame baate kar rahe the..

” kitna acha lagta hoga na aise baahon me baahen daale ek dusre ke saath waqt guzarna..”

Wo un couple ki jagah khud ko aur nishu ko imagine karne laga… Bhale hi soch me hi sahu par use ek tripti ka ehsaas hua..uska dil is soch se hi khush ho raha tha..

Is waqt dono ko hi khushi mehshoos ho rahi thi… Par khusi ka karan bilkul alag..

( Kaun jyada khush tha ye kehna mere liye mushkil hai ye nirnay aap log lijiye aur mujhe batana jaroor. )

Dono hi apne khayaaloon me khoe the.. Kisi ko bhi samay ka khayal nai tha.. Wo to Nishu ko us aurat ki aawaj sunai di jo apne bache ko phusla rahi thi ghar wapas chalne ko..
” Beta saadhe das bajne ko hai.. Chalo ab ghar chale waha tujhe aur bhi dher sari ice cream dungi.”

” Ohhh bhaiya!!! Saadhe das ho gaya..movie nai chaloge kya?? ”

Abhishek apni ghadi dekhta hai..

” Chal jaldi chal ”

Dono wapas PVR ke paas aajaate hain..

Apni seat pe jaate hain.. piche se third row me seat mili thi..

Dono movie me busy ho gaye the.. Nishu bhi bade dhyaan se movie dekh rahi thi..
Tabhi uski nazar samne baithe do logo par padi.. sayad dono kiss kar rahe the..us andhere me batana to mushkil tha par aisa lag raha tha.. nishu sochti hai..
” inlogo ko koi aur jagah nai mili kya!!! ”

udhar se apna dhyaan khich wo wapas movie ki or dekhne lagti hai..
phir bhi uski nazre baar baar udhar hi ghoom jaati..
ye ek manav shawbhaw hai (Jigyasa) jo baar baar apko us chij ki or prerit karta hai jise karne ke liye aapko mana ho yaa jiski jaankari aapko na ho..
” ab wo kya kar rahe hai is baat ki jigyasa use baar baar us or dekhne ko vivas kar rahi thi.

Abhishek ki nazar bhi un do premi-jore pe par chuki thi.. use pata tha yaha ye sab to hota rahta hai..

Aksar dusre ko dekh mann me ek bhavna aati hai kash ye hasin pal hamare saath bhi ghatit hota..

Ek tirchhi nigaah se bagal me baithi nishu par usne ek nazar daali..

Par Nishu to khud hi un couple ko dekh rahi thi.. uski nazar me ek talkhi thi.. Ek jigyasa thi..ek ghari soch thi..

Abhishek use kuch kah nai saka.. Aakhir kah bhi kya sakta tha.. Apni bahan ke saath is embarrassing moment ko bitana uske liye bhi thoda ajeeb tha..

Bhale hi wo ab use ek premi ki nazro se dekhne laga tha..
Par Rishta to abhi bhi wahi tha.. Ek bhai-bahan ka..
Usne is baat ki kalpana nai ki thi.. Kabhi wo bhi Nishu ke saath un palo ko jivaant banayega..

Par us premi – yugal ko dekh dono hi sayad Yahi soch rahe the..

” Kya Unke Jivan Me Bhi Ye Pal Aayega.. “

Interval period me Abhishek do packet popcorn le aaya…jise dekh Nishu ke chehre pe muskaan aa gai.. Par ye muskaan thodi fiki fiki si thi.. sayad ye us soch ko dabane ke asafal pryaas ka natija tha jo abhi bhi uske dimag me ghar kiye hue tha..

Kahi na kahi wo apne future ko lekar thodi pareshaan si thi..
Kya hoga aage??? Kaise wo is badalte rishte ko apnayegi..??
Kya wo ye sab sahi kar rahi hai?? Kya use apne bhaiya ke pyaar ko manjur kar lena chahiye..?? Ajeeb kash-maksh bhari jindagi ho gai thi… In sawaloon ke uske paas koi jawab na tha.. Ab to bas waqt hi bata sakta tha kya hoga in sawaloon ka!!! Jawab milenge ya nai…!!!

In sabhi baatoon ko khud me dafan kiye hue nishu.. Apne chehre ko normal banane ki kosish me thi.. Apni Muskaan ka mukhauta odh in baatoon ko khud se dur karne ki kosish kar rahi thi.. Par jitna wo inhe khud ko sochne se rookti ye uske mann par havi hote jaate.

Udhar abhishek Nishu ke chehre ke bhaw padh chuka tha.. Par iska samadhaan uske paas nai tha..

Ye faisla to Nishu ko karna tha.

Abhishek apni seat pe baitha kabhi movie ki or dekhta to kabhi un couples ko jo ek dusre ko popcorn khilate hue hasi mazak kar rahe the.. In sab ke bich wo chori chori nishu ko bhi baar baar niharta jaise us se iltaja kar raha ho..

” Mujhe bhi in sunahare palo ko tumhare saath jina hai… ”

Nishu apne man ko kabu kar ab movie pe concentrate kar rahi thi.. Movie achi thi..

Usme bhi do premion ki daasta thi.. Ek to gundagardi karne wala ladka.. Dusri tarf police ki beti.. Unke pyar ke sangharsh ko movie me dikhaya gaya tha.
Dono ne apne ghar walo ko bahut kosish ki thi manane ki..

Movie khatm hone par abhishek Nishu ke saath baahar aaya… dono ke hi bech ek khamosi thi..

” kaisi lagi movie ” abhishek nishu ko khamosh dekh.. Is chuppi ko todta hai.

” achi thi..” Nishu ne thodi der baad jawab diya..
Use dekh saaf pata lag raha tha.. Wo kisi soch me gum hai..
Par kis soch me…??

” Tu kaha khoi hai..??

“kkkkahi nnnai.. Ghar chaliye..”

” acha chal par kuch kha to liya jae.. Warna wapas jaakar khana banana padega.. Kya khayegi???

” kuch bhi.. Chaliye aaj non-veg khate hai.. ” nishu apne khayaaloo se khud ko ubarti hui kahti hai..

Dono ek paas ke hi restaurant se khana kha wapas ghar ko aa jate hai.. Nishu apne kamre me chale jaati hai..

Nishu kaha aaj maze karne ke liye movie gai thi.. Par us movie ne hi uske dil me gahre sawal paida kar diya tha..

Asal me uske dil me baar baar yahi khayal aa raha tha.. Agar usne apne bhai ki baat maan bhi li to kya usse uska jivan sahi roop se chalega..

Wo soch rahi thi bhaiya mujhe pyar karte hai.. Par us pyar ka kya jo uske maa-papa bachpan se karte aarahe the..

” bhaiya ki baat manna yani papa mummy ko dokha dena..”
Unki bhi to hamse kitni aashayen hongi..
Kya hame itna swarthi hona chahiye.. Kya unke pyar ka unki ichhaon ka koi mol nahi..

Nishu aaj bahut jayad wayakul ho gai thi.. Use kuch sujh nai raha ek tarf uske bhai ka pyar ya ye kahna galat nahi hoga ki ek tarf uska pyar tha.. dusri taraf uske maa-baap ka bharosa jise wo todna billkul bhi nai chahti thi..

Is duwidha se khud ko wo nikal nai paa rahi thi.. In baatoon ne uske dil ko janjhoor diya tha..

Apne bed pe lete lete use nind ne apne Aagos me bula liya..

Niche sofe pe baitha abhishek soch raha tha.. Aakhir uski bahan kin khyaloon me khoi hui hai.. Use nishu ke ye khamosi bahut chub rahi thi..
Uski kalpana me to bas hasti muskurati nishu hi rahti thi..

Par aaj.. Usne Nishu ko bahut gambhir dekha tha.. Nishu ka ye swarup uski kalpanao sw pare tha… Wo to bas use hamesa haste hue or khush dekhna chahta tha…

” restaurant me bhi kuch bol nai rahi thi.. Kya hua hai use.. Kahi meri baatoon ke karan to dukhi nai hai.. Haan yahi karan hoga aakhir mere hi is pyar ke chakar me wo soch soch kar dukhi ho gai hogi.. ”

Abhishek budbudate hue khud se baaten kar raha..

Kuch soch kar wo Nishu ke kamre ki or chal padta hai…

 

Nishu ke room ke paas pahuch abhishek ne dekha room khula hua hai..

Kamre me pahuchte he use Nishu bed par soi hui dikhi..paas pahuch jab uski nazar nishu ke bhole se chehre pe pari.. Ek massom se bache ke bhati uska gora chehra pe thodi si sikan thi..

uski adh-khuli aankho ki dekh aisa lag raha tha jaise haazaro baaton ko khud me samete ho.
wo aakhe..wo chehra jispar saayad pareshaani ne apni chhap chor di thi..kai saari baatoon ko khud me samete hue tha..
Ye sabhi chikh chikh ke Abhishek ko bas ek hi baat keh rahe the..

Tumhari nishu kast me hai..

Abhishek wahi neche jamin pe baith uske chehre ko niharne laga tha.. Jaise unse apni Nishu ka haalchaal puch raha ho..

“”” Aankhen Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai…

Chehara Tumhaara Sab Keh Raha Hai..

Tum Kuchh Kaho Ya Kuchh Na Kaho..

Saansein Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Aankhen Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Chehara Tumhaara Sab Keh Raha Hai..

Saamane Ho Mere Tum Phir Bhi Intjaar Hai..

Chain Mil Raha Hai Thoda Dil Bekaraar Hai..

Dekho Na Yeh Dil Mera Dhadake Hi Ja Raha..

Ik Ajnabi Se Milake Tadape Hi Ja Raha..

Uljhan Hamaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Tadpan Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Tum Kuchh Kaho Ya Kuchh Na Kaho..

Dhadkan Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Aankhen Tumhaari Sab Keh Rahi Hai..

Chehara Tumhaara Sab Keh Raha Hai..”””

Abhishek wahi baitha use niharta raha… Jaise kuch dhoond raha ho us chehre me.
Pyaar se uske baloon ko sehlata hua wo bas use u hi karib se dekhe jaa raha tha..

Apne sir pe kuch aahat pa nishu thodi kulmulai..
Dhere se apni aankhe kholi aur apni dhundhali nazro se kisi ko apne karib paya..is chehre ko wo bahut hi ache se jaanti thi..jo sayad ab uske dil me bas chuka tha..

” Uhhhmmm.. Aap kab aaye..?? ” itna kah wo uthne ki kosish karne lagti hai..

” sssshhhh aise hi raho na.. Bas Thodi der pahle hi aaya tha.. ” baalon me haath firate hue usne Nishu se waise hi lete rahne ko kaha.

nishu bhala kaise mana karti us ek request ko.. Wo bhi wapas waise hi padi rahi.. Iska ek aur karan tha… so kar uthne ke baad ka aalas jo hame us waqt bed se uthne nai deta..

Abhishek bed ke sirhaane ke paas jamin pe baitha uske baalon me haath phira raha tha or nishu gumsum si bed pe leti.. bas use dekh rahi thi..

” Nishu kya tujhe mujhpe bharosa nai hai..?? ” bahut hi pyar se usne pucha..

Nishu is prashn se wichlit ho gai.. use aise sawal ki aasha nai thi..ye to ek iljaam ki tarah tha jo usne apne bhai ke pyar pe lagaya ho..

” Nnnnahiii bhaiya… Mujhe khud se jyada bharosa hai aap pe..”

” phir tu mujhse apne dil ki baaten kyo chupa rahi hai..tere man me jo bhi sawal hai wo tu mujhse kah to sakti hai na..
Khud ko kyo itna pareshaan kar rahi hai.. Tujhe to pata hi hoga mai tujhe aise nai dekh paata!!! ”

Apne bhai ki baat sun uske dil kchot sa jaata hai.. Sahi hi to kah raha tha wo..

Wo uthkar bed pe baith jaati hai.. Uske chehre pe ek kathorta aa gai thi..

Nishu ek thandi saans lete hue..apni baat suru karti hai..

” bhaiya mai aapko batane hi wali thi..

Mujhe maaf kar dijiyega mai aapke is rishte ko kabul nai kar sakti..”

Usne ye baat kah to diya tha par ye uska dil hi jaanta tha ki usne kis dard ko sehte hue ye shabd apni jubaan pe laaye the..

“kyaa….. Parrr… Kyoo.. ”

Ye to abhishek ke liye ek bahut bada jhatka sa tha.. Use aisa lag raha tha..jaise uske sir pe pahad tut pada hoo..
Wo too apni Nishu ke saath kai sapne sajon raha tha.. Par ab wo sare sapne chaknachur ho chuke the.. Ab unka koi mol na tha..

” bhaiya… Mai jaanti hu aapka Pyar mere liye sacha hai..or aapke dard ko mai samjh sakti hu..jitna mushkil aapke liye ye baat sunna hai utna hi mushkil mere liye ise kahna.. ”

Kya waqai abhishek ke dard ko wo samjh rahi thi wo.. Kya use bhi wahi dukh tha jo abhishek is waqt mehshoos kar raha tha.. Ye baat kahna mushkil hai.. Ye to Nishu ka dil hi jaanta tha.

” bhaiya mai aapki pyar ko swikar nai kar sakti.. Mai is layak nai.. ”

Abhishek hataash hokar bas Nishu ko dekh raha tha..uske chehre pe do boonde chhalak aai thi.. Jise uski aankhon ne aswikar kar diya thik usi tarah jaise Nishu ne use aswikar kiya tha..

” Parr.. Kyyyooon???!!!! ” itne hi alfaz uske mukh se nikle.

” Kyo ki Mai Aapki Bahan hu..”

Abhishek ke paas kuch bhi kahne ko naa tha.. Kya kahta.. Nishu ne sach hi to kaha tha..wo uski bahan hai or ye rishta kaise kaise ban sakta hai..kon manega ise.. Par ye sab uska dimag samajh sakta tha uska dil nai..

Abhishek ko chup dekh Nishu ne hi baat ko aage badhaya..

” bhaiya aap bhi samajh sakte hoo.. Ye shambhaw nai hai.. Hame itna swarthi nai hona chahiye.. Mai jaanti hu aap mujhe bahut pyar karte ho.. Par us pyar ka kya.. Jo papa-mummy ne diya hai.. Us dard ko bhi to samjho jo maa ne hame apni kokh me dharan karte samay uthya hoga.. Papa jinhone hamari sabhi baatoon ka dhyaan rakha hai.. Kadi mehnat kar ke hame pala posa hai..
Ham unke bharose ko kaise tod sakte hai.. Kya unke pyar ka koi mol nai.. ”

Abhishek nishu ki in baatoon ko sun jaise hil sa gaya tha..
Uske man bhi kachot raha tha wo itna swarthi kaise ho sakta hai.. Wo khud ki ikchhaon ke liye dusro ka bharosa kaise tod sakta hai..

