Mausam kharab, hota ja raha tha, aur mai ab ghabrane lagi thi. Mujhe ab, billu se dar lag raha tha.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kahi ye koi chalaki to nahi kar raha. Maine ushe aawaj lagai aur boli ki, tum jo mujh se chahte ho vo mai tumhe nahi de sakti, tum bekar me apna vakt barbaad kar rahe ho.

Vo piche muda, aur bola ki tere upar to mai, vakt kya, apna sab kuch barbaad kar sakta hu. Mai soch me pad gai ki, aakhir ye kya mushibat hai.

Samne se, ek khali risha aata huva dikhayi diya to, maine socha, acha moka hai, ish billu ke changul se, nikalne ka, aur maine ushe aawaj lagai, bhaiya jara rukna. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum mujhe yahi chod do, mai ab aur tumhare sath nahi chal sakti.

Ushne riksha nahi roka aur chalta raha. Maine gusse me kaha billu rok riksha mujhe utarna hai. Aur ushne riksha rok diya. dusre riksha wala hamare rikse ke paas aaya, aur bola ki madam koi pareshani hai kya. Billu bola hey, chal tu apna kam kar, yaha koi pareshani nahi hai.

Mai rikse se utarne lagi to billu bola, ritu ji please ruk jao, mai ab koi galti nahi karunga. Mai apko abhi teji se ghar pahuncha dunga. Ye sun kar, maine apne kadam rok liye. mai hairan thi ki, usne pahli baar, shabhya bhasa ka ishtemaal kiye tha.

Mai vapas rikse me baith gayi, aur usne riksa aage badha diya.

hava ki teji badhti ja rahi thi, aur ab charo taraf ghan-ghor andhera cha gaya tha. Kuch der tak, sab thic raha, aur vo, chupchap, riksa chalata raha.

Par, achanak usne aisi harkat ki, jishe dekh kar mai phir ghabra gayi. Usne teji se riksa ek sunsaan gali me mod diya. mai pareshan ho gai. Charo taraf tanhai thi. shayad mausam ke karan log gharo me baithe the. Mere deemag me chintao ke badal chaa gaye. Mujhe tarah tarah ke bure kheyal aane lage.
Aise me, na jaane kaha se, mujhe achanak, mere college ke dino ki ek khaufnak ghatna yaad aa gayi. Ush din bhi mai aise hi dar gai thi.

Exam ke dino ka vakt tha. Mai college ki, library me exam ke liye, kuch notes bana rahi thi. padhte, padhte, sham ho gayi, aur maine dekha ki, library me sirf mai hi padh rahi hu.

Mujhe laga, mujhe ab chalna chahiye. Maine apna beg uthaya, aur bahar aa gayi. Mujhe achanak pani ki pyas lagi. Maine din bhar se, pani nahi piya tha. Par pani ka cooler, jaha mai khadi thi, uske upar vale floor par tha. Mai pani, pine ke liye upar aa gayi.

Vaha gilaas nahi tha, ishliye mai jhuk kar hath se pani pine lagi. Achanak, mujhe apne nitambo par halka sa dabav mahsus huva, aur maine ushi position me, piche mud kar, dekha. Maine jo dekha, ushe dekh kar, mere hosh ud gaye.

Hamare collega ka peon, Ashok, mere piche khada tha, aur usne apne shari ka vo hisha, jaha aadmi ka ling hota hai, mere nitambo se sata rakha tha. koi agar, dur se dekhta, to ushe aisa lagta ki, vo mere sath ish position me kuch kar raha hai.
Mai pani, peena bhul kar foran sidhi khadi ho gayi. Par vo badi besharmi se vahi khada raha.

Maine dekha ki uski pant me uska ling tana huva tha. Maine gusse me pucha ki ye kya bad-tamiji hai. Vo bola, maidam kuch nahi, mai to yaha pani peene aaya tha, aap pani pee, rahi thi, ishliye mai apke piche, line me khada ho gaya.

Ashok deekhne me, bahut hi badsurat tha, uski naak bahut ghinoni thi, aur chehra ek dam kala tha. par maine, uske bare me, sun rakha tha ki, vah ish college ki, kai ladkiyo ko, pata kar, unki, le chuka hai. Mujhe pura yakin tha ki, aaj vah mujh par dore dal raha hai, aur ushne ye sab mere sath jan-bujh kar kiya hai. Uski pant me, tana ling, bhi yahi gavahi, de raha tha. mujhe bahut, gandi feeling ho rahi thi ki, aise aadmi ne mere sath aisi harkat ki hai. Mai bardast nahi kar pa rahi thi. vo vaha khade, khade mujhe ghur raha tha.

Mai ghabra gai, aur seham gai ki, yaha aas paas koi bhi nahi hai, aur ye badmas aisi, ashlil halat me mere samne khada hai.

Vah meri parvah kiye bagar, apne ling par hath pherte huve bola, madam ji, apko koi galat fahmi ho rahi hai. Aur maine apni najre dusri aur ghuma li.
Mai ushe kaise kehti ki, kya ye tumhari pant me tana huva ling, meri galat fahmi hai.
Maine kuch bhi kahna , munasib nahi samjha, aur chupchap vaha se chal padi.
Mai sheedhiyo se utar kar, foran niche a gayi aur teji se college ke gate ki aur chal di. Tabhi maine dekha ki vo jish raste par mai ja rahi thi, ushi rastre me, aage khada hai. Shayad vo kisi aur raste se vaha pahunch gaya tha.

Maine foran apna rasta badla aur bhagna suru kar diya aur 2 minut me college ke bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aa kar, maine foran ek auto pakda, aur sidhi ghar aa gayi. Ghar pahunch kar maine apne papa ko puri baat bata di. Mere papa jane-mane advocate hai aur unke ache khase connections hai. Unhone apne connections ka ishtemaal kar ke ushe college se nikalwa diya.

Vo ek din, mujhe college ke bahar mila, aur request karne laga ki, madam mujhe maf kar do. Meri naukri, ka sawal hai, mera ek chota beta hai, ek beti hai, unki ma bhi nahi hai, mai kaise naukri ke bina unko palunga.

Maine ushe kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, aisi ghinoni harkat karne se pahle, tumhe sochna chahiye tha.
Maine kaha mujhe sab pata hai tum ladkiyo ko fansa kar unke sath kya karte ho. Usne meri ankho me jhank kar pucha, kya karta hu madam.

Aur maine najre pher li, aur ushe dantete huve kaha, chup kar, aur yaha se dafa ho ja. Vo vaha se hila nahi, aur bola madam aap mujhe achi lagti ho, aap bahut sundar ho, ish liye mera man fisal gaya, maine jab apko vaha jhuke huve dekha to, na jane mujhe kya ho gaya, aur mai aapke piche sat kar, khada ho gaya, mujhe maf kar do mai dobara aisa nahi karunga.

Uske muh se ye sab shun kar mera man khrab ho gaya, mai sochne lagi ki ye badsurat mere baare me kaisi baate kar raha hai. Iski himmat kaise hui ye sab sochne ki aur kahne ki.

Maine kaha, chup kar ye apni bakwas, aur ek auto vale ko roka aur ghar chali aayi. Usko college se nikale jane par sabhi ladkiya khush thi.

Uske baad, maine ushe college ke aas paas bhi nahi dekha aur maine chain se college ki degree hansil ki. Thode dino baad, meri shadi sanjay se ho gayi aur mai ish sehar me aa gayi.

Ye ghatna, mujhe ishliye yaad aayi, kyonki aaj bhi, mujhe dar lag raha tha ki, kahi ye, billu mere sath koi, galat harkat na kar de. Mujhe apni aur apne parivar ki ijjat ki chinta ho rahi thi.

par aaj sab kuch meri apni galti ke karan ho raha tha. agar mai, khidki wala kisha, aage na badhne dati, to mai aaj ish musibat me na hoti.

Mai pachata rahi thi ki mujhe ush billu ki baat nahi sun-ni chahiye thi, aur ush dusre rikse me ghar chalna chahiye tha.

Tej hava chal rahi thi aur barish kabhi bhi aa sakti thi. maine pucha ye kon sa rasta hai. Vo bola, tujhe ghar jana hai na, mai tujhe ghar hi le ja raha hu, ye shortcut hai.

Achanak mujhe, apne ghar ke piche ka bhag deekha aur meri jaan me jaan aayi.
Ushne riksha, sidhe meri kitchen ki, khidki ke paas laa kar, rok diya, aur mai saham gayi ki, ab kya hoga.

Charo taraf andhera tha, aur dur-dur tak koi nahi tha. Vaha to, din me hi koi nahi hota tha, raat me to kisi ke hone ka, sawal hi nahi tha. Yehi karan tha ki, mai ghabra rahi thi.

par mujhe ye bhi sekun tha ki ab mai apne ghar ke paas to hu. Mai rikshe se utar gai. Vo bhi utar kar mere paas aa gaya aur bola ki lo tumhara ghar aa gaya.
Maine ush se pucha ki kitne paise huve. Vo bola mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye. Mai jaldi se jaldi, vaha se, chal dena chahti thi. maine 50 rupye nikale aur kaha ye rakh lo, par usne nahi liye. maine socha yaha khade rahna thic nahi hai aur, mai apne ghar ki taraf chal di.

Charo taraf ghaas, phus aur lambi jhadiya thi, jo ki andhare ke karan aur bhi bhyanak lag rahi thi.

Achanak, usne aage badh kar, mera hath pakad liya aur bola ki, kya tu thodi der ruk sakti hai.
Maine kaha nahi, aur usne mera hath chod diya, aur bola aaram se ja, mai yahi khada hu, koi darne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Mai jhadiyo se nikal kar, apne ghar ke samne aa gayi, aur apne ghar ka darwaja khol kar, andar aa gayi.

Maine ghar ke andar aa kar chain ki saans li. Maine socha hey bhagwan mai aaj bal-bal bach gayi.
Mujhe ish baat ka, sekun tha ki, billu ne vaha andheri jhadiyo me, mere sath koi galat harkat nahi ki, aur mujhe chupchap ghar aane diya.

Maine pani piya, aur sidhe hamare bedroom me, aa gayi. Maine dekha ki, sanjay soye huve hai. Maine kapde change kiye aur kitchen me khana banane lag gai.
Tabhi mujhe chintoo ka khyal aaya. Maine socha aram se khana banane ke baad mai chintoo ko mausi ke yaha se le aaungi.

Maine billu ka diya khana, jan-bujh kar, uske rikshe me hi, chod diya tha. Maine, rikse me baithe, baithe hi ye soch liya tha ki, ye kisha aj yahi khatam kar dungi.

Mujhe bahut hi, guilty feeling ho rahi thi ki, mai kaise ish ladke ki gandi harkate, aur gandi baate, bardast kar rahi thi. mujhe chulu bhar pani me, dub jana, chahiye tha.
Maine ushe ek baar bhi ye ahsas nahi karaya tha ki mai uske sath kuch karungi ya ushe kuch dungi. Vo khud hi bekar ki ashlil batey kar raha tha. ye sab sochte-sochte khana ban gaya, par sanjay abhi, sho hi rahe the. Maine unhe uthana, sahi nahi samjha.

Mai fresh hone ke liye, nahane chali gayi. Mai naha kar, bahar ayi to mujhe barish ki aawaj sunai di, maine man hi man, chain ki saans li ki, suker hai barish pehle nahi aayi, varna vo billu pagal ho jata. mai barish ka najara lene ke liye kitchen ki khidki me aa gayi.

Maine bahar dekha to, hairan rah gai ki, billu abhi bhi, khidki ke paas khada hai. mujhe dekh kar, vo khidki ke, aur paas aa gaya. Maine pucha, kya huva ? tum abhi tak gaye kyo nahi.

Vo bola, aise mausam me, mai ghar ja kar, kya karunga, ghar ja kar bhi, baar-baar teri yaad aayegi, aur mai muth maar kar sho ja-unga, ishe acha hai mai yahi khada rahu.

Bahar andhera bahut tha, par mai ushe halka halka dekh paa rahi thi. Maine kaha pagal mat bano, yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, nahi aaj mai yahi riksha par sho
ja-unga.

Mai asmanjas me pad gai ki kya karu. Agar kishi ne ishe yaha dekh liya to kya hoga.
Ye sach tha ki, vaha peeche koi nahi aata jata, par agar, by chance kisi ne, ushe yaha meri khidki par, najar gadaye dekh liya to, meri badnami hogi.
Mujhe ush par bhi, taras aa raha tha ki bechara yaha mere liye, yaha barish me bheeg raha hai. Maine socha ishe peeche jaa kar samjhati hu.

Mai bedroom me gai, dekha sanjay abhi bhi soye huve hai. Maine socha, mai jaldi se ushe, yaha se bhej kar, vapas aa sakti hu. Mai chupchap chata le kar ghar se bahar aayi, to paya ki barish aur tej ho gayi thi.

Ye ek tarah se acha hi huva, ab mujhe koi ghar ke peeche jate huve, nahi dekh sakta tha, kyonki sabhi log gharo me the.
Koi 2 minut chalne ke baad, jhadiyo se hote huve, mai apne ghar ke, peeche aa gayi. Mujhe yakin tha ki, mujhe kisi ne nahi dekha.

Maine dekha ki, billu ek ped ke niche khade huve, mere kitchen ki taraf dekh raha hai.
Mujhe dekhte hi vo khil utha. Vo bhag kar mere paas aya, aur bola arey mai to, tujhe kab se, khidki me bula raha tha, aur tum yaha aa gayi.

Maine kaha, ye kya pagal pan hai ? Vo bola, aao pehle ush ped ke niche chalo. Mai uske piche,piche ush ped ke niche aa gayi jaha vo pehle khada tha.

Maine kaha, mere paas jyada vakt nahi hai, mere pati kisi bhi vakt uth sakte hai, tum please yaha se chale jao.

Maine kaha, dekho kitni tej barish ho rahi hai, aisi barish me koi bahar rahta hai kya.
Vo bola, mai tere jaisi mast item ko yaha chod kar ghar par kya karunga.
Maine kaha, dekho ab majak band karo. Mai shadi, shuda hu, aur mai, apne parivar me khus hu. Mera ek chota beta hai. Meri kuch maryadaye hai, jo mai nahi langh sakti. tum mujh par, vakt barbad mat karo, aur kisi apni umar ki, ladki se dosti karlo.

Vo bola, ye kya maryadao ki baat karti hai, tu kish jamane me jee rahi hai, sex me koi maryada nahi hoti.
Maine kaha, sex me maryada ho, ya na ho, par meri jindagi me maryada hai.
Vo bola, agar tujhe maryadaye, itni hi pyari thi, to tu roj khidki me aa kar, mera lund kyo dekhti thi, aur kyo, meri sexy baate sun-ti thi. mai kuch bhi na kah saki, aur sharmindagi se, ankhe jhuka li.

Maine himmat juta kar kaha, mai bhi ek inshan hu, mujhse galti ho gai, par ab mai apni galti sudharna chahti hu.
Maine ushe kaha, mai aaj ke baad tumhe nahi meelungi aur naa hi khidki par se tumhe dekhne aaungi, ye mera vada hai. Tum bhi ab, sahi raste par aa jao. Agar tumhe sex ki, itni hi bhuk hai, to jaldi se kisi ladki se shadi kar lo.
Vo turant bola, arey meri umar abhi shadi ki nahi hai, aur rahi baat ladkiyo ki maine bahut ladkiyo ko thoka hai, mujhe sex ki nahi tumhari bhuk hai.

Maine kaha, to phir mujhe afsos hai ki, tumhari ye bhuk, kabhi nahi bujhegi. Thodi der vaha shanti cha gai, aur hum dono kuch nahi bole, maine socha shayad vo meri baat samajh raha hai.

Par mai galat thi, usne achanak apna daya haat mere nitambo par rakh diya aur unhe masalne laga. Mere sharir me bijli si kondh gayi.

Maine uska haat, vaha se foran hata diya, aur boli, please aisa mat karo. Mai tumhe yaha samjhane aayi hu, na ki ye sab, badtamiji jhelne, aayi hu. Dubara aisa mat karna, varna mai chali ja-ungi.

Par ush par, mano koi asar nahi huva, aur mere nitambo par phir se hath tika diya aur unhe masalne laga. Pehli baar kisi gair mard ke hath mere nitambo par the, aur mai khud par sharminda ho rahi thi.

Mere nitambo ko, masalte-masalte, vo bola, tu mujhe, kuch mat de, par kam se kam, teri body ko chu kar, mahsus to kar lene de. Mai phir yaha nahi aa-unga. Bas please ek baar mujhe tere sharir ko ache se mahsus kar lene de.

Mai kuch nahi bol payi, aur najre jhuka kar, kahdi ho gayi.
Mai soch me pad gayi ki, kya karu ish ladke ka, ye yaha se jane ko taiyar hi nahi hai. Aur mai har haal me ushe vaha se dafa karna chahti thi.

Maine socha, ye mere nitambo par phida hai, chalo ishe, unhe chu lene do. Ye kahani agar, nitambo se, khatam hoti hai to, haraj hi kya hai, iske baad, mujhe man ki shanti to milegi.

Maine uska hath, apne nitambo se hataya, aur boli ki, yaha chune se pahle, tum vada karo ki tum, mere nitambo ko chune, ke baad yaha se chale jaa-oge, aur phir yaha nahi aa-oge.

Vo meri anhko me dekh kar bola, pacca vada, mai teri gaand ko, ache se, mehsus karke, yaha se chala ja-unga, aur dubara yaha nahi aa-unga.

Ye sab sun kar, mera rom-rom kamp utha. Mai asmanjas me thi ki kahi mai galat to nahi kar rahi. maine apne faisle ko, sahi thahrane ke liye, tarak diya ki meri, choti si bhool ki, shayad yehi saja hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, mujhe, kuch na kuch kimat to chukani hi padegi.
Vo bola, mai aram se, teri gaand dabo-chunga, koi jaldi-jaldi mat karna. maine sharam aur guilt se apni najre jhuka li aur chup-chap khadi rahi.

Vo mere peeche aa kar, khada ho gaya aur apne dono haato me, mere nitambo ka ek-ek bhag tham liya aur bola, kab se tammana thi teri gaand par hath phirane ki, kasam se teri gaand badi katil hai saali, jab bhi tujhe market me, dekhta tha, yehi tammana hoti thi ki, teri gaand ko haato me tham kar, dekhu ki, kaisi mulayam hai teri gaand. mai teri gaand chune ko, tarasta rahta tha, aur tu apni gaand chalkati hui chalti jati thi. tu bahut kamini cheejh hai.

Maine ushe kaha please kuch mat bolo mujhe sharam aati hai, bas chup-chap chute raho. Par usne meri baat nahi maani. vo tarah tarah se mere nitambo ko choo raha tha aur gandi-gandi baate bol raha tha.

Mai ye sab sun kar sharam se lal ho gayi , aur chup-chap najre jhukaye vaha khadi rahi taki vo mere nitambo se khel kar, khus ho kar, apna jee bhar kar, vaha se hamesa ke liye chala jaye.

Usne achanak, bade jor se mere nitambo ko dabo-cha aur mere muh se achanak nikal gaya, aayi… aram se dabo-cho, dard hota hai.

Mai vaha chupchap, sharmindagi se, najre jhukaye khadi rahi, aur vo badi besharmi se mere, nitambo se khelta raha.

Mai ghabra rahi thi ki, kahi kisi ne kuch, dekh liya to mera kya hoga, mera parivar beekhar jayega.
Ye to acha tha ki, barish bahut tej, ho rahi thi, aas paas ke sabhi log gharo me they. Mai soch rahi thee ki, ye badmaas ladka kub rukega.

Charo taraf andhera tha, jish se mujhe bahut dar lag raha tha. sukar hai, mai apne kitchen ki, light jala kar chod aayi thi. khidki se rosni jaha hum khade the vaha tak pahunch rahi thi. jyada to nahi thi, par mera dar kam karne ko kafi thi.

Achanak mai cheenkh padi ‘aayiiiiiii’, ye kya kiya. Badmaas billu ne, mere nitambo key daye bhag par kaat khaya tha. maine kaha, billu dubara aisa mat karna. vo bola, sorry, galti se daant lag gaye.

Achanak apne samne mujhe, jhadiya heelti huyi deekhayi dee. Mera ye soch kar, bura haal ho gaya ki, kahi koyi, yaha aa to nahi raha.

Par maine socha ish barish me yaha jhadiyo me kisi ka kya kaam. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ruk jao, vaha jhadiyo me koyi hai.

Barish ki aawaj mey shayad ushey kuch nahi shuna. Tabhi ek kutta, jhadiyo se ubhara, aur hame vaha dekh kar ruk gaya.

Mujhe kuttey ko dekh kar, chain mila ki sukar hai vaha koyi aur nahi tha, par mujhe hansi aa gayi ki kutta samne khada hai aur ye billu khud kuttey ki tarah mujhe kaat raha hai.
vah kutta, humey ghurtey huvey, vaha se aagey gujar gaya. Mai dar rahi thi ki kahi vo hamari taraf naa, aa jaye.

Billu apne kaam me laga huva tha. achanak vah ruk gaya, aur maine mahsus kiya ki, uske hath mere nitambo par nahi hai. Maine socha chalo kaam khatam huva, ab mai ghar jaa sakti hu.

Par maine, peeche mud kar dekha to, chonk gayi. Billu apne dono haato se, apne pant kee, zip khol raha tha.

Jaisey hi, maine peeche dekha, usne meri taraf bade hi, vahasi tareekey, se dekha. Mai seham gayi, aur ish se pahle ki, mujhe uska ling deekhayi de, maine apni gardan vapas samne ghuma lee.

Mai uska ling nahi dekhna chahti thi. ushe dekhney ke karan hi to mai ish museebat me pad gayi thi.
Mujhe khud par, sharam aa rahi thi ki, mai apne hi ghar ke peeche, yaha jhadiyo me, ish ladke ke haato ka khilona baney khadi thi. par mujhe santos tha ki aaj ye kahani yahi khatam hogi.

Maine billu ko kaha, billu dekho, ab bahut ho gaya. Mai kafi der se yaha khadi hu. Mai ghar se eetni der tak, bahar nahi rah sakti, mere pati uth gaye to kya sochenge.
Par vo kuch nahi bola. Ek minut ho gaya, aur mujhe apne nitambo par, kuch mahsus nahi huva. Maine peeche mud kar dekha, to vo abhi bhi apni pant kee zip kholne me laga tha.

Uski zip shayad atak gayi thi. mai soch rahi thi kee chalo acha huva.

Vo bola, meri madad karo naa, dekhna ye atak gayi hai. Vah pareshan deekh raha tha. maine koyi jawab nahi deeya.

Maine kaha billu, ab mai jaa rahi hu, aur vo bola ek minut-ek minut, bas khul gayi. Maine turant apni gardan aage ghuma lee.
Maine billu se kaha, please ishe, pant ke andar hee rakho.
Ushne phir se, dono haato se, mere nitambo ko thama, aur mere nitambo ke beech apna ling laga kar dhake marne laga.

Maine kaha, billu ye galat baat hai, baat sirf haato se
Chune kee huyi thi, apne ling ko mujh se dur rakho.

Par vo nahi ruka aur dhake lagata raha. Uska ling, mere nitambo me, chubata huva mahsus ho raha tha.

Vah bola, tu bhi kya baat karti hai, gaand ko kya, lund ke beena, koyi mahsus kar sakta hai. Ye kah kar, usne mere nitambo se, apne hath hata kar, mujhe peeche se, baaho me bhar liya, aur nitambo par ling laga kar dhake marne laga. Vo bola, Mai tujhe ache se, mahsus kar ke hi, yaha se jaaunga.

Mai ye sun kar pani, pani ho gayi. Meri yoni se pani ki nadiya bah neekli.

Pheer usne, achanak apne dono haato se, mera nada tham liya, aur ushe kholne laga, maine ushe daant diya, billu sirf kapdo ke upar-upar sey karo, aur uske hath apney naadey se dur jhatak deeye.

Maine socha, ye ladka kitna chalak hai, aage hi aage badhta jaa raha hai. Mai ab uski baho me thi aur vo peeche se dhake mare ja raha tha.

Maine socha, eetna bahut hai. Balki mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha kee, ye kuch jyada hi, ho raha hai, aur mujhe ab ishey dafa kar ke, apne parivar me lot jana chahiye. Maine ushe ab yahi, rokne ka faisla keeya aur boli, bas billu ruk jao, mai ab jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, arey ruko naa, abhi to, maja aana, shuru huva hai.
Maine kaha, bas chup ho jao ,chodo mujhe aur jaane do.
Vah bola kya tumhe maja nahi aa raha.
Maine ushe kaha, apne hath hatao, mai yaha apne majey key liye nahi khadi hu.

Vo bola, par phir bhi tujhe maja to aa raha hoga. Maine kaha, agar tumney, ek aur gandi baat boli, to mai pathar utha kar tumhara sar phod dungi.

Ushne mujhe chod diya aur bola aa phod de sar.
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur vo phir se, mere nitambo par ling masalne laga.
Mai ghumi, aur boli ki mai ab jaa rahi hu. Ghumte hee, meri najar ushke ling par gayi, vah pura tana huva tha, aur eetney karib se, aur bhi jyada bada lag raha tha. aisa lag raha tha jaise koyi kala naag meri taraf fan uthaye khada hai, mai ushe eetney karib se dekh kar dar gayi.

Ushne mujhe, uske ling ko ghurte huve, dekh liya aur bola, acha lagta hai na tujhe ye.
Maine sharam se, najre jhuka lee, aur kuch nahi boli.

Ushne mera hath pakda, aur apne ling kee taraf kheenchte huve bola, ley, pakad ley, sharmati kyo hai, ye pura ka pura, tera hi hai. Maine turant apna haath vapas kheench liya.
Mere rom-rom me beejli ki leher daud gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, aakhir iska, eetna mota aur lamba kyo hai.
Ab tak maine sirf apne pati ka hi dekha tha, aur aaj ushe eetney karib se dekh kar lag raha tha kee sanjay ka shayad ish se aadha hee hoga.
Maine socha, mai sanjay se, ling ke size ke baarey mey baat karungi, vo doctor hai, unhe kuch jarur pata hoga.
Mai soch me, dubee huyi thi, aur billu kab mere najdeek aa gaya mujhe pata hi nahi chala.

Uska ling, meri yoni se, takraney hee wala tha ki, mai turant peeche hat gayi.
Maine khud ko, kosa kee hey bhagwan, mai ye kaisi baate soch rahi thi. mujhe laga ishka ling baar baar mujhe phasa deta hai.

Maine ab billu ki taraf dekha aur boli, billu ab bahut ho gaya. Please ab ishe pant me vapas daal lo mujhe kuch-kuch hota hai. Vo bola kya hota hai.
Maine ushe dantetey huve kaha, tum nahi samajh saktey. Maine apni khidki kee aur dekha aur ushe kosne lagi.
Mai mud kar chalne lagi, par ushne, aage badh kar mera hath tham liya. Vo bola ek minut ruk to.

Maine kaha theek hai, pehle ushe pant me dalo.
Ushne apna ling pant me vapas daal leeya aur bola, mai bahut khus hu, mujhe bahut-bahut maja aaya. Eetna maja to kisi ladki kee chut ley kar bhi nahi aaya tha, jitna maja teri gaand se khel kar aa gaya.

Mai sharama uthee, aur najre jhuka kar boli, please aisi baatey mat karo. Par vo bola, nahi par ye sach hai.
Maine kaha, mai chalti hu, tum ab yaha se chale jao, aur apna vada mat bhulna kee, tum ab yaha nahi aa-oge.
Vah bola, theech hai, mai jaa raha hu, tere yaha ab nahu aaunga, par agar tujhe kabhi meri jarurat pade to, madan electronics ki, shop par chali aana, vo tere beauty parlor ke bilkul sath me hi hai.
Maine kaha, mujhe tumhari koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai apne pati ke sath khus hu. Vo bola, par tu abhi, mera lund to, aise dekh rahi thi jaise ki, tujhe koyi kami ho.

Mai boli, billu chup kar, mujhe apni jindagi me koyi kami nahi hai, tum ab chale jao aur baate mat banao.

Vo bola, theech hai mai ab chalta hu. Vah mere kaano key paas, apna muh lakar bola, thankyou ritu, teri gaand mujhe hamesha yaad rahegi.

Mujhe ab gussa aa gaya, aur boli ki tum ab jaate ho ya nahi. vah bola sorry baba, mai jaa raha hu. Vah apne, rikshe ki aur, badh gaya aur mai chata utha kar apne ghar ki aur chal di.

Mai puri tarah bheeg gayi thi. maine socha, agar sanjay dekhenge, to puchenge ki, chata hote huve bhi kaise bheeg gayi. Mai darte, darte, jhadiyo ko, paar karke, apne ghar me aa gayi.

Maine chupke se, bedroom me jhank kar dekha to, paya ki, sanjay abhi bhi sho rahey they. Maine foran, geele kapde utare, aur nahane chali gayi. maine un kapdo ko akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diya. mai aaj ke din ki koyi yaad apne sath nahi rakhna chahti thi.

Mai nahane ke, baad kitchen me akar, dinner serve karne ki taiyari karne lagi. achanak mujhe, apne nitambo par, hath ki chuvan mahsus huyi, aur mere honto tak turant aaya billu, par maine khud ko ye bolne se rok liya, kyoki mai samajh gayi thi ki sanjay mere peeche khade hai, aur unka hath mere nitambo par hai.

Maine pucha, aap kab uthey, vo bale, bas abhi utha hu, aur meri gardan ko chum liya. Mai pathta rahi thi ki kaas aaj ka din meri jindagi me naa hota.

Sanjay bole, kab aayi parlor se, maine darte, darte jawab diya yahi , yahi koyi ek ghanta pahle. Unhone pucha chintoo kaha hai, maine kaha mausi ke yaha hai, hum abhi ushe lene chalenge.