Wo sochta hai.. ” Nishu sahi hi to kah rahi hai.. Usne to bas apne pyar ko dekha tha.. Par is se badh ke bhi uske mata pita ka pyar tha jiske baare me usne socha hi nai.. Uski Nishu waqai ab samajhdaar ho gai hai..

Nishu ne aage kaha…

” bhaiya maine bahut socha is baare me.. Aur mai ab bas yahi kah sakti hu..

Mujhe maaf kar dijiyega mai aapke pyar ko kabul nai kar sakti.. ”

Ek sakhti apne chehre pe laate hue nishu ne ye baat kah to di..
Par un aankho ka kya.. Jo apne dard ko chupa nai paate….

( Ye aankhe ek gagri ki tarh hoti hain.. Jinme dard, pyar , khushi.. Sabh hi rakhe hote hai.. Par jaise hi inki maatra me thoda sa bhi ijaafa hota hai.. Ye chhalak padti hain.. )

Nishu ko rota dekh abhishek se raha nai jaata.. Bed pe baithte hue..usne uske chehre ko apni taraf kiya.. Uske aanshoon pochhne laga..

” Nishu chup ho ja.. Pls chup ho ja.. Tune bilkul sahi faisla kiya hai.. Asal me to.. mai hi tere kabil nai hu.. Maine kabhi is bare me socha hi nai.. Mai to ek swarthi tha jise aaj tune aaina dikhaya hai.

Maine tujhse pahle hi kaha tha na.. Tu jo bhi faisla karegi mujhe manzoor hoga…

Aaj se ham is pyar ko bhul jaate hain.. Hame in baatoon ko bhulne me thoda time lagega..
Par dhire dhire sab thik ho jayega..
Aaj se ham phir apne us purane rishte par kaayam rahenge jo hamare papa mummy ne hamare bich banaya hai..”

usne Nishu ko gale lagate hue ye kah to diya tha par kya ye itna aashan tha???

Thodi der nishu ko aise hi santawna dete hue..wo use chup karata raha..jab nishu ke aanshoon tham gae.. Tab uske baalon pa haath fer use niche aakar khana khane ko bol wo niche chal pada..

Usne bhale hi nishu ko samjha diya tha par kya wo khud ko samjha paya tha.. Itni jaldi uska Dil kaise is baat ko swikar kar leta ki usne jo sapne dekhe the wo sabhi nirarthak the..
In sabhi baatoon ko apne andar samete wo kitchen me jaata hai..par use khana banane ka bilkul bhi man nai kar raha tha ka..

Ek nazar usne apni ghadi pe daali..

Shaam ke 6:30 ho rahe the..

” abhi to koi time bhi nai hua hai khane ka.. ” khud se hi kahte hue wo kuch sochta hai or apne kamre ki or chala jaata hai..

Thodi der me kapde badal wo apni bike ki chabi le kar Nishu ke kamre ke bahar se hi use aawaj lagata hai..

“nishu mai bahar jaa raha hu.. Gate laga lena.. Thodi der me aa jaunga..”

Itna bol wo nikal jata hai.. Sahil ke ghar ki or..

Idhar nishu thodi der baad niche aati hai.. Ghar me bilkul khamosi chhai hui thi.. Gate band kar wo kitchen ki taraf jaati hai.. Waha pahuch use andaza hi jata hai.. Abhishek sayad khana laane gaya hai..

Apne mobile se apne bhaiya ko ek msg kar deti hai..

” bahar se khana mat lana.. mai bana rahi hu…”

Phir apne kaam me jut jaati hai…

Nishu kitchen me khana bana rahi thi… Par uska dilo-dimag kahi aur hi tha.. Wo apne nirnay ke bare me soch rahi thi.. Kya usne sahi kiya?

Bhale hi uska rona kam ho gaya tha… Par kam ke bich bich me hi uski aankhe khud hi chhalak aati..
use samajh nai aaraha tha kya ho raha hai uske jiwan me.. Kitni hasti khelti jindagi thi uski…
Kya pyar me itna dard uthane padte hai..

Aaj wo khud ko bilkul akela paa rahi thi…apne aanshoon bahate hue wo kaam me juti rahi….

Udhar abhishek ghar se kah ke to yahi chala tha.. Saahil ke ghar jaane ko but uska ab man nai kar raha tha..

Use ache se pata tha Sahil uske chehre se hi uska dard jaan jayega aur kai sawaal khade kar dega…

Pad yaha abhishek apne sawalo ko khud suljha nai paa raha tha… Aur saahil ke sawalo ke jawab dene ki sakti usme nai thi…

Wo apni bike usi park ki taraf mod di jaha aaj subah hi wo aur nishu baithe the…

Park ke usi bench par jaa kar wo baith jaata hai.. Tabhi uske mobile vibrate karta hai… Usne dekha Nishu ka msg tha..

” khana mat laana mai bana rahi hu…”

Shaam dhal chuki thi… Ab raat ka aagaz hone ko hi tha.. Sabhi apne gharo ko laut rahe the..

Abhishek gum sum sa wahi baitha raha.. Dhere Dhere thodi hi der me park lagbhag sun saan pad gaya tha…kuch ek do couples the wahi jhaadiyoon ke oot me apne pyar ko parwan chadate…

Subah me jaha abhishek un couples ko dekh khush ho raha tha… Wahi ab ye sab use kaantoo ki tarah chub raha tha.
Sab waqt ka khel hai… Jo kab palti maar jae.. Kuch nai kah sakte….

Is maahaul ne abhishek ke dil ko kachut diya… wo wahi fut – fut ke rone laga…. Bench pe apna sir jhukae roote hue use kisi bhi baat ka hosh nai tha..

Kai log to bas use hi dekh rahe the… Kuch aapas me kana-fusi kar rahe the..

Ek bujurg jo waha saayad tahlne aaye honge.. Usko is tarah se rota dekh uske paas baith gaye…

uske kandhe par apna haath rakha.. Jaise santaavana dene ki kosish kar rahe ho..

” Beta kya baat hai…?? Aise kyo roo rahe hoo kya hua…!!!!!”

Abhishek ke kahne ko kuch nai tha wo kahta bhi to kya…
Uski chupp dekh unhone hi baat aage badhayi…

” Beta tum nai share karna chahte koi baat nai…
Par is tarah niraash hokar rone se kya hoga… Jindagi me kuch dukh bhare pal to aate rahte hai.. Par is tarah nirash hone se kuch nai hoga..

Sukh ka adhikar use hi hai.. Jise dukho se ubarna aato ho.

Abhi to tum bahut Chhote ho… Puri jindagi padi hai tumhare saamne..
Apne ko is se ubaaro aur khud ko kisi aur kaamo me laga do.. Jo bhi hota hai ache ke liye hota hai..
Ek din jab khushi ke pal aayenge tab tumhe yahi sab palo ko bhi yaad karoge.. ”

Us bujurg ne abhishek ka kandha thap- tapaya aur uth ke chala gaya..

Abhishek ko unki kahi baaton se thoda sa acha mehshoos hue tha… Wo unki baatein soch raha tha…

” Kya sach me ab bhi koi khusi ke pal aayenge uski jindagi me..
Par uski khusi to uski Nishu thi.. Agar Nishu khus hai to wo bhi khus rah lega.. Usne bhi sahi hi kaha hai na.. Hame apne janmdaata ko is tarah dhoka kaise de sakte hai..

Par Nishu bhi to saayad ab mujhse pyar karne lagi thi.. Ab kya hoga aage.. kya mere naseeb me uska pyar nahi hai..
Ohh… Godd plz help me… Phir use us bujurg ke baat yaad aati hai… ” Jindagi se haar nai maanni chahiye.. ”

Tabhi apni soch me gum abhishek ke kaano me ek sangeet gujta haii….

Paas hi ek thele wala ek gana bajate hue jaa raha tha..

“Kahan Tak ye Man ko andhere Chhalenge..

Udaasi Bhade din kabhi to dhalenge..!!

Kabhi sukh kabhi dukh yahi Jindagi hai..!!

Ye patjhad ka mausam ghadi do ghadi hai..!!

Naye phool kal fir dagar me khilenge..!!

Udaasi bhare din kabhi to dhalenge..!!

Bhale Tej kitna hawa ka ho jhooka..!!

Magar apne man me tu rakh ye bharosa..!!

Jo bichhde safar me tujhe fir milenge..!!

Udaasi bhare din kabhi to dhalenge..!!

Kahe koi kuch bhi magar sach yahi hai..!!

Lehar pyar ki jo kahi uth rahi hai..!!

Use ek din to kinare milenge..!!

Udaasi bhare din kabhi to dhalenge…!!

Kaha tak ye mann ko andhere Chhalenge…!!

Udaasi bhare din kabhi to dhalenge..!! ”
Is gane ki aawaj ne use ek protsaahan diya.. Apni soch ko kaaboo karte hue wo uth khada hua.. Ab us ke chehre pe ek halki si raahat ka ehsaas tha….

Usne faisla le Liya tha…

Apni bike pe sawaar ho wapas ghar ki or nikal pada….

Aaj Auge mujhe kya sujha mujhe apni hi story ko padhne ka man hua..

Padhne ke baad, Mujhe kai saari kamiyan nazar aai.. Story Narration bhi sahi nai hai.. Kai sari mistakes hai.. Kai jaghaoon pe feeling ki kami…Etc..Etc

Saayad yahi wajah hai mere paathk bhaiyon ko meri story pasand nai aa rahi..

Mai aage apni or se in kamiyoon ko sudharne ka prayatn karunga…
Update me thodi der ho gai.. Is ke liye mai aap sabhi se mafi chahunga…

Un sabhi dostoon ka tahe-dil se shukriya jinhone mera saath diya hai..aur un ko bhi thanks jo chup chap se meri story padhte hain..
(Aap sab ne kam se kam ise padha to..)

Aage Main is Daastan ko abhishek ki jubaan se bayan karunga..

Sayad ye thoda thik lage.. (Abhi naya hu na.. Dhere dhere sikh jaunga.. Aap sab ko agar koi pareshaani aaye padhne me to plz bata dena…)

Jayada bore na karte hue chaliye aage badhte hain…
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Maine(Abhishek) Faisla le liya tha…

Ab se apni ye jindagi waqt ke daaman me chhorne ks faisla..Ab jo bhi Rang ye dikhayegi uske liye main khud ko taiyar kar chuka tha…

Apne is mansik antardaund me ek baat to mai achhe se jaan chuka tha.. ” Nishu ko bhul paana mere liye mumkin nai.. ”
Ab to is hreeday (Dil) patal par nishu ka naam ek aise kalam se likhe jaa chuka the jiski shyahi amitt thi…

Maine soch liya tha is Pyar ko ek alag roop dene ka….jiske liye mujhe sarwpratham khud ko sambhalna tha…

Maine faisla kar liya tha.. Agar mai Nishu ko paa nai sakta to kya hua.. Use khush to rakh sakta hu.. Bhale hi uski khusi ke liye mujhe kuch bhi sahna pade..

Itne dino me jo bhi khayal uske dil me mere prati aaye honge mujhe un sab ko mitana hoga.. Mujhe phir se wahi hasti muskurati nishu wapas chahiye thi..

Apne man me in sab baatoon ko soch khud ko sambhalte hue.. Mai ghar ko chal pada..

Ghar pahuchte hi Nishu Kitchen me dikhi….

Ek baar khayal aaya ki chal kar nishu se kuch baat kare..
Par shayad use abhi ekant ki jaroorat ho..is khyaal se maine use akela chodna hi munasib samjha….aur apne room ki or badh gaya….

Kapde change kar mai apne bed pe baitha apne khayaaloo me gum tha tabhi mere kano me ek chhankti si aawaj padi..

” Khana taiyar hai.. Niche aake kha lijiye.. ”

Mere room ke door pe khadi nishu ko jab maine dekha.. Ek aantrik peeda si hui…

Uske chehre ko dekh ek dard ka anubhav hua..
” Is massoom se chehre pe jaha kabhi sirf sharaarat aur najakat hua karti thi.. Aaj wahi chehra dard me duba hua tha..”
” Kya ye wahi chehra hai jispar ek bholapan samaya rahta tha… Par aaj uske us khoobsurat se chehre ko sayad meri hi nazar lag gai thi..”

Wo mujhe bula kar jaa chuki thi… par mai wahi khada uske us pratiroop ko yaad kar raha tha..jo aajkal uske aanshuwon ke bich kahi gum hota jaa raha tha…

Khud ko kosta mai bhi niche chal pada.. Jaha Table pe ek taraf baithi wo Sayad mera intazar kar rahi thi…

Maine khud ko normal karte hue aur thodi si hasi apne mukh pe laate hue us se pucha…

” Kya banaya hai.. sister?? ”

Mere is sawal ko puchne ke dhang ne saayad use thoda achambhit kar diya…

Apne un tikchhan nettro ke manas patal ya un kahe apni palkoon ko utha kar usne mujhpar ek dristi daali jinme ek prashnn ka bhav tha…

” aap itni jaldi ye sab kaise bhul sakte ho..”

Ye shawal usne puchha to nai par uski un aankho ne khud hi mujhe bata dia..ki wo kya soch rahi thi..

Use khud ko niharte paa kar ek to mera bhi vishwash dag-maga gaya.. Par khud ko sambhalte hue.. Maine apna sawal dohraya!!!!

” Are nishu kya banaya hai khane me?? ”

Dubra is prashnn ko sun use hosh aaya.. Mujhse nazar hatate hue.. Dheme se jawab diya..

” Aaloo goobhi ki hai..”

Uski aawaj se hi mujhe ek sukoon ka ehsaas ho raha tha.

Shaayad uski dhwani me hi kuch tha jise sun har bar mera mann praffulitt ho jata tha..

” Ohhhh bahut achhi khusboo aa rahi hai.. Lagta hai khana bahut tasty bana hai.. ”

Mai hasta hua use ek nazar dekh chair pe baith gaya aur apna khana nikalne laga..

Usne apna khana pahle hi nikal liya tha.. Par kha nai rahi thi…

Main use ue hi baitha dekh bola.. ” Tum khana kyo nai kha rahi ho!!!??? ”

Phir se wahi mithi si siskari bhari aawaj mere kaanon me pade…

” Pahle aap khaiye.. Phir mai bhi kha lungi…”

Mai ek nazar use dekh khana start kar diya…
Ikchha ho rahi thi us se puchhu wo mere baad kyo khana chahti hai.. Par mai puch na paya…

Mere khane chalu karne ke upraant usne bhi suru kar diya..

Ham dono hi apna bhojan karne lage..

Aaspas ka maahaul bilkul shaant tha… Kahi koi aawaj nai thi.. Bas thi to do dilo ke dharakne ki aawaj.. Jo kabhi dheemi to kabhi tej ho rahi thi..

Khane ke bich hi wo mujhe chori se apni tirchhi nainoon se dekh rahi thi.. Mai bhi use kabhi kabhi chupke se dekhne ki kosish kar raha tha..

Is bich jaise hi hamari nazre takraati hamari dil ki dhadkan eka ek thodi badh jaati thi…

Bhojan ke uprant wo plates utha kitchen me chali gai… Mai wahi sofe pe baith uska intazar karne laga..

Karib 1/2 ghante baad wo kitchen se nikli aur mujhe un hi baith T.V ke channels badalte hue paaya….

Bina kuch kahe hi, wo apne kamre ki or jaane lagi..

” Nishu… Jara idhar Aa!!!!! ”

Meri aawaj sun wo wahi rukk gai.. Ek sankoch bhare chehre se palat kar mujhe dekha.. Jaise wahi se puch rahi ho..kya hua???

” yaha aao to..!!! ”

Dheme dheme kadmo se wo mere paas aa kar khadi ho gai..

Maine use apne bagal me baithne ko kaha… Wo ek nazar mujhe dekhne ne baad baith gai..

Maine TV off kiya aur nishu ke saamne niche farsh pe baith gaya ghutnoo ke baal.. Uske hatheli ko apni hatheli se pakar ke uske chehre ko dekha.. Jinpe aanshuon ke nishaan pad gaye the..

” Nishu maine tujhe bahut dukh pahuchaya hai na.. Meri wajah se meri pyari bahan ke ye aanshoon nikle..

” nahi inki wajah.. ” wo bich me hi bol padi.. Par maine uske hoothon par apne haath rakh use bich me ho rokk diya.

” meri puri baat to sun le….
Chahye tu kuch bhi kah par asal me in sab ki wajah to mai hi hoon na…. Par ab or nahi.. Maine tujhse kaha tha na aaj ke baad ham in sabhi baatoon ko bhulne ki kosish karenge..
mujhe pata hai.. Ye itna aasan nai hai.. Par hame kosish to karni hi hogi..

Tumhe khud ko sambhalna hoga..mai tujhe aise nai dekh paunga.. meri khatir na sahi par maa- papa ke khatir..khud ko sambhaloo..

Aage jo bhi hona hoga wo to hoga hi.. Par tu dukhi na hona mai hamesa tere saath hu..
Thik hai.. Ab tu sone jaa.. Main bhi jaata hu..

Good Night… ”

Nishu chup si wahi padi rahi.. Maine use wahi chhod apne room ki taraf chal pada…

Ek nazar maine piche ghoom us par daali…abhi bhi wo wahi baithi thi.. Mera dil abhi use akela chhod jane ko nai kar raha tha..

Par main jaanta tha..Use thoda ekant chahiye hoga…in sab se ubarne ke liye..

apne mann ko kabu karta mai apne kamre me aa gaya.. bistar pe let to gaya par ye kambhakt nind to kab se udi hui thi..

Phir uth kar wahi apni diary nikali jinki wajah se aaj itna kuch hua tha… Diary lekar apne bed par mai let gaya, Nishu ki tasvir ko dekhta apni purani yaadoon me dub gaya..

Pata nahi nishu kab tak wahi baithi rahi ya phir apne kamre me chali gai…

Agli subah ek chir-parichit aawaj ne meri nind todi..

 

Agli subah ek chir – parichit aawaj ne meri nidra todi…

Ye wo aawaj thi jis se mere rom-rom parichit tha…jise 1000 ki bhid me bhi pahchanne sakte the mere kaan..

” Bhaiya Utho…. ”

” Thodi der aur sone de na ”

” aap kab se itna late uthne lage… Aapki tabiyat to thik hai na?? ”

Ek chintit swar me usne pucha tha..aur mere sir pe haath rakh sehlane lagi..

” hmm mai bilkul thik hu..” waise hi pade hue maine jawab diya.

Uska un pyar se sir pe hanth pherne se hi meri neend udd gai.. Kitna komal tha wo ehsaas.. Ek sukoon ka aabhas dila raha tha..

Mai bed ke dusri taaf apna chehra kiye hue so raha tha..aur wo dusri taraf baithi mujhe jaga rahi thi…

Maine apni aankhe moonde hue karwat badli… Jaise hi apne nettra khole meri aankhe us chaka-chaund ko dekh chaundhiya gai…

Ye chamak us khoobsurat se chehre se aa rahi thi.. Kitna maasom sa roop tha.. Jisme ek tej ki anubhuti ho rahi thi.. Kamre me aati suraj ki kirne uske chehre ko aur bhi susajjit kar rahi thi..jaise unhe bhi garv ho apne aap par..is saubhagya ko prapt kar..

Main bistar pe leta apni adh-khuli palkoon se us hassen murat ko nihar raha tha.. Jiski chhavi mere liye sarwopari thi.. Jiske roop se mera kan kan parichit tha..
Wo abhi hi sayad naha kar aai thi.. Kuch paani ki boonde uske chehre pe maujood thi… In par suraj ki raushni padne se ek chamak nikal rahi thi.. Jo us ko aur bhi roopwanvit kar rahi thi..
Main use un hi niharta raha..

Wo coffee me sayad chini ghol rahi thi..aur apne kaam me tanmaiyta se busy thi..

Main use aise hi dekh raha tha..aur raat ki ghatnaye meri aankho ke samaksh eka ek aa gai..

Un yaadon ne mere dhyaan ko bhang kiya..aur sochne par majboor kar diya.

Kya Nishu ne ab khud ko sambhaal liya hai..? Ya ab bhi us dard ke anubhav se guzar rahi hai..?

Ab bhi meri nazre uske chehre pe thi par is baar mai us khoobsurati ke pichhe chipe dard ko mehsoos kar raha raha…

Cofee bana usne meri or najre ghumai..
Mujhe khud ko ghurte pa kar uske mukh-mandal pe sharm ki ek laali aagai gai..jo uske roop ki shobha ko aur bhi badha raha tha..

” Coffee lijiye ”

Uski us chhankti aawaj ne meri tandra ko todra..

” Yyyahi rakh do mai fresh hokar pi lunga..”

Coffee de kar wo niche chal di..

” papa ka call aaya tha… Wo log kal raat kohi aane wale the par ab sayad do din baad aayenge.. Mama ke ghar se ghoomte hue..”

Jaate jaate usne mujhe ye khabar sunai….or ek nazar mujhpar daal niche chali gai..

Kuch der baad mai bhi fresh ho apni coffee utha niche ko aagaya…or paper padhne laga

Mere jee-mains results ki date nikal aayi thi.. Agle week me monday ko out hone ko tha.. Par ye board ke results ka kuch ata-pata nai tha..!!

Main wahi baitha paper me khoya hua tha..or sayad Nishu kitchen me kuch bana rahi thi..

Paper padh mai bhi nahane chala gaya…

Aise hi 9 bajne ko ho gaye.. Mai apne room me apni books ko study table par fix kar raha tha..

” bhaiya aakar khana kha lo!!”

Mai bhi thodi der baad niche aaya.. Hamne naasta kiya…phir mai wapas apne room me chala gaya..

Darsal result ki taarik ne mera man ko phadai or future pe concentrate kar diya tha..

Mujhe khayal tha mains nikal jane ke baad mai advanced me baithne ke eligible ho jaunga..

Mains ke results ke 20-25 din baad advanced ke exams hote hain.. Maine waise to preparation thik thak ho chuka tha.. Phir bhi exam period bahut important hote hain..

In sab ko sochta hua.. Main phir se apni books ke saath chipak gaya..

Aise hi do din kaise bite pata nai chala…

Is bich Nishu se mai jayada baat nai kar paaya…bas yahi generally bas khane pe aur kabhi koi kaam se hamare bich thodi bahut baate hue…

Is ka karan sayad ek jhijhak thi jo hamare bich aa gai thi…ek sankoch hota.. Aur mujhe ek darr ki bhi anubhuti hoti..

Ye darr tha.. Nishu ke punah us dard se jhoojhne ka darr..kahi wo phir se un bete lamhoon se pareshaan na ho jaye…

par aisa kuch nai hua..Is dauran wo jayadatar apne room me rahti thi.. Ya phir games khelti.

Ek shanti si thi uske chehre pe.. Ek aise shaanti jo sayad apne andar kai saare toofano ko samete hue thi.. Ye koi prakritik tofaan na the.. Ye to hamare man me hone wale antardwand ke toffan the..

Aise hi do din bete.. Is bich maine phir se apna purana routine follow kar liya tha..

Aaj bhi mai roz ki tarah jogging gaya sahil se baaten ki.. Aur wapas ghar..

Par ghar pe aate hi mujhe maahaul badla badla sa laga..

 

AAj ghar ka maahual kuch badla badla sa lag raha tha..

Ek chahal pehal si lag rahi thi..
Mom – dad wapas aa gaye the..
Maine hall se hi ek nazar kitchen ki taraf daala..
Maa kitchen me thi..main bhi unke paas chala gaya..

Pair chhukar pranaam kiya..maa ne mujhe aashirvaad diya aur gale se laga.. Gaalon pe thapki dete hue pucha..

” Ek hafte me hi patla ho gaya hai.. Tum dono khana nai khate the kya.. ”

” kaha patla hua hu maa..?? Pahle jaisa hi to hun.. ”

” acha ja ke papa se mil lo.. Tab tak main naasta bana dun. Aur jara nishu ke kamre me jake dekh ek surprise hai tere liye… ”

Nishu ka naam sun..mera dil bechain sa hua..par surprise ka dhyaan aate hi..mai ye sochne laga.. Kon sa surprise ho sakta hain.. Lagta hain maa – papa kuch kharid kar laye hain mere liye..

Mai jaakar papa se mila.. Unhone bite dino ke baare me pucha..aur aise hi thodi der unse baate huin..

unse thodi der baate kar main Nishu ke kamre ki aur chal pada.. Waise mujhe iksha nai ho rahi thi..us kamre me jaane ki jisne pichle kuch dino me mere jivan ke kast daayak palon ko jivaant(means alive) kiya tha..

Mai khud me magan us kamre ki or badha..

Door ke paas pahuchte hi mujhe ek ladke ki aawaj sunai di.. Jo nishu se uske School ke bare me puch raha tha..

Mere seene me jane kyon ek chubhan si hui…mai thoda ghabra sa gaya..

Khud ko sambhalte hue.. Door ko knock karne ke liye haath aage badhaya.. Par door pahle se hi khula tha..ek halki aawaj ke saath khulta chala gaya..

Saamne ke nazaara..mere liye ek shock se kam na tha..

Nishu bed pe door ki or muh kiye baithi thi..uske thik saamne ek ladka baitha tha jiski back mere saamne thi..
Mai hatpradh(means aachambhit) ho gaya tha..kon hai ye???

Thode krodh aur dukh bhare bhaw ke saath maine nishu par ek nazar daali.. Jo ab tak mujhe dekh chuki thi..aur saayad mere chehre ke bhaw ko samajh bhi liya tha..

Mujhe is tarah dek uske hoothon pe ek muskaan aagayi..jo mere liye ek kataksh se kam na tha..

Ek muskaan ke saath usne mujse kaha..

“Bhaiya dekhiye to kaun aaya hai.. ”

Uske is baat par saamne baithe us shaks ne palat kar mujhe dekha..

Uske bhi chehre pe ek muskaan thi.. Main is chehre ko dekha tha..par mujhe yaad nai aaraha tha..

” Abhishek Bhaiya.. Mujhe pahchana nai..

Main Rahul ”

Eka ek mere samne ek tasvir si aayi jo uske chehre se milti julti thi..

” Are Rahul tum… tu to ab pahchaan me hi nai aaraha.. ab to meri barabri ka ho gaya hai..”

Rahul mere Mama ka beta hai.. bachpan me ham sabhi saath me hi rahte the.. aaj bade dino baad ham mile the..

Usne aage badh mere pair chuune ki kosish ki..

Maine use bich me hi pakad apne gale se laga liya..

” Kaise ho.. Chhotu. Tu sach me ab bada ho gaya hai.. Tujhe usi samay dekha tha.. Jab tu 6 saal ka tha..par ab to tu gabru jawan ho gaya hai ”

” Bhaiya aap bhi to ab bade ho gaye ho..aur body bhi bana li hai..”

usne khud ko mere aalingan se aazad karte hue kaha..

Tabhi ek khat ki aawaj hui..

” Ye Bharat milap ho gaya ho.. To ab hamari or bhi kuch dhyaan diya jaye..”

ek chhanakti hui meethi si dhwani mere kaano me padi.. Jise mai ache se penchanta tha..

Main piche muda.. Saamne nili suit me ek khubsurat si ladki khadi thi..chehre pe kuch paani ki boonde khud ko gaurwanwit mehshus kar rahi thi..

” Haa haan aapse bhi milenge..”
Itna kehte hue maine apni baahein khol di..aur wo jhat se mere gale lag gai..

” Kaisi hai.. Shreya?? ” maine usse pucha.

Shreya Rahul ki badi bahan hai… Bachpan se ham dono bilkul dost ki tarah rahte the.. aksar hamari phone se baate hoti rahti thi..

” Bhai main to bilkul thik hun.. par saayad aap thik nai hoo.. ”

uski is baat se mai thoda sa seham gaya.. phir khud ko normal karte hue kaha..

” Tujhse kisne kaha ki mai thik nai hun.. ? ”
isi dauran meri najar nishu par padi.. wo kisi soch me gum thi.. saayad Shreya ki kahi hui baat ko soch rahi thi..

” Are bhai maine to aise hi bola.. ” shreya bed pe nishu ke paas baithte hue boli..

” Are Nishu tu kaha gum ho gai hai.. ? ” shreya ne nishu se pucha.

is baar chaunkne ki baari nishu ki thi..

” Kuch nai di.. wo mai soch rahi thi ham sab kitne arse baad mile hain na.. ”

” Acha aaj hamari yaad aa rahi hai.. par tu to kabhi phone bhi nai karti thi.. ”
Shreya thodi udasi ke saath bolti hai..

” Didi mere pass phone tha kaha.. Abhi 6 month pahle hi to bhaiya ne dilwaya hai.. Par aap bhi to phone kar sakti thi na.. ”
Nishu ne bhi palatwar kiya aur dosh Shreya pad laga diya.

” Hmm saari galti hamare bhonduraam bhaiya ki hai.. Ye aksar mujhe phone karte the..par jab bhi mai tujhse baat karne ko kehti ye mahasaye busy hi rahte the.. ”

Shreya ne ab sara iljam mujh par thhop diya tha..

” Isme meri koi galti nai..din me to waise hi time nai rahta tha..school ki wajah se.. Aur tu aksar raat ko phone karti thi..jab mai study me busy hota tha..aur waise bhi 11 baje tak nishu so jaati hai..”

Maine ye sab kah to diya par jaane kyun nishu ke chehre ka rang mere is baat se udd sa gaya.. Ek gambhir soch aur thode gusse se mile-jule bhav uske chehre pe prakat ho rahe the..