Hum dono chata lekar, chintoo ko lene nikal pade. Sanjay bole aaj mauasam bahut badhiya hai naa, maine badi mayusi se, jawab diya ha hai to sahi.

Ghar vapas aa kar, hamne khana khaya aur mai sab kaam kar ke shone ke liye late gayi. Sanjay bahar barish ka maja le rahe the.

Achanak vo kamrey me aaye, aur mujh se lipat gaye, aur mujhe betahasa chumne lage. vo bole, aaj mausam eetna acha hai, aur tum sho rahi ho. Maine man hi man kaha ye, mausam kya aaj meri jaan lega.
Unhone jaldi jaldi mere kapde utare aur mujhe yaha vaha chumne lage. Unhone mujhe ulta ghumaya aur meri pith se lekar tango tak chumne lagey.

Achanak vo bole, arey ye tumharey chutad par laal nishan kyo hai. Mere to, par ke niche se jameen nikal gayi. Maine apne kapde to, phenk diye, par ye bhul gayi ki, billu ne mere nitambo par kaata tha. mujhe dhyaan hi, nahi raha ki vaha, uskey kaate ka nisaan bhi ho sakta hai.

Maine man hi man me, kaha, kutta kahi ka aur sochne lagi ki vo badmaas ladka chala to gaya par jatey-jatey mere nitambo par apna nishan chod gaya.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du sanjay ko. Mujhe khamos dekh kar vo phir se bole ki batao naa ye nishan kaisa hai.
Maine darte darte kaha k..k…kuch nahi, mai aaj bathroom me phidsal gayi thi, sayad uska nishan hoga.

Unhone kaha ki, mujhe batana tha na, aur aage badh kar ush nishan ko chum liya aur bole ye ab thik ho jayega.

Vo ushi position me, mujhe taiyar karne lage, aur meri yoni ko chu kar bole, arey aaj tum kuch jyada hi gili ho. Mere paas iska koyi jawab nahi tha.

Vo mujh me, sama gaye aur mai khoti chali gayi. Jaisey hi vo mujh me samaye, mere kaano me billu ke vo bol gunj gaye ki, aaj tera pati teri jarur lega. Mai hairan thi ki vo badmaas mere deemag me bhi apni chaap chod gaya hai. Phir maine sab kuch bhula deeya aur sanjay ke pyar me dub gayi.

“Mai hari, hari ghaas par leti huyi hu. mere sharir par, koyi kapda nahi hai. Charo taraf, ghaas, phus aur jhadiya hai. Meri tangey hawa me upar uthi huyi hai. Billu ne meri tango ko apne shine par tham rakha hai. Billu mujh me, samaya huva hai aur janwaro ki tarah mujme dhake laga raha hai. Billu gandi, gandi baatey bol raha hai, jinhey sun kar mera sar phata ja raha hai. mere chahre par ajeeb si garmi hai. Mai jor se cheelati hu “nahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii”

aur mai uth kar apne bed par baith jati hu.

sanjay ne, turant uth kar, mere kandho par hath rakha, aur pucha, koyi bura sapna dekha kya.

Maine kaha, ha bahut hi bura aur bhyanak sapna tha. Usne pucha, kya tha sapne me. Aur mai chup ho gayi. Batati bhi, to kya batati.

Maine hosh sambhala, aur kaha ab kuch yaad nahi aa raha. Maine ghadi me, vakt dekha, abhi bas raat ke 1:30 hi baje the. Maine chain ki saans lee ki, sukar hai, ye sapna sach nahi hoga, kyoki subah ke sapney hi sach hotey hai.

Mai pani pee kar vapas late gayi aur sanjay ko kaha, sho jao, koyi chinta ki baat nahi hai.

Par mai soch me thi ki, ye billu kya, meri jeendagi ka itna bada hissa ban gaya hai ki ab mujhe uskey sapne bhi aaney lagey hai.

Mai dhyan se sapne ka analysis karney lagi. Sapne wali jagah pata nahi kon si jagah thi. Charo taraf jhadiya aur ped (tree) the, lagta tha ki kisi jangal ka drishya hai.

Mai ye janena chahti thi ki ye sapna mujhe kyo aaya. Par kuch nateeja nahi nikal paya. Achanak maine apni panty me hath daal kar dekha to paya ki mai vaha par gili thi. Mai hairan rah gayi aur khud par sharminda ho gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, vo kamina billu, mujhe ye kaisi ajeeb shi pareshani de gaya hai. Pahle usne, mere nitambo par apne daanto ke nishan chod diye, jishe sanjay ne dekh liya, aur mai baal-baal bachi.
phir uski kahi baatey mere deemag me ghum rahi thi, aur ab mujhey ye itna ganda sapna aa gaya.
Ye billu aakhir meri jeendagi se dafa kyo nahi hota. Maine socha taja,taja baat hai. Shayad dheerey, dheerey sab theek ho jayega.

Mai subah 7 bajey uthi, aur chain ki saans lee ki chalo kal ka bhyanak din ab beet gaya, aaj ek naya din hai aur ek nayi suruvaat hai.

Sanjay clinic chale gaye aur chintoo school chala gaya. Mai ghar ke kaam me lag gayi.

Subah ke 11 baj chuke the. Jab mai kitchen me pahunchi to socha ki ab ish khidki ko alvida bol deti hu aur maine faisla kiya ki mai kam se kam khidki ki aur jaaungi.

2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahi chala. Mujhe khyal aaya ki mujhe bahar dekhna to chahiye ki, vah ab aata hai ki nahi, aur yaha na aane ka, apna vada, nibhata hai ki nahi.
mai khidki me aa gayi aur charo taraf najre ghuma kar dekha, par vaha koyi nahi tha.
mere man ko tasalli mili ki sukar hai, ye kahani yahi khatam huyi.

mai vapas apne kaam me lag gayi, par baar baar bahar dekhne ke liye khidki ki aur aaney lagi. par mujhe koyi nahi dikha.
Maine gehari saans li aur socha, theek hi to hai, ye sab yahi khatam hona chahiye tha aur mai sochne lagi ki billu ne apna vaada nibhaya hai.

Kayi din beet gaye aur mujhe yakin ho gaya ki vo ab dubara yaha nahi ayega.

Ab mai, khidki se jhankna lag bhag band kar chuki thi. Kabhi agar, bahar dekha bhi to paya ki vaha koyi nahi hai.

Ek din, sanjay sham ko jaldi ghar aa gaye aur boley, chalo aaj movie dekhne chalte hai. Aur mai foran saj-sanvar kar taiyar ho gayi. Mujhe movies dekhna, khaskar theater mey bahut acha lagta hai.

Mujhe pani ki pyas lagi aur mai kitchen me aa gayi. Maine ek bottle nikali aur ek gilas me pani daala. Pani ka gilas le kar mai achanak khidki ki aur mud gayi.

Maine baher dekha to pani pina bhul gayi. Khidki ke baher billu khada tha.
Mai soch me dub gayi ki ab kya karu ?
Ushey bahut dino baad, dekh kar mere man me ajeeb si bechani ho rahi thi.
Mai hath me pani ka gilas liye khadi rahi aur ushe dekhti rahi.
Vah khidki ke paas aa gaya aur bola kaisi hai tu.
Ish se pehle ki mai kuch bol pati, andar se sanjay ki aawaj aayi, ritu kaha ho, hum late ho rahey hai.

Mai ghabra gayi ki kahi ,sanjay kitchen me na aa jaye aur mai pani ka gilas ek taraf rakh kar mud gayi.
Bahar se billu ki aawaj aayi, mai kal aaunga, maine peeche mud kar uski aur dekha, mai ruk kar ushe ye kahna chahti thi ki dubara yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai.
Par mere pass kuch bhi kahne ka vakt nahi tha

Mai foran kitchen se bahar aa gayi.
Sanjay bedroom se hath me ghadi bandhtey huve nikal rahey the. Unhone pucha, chaley ab, maine kaha ha chalo, mai taiyar hu.

Hum ghar se, apni gadi me nikal pade. Chintoo ko, mausi ke yaha chod diya, taki aaram se movie enjoy kar sakey.

Rastey bhar mai billu ke barey me sochati rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki vah itney dino baad aaj kyo aaya hai ? kya vah apna vada bhul gaya ?

Par ushe aaj phir se dekh kar dil me kuch-kuch ho raha tha, rah rah kar mujhe ab tak ki sari baatey yaad aa rahi thi.

Theater kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Hum theek time se pahunch gaye the.

Sanjay ko movie bahut achi, lag rahi thi aur mai billu ke karan bechan ho rahi thi. mai ye janena chahti thi ki billu aaj vaha kyo aya tha.
mai khud ko bahut samajha rahi thi aur apna dhyan baar-baar movie par laga rahi thi, par sab bekar tha.
mai rah rah kar billu ko kos rahi thi aur soch rahi thi ki vah ajeeb preshani khadi kar deta hai. mai ushe bhulne hi lagi thi ki vah aaj phir aa gaya aur saare jhakam hare kar gaya.

Mai ek pal ke liye bhi movie enjoy nahi kar payi.
Movie kab khatam ho gayi pata hi nahi chala. Mai khud par sharminda thi ki, mai pehli baar apne pati ka sath nahi de payi.
mai baar-baar soch rahi thi ki aisa kyo ho raha hai.
movie dekh kar hum, seedhey ghar aa gaye. Maine kapde change kiye aur dinner taiyar karne lagi.
achanak mai khidki me aayi aur bahar jhanka, mai bahar dekh kar hairan rah gayi.
billu ek ped ke sahare khada tha, mera dil dhak-dhak karne laga.
mujhe dekh kar vah khidki ke paas aa gaya.
Maine turant pucha, tum abhi tak yahi ho.
Vo bola, kya karta tere se baat karne ka man kar raha tha.
Maine kaha tumhe yaha nahi aana chahiye tha.
Vo bola, itni bhi jaalim mat ban sirf tujhe dekhne hi to aaya hu.
Mai boli, mere pati andar hai, tum jao yaha se.
Vo bola, chala jaaunga, bas thodi der tujhe jee bhar ke dekh lene de.
Mai ajeeb pareshani me thi.
Sanjay ghar par the aur ye billu aisi batey kar raha tha.
Maine pucha, tum kya uske baad aaj hi yaha aaye ho ?
Vo bola haa, mai apne gaanv chala gaya tha, mere ek chacha ki death ho gayi thi.
ushne pucha kyo kya huva ?
Maine kaha, kuch nahi bas yu hi.
Vo bola, kaisi hai tu
Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya aur boli, tum chale jao, mere pati ghar par hai.

Vo bola, phir kab aa-oon ?
Mai darte-darte boli abhi jaa-oo baad me baat karenge.
Vo bola, bata to phir kab milegi.
Mai boli tum jaate ho ki nahi.
Vo bola mai kal aaunga aur mud gaya.
Maine kaha, yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai nahi milungi.
Vah meri aur muda aur apna ling pant ke upar se hi, maslate huve bola, vo to kal hi dekhenge.
Aur maine man hi man me bola, kamina kahi kaa.
Maine apni najre pher li aur socha ki ye bilkul nahi badla.
Ushne apni cycle uthayi aur chala gaya. Mai apne kaam me lag gayi. Khana bana kar mai chintoo ko lene chali gayi.
Mai raat bhar bechan rahi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kal kya karungi. Ek baar khyal aaya ki mai sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad ghar ko tala laga kar kahi chali jaati hu.
Par phir, dhyan aaya ki mai apna ghar chod kar kyo jaa-oo.

Agle din, mai bechani ki halat me sokar uthi.
Maine taiy kar liya ki chahe kuch ho mai khidki par nahi jaaungi.
Breakfast karne ke baad sanja clinic chale gaye aur chinto school chala gaya.

Mai sab bhul kar ghar ke kaamo me lag gayi.
2 baj gaye aur mai kitchen me khana banane aa gayi.
Mujhe khyal aaya ki vo jarur bahar khada hoga aur socha khada rahne do mujhe kya, maine to ushe nahi bulaya.
Bahar se aawaj aayi, aa na is garib ko itna bhi na tadpa.
Mai bechan ho uthi ki kya karu, ye to ab aawaj laga kar bulane laga hai.
Mai dar rahi thi ki agar kisi ne sun liya to kya hoga ?
Vo phir bola, aa na please.
Mai khidki me aa gayi aur boli kyo cheela rahe ho koyi sun lega.
Vo bola, tu aa kyo nahi rahi thi ?
Maine kaha mera tumse milne ka koyi man nahi hai.
Vo bola, par tu mere liye to yaha aa sakti hai, mai sab kam chod kar aaya hu.

Mai boli tum kya khaas ho.

Vo bola, jishe tumne, apni sundar, sundar gaand ko chune diya, vo kya khaas nahi.
Mai boli, chup karo apni bakwaas.
Achanak vo chup ho gaya aur apne paanv ki aur dekhne laga.
Maine kaha, jao ab mujhe khana banana hai.
Vo bola, mere paanv se khun beh raha hai, tujhe khane ki padi hai.
Maine uske paanv ko dekha to, vichlit ho gayi, uske anghute se khun beh raha tha.
Maine insaaniyat ke naate pucha, ye kya huva ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi yaha aate vakt ek bhari pathar se paanv takra gaya aur anghuta cheel gaya.
Maine kaha, jaldi doctor ke paas jao, yaha kya kar rahey ho.
Vo bola, meri doctor to tu hai, tu hi kuch kar na.
Maine kaha pagal mat bano doctor ke paas jakar patti karva lo.
Vo bola, tere paas se mai kahi nahi jaaunga. Tu hi kuch baandh de naa.
Mai sochne lagi ki kya karu.
Mujhe khyaal aaya ki sanjay, ne patti ka saman kahi rakha to hai par kaha ? yaad nahi aa raha tha.
Maine ushe kaha, mai abhi aayi.
Mai, bedroom me first aid dhundane lagi. mujhe vah almari me hi mil gaya.
Mai foran le kar, khidki me aa gayi aur ushe kit dete huve boli, lo davai laga kar patti bandh lo.
Vo bola, please tu aakar bandh de na.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai nahi aa sakti. koyi dekh lega.
Vo bola, arey tujhe pata to hai, yaha kon aata hai, thodi der ke liye aaja.
Mai bahut bechan ho rahi thi ki kya karu, ek man kehta tha ki ritu, ruk jaa, vaha jaana theek nahi.
Dusra man kah raha tha ki patti bandh kar aa jati hu.
Maine ushe kaha, theek hai aati hu, aur ush ki aankhe chamak uthi.
Mai ghar se bahar aayi. Dopahar ka vakt tha sabhi log gharo me the. Mai chupchap, hath me first aid liye, tahalte huve dheere se jhadiyo me ghus gayi aur jhadiyo se hote huve ghar ke peeche aa gay.
Maine paya ki barish ke baad , jhadiya or jyada badh gayi thi.
Mere vaha pahunchte hi, vo bola, badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj tu, aur mai sharma gayi. Ushne pucha teri umar kya hai,
Maine kaha kyo ?
Vo bola yu hi puch raha hu
Mai boli 27
Aur vo bola, meri 21, kya combination hai, hain naa.
Mai ushe 18 ya 19 ka samajhti thi.
Maine socha, ushe dard me bhi kya, kya baate sujh rahi hai.
Maine ushe kaha, baith jao, mai anguthe me patti bandh deti hu.
Vo baith gaya, aur maine aaram se uske anguthe par davayi laga kar patti bandh di.
Bandh kar mai boli, lo ab sab theek hai, mai chalti hu.
Vo bola, aa hi gayi hai to thodi der ruk na, chain se tujhe, jee bhar ke dekh to lu, tu badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj, kasam se beejli geera rahi hai.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, nahi mujhe jana hoga, khana banana hai.
Vo bola, ruk jaa na please. Mujhe dard me chain aayega.
Maine kaha, theek hai par bas thodi der.

vo bola chal samne ki jhadiyo me chal kar aaram se baate karenge,
maine kaha yaha bhi to charo taraf unchi jhadiya hai yahi rahte hai.
vo bola chal to, vaha or bhi acha hai.
vo mera hath pakad kar hamare ghar ki khidki se thoda aage ki jhadiyo me le gaya.