Maine is or jayada dhyaan na de kar Shreya se aage bola..

” Waise tera phone Sunday ko busy kaha rahta tha.. Maine kai baar try bhi kiya tha.. Waise maine kai baar socha tha tujhse puchne ko..par mai tujhse mil kar hi puchna chahta tha..”

Meri is baat is baar Shreya ke chehre ka rang badal gaya..wo thoda haklate hue boli..

” wo..wo.. Tu hamesa galat time par hi phone karta hoga.”

Uske haklaahat ne mujhe bata diya ki baat kuch aur hai..

Tabhi Rahul gate ke paas se bola.. Sab niche chaliye maasi bula rahi hain..

” Are tu kab niche gaya?? ”

hame pata hi nai chala tha kab rahul hamre bich se chala gaya tha..

” jab aap sab faltu me paka rahe the.. ”

” acha to hamari baaton se tu pak gaya tha.. rukk tu abhi batati hun… “Shreya ne haste hue kaha aur ham sab niche chal pade..

Puri Family Dining table pe jama hui aur sabne naashta kiya.. uske baad Mujhe or Nishu ko chhod baaki sabhi log sone ko chale gaye.. saayad raat ki journey ki wajah se..

Mai wahi living room me baith T.V dekhne laga.. Nishu bhi paas ke sofe pe baithi hui thi..

Maine naaste ke time se hi use notice kar raha tha.. wo thodi gusse me aur pareshaan lag rahi thi..

ek baar to maine puchne ka socha..par phir maine ye soch kar chhod diya ki saayad wo mujhe khud hi bata de..

Mai T.V pe najre gadaye Discovery channel dekh raha tha.. ki tabhi nishu ki aawaj ne mera dhyaan bhang kiya..

” Aapne Kabhi Bataya nai aap Shreya se raat ko baat Karte the…!!! ”

apna sir niche kiye hue hi usne ek dabi hui aawaj me dheere se kaha..

par uski aawaj ko sunna mere liye bahut hi aasan tha..main to har pal isi aawaj ki pratikshha karta rahta tha.. bhala mai kaise is aawaj ko naa sunta..

Uski us aawaj me ek naarazgi ke bhaw the.. bhale hi usne ye baat khud ko normal karte hue kahi ho..par apne gusse ko apni aawaj se dur na rakh paayi..

Mujhe ab samajh aaya aakhir maidam kis liye gambhir lag rahin thi…

Kuch der tak main chup raha.. phir uski taraf dekhte hue kaha..

” Kyo kya hua.. isme kon si badi baat hai… hamari mameri bahan hai.. wo to aksar mahine me ekadh – baar phone karti rahti thi.. Or Wo tumse badi hai.. use Didi kaha karo.. Khud se bado ko yun name se bulana achhi baat nai hai… ”

Maine thode se sakht lahje me kaha..

Mere is shakht rawaiye se nishu thodi khij gai..usne meri or gusse se dekha..

” Updesh dene ke liye dhanywaad..uske liye itna bhadak kyo rahe hain aap..usko naam se bula diya to itna gussa.. ” ek teekhe lahje me usne kaha..

” Dekh Nishu tu faaltu ka behas kar rahi hai..maine bas itna kaha wo tujhse badi hai aur apne sw bado ko respect karna chahiye..waise bhi jaise tu hai waise hi wo bhi is family ka ek hissa hai.. ”

mere baat khatm hui bhi nai thi ki usne bich me hi tokk diya..

” bas bas.. Aage batane ki jaroorat nahi hai.. Aapke comparison ne mujhe meri ehmiyaat bata diya…ab to aapko meri baatein bhi faaltu lagne lagi hain..ek roz mai bhi faaltu ho jaungi aapke liye..”

Itna bol wo waha se chal di..

meri nazar to bas uske chehre pe thi.. Gusse aur dukh se bhara.. Palkoon pe paani ki boonde tairne lagi thi..

Main use rookna chahta tha aur par uski yun rooni si surat ne mujhe stabdh sa kar diya tha..

” Nishu…. Nishu.. Meri baat to suno..”

himmat juta kar maine use pukara par usne koi dhyaan na dia..bhaagti hui apne kamre me ghuss gai..piche “dhadam” se darwaja laga diya..

Uske is tarah ke vaiwahar ne mujhe sochne par majboor kar diya.. ” kahi maine thodi jayada sakhti to nai dikha di..Maine use dukhi kar diya.. mujhe usse aise baat nai karna chahiye tha..par mai to apne anusar sahi hi hun.. Isme bhala meri kya galti hai.. ”

mera mann me bechaine si hone lagi..T.V. dekhne ki bilkul bhi ikchha na rahi.. T.V. off kar wahi sofe par let mai kuch sochne laga..

Maine use jaakar manane ka socha..par mera aham(ego) mujhe aisa karne se rokk raha tha.. waise bhi meri koi galti nai thi..

wahi dusri or..

Nishu darwaje ko jor se laga apne bed pe gir padi..

Palkoon pe aaye moti.. Ab jharne ka roop le chuke the..

” Aakhir maine kon si galat baat puch li jo itna bhadak gaye..naam hi na liya tha uska koi gaali thode hi di thi jo mujhe daanta..uski comparison mujhse kiya..aaj aapne dikha hi diya aapki jindagi me kitni importance hai meri..”

Nishu khud me bad-badati hui jaane kya kya bol rahi thi..

Dono hi ek dusre ko dosh de rahe the.. ek taraf jaha Abhishek khud ko sahi mann raha tha.. wahi Ritika bhi apne drishtikon se khud ko sahi maan rahi thi..

( dono me kon sahi hai.. iska faisla aap sab reader’s par.. apne jawab jaroor bataiyega )

Idhar Abhishek khud me hi gamgin baitha tha.. apni aankhe munde sofe pe apna sir piche ke tarf kiye hue apni soch me gum tha..

tabhi uske sir pe ek haatho ka sparsh hua…

“Yaha kyun so raha hai.. beta”

Papa ne mere sir ko sehlaate hue pucha..
saayad wo kahi jaa rahe the..

” Kuch nai papa bas aise hi.. aaram kar raha tha.. aap kaha jaa rahe hain?”

“Are Bas wo thoda office me paison ki kuch gadbad ho gai hai..use hi dekhne jaa raha hun..

aur teri maa ne pura bazar kharid kar lane ko de diya hai..”

saaman ki list dikhate hue unhone kaha..

“laiye papa main saaman laa dunga.. aap office chale jaiye.. aapko saayad late bhi ho jaye.. waise bhi aaj sahil ka phone aaya tha.. us se milne bhi jaana hai…

saahil ko meri family me sabhi achhe se jaante the.. ham dono ki families bhi ek dusre ko jaanti thi.. jayada milna julna nai tha..par kisi festival wagaire me kabhi kabhar saath hote..

” haan aajkal wo ladka dilhta nai.. rahta kaha hai aajkal.”

“wo aajkal uske gaon ki jamin ke chakkar me jayadatar udhar hi rah raha hai… bich me mila tha mujhse..”

“Acha use bolna kabhi ghar aaya kare..”

papa mujhe saamaan ki list pakda nikal gaye office..

maine bhi pahle sahil ko phone lagaya aur jaldi se taiyar ho chal pada kharidari karne..

In sab ke bich mere dil me baar baar nishu ke khayal aa rahe the.. par samajh nai aa raha tha kya karu..

maine ise waqt ke sahare chhodne ka nirnay liya.. aur khud ko saantawna deta hua nikal pada sahil ke ghar ki aur..

Sahil ke ghar pahuch maine bell bajaie,
darwaja Priya aunty ne khola..

” are abhishek.. aao andar aao.. ”

” aunty wo.. sahil kaha hai..?? ”

” upar apne room me hai.. jaane kyon aajkal apne room se nikalta nahi hai.. week me 4 din to gaon me hi rahta hai.. aur yaha aakar wapas apne kamre me.. pata nai kya hua hai.. 2 hafte se aisi hi haalat hai tujhe kuch bataya usne?? ”

aunty ne chintit mann se mujhse pucha.. apne bete ko aise dekh wo saayad bahut hi dukhi thi.. unka dukh unke chehre pe aai chinta ki lakiron se jhalak raha tha..

” Nahi aunty.. mujhse to usne kuch nai kaha.. par aap tnsn na lijiye mai puchunga us se..”

“thik hai beta, tum baitho mai pani lati hun”

“aunty ye sab formality kis liye, kya mai koi mehman hun.. Mai to aapko maa hi samajhta hun, us naate ye mera ghar bhi to hai, haa agar aap beta nai maanti tab alag baat hai..”

meri baat sun aunty ke aankhon se do bunde chhalak gai..unhone mere gaal ko sehlaate hue ek chapet laga di..

“aainda bolna bhi matt, bahut maar khayega.. Jaa apne dost se mil le.. ”

mai sahil ke room ki taraf chal pada..door pahle se hi khula tha..aur babu saheb.. Aaine ke saamne khade hokar khud ko nihaar rahe the.. Bada chup sa tha wo..chehre pe koi bhav nahi.. Thoda udaas sa lag raha tha.. Use is tarah se dekh kar mujhe bhi thoda dukh hua.. Maine khud ko sambhaal ke ek hassi ke saath kamre me entry maari..

” Abe saale, ye ladkiyoon ki tarah aaine se kyun chipka hua hai.. Ling pariwartan kara liya kya?? Ya koi pasand aa gai hai.. ?? ”

Maine us se haste hue kaha..

Mujhe dekhte hi uske chehre pe raunak aa gai.. Aur haate hue usne jawab diya..

” Tere rahte mujhe koi aur kaise pasand aa sakti hai.. Soch raha hun.. Tujhse hi shaadi kar lun.. !! ”

” Abe teri tarah mai us category ka nai hun..!! ”

Wo muskuraate hue mere gale laga…

” Abe chhod mujhe..tu to sach me us category me aa gaya hai..”

” le saale, chhod diya..aur ab chal..waise tujhe abhi jaana kaha hai..abhi to sirf 11:30 hi ho raha hai.. ”

” Are kuch nahi bas ghar ke kuch saaman laana tha.. To socha tujhse mil bhi loon..aur dekh loon ki mera kamina dost aajkal kis haalat me hai.. Achha chal ab..”

“Ji maalik chaliye.. Saale naukaar banane aaya hai.. Saaman tu kharidega aur mai use dhoounga..!! Chal tu bhi kya yaad rakhega..kaise naukar se paala pada hai.. ” haste huye usne mujhse kaha..

Ham waha se niche chal pade..

In sabhi baaton ke bich maine saahil ko achhe se notice kar rahatha.. Wo sach me thoda pareshaan sa lag raha tha.. Uske chehre pe ek bechaine si thi..

Ham dono niche aaye aunty se kah ke nikal gaye bahar..

Shopping suru ki… Jayadatar saaman groceries ki thi.. Is pure samay me bas mujhe ek baat khal rahi thi..sahil ki chuppi..aksar ham jab bhi saath hote the.. Sahil bak-bak karta rahta tha..

Par, aaj mera dost badla badla sa lag raha tha..kya ye wahi sahil hai..jo hamesa hi hasta – khelta rahta tha..jiske saath maine kai saare khusnume aur masti bhare pal bitaye the..

Khair, hamari shopping khatm hui aur ham wapas laute..

Raaste mein wahi park mila..jaha ham saath – saath subah daurne aate the.. Par ab kuch dino se mai akela aa raha tha..

Maine sahil ko force kiya park me chalne ko..

“abe main kya teri girlfriend hun..jo tere saath park me abhi baithne jaun..”

” Kyo?? Park me sirf gf ke saath hi jaa sakte hai kya?? Dost ke saath kyo nai jaa sakte?? Aur roz subah subah kya tu mere saath yaha ishq larane aata tha?? ”

“subah ki baat alag hai.. Us waqt sabhi tahalne aate hain par abhi sab couples ka jamghat laga hoga yaha..”

“Tu chalega ya nahi.. Ye bata? ” maine thode rosh me puchha!!

“Chal saale.. Chal.. Aaj tera boyfriend bhi ban jaata hun..”
Usne thoda muskuraate hue kaha.

Ham dono aa gaye park me..aur sach me yaha jayadatar couples hi the..
Ham ek bench pe baith gaye..

hamare thik samne ek ladki baithi thi..par akeli thi.. Saayad apne aashiq ke intazar me thi..

Maine kuch socha..

” Bhai jara saamne to dekh.. kitni raapchik lag rahi hai na.. chal na uspe kuch chance maarte hain ”

Saahil ne us ladki ko to nahi par mujhe aise dekha jaise maine koi paap kar diya ho…

Uski aankhein achambhe se badi ho gai thi..chehre par gussa aur hairangi ke bhaav the… Use ab bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha mujhpe ki maine kisi ladki ki baat ki hai..

Jis insaan ne kabhi bhi ladkiyoon ki baat par kuch nahi kaha..aaj use aise dekh kar wo puri tarah se shocked ho gaya tha..

Thodi der me uske mukh se bas ye hi alfaaj nikle…

” Kya tu sach me mera dost Abhishek hai..??? ”

” aur kya tu.. Sach me mera dost sahil hai..???

” Aur kya tu sach me mera dost sahil hi hai?? “
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Uske pratiuttar me mere sawaal ko sun wo chakit sa hua..

” abe.. Maine teri abhi ki harkat ki wajah se kaha.. aur tu mujhe ulta galat bata raha hai.?

Thode roshpurnn aawaj me usne mujhe ghurte hue kaha..

” maine ye baat sirf isliye boli taki tu apne khayaaloon se bahar aaye..aur apne aas-paas ki duniya jisme tera ye tuksh sa dost bhi rahta hai..uski or bhi thoda dhyaan de…

maine jo sawaal kiya wo bilkul jaayaj hai.. kyoki, tu ab saayad mujhe gair samjhne laga hai..tabhi to mujhse bhi apni baat chhupa raha hai..”

Meri baat sun wo thoda sharminda sa hua.. Apni najre nichi kar li..

“dekha maine sahi hi kaha tha..tu mera dost sahil ho hi nahi sakta..mera dost mujhse sharminda nahi hota..!! ”

Maine ye baat bas kahi hi thi ki..wo mere gaale se lipat gaya..uski naino me paani ki kuch boonde thi saayad.. jinka aabhas mujhe us waqt hua..jab do boonde mere kandhe ke paas ke hisse par padi..

Uska yun rona mere dil ko bhi bechain sa kar gaya.. aisi kon si baat ho sakti hai.. jiski wajah se sahil jaisa majboot insaan ke ye dasa ho sakti hai..?? mere mann me kai sawaal ghar karne lage the.. kai aashankayen hone lagi thi..

use apne gale se lagaye maine uski pith thap thapai.. or use santaawna dene laga..

kuch mintoon tak wo yun hi mujhse lipta mere kandhoon ko sinchiit karta raha..

kuch kshano ke paschaat use thoda hosh aaya or khud ko sambhaalta hua wo mujh se alag ho wahi bench par baith gaya..

tabhi ek hasi ki aawaj ne hamare dhyaan ko bhang kiya..

Ham dono ki palke bhigi bhigi si thi..un bhigi palkoon se hamne apne saame ki or rukh kiya..ek dhundhli si chhavi nazar aayi..

ye usi ladki ki hasi thi.. jis par chance maarne ko maine kaha tha.. par ab uski hasi akeli nahi thi.. uske saath tha ek aur shaks.. jiaka use intazar tha..

” Dekha na darling aaj kal ladke bhi park me baith kar rone lage hain.. ”

apne is wayang ke saath dono hi has pade..

ajeeb duniya hai.. kisi ke dukh par bhi hasti rahti hai..

ji to kiya jaun aur do lagaun kaan ke niche.. par khud ko kabu kiya.. or socha..

Mai abhi apne khayaaloon se baahar aaya hi tha ki meri nazar saamne un dono premiyon ki jodi par padi..

par, ye kya waha do nahi ab to teen log the..ab ye tisra kon aa gaya hampe hasne..

Par ye kya usne to jaate hi.. waha baithe us ladke ko ek tamacha rasid kar diya..

” Sahil wo dekh…. ”

maine sahil se khus hote hue kaha aur apni nazar ghuma uski or drishti daali…

par waha koi hota tab to dikhta…

achaanak mere dimaag me uthal puthal hui.. aur mai bhi bhaaga un do premi jode ki or..

Hua kuch yun tha.. main, unhe dekhte dekhte khayaaloon me itna kho gaya tha ki mujhe aabhaas bhi na hua..

sahil kab waha se uth kar us kaam ko karne chal pada tha.. jise mai waha baitha baitha anjaam dene ki bas soch raha tha..

Mere waha pahuchne tak haatha-pai suru ho chuki thi..

Jaldi se sahil ko pichhe dhakel mai us naujwaan ke saamne ho gaya..

” bhaiya ji, sorry sorry… wo mere dost ko gussa thodi jaldi aa jaata hai.. uski taraf se mai sorry bolta hun.. wo aapke hasi ke kaaran thoda aakrosh me aa gaya..”

maine saant lahje se us se sorry kaha..

Meri baat sun kar uske tevar bhi thode kam ho gaye..

” thik hai, thik hai.. bhai aap kahte ho to maaf kiya..asal me thodi galti hamari bhi hai.. hame bhi dusroon par nahi hasna chahiye tha..
ham bhi apni taraf se maafi mangte hai.
soo sorry..”

usne mujhse bhi jayada shaalinta se meri baat ka jawab diya..

2 aankhe vismayta se is ghatna ko ghur rahi thi..

us ladki ki aankhe.. jo thodi der pahle apne BF ke tevar pe saayad itra rahi thi..

Main khud bhi thoda achambhit sa tha..
” ye itni jaldi kaise maan gaya.. ?”

ya to mere kahne me kuch jaadoo sa tha jisne uae saant kar diya tha..
ya wk aur karan ho sakta tha.. ham do log the aur wo akela..

Ab kaaran jo bhi ho.. maine maater close kiya or sahil ka haath pakd waha se chal pada.. jo thodi der se mere pichhe khada khud bhi aascharye se mujhe ghure jaa raha tha..

Ham wapas apne bench par baith hi rahe the..

tabhi fir se wahi ladki ki aawaj sunai de..

“Tum to bilkul darpok ho.. do logo ko dekhte hi use maaf kar diya.. aur to aur khud hi.. sorry bhi bol diya….”

Uski ye baat sun.. ham dono ne ek dusre ko dekha.. aur hamari bhi hasi chhut gai..

wapas waha baithne ke baad sahil thoda thik tha.. maine uski or nazar daalte hue kaha..

“To tu ab batayega ki aakhir tu pareshaan kyon tha?? ”

Mere prashn ne uska dhyaan bhang kiya..

Usne meri or rukh kiya, aur gambhirta se meri or dekhte hue kaha..

” Bhai jindagi ke kai rang hai… Aaj jo sahil yaha tere saamne baitha hai or jis sahil ko tu pahle jaanta tha.. Usme ab sach me fark aagaya hai..par pahle bhi mujhe tujhpar vishwas tha..aur wo aaj bhi kayam hai..”

” abe ye idhar udhar baat kyon ghuma raha hai.. sidhe – sidhe problem bata na apni..”

” Bhai.. tujhe yakin dila raha tha… mujhe tujhpar pura bharosa hai.. ”

” achha chal baat kya hai ye bata.. faaltu ke dialogues mat maar..”

“Bhai.. Mujhe pyaar ho gaya hai..!! ”

“Kya…!!!!!?? Par kis se?? aur kab se?? ”

“bhai.. wo gaon me.. hamare pados ki ek ladki hai.. us se.. isi wajah se aajkal mai gaon jaata hun.. uske dekhe bina kuch bhi achha nahi lagta..”

“kya tune use apne dil ki baat batai..?”

“bhai yahi to gadbad hai.. uske aur meri family ki banti nahi hai.. maine use propose bhi kiya tha.. par usne yahi family ki duhai dete hue.. mera proposal thukra diya…

Maine us se kaha bhi ki mai pure family ko manaunga or na mane to ham kahi door chale jayenge.. in sab se door..

wo mere bhaag chalne ki baat se bhadak gai.. aur mujhse na milne ko kah gayi..

Par, bhai mujhe pura yakin hai ki, use bhi mujhse pyar hai.. wo hamesa mere gaon aane ka intazar karti hai.. mujhe dekhte hi, us ke chehre par jo khusi aa jati hai.. wahi mujhe uske dil ka haal bayaan kar deta hain.. Ab to uske bina ye jivan bhi niras ho gaya hai bhai.. Pata nahi mere nashib me usse milna hai bhi ya nahi..?? ”

Itna bol wo chup ho gaya aur bilkul saanti se apne saamne ke us khaali bench ko nihaarne laga jispar thodi der pahle wo ladka-ladki baithe the..

Par,

Uski baaton ne ek baar phir mujhe us dard ka anubhav kara diya.. jinse badi mushkil se maine khud ko bahar nikala tha..

Meri aankhon ke saamne wo manjar chhaa gaye.. jab mere pyaar ko Nishu ne thukra diya tha…!!

Apni soch par kabu karte hue.. maine Sahil ki or dekha..

uski aankhon me pani aagye the.. Ye boonde, uski palkoon ke aad me khud ko chhupaye hue thi.. par in palkoon ki bhi ek sima hoti hai, bojh sahan karne ki.. jyun hi unpar thoda adhik bojh badhta hai.. ye chhalak padti hain..

Use rota dekh maine use sambhaala.. uski peeth par thapkiya dene laga..

” Abhishek..bhai.. kya maine koi gunah kiya hai..?? phir mujhe hi ye dard kyon??”

ji to kiya use bata dun.. ki is dard ko jhelne wala wo pahla insaan nahi hai..

Par, bhala main use kaise bata sakta tha.. ki mujhe bhi kisi ne yahi tadap di hai.. Aur batata bhi kya..main apni bahan se hi bepanah ishq karne laga hun..??

“chup ho ja Sahil, are to itni jaldi kaisr haar maan sakta hai.. Abhi kitne din pahle tune use,propose kiya tha?? Aur kitne dino se tu use pasand karta hai..?? ”

Use dilaasa dete hue..maine puchha..

” Pichhle mahine main use pahli baar dekha tha.. Apne ghar ke chhat pe wo subah me kapre daalne aayi thi..aur tab se uska chehra dil me utar gaya hai..kitni khubsurat lag rahi thi wo….”

Ye batate batate Sahil jane kis duniya me kho gaya..
Maine use kandhe ko hilaaya tab jaa kar saale ko hosh aaya.

“saale kaha kho gaya..wo yaha nahi hai.. Or ye bata uska name kya hai..or tune use propose kab kiya tha..? ”

“wo yaha nahi hai, to kya hua uski yaadein to mere saath hai hi.. Aur sun mai tujhe puri baat batata hun..”

Phir suru hui ek aur daastan..

Sahil ne mujhe puri baat batai ki wo aur Jyoti kaise mile.. Kaise dono me baatein suru hui or ye pyaar apne parwaan par aaya..!!

Mai saanti se baitha uski baatein sun raha tha..

Akhir kaar usne apne propose ke din ki baat batai..

“tune use ghar se bhaag chalne ko kyun kaha?? Aisi baat sun kar koi bhi naaraz ho jayega..us waqt tujhe sirf apna pyaar dikhai de raha tha..

Par ye bhi to soch tere alawa bhi uska ek sansaar hai.. Jisme uske pariwar wale bhi rahte hai..

Kya us pyar ka koi mol nahi hai.. Jo use apne pariwar se prapt hua hai.. ”

Ye baat kehte hue ek chehra meri nigahoon ke saamne ghum aaya..

Aaj mai sahi me nishu ki soch ka kaayal ho gaya tha.. Sach hi to kaha tha usne aakhir ham ek rishte ko banane ke liye baakion ko kaise tod sakte hai..

” teri baat bilkul sahi hai..par kya iska ye matlab ye hai ki ham apne rishte ki bali de dein..
Ye sach hai ki us waqt maine sirf apne bare me soch kar ye baat kahi thi.. Par ab tu hi bata main kya karu..mujhe kuch nahi sujh raha..”

“Abe tujhe aaj hi shaadi karni hai kya?? ” maine bhadakte hue kaha.

Eka-ek mere ye sawaal uske palle nahi pada..wo confuse ho kar mujhe dekhne laga..

” bhai ab ye shaadi ki baat bich me kaha se aagai..aur wo bhi abhi.. Abhi to padhai bhi puri nahi hui hai..”

“bhai mere yahi to mai bhi samajha kah raha hun..abhi sahi samay nahi aaya hai koi bhi faisle lene ka..tujhe sab waqt par chhod dena chahiye..bas ek kaam tujhe karna padega..”

“kya?? ”

” tujhe Jyoti ko jaakar samjhana padega..aur use yakin dilana ki tu pure pariwar ko mana lega..”

Meri baat sun wo mere gale lag gaya..

” thanks bhai.. Tune sab problem solve kar di..main us se kahunga ki wo mera intazar kare..jab tak main puri family ko mana na lu..”

Maine use khud se alag kiya..aur ek jor ka uske gaalon par rashid kar diya..

Use mujh se tarah ke reaction li ummid nahi thi.. Bechara gaalon pe haath rakh ke gusse me chillaya..

“Saale mara kyon..!!! ”

Shaam ke 7 baj rahe the.. Aur park ab khali ho raha tha..par ab bhi kai saare log waha the..jinka dhyaan is waqt sirf ham pad hi tha..

Maine ek nazar sab pad daali or dhire se sahil se bola

” Sahil chilla kyun raha hai..yaha aur log bhi hai park me..”

“Saale pahle ye bata tune mara kyun..aise achanak se tujhe ek rashid kar dun..to tu kya chup baithega..”
Usne apni aawaj thodi dheemi karte hue kaha.

“Isliye maara, kyoki tu aajkal pyaar me pagal hokar hamare bich hui us deal ko bhool gaya hai..jo hamne 2nd standard me ki thi..

“No sorry No thankyou” kuch yaad hai..aapko?? ”

“ohh..no mujhe to dhyaan hi nahi raha..”

“aage se dhyaan rakhna warna is baar to sirf ek jhapad laga hai.. Agli baar laat bhi lagegi.

chal ab 7 bajne ko hain…”

Ham dono park se nikale..aaj ham dono ek saath hi aaye the meri bike se… Maine use uske ghar chhoda.. Aur apne ghar ki or chal pada.

 

wahi dusri tarf Nishu ki haalat bhi kuch aisi hi thi..

Pura din usne kaise kaata tha ye wo hi jaanti hai..

Use bahut dukh ho raha tha.. bhale hi us waqt wo abhishek se gussa ho gai thi.. par apne aanshoon bahane ke baad jab usne puri ghatna par gaur kiya..

tab use bhi apni galti ka ehsaas hua.. use bhi ye lag raha tha ki maine kuch jayada hi badsaluki kar di hai..

Dil me aatmglani le kar ghut-ghut ke samay bitana, kitna mushkil hota hai use aaj is baat ki anubhuti ho rahi thi..

Usne jab puri baat par dhyaan diya tab use laga.. ki wo khud rishtoon Shreya ko aise kaise kah sakti hai..ye to rishtoon ki maryaada ka apmaan hua na.. jabki usne isi maan maryaada ki duhai dekar abhishek ke pyaar ko thukraya tha..

pura din usne abhishek ka intazar kiya tha.. taki maafi mang sake..par abhishek ke aane ke baad bhi use koi mauka na mil paya..

9 baje tak papa bhi aagaye.. Mai abhi bhi apne kamre me leta apni soch me gum tha.. Mera dhyaan maa ki aawaj ne toda.. Wo mujhe niche khane pe bula rahi thi..

Auge kyun mujhe kuch khane ka mann nahi kar raha tha.. beman sa hi sahi mai niche aaya aur dining table ke chair pe baitha..thodi der me Nishu aur Shreya bhi aagaye..

Dono baatein karte hue aai aur baith gai.. Nishu ne jaise hi apna chehra uthaya uski nazar mujhpar padi..wo thik mere saamne baithi thi..

Mujhse nazre milte hi..usne jhat se apna sir niche kar liya..saayad use anumaan nahi tha ki wo mere saamne baithi hai..

Tabhi maa ne khana padosa..

“maa bas itna hi khaungi.. rahne do..”
nishu maa ko mana karte hue boli.

“Nishu, teri tabiyat to thik hai na, tune to aaj din me bhi kuch nahi khaya..phir abhi bhi itna sa kha rahi hai..koi problem to nahi hai na..”

ye baat mujhe chub si gai..Nishu ne aaj pure din kuch nahi khaya?? par kyu?? kya meri wajah se??

” nahi maa, wo bas aaj khane ka mann nahi kar raha.. sab thik hai..”

phir papa ne use samjhay.. uske baad sabhi dinner karne lage.. is bich kabhi wo mujhe chor nazron se dekhti to kabhi mai chori se uski or dekh leta..

puri family ne dinner kiya.. jisme shreya aur rahul bhi the.. sabhi ke chehre pa khusi thi.. siwaye do logo ke, jo khush dikhne ka naatak kar rahe the.. par bhitar hi bhitar apne dard ko samete hue the..