Maine vaha pahunch kar paya ki vaha hame kisi bhi halat me koyi nahi dekh sakta tha. bahut hi ghani jhadiya thi, aisa lagta tha ki jhadiyo ne ek cabin bana diya hai. agar peechali gali me koyi aata bhi, to bhi hame, dekh nahi sakta tha.
Par aisi tanhayi me mujhe ghabrahat hone lagi.
Hum vaha ek dusre ke samne khade ho gaye.
Vo bola, ab bata kaisi hai tu.
Mai boli theek hu.
Vo bola tujhe meri yaad aayi ?
Maine kuch nahi kaha.
Maine ushe kabhi apne aap yaad nahi kiya. Vo to hamesha jabardasti mere khyalo me aa jata tha.
Vo bola, mujhe to teri bahut yaad aati thi. par kya karta yaha se dur tha.
Ushne kaha, maine apne sab dosto ko tere barey me bataya, vo sab mujh se jal gaye.
Mai ghabrate huve boli, kya ? tum kya mujhe badnaam karoge.
Vo bola arey aisa kuch nahi hai, mai gaanv ke dosto ki baat kar raha hu. Unhe yaha ka kya pata.
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur boli, phir bhi ye theek nahi hai.
Vo bola, chal ush din wali yaade phir se taja kare, bahut man kar raha hai aaj. aur ye kahte huve usne mere nitambo ko tham liya.
Maine uska hath hatatey huva kaha, please, mai dubara aisa nahi kar sakti.
Vo bola, kya tujhe ush din acha nahi laga tha.
Maine kaha, tum to kahte the baate karenge.
Vo bola, baate to hoti rahengi, pehle teri sexy, sexy gaand to masal lu.
Mai sharma gayi aur sochne lagi ki kya karu ab ?
Vo bola, tujh me kho kar mera dard kam ho jayega.
Mai boli, mai ush se jyada kuch nahi karungi, tum meri seemaye jantey ho.
Vo bola, haa janta hu tabhi to maine bas dubara vahi sab karne ko kaha hai.
Mai khus thi ki vo meri seemao ki kadar kar raha hai.
Vo bola, thoda ghumogi.
Maine sharmate huve kaha, tum peeche aa jao na.
Vo bola, tere peeche, khade hone ki jagah nahi hai, nahi to kab ka peeche aa jata.
maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki mai bilkul jhadiyo se sat kar khadi hu.
Vo phir bola, ghum naa sharma mat.

Mai sharmate huve ush ke samne ghum gayi.

Billu ne, dono hatho me, mere nitambo ko tham liya aur unhe bahut bure dhang se masalne laga.
Vo bola, teri gaand to, or bhi sexy lag rahi hai.
Ushne pucha, ek baat puchu agar bura na maane to ?
Maine kaha haa pucho, par aisi, jiska jawab mai de saku ?
Vo bola, acha ye bata, kya tere pati ne, teri sexy gaand maari hai.
Mai uske sawal par hairan ho gayi aur mera gala shook gaya.
Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Ye vo bhi janta tha ki mai jawab nahi dungi.

Jiske baare me vo puch raha tha, sanjay ne kayi baar kiya tha. unhe bhi mere nitamb ache lagte the. Unhone jab pehli baar vaha dala tha to bahut dard huva tha par baad me mai aasani se karva leti thi. balki mujhe unka vaha karna acha lagne laga tha.
Par mai apni ye nizi baate, billu ko nahi bata sakti thi.

Maine pucha tum ye kyo janena chahte ho,

Vo bola, aisi sexy gaand ushi ki ho sakti hai jo khub chudati ho.
Maine chup hi rahna theek samjha aur socha ki kitna kamina hai ye billu kaisi ajeeb bate karta hai.

Mai ye sab soch rahi thi ki, maine paya ki vah meri salwar me hath dalne ki koshis kar raha hai.
Mai hosh me aayi, aur boli ki, kya kar rahe ho, bas bahar-bahar se karo.
Par vo nahi mana, aur apne hatho se mera naada kholne laga. maine turant uske hath dur jhatak diye.
Mai boli billu nahi, aisa kuch nahi hoga, sirf upar, upar se karo, jaisa ush din kiya tha.

Vo bola, tujhe kapdo ke bina mahsus karna chahta hu, teri jawani ko kapdo ke bina to dekh lu
Maine kaha nahi, mai aisa nahi kar sakti.

par vo nahi mana, aur mere kaano me bola, teri sundarta kya, kapdo me chupa kar rakhogi, thodi salwar niche sarka na, ek baar kapdo ke bina to choone de, bas ek baar naada khol kar salwar niche sarka le, ek minut baad, upar kar lena, bas thoda sa.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, agar tumne koyi badmaasi ki to ?
Vo bola, nahi koyi badmaasi nahi karunga, mai vada karta hu

Maine kaha nahi please, mujhe sharam aayegi.

Vo bola, apne pati se bhi sharmati hai kya. Uske samne bhi to nangi hoti hogi.

Maine kaha chup raho, unke barey me, kuch bola to mai chali jaaungi.

Vo bola, acha sorry, nahi bolunga, thodi si salwar sarka na, bas ek minut ke liye niche sarka le, kuch nahi hoga.

Par mai apne hatho se, ushke liye apna naada nahi khol sakti thi, ye meri maryada ke khilaf tha.
Mai chupchap sab sunti rahi.

Ushne phir se mera naada pakda aur kholne laga.
Ish baar maine ushe nahi roka aur boli, ek minut matlab ek minut.

Vo bola theek hai.

Ushne mera naada, jhat se khol diya. aisa lag raha tha jaise, roj kisi ka naada kholta hai aur naada kholne me expert hai.

Mai ajeeb si bechani me sama gayi.

Mai ne peeche mud kar dekha to vo badi besharmi se mere nange nitambo ko ghur raha tha.

pehli baar, sanjay ke alava, koyi, mere nitambo ko nanga dekh raha tha

Ushne meri ankho me dekha aur bola, sach me badi jaalim gaand hai teri, aur vo jhuk kar mere nitambo ko be-tahasa yaha, vaha chumne laga.

Mai sharma kar vapas ghum gayi.

Ushne, apne dono hath, mere nange nitambo par rakh diye.

Mere sharir me beejli ki leher daud gayi.
Uske hatho ki chuvan, mujhe bahut andar tak mahsus ho rahi thi. vo mere nitambo ko aisey masal raha tha jaise koyi aata gundata hai.

pehli baar sanjay ke alava kisi aur ne mere nange nitambo ko chuva tha.

vah badi be-sharmi se, unhe chute huve bola, kya makhmali gaand hai. mai chupchap, vaha khadi rahi.

Phir ushne, apney hath hata liye. mai utsuk ho kar peeche mudi to mere hosh ud gaye.

Maine dekha, vah apni zip khol raha hai.

Mai ghabra gayi oh no, hum dono ek sath nange nahi ho sakte.
Maine kaha, ek minut ho gaya, aur apni salvar, upar karne lagi.

par ushne mujhe rok diya aur , bola, kya huva.

Maine kaha, tum ushe kyo nikal rahe ho.
Vo bola, bas tere chutad par ishe ragdunga, kapdo ke upar se bhi to ragda tha abhi kya pareshani hai.

Maine kaha, please aisa mat karo mujhe kuch kuch ho raha hai.
Vo bola, bas ek baar thoda lagane de, phir salwar chada lena.

Mere hato se salwar chut kar apne aap niche gir gayi.
Ushne mere, nitambo ko failaya, aur unme apna ling phasa diya.
Mai behaal ho gayi. Kuch ajeeb sa ahsaas ho raha tha.
Vah dono hath, mere nitambo par rakh kar halke, halke dhake marne laga.

Mai ye soch rahi thi ki, agar ushne andar ghusa diya to mai lut jaaungi.
Maine kaha, billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, ishe kahi aur laga lo.

Vah meri ansuni kar ke, apne kaam me laga raha.

Billu badi be-sarmi se, halke, halke, dhake laga raha tha, aur mujhe uska ling apne guda dwar par takrata huve mahsus ho raha tha.
“lag raha tha ki koyi, darwaja khadka raha hai, tak, tak darwaja kholo”

achanak billu hat gaya.

Thodi der baad, ushne, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par, kuch laga diya.

mujhe kuch gila, gila sa mahsus huva.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to hairan rah gayi, vah apne ling par thuk laga raha tha aur ushe gila kar raha tha.

mai samajh gayi ki ushne mere guda dwar par bhi thuk lagaya hai, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi.
Mai soch kar ghabra gayi ki kya ye, vo ? karne ja raha hai.
maine puch hee liya, billu ye kya kar rahe ho ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi- kuch nahi, ek minut.

Mujhe dhyan aaya ki sanjay ne jab pehli baar vaha daala tha to usne bhi apne ling par thuk lagaya tha. par baad me vo, iske liye lubricant le aaya the.
Maine pucha ek minut kya matlab, tum kya karne jaa rahe ho.
Vo bola, kuch nahi apne ling ko thoda saaf kar raha hu, teri gaand itni gori hai, aur ye itna kaala ishe thuk se ragad ke chamka raha hu.

Ish-se pehle ki, mai kuch aur bol pati ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par rakh diya.

mai kaamp uthi, mai ish sab ke liye taiyar nahi thi. ghabra kar vaha se aage badh gayi.
Uska ling mere nitambo se nikal kar hava me jhul gaya.
Mai ab bilkul saaf saaf samajh chuki thi ki vo ab meri…………………………… aur mai aisa karne ke liye bilkul bhi taiyar nahi thi.

vo bola, kya huva, aa naa.

Maine kaha, ye kya badtamizi hai, tum to vo karne jaa rahe ho, baat sirf mahsus karne ki thi.

Vo bola, pagal mat ban aaja tujhe acha lagega.

Mai ye baate sun kar kaamp gayi aur mujhe vo sapna yaad aa gaya. Mai kitne karib thi ush sapne ke aaj.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, mai apne pati ko kya jawab dungi.

Vo bola, arey ushey, kuch pata nahi chalega. Tu chinta mat kar, aaja mujhe karne de.

Meri aankho ke saamne, uska ling hawa me jhulta huva saaf dikh raha tha.
mai sochne lagi ki, agar mai maan bhi jaa-oon to bhi ye itna bada andar kaise jayega.
Mujhe vo din yaad aa gaya jab sanjay ne pehli baar vaha daala tha. sanjay ka billu se chota tha, par phir bhi meri jaan nikal gayi thi unka apne vaha ander lene me.

Vo mere paas aaya aur bola, ritu ek baat kahu ?
Maine kaha, kuch bhi kaho par mai vo nahi karungi.

Vo bola suno to sahi.

Maine kaha, bolo kya bolna hai ?

Vo bola, teri gaand bahut sexy hai, mujhe lagta hai ki ishey sex ka bharpur maja milna chahiye.

Mai boli chup karo.

Vo bola, nahi mai sach kah raha hu, teri gaand jaisi hot gaand maine aaj tak nahi dekhi, iska sab kuch perfect hai.

Aisi baate sun kar kon nahi sharmayega aur maine apna chehra apne hatho me chipa liya aur boli, bas karo mujhe sharam aa rahi hai.

Vo phir bola,jab tujhe pehli baar dekha tha to yahi socha tha ki ishey to kisi agley janam me hi paya jaa sakta hai, ish janam me to mujh garib ki daal nahi galegi, aur sach pucho to mujhe tera, mere itney karib aana sapna sa lagta hai.

Mai badi emotional ho kar sab shun rahi thi.

Mai boli, billu bas karo mai bahak rahi hu.

Vo bola, agar bahak jao to acha hai, ish garib ka bharam tut jayega ki tujhe sirf agley janam me hi paaya ja sakta hai.

Mai boli, please bas karo ab, mujhe kuch-kuch ho raha hai, mai jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, kya tu mera ye bharam todogi ki tujhe sirf agley janam me paya ja sakta hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du ish baat ka.

Mere paas koyi jawab nahi tha.
Itni taarif maine aaj tak kisi aur se to kya apne pati se bhi nahi suni thi.

Vah mere peeche aa gaya aur bola, le mai apna bharam todne ki ek koshis karta hu, ab meri jeet tere hath hai.

Ab tak uske ling se, thuk suk chuka tha, aur mere vaha jo ushne thuk lagaya tha vo bhi gayab ho chuka tha.

Ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur mere guda dwar par, dher sara thuk laga diya.

mai kuch bhi kah pane ki steethi me nahi thi.

kahti bhi to kya kahti ?

Mere sarir me beejli ki teji se lehre uthne lagi.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to, vo apne ling par phir se thuk laga raha tha.

Ushne meri aankho me dekha aur bola, please thoda sa jhuk jaa.
Mai sharma gayi, aur uske liye madhosh ho kar jhuk gayi
Jhuk kar maine ek hath se ek majbut jhadi ko tham liya.
Meri shari maryadao ki un jhadiyo me dhajiya ud gayi.
Mera deemag ab kaam karna band kar chuka tha.

Ushne apne dono hatho se, mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par tika diya.

Ab bas ek halke se dhake ki der thi aur vo mere andar hota.

Vo bola, jab tak tum daalne ko nahi kahogi mai nahi daalunga.

Mai ajeeb problam me phas gayi.

Maine kaha please jo karna hai kar lo, mai kuch nahi bol skti.

Vo bola, mera bharam tutney ke liye ye jaruri hai.
Vo apna ling vaha teekaye khada raha aur mai khamosi se jhuki rahi.

Vo bola, please bol na kya karu, hata lu ya daal du.

Mai aaj tak apne pati ko bhi aisi baatey nahi bol payi thi, ishliye badi pareshan halat me thi.

Vo phir bola, please bol na kya karu.

Mai bol padi, daal do.

Vo bola, kya kaha ? phir se kaho.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, daal do.

Aur vakt mano tham gaya.

Ushne ek halka sa dhaka mara aur uska ling ek inch andar sarak gaya.