Dinner ke baad mom dad sone chale gaye aur sabhi ne living room me jamghat lagaya..jo Shreya ka idea tha.. Wo Nishu ko bhi pakad ke le aayi.. Phir suru hua sabki baaton ka silsila…

Ham idhar udhar ki baate karte rahe.
rahul to bas T.V me ghusa tha..mera dhyaan bhi T.V ki or hi tha.. bas bich me Shreya ki bataoo ka jawab bhi de deta tha..kaise raat ke 11:30 baje kisi ko pata na chala.. phir rahul bhi utha aur mere room me chala gaya sone..aur Nishu bhi ek nazar mujhe dekhte hue chali gai apne room me..saayad use kuch kahna tha..aur mera bhi us se kuch baatein karne ka mann kar raha tha…

par, samay par kiska jor chalta hai.. hame koi mauka hi nahi mil pa raha tha..
Nishu ke jaane ke baad mai aur Shreya bache the bas..

Shreya bhi ab chup si T.V pe chal rahe CID ke serial pe apna dhyaan gadaye hue thi..

Mai bhi uth ka jaane laga..aur T.V band kar use bhi jaa kar sone ko kaha.

“Are Abhishek bhaiya aap bhi itni jaldi ja rahe ho.. baitho na thodi der aapse kuch baatein karni hai..”

“Tujhe ye jaldi lag raha hai.. maharani ji jara time pe gaur kijiye.. raat ke 12 bajne ko hai.. aur mujhe subah uthna bhi hota hai..”

“Abhi 11:40 ho raha hai.. bas 15 min aur baitho na fir mai bhi chali jaungi sone..aap bhi chale jaana..”

“Chal jaldi bol kya bolna hai..” Maine thodi der baithne ka nirnay lete hue puchha..

“Bhaiya aapne bataya nahi aap aaj kiske saath the pura din.. Batao na..”

“Tujhe yahi baat karni thi..mai ja raha hun sone.. tu yahi baith aur apna dimag in faaltu baatoon me laga..”

“Offf hoo.. batao na.. koi G.F. banai hai kya aapne..?? ”

“Maine to nahi banayi par teri harkaton se mujhe ek baat ka yakin ho gaya hai..”

” Heynn.. kaun si baat ka?? ”

“Yahi ki tune apne liye kisi ko chun liya hai.. kon hai wo badnaseeb..!!”

Shreya pahle to sharmai, par jab puri baat par gaur kiya tab aankhe badi kar ke mujhe dekhne lagi..aur mere kandhe pe do mukke laga diye..

“So bad bhaiya….aap use badnaseeb kaise bol sakte ho..wo to bahut hi achha hai..”

“Achha tujhe bahut pata hai.. pahle naam to bata..aur us se mila kab rahi hai..”

“Anmol naam hai uska.. aap jab bhi waha aao tab mil lena..maine aapko us se milwane ka hi socha tha..”

Shreya sharmate hue dhire se boli..

” Aata hun exam dekar tere ghar bhi jald hi.. aur ha.. ek baat ka dhyaan rakhna.. pyaar karne galat nahi hai par apne ghar ki maan maryaada ko dhyaan me rakhna.. koi aise kaam mat karna jis se future me afsos ho..”

“Off hoo.. bhaiya mai jaanti hun.. us ki tnsn aap na lo.. Anmol bhi bahut achhe hai.. wo bhi aapki tarah hi hain.. thode purane khayaaloon ka..”

“wo to mil ke hi pata chalega.. chal ab tu so jaa.. mai bhi chalta hun sone.. gd night.”

waha se mai bhi sone aagaya.. rahul bhi mere bed pe hi soya hua tha.. mai bhi wahi let gaya.. thodi der baad mujhe bhi neend aa gai..

Subah 5 baje alarm ne mujhe jagaya.. mere saath Rahul bhi utha aur alarm band karne ko bol phir se so gaya..

mai uth kar fresh hua.. aur kitchen ki or chal pada.. coffee bana ne..

kitchen ke paas pahuchte hi mujhe bartano ki aawaj sunai di.. saayad koi pahle se hi waha tha.. mai kitchen ki or badha..

Abhishek ke kitchen me enter hote hi, uski nazar apne saamne khadi Nishu par padi.. wo bhi saayad coffee bana rahi thi..
kadmoon ki aahat se uska dhyaan toota.. usne pichhe mud abhishek ki aur apni nazar feri…

saayad wo abhi hi uthi thi.. abhi bhi uske baal uske chehre par bikhre pade the..baaloon ke bich uske maasom se chehre ki jhalak ek sukoon ka ehsaash de rahi thi.

” Nishu kya kar rahi hai..itni subah subah?? aur tu itni jaldi kaise uth gai..?? maa kaha hai..??

abhishek is se aage kuch aur kahta us se pahle hi Nishu apne doono kaan pakad uske saamne aa khadi hui…

“So sorry bhaiya.. plz mujhe maaf kar dijiye.. kal ke liye.. mai bahut..”

abhi uski baat puri bhi nahi hui thi ki abhishek bich me hi uske hoothon par apna haath rakh use chup kar diya.. aur dusre haath se Nishu ke haathon ko kaano se alag kiya..

Nishu is sparsh se kahi kho si gai.. dil ki dhadkan joro se ufaan pe aa gai thi.. use apne hoothon pe abhishek ke haath ki garmaahat mehsoos ho rahi thi.. Ye uske liye bilkul naya ehsaash tha..jaane kab uske hooth khule aur kab usne abhishek ke hatheli ko chum liya.. iska andaaza use bhi nahi hua..

“Tum kyun sorry bol rahi ho.. sorry to mujhe kahna chahiye.. meri wajah se tumhar dil dukha.. mai bahut sharminda hun.. mere kaaran tumhe ye taklif sahni padi..”

Abhishek ko apne haath par aaye gilepan ka ehsaash tha.. par khud ko normal karte hue usne khud ko pichhe khicha aur khud bhi nishu se maafi mangi..

Nishu jo abhishek ke haathon ki garmaahat ko mehsoos kar rahi thi use abhishek ka yun pichhe hatt jaana achha nahi laga.. wo ek laalsa bhari aankho se abhishek ki or dekhne lagi.. man me ek bechaini si hone lagi.. abhishek ki baaton ne use aur bhi bechain sa kar diya..

wo khud ko rokk na pai.. aur ek dam se abhishek ke gale lag gai..

” aap mujhse itna pyaar kyun karte hain?? mai is pyaar kabil nahi hun.. mai janti hun aapki koi galti nahi thi.. fir bhi aap mujhse maafi mang rahe hain.. taki mai dukhi na ho jaun..!! mai aapki bhaavnaon ko samjh hi nahi paati.. mai ye bhi jaanti hun ki mujhe bhi aapse pyaar ho gaya hai.. aap chup se rahte hain to mera dil dukhta hai.. aap jab bhi aankho se dur hote hain..tab ye mann kitna bechain rahta hai.. ye sirf mai hi janti hun.. aapko kal maine naaraz kar diya tha.. uske baad mujhe jo dard mehsoos hua use mai jhel nahi sakti.. mai kabool karti hun ki mujhe bhi aapse pyaar hai.. par, mujhe darr lagta hai.. in maryaada ki dewaron se.. ise todna mere bas ka nahi hai.. mujhe maaf kar dijiyega.. mai aapke pyaar ke laayak nahi hun..!! ”

Nishu abhishek ke gale me apni baahen daale fut-fut kar rone lagi thi.. apne aanshuoon ke bich usne sisakte hue ye saari baatein kahi..

abhishek jaha pahle to Nishu ke eka-ek gale lagne se achambhit sa khada tha.. wahi jab usne Nishu ki baatein suni to uska dil bhi ro pada..aur aankho se do bondein chhalak aayi..
Dono hi kuch der tak ek dusre se lipte hue khade the.. abhishek Nishu ki peeth par thapkiya de..use saant karne ki koshish kar raha tha.. par uski aankhein khud bhi saant nahi ho pa rahi thi..

Kuch der baad abhishek khud ko thoda sambhalte hue.. Nishu ko apne saamne kiya aur apne haathoon se uske aankhon ko saaf kiya jo aanshuoon se is kadar bhig gai thi ki aankhon ke upar ki palkein ek dusre se chipak gai thi..!!

“Nishu.. chup ho jao.. plz aur dhyaan se meri baat suno.. ”

Abhishek ke is pyaari si pukaar se Nishu thodi shaant hui aur apni Nazarein utha abhishek ki or dekha..

“Pahli baat to ye.. ki pyaar ka koi paimaana nahi hota.. isliye tumhare pyaar ko maapne ki baat bilkul galat hai.. pyar koi mol-tol ki wastu nahi hai.. rahi baat kal ki, to galti sirf tumhari nahi thi.. galti meri bhi thi.. mujhe bhi samjh jaana chahiye tha ekdam se aisi baat sun kar hame insecureness feel hoti hi hai.. mujhe saayad pahle hi tumhe bata dena chahiye tha.. par mujhe bhi is baat ka andaaza nahi tha ki tum aisa feel karogi. wo ladkiyo ke dil ki bhaavnaye meri samajh ke bahar hai..aur kal pura din mujhe bhi bahut bura laga tha.. tumhe dukhi dekh kar mera mann bhi bojhil sa tha.. achha ab in baatoon ko chhodo.. galti ham dono ki thi.. maine bhi tumhe maaf kiya aur tum bhi mujhe maaf kardo..plz. ”

Abhishek mahual ko thoda halka karne ke liye baat badalne ki koshish karta hai..

“Maafi ki jarrorat hi nahi hai.. mai aapse naaraz ho hi nahi sakti.. par aap baat ghuma rahe hain.. aapne is rishte ke liye kya socha hai..??Maine aapke pyaar ke prastav ko swikar kar liya par aapne is bare me kuch nahi kaha.. ??”

Nishu apni nazarein niche ki or gadaye hue apni aankhein pochhti hai aur ek gambhir surat bana kar abhishek se sawal karti hai.

Abhishek nishu ko khud se alag kar pichhe hote hue..thoda ruk kar bolta hai..

” Nishu.. maine to tumhara pyaar bahut pahle hi swikaar liya tha.. par us roz tumne jo bhi kaha uske baad maine bhi bahut socha.. aur ant me mai bas yahi soch paya ki ab wahi hoga jo hamari takdeer me likha hoga… hame koi jaldibaaji nahi karni chahiye.. pahle hame apni padhai puri karni chahiye.. ye waqt hamare rishte ko kis taraf le jayega.. iska faisla ham nahi kar sakte.. par phir bhi ham apni taraf se jo bhi ho sakega uski koshish jaroor karenge.. aur tumhe darrne ki jarrorat nahi hai.. mere rahte tumpar koi bhi ungli nahi uthegi.. bas mujhpe thoda sa bharosa rakhna..”

Nishu abhishek ki baat sun apni nazar ko utha thi hai.. abhishek ki peeth uski or thi or abhishek apne khayaloon me khoya darwaaze ki or ghoor raha tha..

Nishu khud ko rok nahi paati aur abhishek ke paas jaa kar pichhe se hi bas apna sir uske kandhe se tika deti hai..
“Mujhe aap par pura bharosa hai..”

kuch samay tak yun hi dono khud ke khayaloon me khoye apne aane wale kal ki kalpana karte hain.. thodi der baad abhishek waise hi khada Nishu ke sir ko apne kandhe pe mehsoos karte hue.. kahta hai..

“Tumne ye nahi bataya aaj tum itni subah kaise uth gai.. air maa ab tak soi hui kyun hain?? ”

“Aapse baat karni thi isliye aaj alarm lagaya tha.. subah ka..socha aapke liye coffee bana dun aaj.. aur maa saayad kal ki yatra ke karan thaki hui hai..isliye so rahi hongi.. aap bahar chaliye mai coffee bana kar laati hun..”

Nishu ab bhi waise hi apna sir abhishek ke kandhe pe tikaye hue thi.. use ek sukoon ki anubhuti ho rahi thi.. khud ko sambhalte hue apne sir ko kandhe se hatate hue wo jawab deti hai..

Tabhi ek khatt ki aawaj dono ke kaano me padti hai..

Ye darwaaza khulne ki aawaj thi..
“Maa uth gai saayad.. aap bahar baithiye mai coffee bana ke laati hun..”

Nishu ke kahne par abhishek bahar aa gaya..
Maa apne kamre se nikal rahi thi abhishek ko kitchen se nikalte hue dekha aur puchha..

” Beta tu ab tak jogging pe nahi gaya??

” Wo mai ja hi raha hun.. bas coffee pi lun.. ”

” Ban gai coffee?? ya bana dun??

” Nahi maa wo Nishu aap sab ke chai aur mere liye coffee bana rahi hai..”

” kyaa???

maa hairani se pahle abhishek ki or dekha phir kitchen me.. aur nishu ko sach me waha dekh thodi khush bhi hui aur thodi achambhit bhi..

“Aaj Suraj paschim se kaise nikal aaya.. Kshi mai sapne me nahi hun na.. Ye Hamari maharani sahiba hi hain na.. ”

” Mmaaaa??? aapko main itni buri lagti hun?? maine socha aap sab thake hue honge.. isliye aap sab ke liye chai bana dun.. par ab aap hi banayiye.. ab se kuch nahi karna.. ”

Nishu ne naarazgi se kaha or Kitchen se bahar nikalne lagi.. tabhi maa ne use pakada aur gale laga liye..

Uski peeth par thapkiya di.. aur boli..

“Tu to meri sabse pyaari betiya hai.. mai to bas mazak kar rahi thi..”

Nishu ka naaraz chehra maa ki baat sun khusi se chamak gaya aur usne maa ko or jor se gale laga liya..

” Offf.. ohh… aap dono ka bharat milaap khatm hua ho to.. kya mujhe coffee milegi ya aise hi jaun..”

” Kuch nahi milega.. chal bhaag yaha se.”
maa ne haste hue kaha.

” Maa aap chaliye.. mai aap sab ke liye chai lati hun.. aur inko coffee bhi de deti hun..”

” Thik hai betu.. mai tere papa ko uthati hun..”
Maa ne Nishu ko maathe ko chuma aur apne room ki or jaate jaate kaha or bich raaste abhishek ko ek thapki bhi laga di..

Maa ke jaate hi abhishek phir se kitchen me aa gaya.. aur nishu ke bagal me khada ho use niharne laga..

Nishu abhishek ko apne paas khada pa kar kasmasai..

” Aap yaha kyun aa gaye?? ” usne ek dhimi si sarghosi ki..

” Kyon?? kitchen me aana mana hai kya?? ” abhishek ne bhi usi tarah sarghosi karte hue kaha..

” Mai apki coffee le kar aa to rahi thi.. aap yaha khade rahiyega to mujhse koi kaam hi nahi ho payega.. ”

” Kya meri maujudgi tujhe itni buri lagti hai..?? ”
abhishek thoda sad face banate hue kahta hai..

Nishu jo ab tak jyadatar gas ki or dekh rahi thi.. bich bich me abhishek ki or aankhon ke kone se nazar dal rahi thi.. abhishek ki is baat se thodi serious hote hue uski or mudti hai..