Mai dard se cheenkh uthi….aaaayyyyiiiiiiiiiiii. aur boli, jara dheere se.

Vo vahi ruk gaya.

Vo bola, mai dheere-dheere pura dalunga tu chinta mat karna dard nahi hone dunga.

Vah bahut dheere-dheere mere guda dwar me apna ling sarkane laga.
Mai ye dekh rahi thi ki, billu apne shabdo ka pacca hai.

mujhe dard to bahut ho raha tha par mai chupchap vaha jhuke huve sab jhel rahi thi.

Mai cheela kar padosiyo ko nahi suna sakti thi.

Dheere, dheere usne apna pura ling mere andar sarka diya aur bola, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh , tune aakhir mera bharam tod hi diya. tu sach me sundar hi nahi ek achi insaan bhi hai.

Mai hairan thi ki uska itna lamba ling pura meri guda me sama chuka hai.

Mai uske jaal me puri tarah phas chuki thi.
Mujhe vaha jhuke, jhuke ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir is billu ne meri ……………… Mai apni maryadao ki battle haar chuki thi.

Usne pucha, kya ab mai maaru.

Mai sharam se lal ho kar bechan ho gayi.

Vo bola, maine ab tujhe paa liya hai, tu chahe to mai bahar nikal sakta hu, bata nikal lu, yaa fir, teri sexy gaand marna suru kar du.

Mai hairan thi ki hey bhagwan ye mujh se kya puch raha hai, mai kaise jawab dungi.

Vo bola, jab tak tu nahi bolegi mai aage nahi badhunga.

Mai apne andar uska ling liye, chupchap jhuki rahi.

Vo phir bola, bol na kya karu.

Mai pehle bhi dekh chuki thi ki ye sune bagar nahi manega.
Mai soch rahi thi ki jab isne pura mere andar daal hi diya hai, to ab kya rah gaya hai.

Ushne phir pucha bol na maaru ya nahi.

Maine kaha “maar lo”

vo jaise ye sun kar pagal ho gaya aur bola, thankyou.

Usne apna pura ling bahar ki aur keencha aur ish-se pehle ki vo pura bahar nikal pata, ushe phir se mere andar dhakel diya.

Meri saanse tham gayi aur meri ankho ke aage andhera cha gaya. Bahut hi acha sa ahsas ho raha tha.

Vo baar-baar ushe bahar ki aur kheenchta aur baar-baar andar dhakelta.

Mujhe bahut jyada maja aa raha tha. uska lamba ling mere nitambo ki har gahrayi tak pahunch raha tha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa maja to sanjay ke sath bhi nahi aaya, ye billu cheej kya hai.

aur mai achanak ye batey soch kar khud par sharminda ho gayi aur maine sorry mahsus kiya ki kam se kam mujhe sanjay ke sath kuch compare nahi karna chahiye. Aakhir unki kya galti hai ? unhone to ab tak mujhe duniya ki har khusi di thi.

Acanak maine mahsus kiya ki billu ki speed badh gayi hai.

Uske dhako ki speed badhtey hi mera maja bhi kayi guna badh gaya.

Mai hairan thi ki mai kaise uske har dhake ka maja le rahi hu. Abhi kal tak to mai uhse bhula dena chahti thi

Billu ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai.

Maine kaha, bahut acha.

Vo ye sun kar jor se hans pada aur bola, mujhe tere se bhi jyada maja aa raha hai. aisi sundar gaand roj kaha milti hai.

Mai ye sun kar sharam se laal ho gayi.

Maine achanak mehsus kiya ki meri yoni se nadiya beh nikli hai aur uska pani meri tango tak aa gaya hai.

Vo bola, bata kitni der tak maaru. Tu jitna kahegi, mai marta rahunga.

Mai sharma gayi aur ush se pucha, time kya huva hai. vo bola 3:30.

Ye sunte hi, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi.
Sanjay 3 baje ghar aane wale the. Aur chintoo ki school bus bhi aane wali hogi (chintoo vaise 2 baje tak ghar aa jata tha, aaj unke school se bacho ko picnic par le gaye the. 4 baje tak lotne ka plan tha.)

Mai hosh me aayi aur boli, jaldi khatam kar do, mere pati ghar aa chuke honge aur mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Vo bola, arey ye to mujhe bhi dhyan nahi raha.
Ushne apne dhako ki speed aur tej kar di.

Mai phir se aanand ke ataah sagar me dub gayi.

Vo cheenkh utha, aaaahhhhhhh………….. aur dher sara garam, garam pani meri guda me daal diya.

Vo bola, aisa maja aaj tak nahi aaya, thankyou, very much.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, please ab nikal lo mujhe jaldi jaana hai.

Vo bola, oh haa, sorry mai phir se bhul gaya.
Ushne dheere se apna ling bahar nikal liya, aur mai seedhi khadi ho gayi.

Mere paanv ladkhada rahe the. Mujhe bhi aisa maja kabhi nahi aaya tha. mujhe apni guda me ab halka halka dard ho raha tha.

Maine apni salwar pehni aur billu se kaha, mai chalti hu.

Vo bola, ruk to.

Maine kaha, abhi bilkul vakt nahi hai. sanjay mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Mai kapde pehan kar jhadiyo se nikli aur khidki ke niche se thoda jhuk kar chalne lagi.

Mujhe dar tha ki agar sanjay ghar me huve to kahi mujhe khidki se yaha na dekh le.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki vo un jhadiyo se mujhe aise jate huve dekh kar muskura raha tha.

Ghar pahunch kar maine paya ki sanjay tv dekh rahe hai.

Mujhe dekhte hi vo boley, kaha thi tum ?

Maine darte, darte kaha vo mere college ki ek friend aayi thi ushi ke sath market chali gayi thi sorry late ho gayi.

Sanjay boley, tum khana bhi bana kar nahi gayi.

Mai khud par bahut jyada sharminda ho gayi aur aaj ke din ko kosne lagi,

Maine kaha, mai abhi kuch banati hu. Vo boley koyi baat nahi mai bahar kha lunga, tum chinta mat karo, mai ab late ho raha hu.

Unhone mere chehre par hath rakha aur boley, bye sham ko miltey hai.

Meri ankho me ansho aane ko ho gaye, ki mai sanjay ko dhoka de rahi hu aur ye mujhe itna pyar karte hai.

Mai sanjay ke jaane ke baad foran bathroom me chali gayi aur nahane lagi.
Naha kar maine kapde change kiye aur vo kapde akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diye.
Mai aaj ki koyi yaad rakhna nahi chahti thi.

Vakt jaise khud ko dohara raha tha.

Mai khidki me aayi to paya billu abhi bhi vahi hai.

Vo mujhe dekh kar khidki ke paas aane laga aur maine gusse me khidki band kar di aur apne bedroom me aakar apni kismat par rone lagi. aaj mera sab kuch lut chuka tha.

Maine khud ko sambhala, aur faisala kiya ki, ye pehli aur aakhri baar tha, ab mai billu ko kabhi koyi moka nahi dungi

Vo khidki jo ush din maine band ki thi aaj bhi band hai. ye vakt gavah hai ki, maine phir ushe kabhi nahi khola.

Ush din jee bhar kar rone ke baad man ko tassali mili.
par baar, baar man me khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir mai kaise, bahak gayi aur apni saari maryadaye bhula baithi.
Aakhir maine apne bahakte kadmo ko kyo nahi thama.
Ye kuch aisey sawal the jo ki baar, baar mere man mein ghum rahe the.

Mujhe ye baat bhi pareshan kar rahi thi ki aisa sab kuch mere ghar ke peeche huva. Agar koyi dekh leta to mera kya hota.

Ush sham, mai sanjay se najre bhi nahi mila pa rahi thi. Maine chupchap unke sath dinner kiya.
Mera man guilt, aur sharmindagi se bhara pada tha.

Phir se, baar, baar man mein ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir maine itna kuch kaise hone diya.
Mai, aakhir mar kyo nahi gayi, itna kuch hone se pehle. Par shayad kuch baato ke jawab hamare paas nahi hote.

Phir mujhe, khyal aaya ki kitni chalaki se billu ne, mujhe sab kuch karne par majbur kiya aur kish tarah se usne meri sochne samajhne ki taakat khatam kar di.
Mujhe khud par bahut gussa aa raha tha, par ab kya ho sakta tha.

Mai in sab khyalo me dubi huyi thi ki achanak,
Sanjay ne pucha, arey ritu, kya baat hai, tum theek se khana nahi kha rahi ?

Maine kaha, bhuk nahi hai, mai aaj aapko, lunch tak nahi de payi, kaisi patni hu mai.

Unhone mujhe bahon me bhar liya aur boley, kaisi baat karti ho tum, mujhe to kuch yaad bhi nahi, aur haa, bahut din se chicken khane ka man tha, ghar par to kha nahi sakta, aaj maine bahar kha liya to acha huva, tum koyi chinta mat karo.

Aur mai muskura uthi aur unhey kas kar sheene se laga liya. mere dil ko tassali mili.

Mai vegetarian hu par sanjay non veg khaa lete hai. par kyonki mujhe non veg dekh kar ghin aati hai ishliye sanjay kabhi, kabhi jab unka man hota hai, bahar khaa lete hai.

Sanjay ka itna pyar dekh kar dil ko hosala sa huva aur maine faisla kiya ki ab chaahey jo ho, meri jeendagi dubara, narak ke rastey nahi jayegi.

Agle din mai ghar ke kaamo mein busy rahi aur khud ko kahi na kahi busy rakha.
Mai nahi chahti thi ki mai khali baithu aur bure, bure khyal mere man me aaye. maine koyi 3 movies dekh daali.

Sham ko sanjay jaldi ghar aa gaye. Vo boley, ritu chalo kahi ghumne chalte hai.
Par mera kahi bhi jaane ka man nahi tha.
darasal mujhe dar tha, ki kahi phir se vo billu na mil jaye.

Par sanjay nahi maaney aur mujhe aur chintoo ko car me lekar chal diye.
Aksar mujhe sanjay se sikayat rahti thi ki, vo hame ghumane nahi le jaate. Shayad mujhe kal se pareshan dekh kar, vo mujhe ghumane le gaye.

Yaha vaha, ghumne ke baad humne ek achey se restaurant me khana khaya. Hum bahut khus the.

Ghar aa kar sanjay ne mujhe baho me tham liya aur mujhe utha kar bistar par le gaye.

Par na jaane kyo mera man kuch bhi karne ka nahi ho raha tha. par apne patni dharam ke karan mai sanjay ke liye, unka sath dene lagi.

Par jab sanjay ne mere ubharo ko tham kar unhe, choosana suru kiya to mai unke pyar mein khoti chali gayi, aur meri yoni ras ke sagar me dub gayi.

Sanjay ne mera naada khola, aur meri yoni me sama gaye. Ush pal mein sab kuch bhula kar khud mein kho gayi.

Achanak,unhone meri yoni se ling neekal liya aur bole, thoda ghum jao, aur doggy style me aa jao.

Jaise hi mai ush position me aayi, mujhe yaad aa gaya ki mai kaise kal jhadiyo mein billu ke aage jhuki huyi thi, aur mera man phir se glani se bhar gaya.

Mujhe nahi pata tha ki vo kya karenge, par mai prayer kar rahi thi ki aaj vo vaha se na karey.

unhone, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par cheekna kar diya. mai samajh gayi ki jeeska dar tha, vahi baat ho rahi hai. maine peeche mud kar dekha to chonk gayi
sanjay apne ling par, thuk laga rahey the.

Jo kuch bhi peechale din huva tha, sab kuch meri ankho mein ghum gaya.
Ek pal ko laga, mano, vaha mere sath billu hi hai.
mera man phir se, glani aur guilt se bhar gaya.
Na chahtey huve bhi mujhe apne ander, uska, ek ek dhaka yaad aane laga.
Maine kaha nahi, please mera man nahi hai aur jhat se seedhi ho gayi.

Sanjay ne pucha kya huva.
Maine kaha kuch nahi. aaj vaha se karne ka man nahi hai.

Vo bole, kyo tumhe to acha lagta tha ?

Maine kaha, haa par aaj man nahi hai.

mera man ishliye bhi nahi ho raha tha kyonki mujhe abhi tak, billu ke karan vaha dard tha.

Maine pucha, tum thuk kyo laga rahe the.
Vo boley, tube khatam ho gayi naa, nayi lana bhul gaya.

Vo mere chehre par seekan dekh kar, boley theek hai nahi karte vaha se, apni taange failao.
Maine tange faila di aur sanjay mujh me sama gaye.

Mera dhyan apne pati se hath kar puri tarah kal ki ghatna par tik chuka tha, rah, rah kar mujhe kal ki ghatna yaad aa rahi thi.

mai puri tarah se sanjay ki bahon mein nahi kho payi, sanjay ka kab khatam huva pata hi nahi chala.

Aisa asar huva tha, billu ka mujh par.
Mai apne pati ke sath sex bhi theek se nahi kar paa rahi thi.
ye ish liye nahi tha ki, mujhe kal bahut acha laga tha.
darasal mera man har pal sharmindagi aur guilt se bhara pada tha.

Par vakt har jakham bhar deta hai.

Vakt beetata gaya, aur mai, phir se apni jeendagi me khone lagi. kitchen me kaam karte vakt mai band khidki ki aur dekhti to sab yaad aata par mai foran apna dhyaan apne kaam par laga leti.

Sab kuch phir se theek chal raha tha.

Par ek din ki baat hai. mai , subah taiyar ho kar chintoo ke school ke liye nikli.

Chintoo ke school mein, koyi function tha, jeesme ki, bacho ke mata, pita ko bulaya tha.

Sanjay, clinic me busy hone ke kaaran, nahi , aa sakte the, ishliye mai akeli hi school ke liye ghar se chal di.

Mai, 11 baje school pahunchi aur function ko enjoy kiya,
mai vaha se koyi, 12:30 baje free, ho kar ghar ke liye, chal di.

Mai school se bahar aa kar kishi auto vale ki talash karne lagi. mujhe riksa me baithna ab bilkul acha nahi lagta tha.

Ish se pehle, ki koyi auto aata, billu, vaha aa dhamka. Vo rikse par nahi tha, naa hi uski cycle kahin dikh rahi thi.
Mera dil dhak dhak karne laga, aur mai sochne lagi ki ab kya karu, ye kambakhat phir se aa gaya.

Mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aa kar khada ho gaya aur, mujhe ghurne laga.

mai chupchap khade huve auto ki rah dekhati rahi.

Vo dheere se bola, kya baat hai ush din ke, baad tune mujhe yaad hi nahi kiya, tune apni khidki bhi band kar di. Mai roj vaha 2 baje aata hu aur tera, intezar kar ke vapas aa jaata hu.

Maine kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, mai tumhe nahi janti.

Vo, badi besharmi se bola, acha, ush din to maje se gaand marvayi aur ab mujhe nahi janti.

Mai aag babula ho gayi aur mai cheela uthi “u bastard” aur ek jor daar thappad uske gaal par jad diya. aur boli, dafa ho jao yaha se, varna tumhe police ke havale kar dungi.