” Aapne aisa socha bhi kaise?? Aapki baat ke weeprit Aapki mauzudgi mere liye itni khaas hai.. ki us waqt mujhe kuch or nahi sujhta bas aapke khayal hi aate hain.. isliye mai aapse jaane ko kah rahi thi.. ”

abhishek ki nazaron se nazar milate hue usne kaha..

Kuch paloon tak dono yun hi khoe se rahte hain..

Dudh ke ubalkar gas par gir jane ki aawaj ne unke dhyaan toda..

Nishu ne jaldi – jaldi gas band kiya.. aur budbudai.. ” lijiye ho gaya na satyanaash.. bola tha bahar jaiye.. ”

abhishek uski baat sun.. thoda muskuraya.. aur nishu ke gaalon par ek halke se apne hoothon ko sata.. ek chhoti si kiss kiya..

” Mai apne room me jaa raha hun.. wahi coffee lete aana aur apni chai bhi.. aaj jogging cancel.. ”

Abhishek khusi se bolte hue.. apne Room ki or chala gaya..

Nishu mantr-mughd si khadi apne gaalon par apna haath rakhe apne dil me uthne wale meethe dard ko mehsoos karti rahi..

Thode samay baad usne apne maa – papa ko chai diya.. uske papa use aaj chai bana kar laate dekh bahut khus hue..
unhone use pyaar se sir par haath phera..
Phir Nishu 2 coffee aur 2 chai le kar chal padi abhishek ke Room ki or..

Udhar abhishek apne room me khusi – khusi enter to hua par apne saamne Rahul ko sota hua dekh uski saari khusiyon par paani phir gaya..

Asal me wo upar ye soch kar aaya tha ki Nishu ke saath kuch baatein karega.. use niche dhyaan hi nahi raha ki uske ghar me 2 or log bhi maujood the..

” Are yaar kya sochkar bahar jaane ka plan cancel kiya tha.. ab to koi chance hi nahi hai..” khud me hi bud-budate hue usne kaha..
Phir mann maar ke apni kitaabe le kar baith gaya..

Abhishek ki ye ek achhi aadat thi jab wo padhai karta to pure mann se karta..

Thodi der me Nishu aayi use coffee dene.. Nishu ke andar aate hi dono ki nazre mili.. dono ke hi Dil me kuch pal saath bitane ki ichha thi par ye possible nahi tha..

Nishu Rahul ko bhi uthati hai.. ek nazar abhishek ki or dekhti jo use hi dekh raha tha.. fir apne room ki or chal padti hai Shreya ko jagane.. Abhishek apna dimaag jhatak kar padhai par concentrate karta hai..

Thodi der baad pura pariwar jaag jaata hai.. aur sabhi niche breakfast ke liye ikkatha hote hai.. subah ke 8 bajne ko the.. Abhishek ke papa office ke liye nikal jaate hain.. aur mom apne daily works me buzy ho jaati hain.. Dusri taraf Nishu , Shreya aur Rahul ke saath batein karne me aur T.V me buzy thi.. aur in sab se door Abhishek apne room me apni kitaabon ke bich khoya hua tha…

Waqt guzra aur dopahar ka waqt aaya sabne khaana khaya aur Living room me ikkatha hue.. shaam ko shopping karne ka plan banaya gaya.. jiski main leader thi Shreya.
Maa ko chhod baaki sabhi jaane ko taiyaar the..

” maa tum bhi chalo na ” Abhishek ne jidd kiya..

” haa maasi aap ko bhi chalna padega.. plz plz chalo na..” Shreya bhi unhe manane me lag jaati hai..

” Beta mai tum young logo ke bich mai bhala kya karungi?? ab tum sab bhi bade ho gaye ho..”

“Maa kisne kaha ham bade ho gaye hain.. mai to abhi bhi chhoti hun.. aur mai aapke bina nahi jaane waali market.. kahi kho gayi to..? ”

Nishu ne maasumiyat ke saath haste hue maa ki god me khud ko dubkaate hue kaha.. wo sofe par baithe hue hi apna sir maa ki god me rakh deti hai.. aur mushkuraate hue unse chipak jaati hai..

Nishu ki baat sun.. sabke chehron par hasi aa jaati hai..
Abhishek is waqt use hi dekh raha tha.. kitni maasumiyat se usne ye baat kahi thi.. bilkul kisi chhote bachche ki tarah.. uske chehre pe jo halki hasi bikhri thi.. jise dekh abhishek ka dil bhi khus ho raha tha.. par..?? use ye khabar nahi thi ki do aankhe use bhi dekh rahi thi.. jo shayad uske aankhon ko padhne ka prayash kar rahi thi..

” ha ha tu to abhi bhi chhoti si gudiya hai.. jo market me kho jayegi.. chal chalti hun tumhare saath mujhe apni pyaari beti ko khona nahi hai.. ”
Maa ne pyaar se use khud me samet te hue uske pyaare se chehre par apne haath firaate hue kaha..

At last sabke chalne ka plan fix hua.. Sumitra ne abhishek ke dad ko phone kar bata diya ki wo log shopping par jaa rahe hain..

” Abhishek beta ham log jaayenge kaise.. tumhare Papa car leke office ja chuke hai.. 5 log teri bike se kaise jayenge?? ”

” Maa aap fikar naa kariye mai cab bula lunga.. ham sab usi se chalenge..”

Shaam ko 4 baje Abhishek aur Rahul ek saath taiyaar ho gaye aur niche aaye.. par waha ab tak koi nahi aaya tha.. sab ladies ab tak taiyaari me hi thi..

” Maa chalna nahi hai kya?? ” Abhishek rahul ke saath ghar ke main hall me baithte hue wahi se hi aawaj lagata hai..

” Beta tu cab bula mai bas aa rahi hun.. aur ye Nishu aur Shreya aayi ki Nahi ??”

” Thik hai maa mai cab wale ko bulata hun aur aapki dono maharaniya abhi tak upar hi hai..”

“Ji nahi dono yaha aa gayi hai..” Shreya sidhiyoon se utarte hue kahti hai.. kaale rang ke kadhaidaar salwar-kameez par ujlaa duppata daale wo kisi maharani se kam nahi lag rahi thi.. uske gore rang par kaali dress suit kar rahi thi..

Thik uske pichhe Nishu thi.. Jo halke gulaabi rang ke suit me thi..jo uske sundar se wajood ko ek alag hi roop de raha tha.. Salwaar chudi-dar thi jo uske sharir se chipki hue uske pairon ko mann mohak bana rahe the.. uska safeed or gulaabi dupaata uske gale me kisi haar se kam nahi lag rahe the.. kaano me do chhote ear-rings thi jo uski khubsurat se chehre ko or bhi hassen bana rahe the.. gore chehre par halka make-up kiya tha.. Aankhe niche jhuki hui..lajja ka ehsaash dila rahi thi..

Abhishek to bas usi me kho sa gaya tha.. uska dhyaan to Shreya ki baat se tutaa.

” Kya abhishek bhaiya bas Nishu ko hi ghure ja rahe ho.. meri taraf to dekh hi nahi rahe.. batao na mai kaisi lag rahi hun.. ”

Shreya ki is baat se dono Nishu or Abhishek thode darr se gaye.. Ek pal ko dono ki nazre takrai.. jaha Nishu ki aankhon me darr ke saath ek rosh(gussa) tha wahi abhishek ki aankho me begunaahi aur maafi ke bhaav..

” Tum bahut hi achhi lag rahi ho..” Abhishek khud ko sambhalte hue Shreya ko jawaab deta hai..

” Achha or Nishu kaisi lag rahi hai..?? ” ek-aa-ek Shreya ne ye sawaal puchha.

Shreya ke is prrashnn ko sun Nishu ki aankhein abhishek par tiki thi.. use ek darr sa lag raha tha.. kahi unhone kuch ut-patang kah diya to aaj hi ghar me toffan aa jayega..

Abhishek Shreya ke sawaal sun.. thoda mushkuraya.. aur apne mann me sochta hai.. ye bhi koi question hai.. mere liye to khubsurati ka aarambh hi us ek chehre se hota hai.. Usi se to maasumiyat aur saundarta ka aagaaj hota hai.. bhala us chehre ki sundarta ko mai kaise aank sakta hun… antt-tah kuch soch kar bas itna hi kahata..

” Wo bhi bahut hi achhi lag rahi hai..”

Uski baat sunn Nishu uski or ek baar dekhti hai.. aur khus ho jaati hai.. jaise uske mann ki baat padh li ho.. Tabhi dusre room se sumitra ki aawaj aati hai..

” Aa gaye sab.. par abhishek wo gaadi waala ab tak aaya ki nahi..?”

Phir abhishek ola cab waale ko apne mobile se hire karta hai.. jise uske ghar tak pahuchne me 10 min lagne the..

” Maa cab wala 10 min me yaha pahuchega….”

” Achha bas aa gai..”

Thodi der charo wahi baith jaate hain.. or aapas me baatein karne lagte hai.. kise kya kharidna hai.. in sab ke bich hi abhishek Nishu ko aankho se ishara karta hai ki wo bahut khubsurat lag rahi hai.. Nishu abhishek ko apni or aise dekhta paa kar khud pahle to aankhe dikhaati hai gusse se.. phir apni palkein jhuka khud par naaz karti hai.. use apna sajna – sawarna saarthak lag raha tha..

wahin ek aur shaks tha jo in dono ke aankhon ke bich chal rahe attkheliyon ko chori chori ghure ja raha tha..

Kuch samay baad cab bhi aa jaati hai.. aur Sumitra bhi nili saadi me apne room se bahar aa jaati hai.. Sabhi ghar se nikal padte hain..

Shreya ki jidd par sab sabse pahle shopping ko nikle.. Paas ke hi ek mall se hi purchasing ka plan bana.. Waha pahuchte hi Shreya, Nishu aur Apni maasi ko dresses dekhne ko jaane ko kahti hai…

“Beta tum log bhi kuch kharid lo.. tab tak mai in dono ke liye kuch kapde kharidti hun..”

Rahul ko bhi Abhishek andar le gaya uske liye koi dress lene ke liye.. Dono ne thodi der idhar udhar kuch kapde dekhe.. At last rahul ko ek jeans and shirt pasand aaya..

” Abhishek bhaiya aap apne liye bhi kuch kharid lijiye.. Ya sirf hamare liye hi offer hai..”

” Nahi chhote mere paas already bahut sare dresses hain.. Tujhe aur kuch dekhna hai to dekh le..”

” Nahi bhaiya aur kuch nahi lena bas jara aata hun kuch saaman ke mol-vhaw kar ke..dekhta hun yaha hamare yaha se saste saaman milte hai ya nahi.. ”

” Tujhe kuch lena ho to bata dena.. Paise ki fikar mat karna.”
Rahul aage ek games and electronics ke Shop ki aur chala jaata hai..

Abhishek bhi aise hi idhar udhar apni nazar paas ki dukaano par daal raha tha.. tabhi uski nazar ek dukaan me lage Patiyala Salwar – Kameez par padti hai..
Violet and nile rang ka wo dress use bahut hi achhi lagti hai.. wo apne khayaloon me kalpna karta hai uski Nishu par wo dress kaisi lagegi..

use wo dress pasand aa jaati hai.. or wo us dukaan se wo dress kharid leta hai par problem ise le jaane ki thi..

Abhishek kuch soch kar ek mens clothing ke shop me chala jaata hai.. Aur apne liye ek track-pant aur kuch undergarments kharidta hai..fir apne saare saaman ko usi carry bag me daal leta hai jisme usne Nishu ka suit rakha tha..aur Suit ko upar se dhak deta hai..

Udhar Sumitra Nishu aur Shreya ko kapde delati hai..

Shreya apne liye ek jeans aur t-shirt leti aur aur Nishu ko bhi kahti hai lene ko.. Waise to nishu ke pas purane jeans the.. Par wo unhe pahanti bahut kam thi jyadatar wo salwar-suit hi pahanti thi, jo us par achha bhi lagta tha.. Sumitra ka bhi kahna tha kabhi kabhi thode alag kapde bhi pahan ne chahiye..

Sabki baat baan Nishu ne bhi ek black jeans le li aur ek halke red color ki t-shirt.. In sab ke baad sumitra ne bhi apne liye ek saadi kharida.. Karib 2 ghante ke baad khatm hui inki shopping.. Is bich Abhishek aur Rahul us gaming ke Dukan me the.. Dono ko hi achhe se pata tha ki shopping me late hone hai.. Isliye dono hi wahi game ki dukaan me baith gaye khelne..

Kapde ke paise paid karne ke baad Sumitra abhishek ko call karti hai..

” Kaha hai beta?? Ham log coffee shop ke pass khade hain..jaldi aa..” Tabhi Nishu ko kuch yaad aata hai..

“Maa wo mujhe wo thodi cosmetics ka saaman lena hai.. ” wo dhere se sumitra se kahti hai..

“Theek hai tum aur Shreya chali jaao..aur wapas yahi aana..main yahi hun abhishek bhi aata hi hoga..”

Nishu shreya ke saath chali jaati hai..use ek kajal aur make-up ke kuch saaman lene the..dono saaman le aur paise paid kar wapas laut hi rahi thi tabhi Nishu ki nazar ek shop me padi.. Thodi der to wo us or dekhti hi rahi aur ek khusi uske hoothon pe aagai thi.. Shreya ne use aise dekha.

” oo maidam kaha khoi ho.. Hame right nahi left ki or jaana hai..”

Shreya ki aawaj use wapas apni duniya me le aaya..

“Kuch nahi Di.. Chaliye jaldi maa intazar kar rahi hogi.. ”

“Areee.. waah.. khud khadi hokar ulti disha me dekh rahi hai aur ab mujhe jaldi karne ko bol rahi hai..”

Dono chalte hue coffee shop ke paas pahuch gaye..waha pahuch unhe ek surprise mila..

“Are papa aap yaha..??”

Nishu chair pe baithte hue bolti hai..

” Socha tum sab ke saath ham bhi thoda enjoy kar le..”

Asal me 6 baje jab wo office se nikle the tabhi unhone abhishek ko call kiya..ye jaan me ki unki kharidaari khatm hui ya nahi.. Fir khud bhi mall ka puchh yaha pahuch gaye..

” To sab ki shopping ho gai.. Ya kuch bacha bhi hai.. Agar shopping ho gai ho to Kuchh khane chale..”

Sab ka hi jawaab haa tha..

Puri family dinner kar raat karib 9:30 me ghar pahuchi..

thodi der living room me baith sabne baatein ki fir sabhi apne room me sone chale gaye..

Abhishek apne room me pahucha aur apne aalmirah me saaman rakh padhne baith gaya.. Aur Rahul bed par ludhak gaya.. Dusri or Nishu bed pe let khud me khoi hui mushkura rahi thi.. Aur waise hi so bhi gai.. Par Shreya wahi chair pe baithi kisi soch me gum thi..