Thappad itni jor ka tha ki mere hath me dard ho gaya.

Pehli baar maine uske chehre par dar dekha. Vo ek pal ko bhi vaha nahi ruka aur chupchup vaha se rafu-chakar ho gaya.

Mere man ko bahut badi shanti mili.
Kuch logo ne mujhe ushey thappad marte huve dekh liya tha. ish se pehle ki koyi mujh se kuch puchta, ek khali auto aa gaya, maine ushey hath diya aur ushme baith kar seedhi ghar aa gayi.

Mai khus thi ki aaj maine ush billu ki gandagi bardast nahi ki aur ush neech ko uski sahi aukat bata di. Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa mujhe bahut pahle kar dena chahiye tha.

Agar maine pehle hi aisa kiya hota to, meri jeendagi me ye tufan nahi aata. Par mai khus thi ki kam se kam aaj to maine ushey sabak seekhaya.

Par meri ye khusi jyada der nahi tik payi.

Ush ghatna ke do din baad subah koyi 10 baje ka vakt tha, mai aaram se ghar ke kaamo me lagi thi.

Achanak ghar ki bell baji.

Maine darvaja khola, to koyi billu ki hi umar ka ladka vaha khada tha.

Jaise hi maine darvaja khola, vo mujhe upar se niche tak dekhne laga.

Maine gusse mein pucha, kya baat hai ?
Vo sakpaka gaya aur bola,

Madam apka coorier hai.

Maine kaha lao.

Ushne ek leefafa mujhe thama diya.

Maine pucha, ye kiska hai, kaha se aaya hai.

Vo bola, mujhe nahi pata, aap yaha sign kar do

Aur vo mere signature le kar chala gaya.

Jaate, jaate usne peeche mud kar mujhe bahut hi ajeeb si najar se dekha.

Maine foran darvaja band kiya aur leefafe ko gor se dekhne lagi.

Mai soch rhi thi ki aakhir ye kisne bheja hai.

Uske upar kisi bhejne vaale ka naam nahi tha.

Maine jhat se ushey khola.

Uske andar ek chota sa kagaj mod kar rakha huva tha.

Maine vo kagaj nikaala aur ushe khol kar padhne lagi.

Maine jo padha, ushey padh kar mere hosh ud gaye, meri ankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya.

Ush mein likha tha,

Ritu, bura mat maanana par meri galti se tum musibat mein phas gayi ho. Mai hamare bare mein ek diary likh raha tha. usme ab tak jo bhi hamare beech huva, sab kuch likha tha. usme ye bhi leekha tha ki tum doctor sanjay ki biwi ho.
kal achanak vo diary mere bapu ke hath lag gayi. Mera bapu bahut gusse me hai. vo aaj sham ko tumhare ghar aane ki baat kar raha tha. maine badi muskil se ushe ye kah kar roka hai ki, aaj sanjay ghar nahi hai. Mujhe dukh hai ki aisa sab kuch ho gaya. Agar hamne kuch nahi kiya to, tere pati ko aaj nahi to kal sab kuch pata chal jayega. Aaj to maine apne bapu ko rok liya. par vo ab kisi bhi din tumhare ghar aa sakta hai.
Please mujhse ek baar mil lo. Hamey mil kar iska hal nikalna hoga. Mai aaj dopahar 1 baje apni electric shop par tumhara intezar karunga. tum vaha aa jana hum aaram se kahin baith kar baat karenge.
Billu

Mai hi jaanti hu ki mujh par kya beet rahi thi.

Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye billu ki phir se koyi chal hai. vo jarur ush thappad ka badla lena chahta hai.

Par mujhe ye bhi dar sata raha tha ki kahi ye sab sach huva to, agar sach mein uska bapu yaha aa dhamka to kya hoga ?

Aisey kayi sawal mere deemag me ghum rahe the. Kab 11 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala.

Mujhe ye faisala karna tha ab mai billu se milne jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.

Bahut sochne ke baad maine faisla kiya ki mujhe vaha chal kar dekhna to chahiye ki aakhir puri baat kya hai, vakayi mein ye sach hai yaa feer vo kamina billu koyi majak kar raha hai.

Mai koyi 12:30 baje ghar se chal di.
Ghar se nikal kar maine ek auto kiya aur uski electric shop ke samne aa gayi.

Vo kuch kaam kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar ushne mujhe rukne ka ishara kiya. Mai vaha ek ghane ped ki chayan me khadi ho gayi.

Koyi 5 minut baad vo mere paas aaya aur dheere se bola, chalo paas ke garden mein chaltey hain.

Maine uski aur dekha aur kaha, chalo.
Mujhe bhi vaha khade rahna acha nahi lag raha tha.

Hum alag, alag paidal chal kar garden mein pahunch gaye, aur ek koney mein jaa kar baith gaye.

Vo bola, kaisi hai tu.

Maine pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai mai kaisi ho sakti hu.
Vo bola, kya matlab
Maine pucha, ye kya majak laga rakha hai.

Vo bola, ye majak nahi hai. mujhe dhyan se dekh sab pata chal jayega.

Maine ushe dekha to paya ki, ushe buri tarah se peeta gaya hai. uska muh peetayi se sujha huva tha.

Vo bola, kal bapu ne bahut mara hai mujhe.

Maine man hi man mein kaha acha huva, aise badmas ki yahi saja hai.
Vo bola, mera bapu bahut gusse mein hai.

Maine pucha aakhir tumhe kya jarurat thi aisi diary likhane ki.

Vo bola, kya karta, mai teri yaado ko har dam apne sath rakhna chahta tha. tune mujh se milna bhi chod diya. khidki bhi band kar di. Ab bas teri yaade hi mera sahara thi.

Maine pucha, ye kya pagalpan hai, tum meri jeendagi se khel rahe ho.

Vo bola, mai tumhe chahta hu, tum mujhe achi lagti ho, mai koyi khel nahi khel raha.

Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwas aur ye batao ki ab tumhare bapu ka kya kare. Vo mere ghar kyo aana chahta hai.

Vo bola, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu tere pati ko ache se janta hai. tere pati ne mere bapu ki kidney ka operation kiya tha. tab se vo tere pati ko pujata hai.

Mai hairani se chupchap baithe huve sab sun rahi thi.

Vo bola, mujhe dar hai ki mera bapu tere pati se jarur milega aur sari baat ushe bata dega.

Maine dartey huve pucha, ab kya hoga, tumne ye kaisi musibat mein fasa diya.

Vo bola, ish se pehle ki vo tere pati ke paas jaye hame mere bapu se milna hoga.

Maine puche hume matlab, ye tumhari galti hai tum khud bhukto.
Vo bola, theek hai mai to jo hoga dekh lunga. Par tera kya hoga ? mujhe kya farak padta hai ki mera bapu tere pati se milta hai ki nahi. mere sath to jo ho sakta tha , ho gaya. Ish se jyada kya ho jayega mere sath.

Maine socha, ki baat to billu theek hi kah raha hai.

Maine pucha, hum tumhare bapu se mil kar kya karenge. Agar vo fir bhi nahi maane to.

Vo bola, vo sab to mai nahi janta, par hum ek koshis to kar hi sakte hai.

Maine kaha kya, koyi aur rasta nahi hai.

Vo bola, nahi mujhe to pata nahi, tu kuch bata.

Maine bahut sochne ke baad billu se pucha, hamey kab milna chahiye.

Vo bola, kal subah miltey hai, aaj vo vaise bhi bahut gusse mein hai.

Baaten karte, karte 2:15 baj gaye. Maine pucha, kaha milna hai ?

Vo bola, hamare ghar par.

Maine kaha nahi, vaha mujhe dar lagega. Tum unhe yaha garden me le aao.

Vo bola, arey pagal hai kya tu ? Yaha sab log tamasa dekhenge. Ho sakta hai mera bapu gusse mein tej, tej bolne lage. Yaha milna theek nahi hai, mere ghar par hi miltey hai.

Mai asmanjas mein thi ki kya karu. Mujhe uskey ghar jaana theek nahi lag raha tha.

baar baar mujhe ye bhi lag raha tha, ki kahi ye billu ki mujhe apne ghar par bulane ki koyi chal to nahi.

Par mujhe uske chehre par jakham dekh kar yakin tha ki vo sach bol raha hai. aur ye bhi to sach tha ki mai aisey najuk moke par ush par yakin karne ke alawa kar bhi kya sakti thi.

Maine billu ko kaha theek hai, kal subah chalenge.

Vo bola, mai riksa lekar tere ghar aa jaaunga. Tum taiyar rahna.

Maine kaha nahi, tum vaha mat aana. Mai yahi garden mein aa jaaungi. Yaha se hum sath chalenge.

Vo bola, theek hai.

Maine pucha, par hum kya baat karenge tumhare bapu se.

Vo bola, unse maafi maang lenge aur kya, aur bolenge ki aage se aisa nahi karenge.

Maine pucha agar vo nahi maane to ?
Vo bola, hum ek kosish to kar sakte hai.

Maine socha, iskey alawa hamare paas chara bhi kya hai.

Maine billu se kaha ki mai chalti hu, kal yahi milenge.

Vo bola mera riksa yahi paas mein hi khada hai mai tujhe chod dunga.

Maine kaha, uski koyi jarurat nahi hai. mai chali jaaungi

Vo bola, tujhe kya ho gaya, ush din to bahut maje kar rahi thi mere sath,

Maine kaha, tumne mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya tha. mai kuch bhi nahi karna chahti thi.

Vo bola, par maine daalte huve pucha tha, ki daalu ya nahi. maine teri marji ke bina kuch nahi kiya tha.

Mai kuch nahi bol payi.

Vo bola, jab maine pucha tha ki nikal lu ya maar lu to tune hi kaha tha ki maar lo. Ish me meri chalaki kaha se aa gayi.

Maine kaha chup raho, tum khub ache se jante ho ki kiski jyada galti hai. meri galti itni thi ki maine tumhe vakt rahte thappad nahi mara. Varna aaj mai ish haalat mein nahi hoti.

Vo bola, thappad maar to diya tune.

Maine pucha to kya tum uska badla le rahe ho

Vo bola, main kya badla lunga, mai to khud ish sab se paresan hu.

Maine kaha theek hai, ab baat karne ka koyi fayada nahi, mai chalti hu.

Usne mera hath tham liya aur bola, aaj tu bahut sundar lag rahi hai.

Maine uska hath jhatak diya aur boli ki, ab ish sab ka koyi fayada nahi.
aur mai vaha se chal di.

Ushne peeche se aawaj lagayi, kal 10:30 par yaha aa jana

Maine garden se bahar aa kar auto kiya aur seedhi ghar aa gayi.

Raste bhar mujhe ye vichar satata raha ki kya, billu ke bapu se milna jaruri hai.

Par jaisa ki billu kah raha tha aisa lag raha tha ki vo kisi bhi vakt sanjay se milne ghar aa sakta hai. aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki vo sanjay se milne clinic chala jaye.

Mere paas kal billu ke ghar jaane ke alawa koyi chara nahi tha.

Agle din mai 10 baje billu ke ghar jaane ke liye, ghar se chal di. Mai theek 10:30 baje garden mein pahunch gayi.

Billu vaha pehle se mera intezar kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aaya aur bola, chalo bahar mera riksa khada hai, ushi mein baith kar chalte hain

Maine pucha ki kya tumhare bapu ko pata hai ki tum mujhe lekar ghar aa rahe ho.

Vo bola, nahi, agar pata hota to vo kabhi na milta.

Mai ghabra rahi thi ki aakhir ab kya hoga.

Hum koyi 25 minut chalne ke baad ek slum area me aa gaye. charo aur gandagi aur kuda karkat faila tha.
Thoda chalne ke baad billu ne riksa ek purane se ghar ke bahar rok diya.
Maine pucha, yahi hai tumhara ghar.
Vo dheere se bola haan.

Mai rikse se utar gayi aur charo aur dekhne lagi.
Sabhi log mujhe vaha ajeeb si najro se dekh rahe the.
Billu bola, chalo andar chalte hai, log hame dekh rahe hai.

Mai ghabrate huve billu ke peeche, peeche ghar ke andar aa gayi.

Ghar me koyi nahi tha.

Mujhe pura yakin ho gaya ki ye billu mujhe yaha bahla fusala kar laya hai,

Maine pucha kaha hai tumhare bapu ?

Vo bola pata nahi shayad kahi bahar gaye hai, mai dekhta hu. Usne mujhe ek chair di, kaha baith jao, mai abhi aaya.

Vo ghar se bahar chala gaya.

Mai ajeeb si bechani liye apne charo aur dekhti rahi.

Achanak billu andar aaya aur bola, bapu aa raha hai,

Mai bechan ho uthi ki ab kya hoga. Aur mere paanv thar, thar kaanmpane lage.

Uska bapu aakar, seedha mere samne khada ho gaya.

Maine najre utha kar dekha to mai aur bhi jyada dar gayi. Ushke bapu ka chehra bahut bhyanak tha. ushne lambi, daadhi rakhi huyi thi, aur sar par ek pagadi bandh rakhi thi. maine ushe dekh kar najre jhuka li aur chupchap baith gayi.

Vo bola, tujhe kya ish purey sahar me mera billu hi mila tha.
Mai sar jhukaye baithi rahi

Vo bola, ye saara kaam, dhaam chod kar tere chakar me pada hai. kab se ye koyi bhi paisa ghar nahi laya. Ye roj tere ghar ke chakar laga raha hai.

Maine kaha, mujhe aisa kuch nahi pata, maine kabhi billu ko aisa karne ko nahi kaha. Mera billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai. apko koyi galat fahami huyi hai.

Vo bola, acha to ye bata ki kya ye jhut hai ki tune billu ke sath apne ghar ke peeche kuch galat kaam kiya tha.

Mai chup rahi.

Vo phir bola, bol kya ye jhut hai ?

Maine kaha, meri koyi galti nahi ?

Vo bola, iski diary mein sab leekha hai. mai sab kuch tere muh se sunana chahta hu.

Maine kaha, muhje maaf kar deejiye maine kuch nahi kiya.

Vo bola, agar tune kuch nahi kiya to yaha kyo baithi ho.

Mai koyi jawab nahi de paayi.

Vo bola, pata hai mai tere pati ki bahut ijjat karta hu. Tera pati devta hai aur tu ye sab kar rahi hai.

Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.

Vo bola, agar tu doctor sanjay ki biwi naa hoti to tera aisa haal karta ki tu kisi aur ladke par dorey dalna bhul jaati, teri yahi leta kar buri tarah se marta

Mai sharmindagi ki halat liye chupchap baithi rahi. mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki mai ye kya sun rahi hu.

Vo bola, par kya karu tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai. mai aisa kuch nahi kar sakta.

Mai kya bol sakti thi. vo khud bakwas kar raha tha.

Vo bola, agar tum nahi boli to mai abhi ke abhi doctor sanjay ke paas chala jaaunga.

Maine kaha, nahi, nahi please, aage se aisa nahi hoga.

Ushne pucha kya nahi hoga.

Maine kaha, mera ab billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai.
Iska matlab sambandh tha.

Billu beech me kuch kahne laga to, uske bapu ne ek jordar thappad uske muh par jad diya.

Vo bola, mai ish se puch raha hu tu chup kar.

Vo bola, haa to iska matlab sambandh tha.

Maine kaha, aisa kuch nahi hai. mujh se bas ek baar galti ho gayi. Aage se aisa nahi hoga.

Vo bola, mai aage hone du tab naa aisa karoge tum dono.
Tumhe abhi mere sath doctor sanjay ke clinic chalna hai.

Billu bola, bapu aisa mat karo iska pati ishey ghar se nikal dega.

Vo badi besharmi se bola, to acha hoga ishey tu rakh lena. Vaise bhi tu iska deewana hai, ishke sath rah kar apna muh kala karna.

Mai soch rahi thi ki hey bhagwan mujhe ye kya, kya sunana pad raha hai.

Billu aage kuch nahi bola.

Uska bapu meri taraf muda aur bola, tu bata tere pati se kab baat karu.

Billu fir se bola, bapu jaane do naa. Iska ghar ujad jayega.

Vo bola, ghar to ushi din ujad gaya tha jish din ishne aisa kaam kiya tha.

Maine foran kaha, mujhe billu ne bahkaya tha meri koyi galati nahi.

Billu bola, arey vah, maine bhadkaya tha. teri marji ke bina nahi daala tha maine.

Uska bapu bola, chup karo tum dono.

Ushne phir se mujhse pucha ki bata kab milu tere pati se mai.

Maine kaha, please aisa kuch mat kijiye. Mai ab billu se nahi milati, hamare beech ab kuch nahi hai.
Par vo hasne laga, aur bola, jhut bolti hai, mujhe yakin hai ki tum dono yaha aane se pehle kuch kar ke aaye honge.

Mai jor se boli, aisa kuch nahi hai.

Tu chahe kuch kahe, mai tere pati se mil kar rahunga. Agar ushey abhi nahi bataya to tu phir se kisi aur ladke ki jeendagi barbad karegi. Billu ko to tune nikkama bana hi diya hai.

Billu bola, bapu tum bhi kar lo naa ?

Maine chonk kar uski aur dekha, to usne mujhe chup rahne ka ishara kiya.

Uska bapu jor se bola, dafa ho jao yaha se, aur billu ko vaha se bhaga diya.

Mai aur bhi jyada ghabra gayi.

Ab mai vaha akeli thi.

Vo bola, aisa tum log soch bhi kaise sakte ho. Mai doctor saheb ki puja karta hu. Chi….chi

Vo bola, kya tum apne pati se khus nahi ho.

Maine kaha, khus hu.

Vo bola, phir ye sab kyo kiya ?

Maine kuch nahi kaha.

Vo bola, mai aaj tere ghar aa raha hu. Tum ab jao yaha se.
Mai ghabra gayi aur boli ki please mujhe maaf kardo ab mere aur billu ke beech kuch nahi hai.

Achanak meri najar uski pant par gayi. Maine jo dekha ushey dekh kar mai hairan rah gayi. Uska ling pant ke andar tana huva tha.

Maine ek pal bhi vaha rukna theek nahi samjha aur foran bahar aa gayi.
Billu bahar hi khada tha.

Maine kaha chalo mujhe ghar jana hai.

Ushne pucha kya huva.

Maine kaha, kuch nahi mujhe bas ghar chod do.

Mai foran uske rikse mein baith gayi.

Maine gusse mein pucha, ye kya badtamiji thi.

Vo bola, kya huva.

Maine kaha, kya huva, tum apne bapu ko mere sath kya ?

Aur mai pura sentence nahi bol payi.

Vo bola, ishke alawa chara bhi kya tha. tujhe nahi pata, aurat mere bapu ki kamjori hai. mai soch raha tha ki agar vo ek baar tumhare sath karle to……………

Maine ushe vahi rok diya, chup karo.

Vo bola, theek hai mai kuch nahi kahta.

Ushne pucha, kya tere ghar me phone hai.

Maine kaha, haan hai.

Vo bola, mujhey number de de, koyi baat huyi to bata dunga.

Mujhe jaane kya sujhi maine ushey number de diya aur boli ki, apne bapu ko phir se samjhana.

Vo bola, kya matlab tu bhi karne ko taiyar hai kya ?

Maine gusse mein kaha, chup karo, mai kah rahi hu ki ushe samjhana ki mere pati se naa miley.

Vo bola, theek hai.

Maine dekha ki billu phir se apna riksa ,mere ghar ke peeche modna chahta hai

Maine ushey foran rok liya aur boli, mujhe ghar ke samne utaro.

Vo bola, par mujhe laga hum tere ghar ke peeche thodi baat kar lenge.

Maine kaha baate bahut ho gayi, tum samne ke rastey se chalo.

Aur ushne chupcahap mujhe gharke samne chod diya.

Mai foran ghar ke abdar aa gayi.

Mai soch, soch kar pareshan thi ki aakhir billu ka bapu chahta kya hai.
vo baate to badi, badi kar raha tha par uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aakhir vo kaisa insaan hai.

Pura din mai pareshan rahi.

Sham ko kitchen me khana banate vakt mere phone ki ghanti baji.

Maine foran phone utha liya.

Maine kaha, hello, udhar se awaj aayi, ritu mai billu bol raha hu.

Maine pucha haan batao, kya huva.

Vo bola, abhi kuch nahi huva, mera bapu manane ko taiyar nahi hai.

maine ushe ye bhi kaha ki tu uske sath ek baar kar legi par vo nahi mana.

Vo tere pati se mil kar sab bata dena chahta hai.

Maine kaha, tumhe ye sab bolne ki kya jarurat thi aur phone rakh diya.

Mujhe tassali thi ki uska baap, billu jaisa nahi hai. billu hota to aisa moka nahi chodta. Par mai hairan thi ki uski pant me vo kyo tana huva tha.
Maine socha mujhe jarur koyi galat fahami huyi hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki ab kya karu. Tabhi achanak door bell baji aur mai dar gayi, ki kahi billu ka bapu sach me to nahi aa gaya, vah aaj aane ke baare me bol raha tha.
Sanjay ke aane ka bhi vakt ho gaya tha.

Maine darwaja khola, mai chonk kar behosh hone ko ho gayi.

Samne billu ka baap khada tha. jiska dar tha vahi ho gaya.

Maine kaha, aap please yaha se jao.
Vo bola doctor saheb kaha hai.
Maine kaha vo ghar par nahi hain please mujhe maaf kar do, mai ab billu se nahi milungi, ab to sab khatam ho chuka hai.

Vo bola, sab khatam ho jaane se teri galti to kam nahi ho jati. Tere pati ko pata to chalna chahiye ki tu kya gul kheelati hai unke peeche. Mai aaj doctor se mil kar hi jaaunga.

Vakt badhta jaa raha tha, sanjay kabhi bhi aa sakte the. Mere paanv thar, thar kaanp rahe the.

Mujhe na jaane kya sujhi maine ushey bol diya ki mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hu, aap please abhi yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, tu mere liye kya karegi ?

Maine gidgidate huve kaha ap jo kahenge karungi, par please abhi yaha se jao.

Vo achanak muda aur vaha se chala gaya.

Maine chain ki saans li.

Sanjay uske thodi der baad ghar aa gaye. Aakar vo fresh hone chale gaye.

Mai kitchen mein khana banane lagi.
Tabhi achanak phone ki ghanti baji.
Maine uthaya to udhar se billu ki aawaj aayi, maine pucha, bolo kya baat hai.

Vo bola, mere bapu ne tujhe kal subah 11 baje bulaya hai, mai tujhe lene aa jaaunga.

Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.

Mai sab sun kar bechan ho gayi. Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kya chahta hai.

Tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki mai hadbadahat me uske bapu ko kya bol gayi, thi.

Ushey vaha se bhejne ke liye mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar ho gayi thi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki ye kaise narak mein fans gayi hu mai. Meri choti si bhool, ab choti na rah kar bahut badi ban chuki thi. pata nahi ab kya hoga ?mai raat bhar bechan rahi ki ab kya hoga. Man me baar baar ye khyal aa raha tha ki mujhe sanjay ko sab bata dena chahiye, Shayad vo samajh jaye aur mujhe maaf kar de.

Sanjay karvat liye dusri aur lete huve the, par meri bilkul bhi himmat nahi huyi ki mai unhe utha kar unse kuch kah saku.

Mai chupchap lete huve apni kismat ko roti rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir billu ke bapu ne mujhe kal kyo bulaya hai ? vo mujhse kya chahta hai?

tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki kaise uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aur mein ye soch kar ghabra gayi ki kahi phir se to mujhe vo sab nahi karna padega.

badi muskil se to maine billu se peecha chudaya tha. kahi phir se vo mujhe apne jaal mein to nahi phasa raha ?

aisey kayi sawal mere deemag mein ghum rahe the.

Subah kab ho gayi pata hi nahi chala, par mai ek pal ko bhi chain se nahi sho payi. saari raat deemag yaha vaha ghumta raha.

Sanjay ne breakfast karte vakt pucha, ritu kya huva aaj dheeli dheeli lag rahi ho, tabiyat to theek hai naa.

Maine kaha haa theek hai tumhe yu hi lag raha hai.

Man to kar raha tha ki main sanjay ko sab kuch bata du. Par meri bilkul himmat nahi huyi. Main ye soch kar ruk jaati thi ki vo bilkul bardast nahi kar payenge.

Sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mai sar pakad kar baith gayi.

Badi muskil se maine dheere, dheere ghar ke kaamo ko niptaya.

Mai sab kaam karke nahane chali gayi.

Mai naha kar bahar nikali hi thi ki door bell baj uthi.

Mai jhat se bedroom ki aur bhagi.

Jaldi se, kapde pahan kar mai darvaja kholne aa gayi.

Jaisa ki mujhe lag raha tha, samne billu khada tha.

Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, arey tu abhi tak taiyar nahi huyi 10:30 ho gaye hai. Mera bapu gussa ho jayega, pata hai naa vo badi muskil se mana hai.

Mai hairan thi ki aakhir ye billu itna utawala kyo ho raha hai.

Maine ushe kaha tum rikse par wait karo yaha kisi ne dekh liya to pareshani hogi, vaise hi pareshani bahut hai.
Vo vaha se chala gaya aur mai apne bedroom me aa gayi.

Mai phir se uske bapu se milne nahi jana chahti thi.

par mere paas koyi chara bhi to nahi tha.
mujhe dar tha ki kahi vo phir se yaha naa aa jaye. Mai har haal mein apne parivar ko bachaye rakhna chahti thi.

Dil me ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi.
Mujhe ye ahsas ho gaya tha ki billu ke bapu ne mujhe kyo bulaya hai. yahi meri chinta ka sabse bada kaaran tha.

Mai khud ko gahre daldal mein jaate huve mahsus kar rahi thi.

jaise daldal se nikalne ki koshis mein hum aur gahre dubtey jaate hai, aisa hi kuch mere sath bhi ho raha tha.

Mai taiyar ho kar, ghar ko lock kar ke chupchap rikse mein baith gayi.

Maine koyi faisala nahi kiya tha ki mujhe billu ke ghar jana chahiye yaa nahi. mai bas chal di thi. shayad aisey faisaley kiye bhi nahi jaa sakte.

Billu thoda dur jaa kar peeche mud kar bola, tu bahut pyari lag rahi hai aaj.

Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya. darasal mai ush se koyi baat nahi karna chahti thi. ushi ke kaaran to mein feer se nayi musibat mein thi.

Maine ushey bol bhi diya, tum chupchap chalo mujh se jyada bakwas karne ki jarurat nahi hai.

Par vo nahi maana aur bola, agar mere bas mein hota to mai aisa kabhi nahi hone deta.

Maine gusse mein pucha, par tum to mujhe ghar le jaane ke liye bahut utawale (desperate) ho rahe the.

Vo bola, tujhe ghar le jaana meri majburi hai, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu bahut gussal hai, agar vakt se, ghar nahi pahunche to ho sakta hai ki vo hame ghar mein ghusne naa de.

Maine man hi man socha, acha ho aisa hi ho jaye.

Mera man bahut dara huva tha. mai chahti thi ki sab jaldi jaldi beet jaye aur mai vapas ghar aa jaa-oon.

Uska ghar kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Mai rikse se utar kar ghar ke bahar khadi ho gayi aur sochne lagi ki andar jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.

Billu bola, aa na kya soch rahi hai, bahar sab log dekh rahe hain jaldi ander aaja.

Mai bhari, bhari kadmo se billu ke sath ander aa gayi. Aaj phir ghar mein koyi bhi nahi deekh raha tha.

Billu mujhe ek kamre mein le gaya aur bola, baith jaa, bapu ka kamra yahi hai. kamra bahut chota tha. slum area mein ish se jyada ho bhi kya sakta tha. unke ghar mein kul mila kar do chote chote kamre the.

Mai darte, darte vaha rakhi ek kursi par baith gayi.

Billu bola, bapu kahin bahar hoga, abhi aa jayega.

Main man hi man soch rahi thi ki vo naa hi aaye to acha hai.

Billu mujhe vahan chod kar chala gaya.

Achanak uske bapu ki awaj sunayi di.

Vo billu se puch raha tha, kaha hai vo.

Billu ne kaha, bapu vo andar tumhare kamre mein hai.

Vo bola, ek thanda aur thodi namkin ley aa, aur haa jaldi aana.

Aur billu jee bapu kah kar ghar se bahar chala gaya.

Main khomoshi se sab sun rahi thi.

Jab uske kadmo ki aahat meri aur badhati huyi mahsus huyi to mai aur bhi jyada saham gayi.

Ushne bahar se jhankte huve pucha, tu theek hai naa koyi takleef to nahi ?

Maine kaha, jee

Vo bola, tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai, mai tera pura dhayan rakhunga, tu thoda baith mai abhi aata hun.

Vo feer se ghar ke bahar chala gaya.

Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kar kya raha hai. mai jald se jald vaha se nikalna chahti thi.

Itney mein billu aa gaya, ushne mere samne table rakh kar pepsi aur namkin rakh di, aur bola, lo thanda pee lo.

Mai kuch bhi peene, khane ke mood mein nahi thi.

Tabhi achanak uska bapu aa gaya.

Ushne billu se pucha, ye kya ghatiya si namkin ley aaya hai, kuch aur nahi tha kya ?

Billu bola, bapu bas yahi thi dukan par.

Uska bapu bola, chal jaa yaha se ab, billu meri aur dekhte huve vaha se chala gaya.

Mai chupchap sahme huve baithi rahi.

Billu ke bapu ne, darwaja band kar diya aur andar se kundi laga lee.

Mera dil zor zor se dhadakne laga, jaisa mujhe lag raha tha, vahi huva, vo mujhse…………..

Vo bola, arey tune kuch liya hi nahi, ye pepsi pee ley tere liye hi hai.

Maine kaha jee koyi bat nahi, mujhe icha nahi hai.

Vo bola, kuch aur logi ?

Aur ushne apni pant ki jeb se desi daru ki ek choti si bottle nikal lee.