Aadhe ghante baad wo kuch soch kar abhishek ke room ki or chal padi.. Jaisa use ummid thi.. Abhishek baith kar padh raha tha.. ek pal to usne disturb nahi karne ka socha.. Par fir baad me use mauka mile ya na mile.. Is baat ko soch wo room me enter hui..

” bhaiya agar aap disturb na ho rahe ho to kya mai yaha baithu..mujhe nind nahi aa rahi..”

” Are shreya baitho na isme puchhne wali kya baat hai.. Par sirf baithna bak-bak mat chalu kar dena..”

Shreya wahi chair pe baith jaati hai..

“waise bhaiya mujhe aapse kuch puchhna hai..”

“ho gai teri bak-bak shuru, Chal bol kya puchhna hai..” Abhishek mushkurate hue bola..

“Aapne wo suit kiske ke liye kharida hai..?”

Abhishek ke chehre par jo hasi thi is sawaal ko sun kho si gai.. Awaak sa wo ek tak Shreya ki or achambhit ho kar dekhne laga.. Phir uski nazarein khud hi nichi ho gai..

“kon sa suit..?? ” haklaate hue usne jhut bolne ki koshish ki..

“Achha to aapko pata nahi hai kon sa suit..?? mujhse jhut mat boliye maine aapko kharidte dekha tha.. Nishu ke liye kharida hai na?? ”

” Tumhe kaise pata..?? ” abhishek darte hue puchhta hai.

” Aap dono ke bich jo chal raha hai.. mujhe achhe se dikh raha hai.. andhi nahi hun mai..” Shreya thode gussa hote hue bolti hai..

” Shreya plz ye baat ghar pe kisi aur ko mat bolna.. ”

” par bhaiya aap aisa kaise kar sakte ho.. aapko achhe se pata hai ki Nishu aapki bahan hai.. phir ye.. ”

” Shreya plz meri baat sun.. abhi ye sahi jagah nahi hai.. mai tujhe baad me puri baat bata dunga.. abhi bas itna jaan le mai Nishu se sach me bahut pyaar karta hun.. aur mujhe aage ka to nahi pata par mujhe bas itna hi pata hai uske bina mai is jeevan ki kalpna nahi kar sakta.. Baaki baat Mai tujhe baad me bata dunga.. aur mai tere aage haath jodta hun.. plz ye baat ghar mein kisi ko mat bolna.. plz..”

Abhishek haath jodte hue minnat karne lagta hai..

Shreya uski ye haalat dekh ascharychakit rah jaati hai.. uske aankhon me bhi paani aa jate hain.. Wo Abhishek ke haathoon par apna haath rakh use saantavna deti hai..

” Thik hai mai ye baat kisi ko nahi kahungi par aap mujhe puri baat bata dena..”

” Haa mai mauka milte hi tujhe puri baat bata dunga ya phone par bata dunga par plz.. ”

Shreya uski baat bich me hi kaat deti hai..
“Aap fikar na kijiye mai kisi se kuch nahi kahungi.. Okk..ab mai chalti hun.”

unki baat khatm hoti hai.. aur darwaaze ke paas ek sargoshi hoti hai.. ek saaya jo kuch waqt se waha khada tha.. waha se jaldi se gaayab ho jaata hai..

Idhar Shreya aur Abhishek is baat se bekhabar the..

Shreya thodi der me abhishek ke room se chali jaati.. pad chhor jaati hai.. Abhishek ke mann me kai sawaal.

Ek baar fir uska mann apne rishte ko lekar ghabrane lagt hai.. Kya hoga.. Kaise hoga.. Is tarah ke kai sawaal mann me ghar karne lagte hai.. Aise me padh pana kaha sambhav tha.. Apni kitaabe chhor wo bhi bed par let jaata hai.. Par aankhon me nind kaha thi.. Unme to bhavisye ka wo manjar dikhai de raha tha.. Jo saayad uski jindagi uski jaan ko hi us se chhin le.. Kisi tarah apni aankhe mund wo sone ka prayash karta hai..

Idhar Shreya room me pahuchti hai aur Nishu ko sota hua paati hai..thodi der uske chehre ko ghoorte hue..uske baare me sochti hai..phir khud bhi uske bagal me let jaati hai aur so jaati hai..

Agli subah Abhishek ki aankh der se khulti hai.. Aaj bhi jogging cancel kar wo sahil ko call karta hai.

Abhi:- kya bhai, utha ki nahi ?

Sahil:- sab jaanta hai..fir bhi sawaal.. Tere phone se pahle meri aankh khulti hai kya.?? Chal aata hun.. 20 min me.

Abhi:- naa rahne dete hain aaj, bahut late ho gaye hain.

Sahil:- kal bhi mana kar diya tha.. Aur aaj bhi. Chal koi baat nahi. Aur haan aaj shaam mai gaon ja raha hun. 15 din baad hi lautunga..

Abhi:- jo kaha tha dhyaan rakhna.. Aur phone kar ke bata dena kya hua..

Sahil:- usi liye to jaa raha hun.. Chal thik hai..mujhe thodi der or sone de.

Abhi:- chal bye..

Abhishek fresh ho kar raat ki baataon ko apne dimaag se jhatkte hue wo padhne baith jaata hai..

Thodi der mein Nishu uske room me aati hai..

Black color ke suit me uska gora rang aur bhi khil ke pradarshit ho raha tha..
Bhige baal..uljhe uljhe se kandhe par faile hue.. Haath me coffee liye uski or aa rahi thi..

” Ye lijiye coffee.. Aur aapse ek aur kaam hai..?” ek talkhi(Naarazgi) ke saath usne apna muh dusri or fere hue hi kaha..

“Kya hua Nishu tum mujhse naaraz ho kya?? Yaha aao..chair pe baitho.. ” Abhishek nishu ki or dekhte hue kahta hai..maano uske chehre ke bhaav padhne ki koshish kar raha ho..

” Nahi mujhe abhi kuch kaam hai..mujhe shaam me kuch books leni hai..aap mujhe le chaliye ga ya nahi..” Nishu ab bhi usi narazji se bolti hai..

” Tumhe maine mana kiya hai kabhi.. Par ye to batao naaraz kyun ho..”
Abhishek Nishu ka haath thaam leta hai..

Nishu dushri or chehra kiye khadi thi..apne haath par is sparsh ko mehsoos karte hi uski dhadkane badh jaati hai..ek alag hi anubhuti hone lagti hai jaise is chhuan se adhik aanand kahi nahi.. Saanso ki gati badh jaati hai.. Ek pal ko wo apni aankhe band kar is sparsh ko mehsoos karne lagti hai..

“Nishu kuch to bolo..aakhir mujhse naaraz kyun ho..koi galti ho gayi hai mujhse.”

Nishu jo is chhuan me khoi si gayi thi abhishek ki aawaj se apne khyaalon se bahar aati hai..aur khud ko kaabo karte hue na chahte hue bhi apna haath chhudane ki koshish karti hai..

” mujhe kuch nahi kahna hai..aap shaam ko mujhe le chaliyega bas..jo puchhna hai us waqt puchhiyega..abhi mera haath chhoriye mujhe kaam hai.. shreya di packing ke liye bula rahi thi..”

Khud apne Dil ka virodh karte hue usne haath chhorne ko kaha..

Abhishek haath chhor deta hai..Nishu uski or ek nazar dekh baahar bhaag jaati hai..

Ek to kal ki pareshani uspar aaj Nishu ka gussa hona.. Abhishek ko aur bhi pareshani me daal deta hai.. Wo chup sa nishu ko jaate hue dekhta hai..

” Ye Shreya ki problem kam thi jo ab Nishu bhi naaraz ho gai.. He bhagwaan aur kya kya jhelna padega..”

Phir use Nishu ki kahi baat ka dhyaan aata hai.. “Shreya ki packing… Kahi wo wapas to nahi jaa rahi..? ”

Ye khyaal aate hi wo room se nikal kitchen ki or badh jaata hai.. use pata tha puri baat yahi se pata chalegi..

” Maa wo Nishu kah rahi thi..shreya or rahul jaa rahe hain..? ”

” Haan wo tere mama ji ka call aaya tha. Shreya ko College mein admissions lene hain aur Rahul ke bhi classes shuru honge. Isliye unhe bulaya hai..”

” Kab jaana hai..”

” 10 baje ki train se tere Papa unhe pahucha aayenge.. unhone leave liya hai aaj ka.. Aur tu Nishu ko thoda market lete jaana.. ye ladki bhi bilkul bhulakad hai.. kal yaad nahi aaya apni kitaab kharidne ka..”

“Thik hai maa mai jara Shreya se mil ke aata hun..”

Udhar Nishu aur Shreya saaman pack kar rahi thi.. tabhi Abhishek room mein aa jaata hai..

” Shreya ho gayi packing.. tumne mujhe bataya kyon nahi ki tumhe aaj hi jaana hai..? ” Abhishek bistar par baith Shreya se puchhta hai.

” Nishu jara chhat par mere kuch kapde pade hain unhe bhi lete aana..” Shreya kapdo ka bahaana kar Nishu ko bahar bhej deti hai..

” Bhaiya mujhe bhi itni jaldi jaane ki ummid nahi thi.. par papa ne saayad kisi college me admissions ki baat kar li hai.. isliye jaana hi padega. par, aap bhul mat jaiyega.. aapne puri baat batane ka waada kiya hai..”
Shreya ab bhi usi rawaiye se kahti hai jaisa kal raat ko baat par tha.

” Haan main tujhe phone par sab bata dunga.. par plz meri khaatir is baat ko gopniye hi rakhna..” Abhishek yaachana bhari drishti se use dekhta hua ye kah raha tha..

” Aap uski fikar mat kariye.. aur haan waise to main chhoti hun.. phir bhi aapse yeh kahna jaroori samajhti hun ki koi aisa kadam na uthaiyega jis se Aapko bhi pachhtaana pade.. aur Nishu ka jivaan bhi nark ban jaaye.. ”

“Tumhe kya lagta hai, mai Nishu par koi aanch aane dunga.. uspe kisi bhi dukh ma saaya tak nahi padne dunga.. khair chhod ye baat aur ye bata tu College kon sa join kar rahi hai.”

” Ye to papa se hi pata chalega.. mai bata dungi waha pahuchte hi..”

“Kya batana hai..?? aur chhat par aapke koi kapde nahi hai..” Nishu room mein enter hote hue puchhi..

” Are haan.. wo to maine kal shaam ko rakh liye the.. aur ham Admissions ki baat kar rahe the.. Abhishek bhaiya jara Rahul ko kahiye jaldi se niche aaye.. ham late ho jaayenge.. ”

” okk mai us se kahta hun.. tab tak tum taiyar ho jao..”

Abhishek apne room ki chala jata hai..
jaha Rahul ko jaldi jaldi packing kar raha tha..

” Kyun chhote sher itni jaldi mein kyun ho..”

” Off ho.. bhaiya, aapne mujhe jagaaya kyun nahi.. mujhe abhi pata chala ki aaj hi hame wapas jaana hoga..wo to massi ne bata,diya warna mujhe pata bhi na chalta..”

” heehee.. chal mai tere saaman pack karta hun.. tu jaa ke taiyar ho ja..”

Abhishek saaman pack karne mein lag jaata hai.. aur Rahul bathroom mein ghus jaata hai..

karib 9 baje sabhi niche haal mein aa jaate hain.. jaldi jaldi naashta karte hai.. Thodi der mein Harendra car le aata hai.. aur saaman gadi mein rakh deta hai.. Auge se pahle Shreya aur Rahul Sabse milte hain.. Sumitra unhe kuch paise deti hai.. Abhishek bhi dono se gale milta hai.. Shreya abhishek se dhire se kahti hai.. bhaiya phone karna mat bhul jaana.. Fir Nishu bhi Shreya ke gale lagti hai..

” Ab chalein.. warna train chhut jayegi..”

” Haan Mausa chaliye ab.. ”
Shreya car mein baith te hue kahti hai..

Kuchh paloon ke liye Shreya ek baar fir se Nishu aur Abhishek ko ek baar fekhti hai.. Tabhi gaadi aage badh jaati hai..

Unke chale jaane ke baad Abhishek apne room mein aa jata hai.. aur apni padhai mein kho jaata hai..

Dopahar ko uska dhyaan tutta hai.. jab Sumitra use khane ke liye niche bulati hai.. is bich Nishu apne kamre mein apne school ke pending works kar rahi thi aur kisi soch mein gum thi..

Thode der mein Abhishek niche aata hai.. jaha Nishu taiyar jo kar baithi thi.. market jaane ko..

Abhishek use ek nazar dekhta hai.. Dono ki nazre milti hain. par, Sumitra ke waha hone ke karan koi kuch nahi bolta..aur Abhishek chup-chap apni chair pe baith khane lagta hai.. Juban kuch na kah rahi thi par inki nazree aapas mein guftgu karne mein lagi hui thi.

Khane ke baad Abhishek uthta hai tabbi sumitra us se kahti hai..

” Beta iske saath market chala jaa, ise kuch kitabein leni hai..”

” Haan.. maa dekh raha hun, pahle se hi ban – than ke baithi hai..”

” Chal nazar mat laga meri beti ko, kitni achhi to lag rahi hai..”
Nishu apni taarif sun, apna sir niche kar leti hai.. wakai mein bahut hi khobsurat lag rahi thi.. Halke orange rang ke suit mein uska chehra aur bhi khil raha tha. sharmane ke karan gaalon par ek laali si aa gai thi.. saanse tej thi jis karan naak ke paas ka hissa, thoda sa utha hua lag raha tha.

” Maa maine kab kaha achhi nahi lag rahi hai.. wakai mein bahut khoobsurat lag rahi hai.. Bas naak ful gai hai..”

Nishu pahle to abhishek ki baat sun thodi khush hoti hai.. par jaise hi puri baat ka use dhyaan aata hai.. apna chehra utha abhishek ki or kha jaane wali nazar se,ghorti hai..

Par, abhishek jaldi se apne room ki or bhaag jaata hai..

kuch waqt baad Abhishek niche aata hai.. ab hall mein sirf Nishu hi baithi thi.. jo apne kisi khyaal mein khoi si thi.

“Maa ham ja rahe.. ” Abhishek itna bol apmi bike nikalne lagta hai..

” Maidam ab chaliyega ya yahi baithe rahna hai..”

Abhishek bike nikal ke Nishu se kahta hai..
” Haan chaliye.. aapki khabar mai baad mein lungi.” Nishu thode tikhe lahje mein kahti hai..

Abhishek kuch bolne ko hi tha ki Sumitra apne kamre se bahar aa jati hai..

” Beta.. tere atm mein paise dalwa diya hai.. usi se kharid lena.. aur achhe se jaana..”

” Okk maa..”

Itna bol abhishek bike start karta hai.. aur Nishu uske pichhe baith jaati hai.. aur dono ghar se nikal padte hain..

 

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