Maine foran gardan naa ke ishare mein hila di.

Vo meri kursi ke sath lage bed par baith gaya aur apni bottle kholne laga.

Vo bola, aaj bahut dino baad peene ka man ho raha hai. sab tere kaaran hai. tu bahut sundar hai, pata hai bahar log hairan ho rahe hai ki itni sundar ladki yaha kya kar rahi hai, Sharab aur shabab dono sath hone chahiye.

Ushne ek gilas uthaya aur ushme daru daalne laga.

Meri aur dekhtey huve vo ek hi jhatkey mein pura gilas satak gaya. Maine aaj tak kisi ko sharab peetey nahi dekha tha ishliye hairan aur pareshan thi.

Achanak vo khada huva aur bola, aa ab teri baari. Ye daru to fail ho gayi ismey koyi nasha nahi hai, ab tere ander dekhta hu kitna nasha hai.

Mai hairan thi uske badle huve roop ko dekh kar.
Kal to vo badi badi baate kar raha tha, aur aaj ye sab.
Mujhe sab kuch natak sa lag raha tha, lag raha tha jaise mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya gaya hai.

Par ab mai kya kar sakti thi, mai khamosi se baithi rahi.

Vo zor se bola, idhar aa.

Mai dar kar khadi ho gayi aur chupchap uske samne aa gayi.

Vo bola, ab bata kya karegi tu mere liye.

Maine kaha jee k…..k……..kuch nahi.

Vo bola, kya kuch nahi, dhoka, mai tujhe dekh lunga. Mujhe kal tere ghar se nahi aana chahiye tha, tere pati se mil kar hi aana chahiye tha.

Maine darte huve kaha,…..a….a……aap jo kahe kar dungi.

Vo hansne laga aur bola, tu apni marji se karegi naa.

Maine kaha, jee.

Vo bola, acha to ghum jaa aur apna naada khol kar apni gaand deekha, denkhu to sahi aisi bhi kya baat hai teri gaand mein ki billu uska diwana ho gaya hai.

Mera chehra sharam aur guilt se laal ho gaya.

Billu ka bapu ab billu jaisi hi baate kar raha tha. billu aur ushme koyi farak nahi dikh raha tha.

Vo phir bola, arey kya soch rahi hai, apni kaatil gaand nahi deekhaogi, jish se tune mere bete ka katal kar diya.

Mai karti bhi to kya karti, mai uske samne ghum gayi. Par mere hath naada kholtey huve kaanp rahe the.

Badi muskil se maine naada khola aur apni salwar neechey sarkayi.

Ushne turant kamre ki light jala di aur mere aur karib aa gaya.

Vo bola, ye kameez utha.

maine ushey dheere se utha liya.

vo bola, ye panty kya mai utarunga, ye bhi to sarka.

Maine kameez chod kar panty neeche sarka di aur chupchap vaha khadi ho gayi.

Vo bola, ye kameez pareshan kar rahi hai, aur ushe utarne laga. mera to bura haal ho gaya.

Mai ushe chahte huve bhi nahi rok paayi. Ushne meri kameez utar kar ek taraf fenk di.

Vo mere nitambo ko ghurtey huve bola, arey vah kitni jaalim gaand hai teri, mere bete ka koyi kasur nahi, ishey dekh kar to koyi bhi pagal ho jaayega.

Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi, mai chupchap sar jhukaye khadi rahi.

Ushne apne dono haatho se mere nitambo ko chuva aur bola, sach mein mast maal hai tere paas, bahut maja ayega aaj.

Ushne pucha, kya billu ke alawa kisi aur ne bhi maari hai ye.

Mai sakpaka gayi ki kya kahu ab.

Vo phir bola, bata naa,

Maine dheere se kaha, jee mere pati ne.

Vo bola, bas, bas uska naam mat ley mai kuch nahi kar paaunga.

Vo bola, Uskey alawa.

Maine kaha, Jee bas billu

Vo gussey mein bola, tu to kal kah rahi thi ki tera billu se koyi sambndh nahi hai.

Mai dheere se jheejaktey huve boli, jee bas ek baar kiya tha.

Vo bola, bas ek baar de kar tune ushey pagal bana kar chod diya. pata hai kitna nuksaan huva hai mera. Ushney kayi dino se ek paisa kama kar nahi diya. vo sara din tere peeche ghumta hai.

Mai khamosi se sab sunati rahi.

Vo bola, bata ab teri kya saja hai.

Maine pucha, kya matlab ?

Vo bola, kuch nahi seedhi ho jaa, teri gaand to mast hai ab teri chut to dekh lu.

Maine hadbadatey huve kaha, jee billu ne itna hi kiya tha, aap bhi itna hi kar lo.

Vo bola, mai billu ka baap hu, thoda jyada to hoga hi, chal gum jaa.

Mai najre jhukaye huve uske samne ghum gayi.

Vo mere samne baith gaya aur bade gaur se meri yoni ko dekhne laga.

Vo bola, arey vah ye to teri gaand se bhi jyada sundar hai, kitni chikni hai saali, lund lagatey hi fisal jayega.

Maine sharmindagi mein apne chehre par hath rakh liye.

Vo bahut hi gandi baate kar raha tha. bilkul billu ki tarah.

Mujhe ab yakin ho chala tha ki, ye sab in dono ki chaal hai. badi chalaki se inhone mujhe yaha ye sab karney ko bulaya hai. mai man hi man billu ko kos rahi thi.

Vo mere yoni ke dwar par ungali laga kar bola, arey ye to bilkul sukhi padi hai, abhi kuch karta hun.

Mere sharir mein beejli ki lehar daud gayi.

Ushne kaha, chal yaha bed par let jaa.

Mai hairani mein thi ki vo aakhir karna kya chahta hai.

Maine kaha, aap bas jitna billu ne kiya tha, utna hi kar lo aur mujhe jaane do.

Vo bola, billu ne kitna kiya tha sab bata.

Mai chup ho gayi. Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.

Vo bola, bata naa kitna kiya tha, billu ne, mai bhi utna hi kar lunga, mujhe vaise bhi tere pati ke kaaran jheejak ho rahi hai.

Maine kaha, ushne bas mere nitambo ko chuva tha, aur bas vahi se kiya tha.

Vo bola, arey vah theek hai feer mai bhi utna hi karunga. pehle jara yaha to late jaa.

Mai jeejhaktey huve bed par late gayi.

Vo meri tango ke beech aa gaya aur meri yoni ko bade gor se dekhne laga.

maine apni aankhe band kar lee. Mai ushki besharmi bardast nahi kar paa rahi thi.

Achanak muje apni yoni par kuch chubhta huva mahsus huva.

Maine ankhen kholi to paya ki, uska muh meri yoni ke bilkul upar hai.

Vo bola, vah kya khusbu hai jaalim ki.

Ish se pehle ki mai kuch soch pati, uske honth meri yoni ke upar the.

Mai bechan ho uthi.

Usne meri yoni ki pankhudiyo ko apne honto mein daba liya, aur badi besharmi se unhe choosne laga.

Main bechani mein apni tange patakne lagi.

Aaj tak mere aur sanjay ke beech oral sex nahi huva tha. hum iske baare mein sochtey to the par kabhi kar nahi paye the.

Pehli baar kisi ke honth meri yoni par the.

Mera man guilt se bhara tha, par meri yoni mujhe dhoka de rahi thi.

Vo meri yoni se muh hata kar bola, dekh kitni chikni ho gayi hai ab, pani ka dariya baha rahi hai.

Maine glani se apni ankhe band kar li.

Vo bola, kya kisi ne kabhi teri chut choosi hai.

Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Vo phir bola, bata naa choosi hai kya kisi ne.

Maine kaha, nahi.

Vo bola, tere pati ne bhi nahi ?

Mai ye sun kar hairan ho gayi. abhitak to ushe mere pati ke naam se jeejhak ho rahi thi aur ab vo khud unke baare mein puch raha tha.

Maine gussey mein pucha, kyo ?

Vo bola, kuch nahi jaane de.

Ushne phir se apne honth meri yoni par tika diye aur ushe be-tahasa chumne laga.

Mere naa chahtey huve bhi hosh ud gaye, aur ek pal ko mai kho gayi.

Par jaldi hi maine khud ko sambhal liya.

Mai kisi bhi pal ko enjoy nahi karna chahti thi.
Vaha mera hona ek saja thi, jitni jaldi ye saja khatam ho acha ho.

Ushne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai.

Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata.

Ushne phir se apna muh meri yoni se sata diya aur besharmi se choosane laga.

Na chahtey huve bhi mai, ek ajeeb si bechaini mein khone lagi.

Vo bola, acha lag raha hai na tujhe ?

Mai khomosi se leti rahi.

Vo bola, bata na acha lag raha hai kya tujhe ? mai jab tak tu chahe choosta rahunga mujhe teri chut choosne mein bada maja aa raha hai, bahut mitha, ras hai iska.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kitna besharam hai ye kaisi ajeeb baate kar raha hai.

Aur vo phir se meri yoni ko choosne laga. meri yoni par uski daadhi key baal jor se chubh rahe the, aur ek ajeeb si sansation paida kar rahe the.

Mere man mein khyal aaya ki ritu bas rok de ish aadmi ko, itna kaafi hai ish ke liye, aur yaha se foran nikal le.

Maine uska sar vaha se hata diya aur boli, bas bahut ho gaya, ab main chalti hu.

Vo bola, tune kaha tha, jo mai chahunga tu karegi, abhi maine tujhe jaane ko nahi kaha.

Mai boli, kitni der se tum kar to rahe ho, ab bahut ho gaya.

Vo bola, tujhe maja nahi aa raha kya ?

Maine kaha mujhe nahi pata, mujhe ghar jaa kar kaam bhi karna hai.

Vo bola, theek hai hum jaldi jaldi kartey hai aur phir se meri yoni par jhuk gaya.

Maine phir se aankhe band kar lee aur sochne lagi ki, meri jeendagi kaise mod par aa gayi hai, itna badsurat aadmi mere sabse private part se itni besharmi se khel raha hai.

Achanak mujhe mehsus huva ki vah meri yoni se hath chuka hai. mujhe ek pal ko sakun mila.

Maine aankhe khol kar dekha to paya ki vah apni zip khol raha hai.

Maine apni ankhe jhat se band kar lee. Mai ghabra gayi ki ab ye kya karega.

Ushne mera haath pakada aur jhat se ushe apne ling par rakh diya. mujhe ek dam karant sa laga aur maine apna haath vapas kheench liya.

Vo bola, arey pakad naa, tujhe billu ke lund se acha lagega.

Mai kya kahti chupchap vaha padi rahi.

Ushne phir se mera haath jor se pakad kar apne ling par kas ke rakh diya.

Ish baar ushne apna haath mere haath ke upar daba kar rakha.

Mai chahtey huve bhi apna haath nahi kheench payi.

Maine halki si aankh khol kar dekha to kaanp gayi. Uska bahut hi bada lag raha tha.

Ushne ye dekh liya aur bola, arey sharma mat puri aankh khol kar dekh, tujhe acha lagega.

Maine foran ankhe band kar lee.

Mere haat mein vo aisa mahsus ho raha tha jaise ki koyi moti lakadi ka tukda ho.

Mein chahtey huve bhi apna haath vaha se nahi kheench payi. Ushne badi majbuti se mera hath vaha tika rakha tha.

Vo bola, chal choos ishey.

Maine apni gardan naa ke isharey mein hila di.

Vo bola, arey choos na, maine bhi to teri chut choosi hai. tu to kahti thi jo mai chahunga tu karegi, kaha gaya tera kal kaa vada.

Ushne mujhe jor de kar uthaya aur mujhe apne aage jamin par baitha diya.

Maine ankhe kholi to paya ki uska ling bilkul mere muh ke samne jhul raha tha. bahut bada lag raha tha vo. Uske charo taraf bahut ghane kaale baal the. Pura ek jangal ugaa huva tha.

Maine aisa bhayanak ling dekh kar apni aankhe jhat se band kar lee.

Vo mere honto par apna ling ragadne laga, aur bola, muh khol.

Maine koyi harkat nahi ki.

Vo bola, khol naa, thoda choos le, tujhe jaldi jaana hai na.

Maine jheejakte huve muh khola hi tha, ki ushne koyi 3 inch mere muh me ghusa diya aur bola, shabas, ye huyi naa baat.

Mera muh phata jaa raha tha, aur vo aur jyada ander daalne ki koshis kar raha tha.

Mujhe ulti aane ko ho gayi aur mai vaha se jor laga kar hat gayi.

Mai thoda theek mahsus karne lagi hi thi ki ushne phir se mere muh par apna ling sata diya.

Vo bola, chal ab jaldi jaldi choos, vakt kam hai.

Maine dheere, dheere uska choosna suru kar diya.

Mai bahut guilt ki bhavna se bhari huyi thi aur soch rahi thi ki ye mujhe kya karna pad raha hai.

Aaj tak maine sanjay ke sath bhi ish tarah se nahi kiya tha.

Mai pray kar rahi thi ki ye sab jaldi khatam ho jaye.

Thodi der baad ushne mujhe ghumne ko kaha,

Mujhe ye sun kar sakun mila, uska choostey choostey mera muh dukhne laga tha.

Vo bola, salwar nikal de aur ghum jaa.

Maine kaha kapde rahne do aise hi kar lo.

Vo bola, nikal na jaldi, mujhe gussa mat dila.

Maine, dheere dheere kapde utar diye aur uske samne bilkul nangi ho gayi.

Vo mere ubharo ko dekhtey huve bola, jara ruk aur mere ubharo ko chumne laga.

Mai chupchap tamasa dekhti rahi.

Vo baari, baari se mere nipples ko muh me lekar choos raha tha, uski daadhi mere ubharo par kaanto ki tarah chubh rahi thi.

Thodi der baad vo bola, chal ab ghum jaa aur jhuk jaa.

Maine pucha aap kya karoge ?

Vo bola, jo billu ne kiya tha, teri gaand marunga.

Ye sun kar mein guilt se mar gayi.

Ushne mujhe jhukaya aur mere nitambo par apna ling ragadne laga.

Ushne muje phir apni aur ghumaya aur bola, chal ishey muh me lekar thoda chikna kar, daalne mein aasani hogi.

Mein sab jaldi khatam karna chahti thi, ish liye main niche jhuk kar uske ling ko muh mein lekar choosne lagi.

Koyi 5 minut baad vo bola, bas theek hai, vapas ghum jaa.

Jaise hi mein uske aage jhuki ushne mere ubharo ko dono hatho se tham liya, aur unhe kuchalne laga.

thodi der baad mujhe uska ling apne yoni dwar par mahsus huva. Mai dar gayi ki kahi ye yaha na daal de. Par vo jaldi hi vaha se hat gaya.

Achanak ushne mere kandho ko jor se tham liya aur mai cheenkh uthi…..aaaahhhhhhhhhhh
Aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Please nikalo ishey.

Ushne ek jhatke mein apna adha ling meri yoni mein ghussa diya tha.

Mein cheela kar boli, tumne galat jagah daal diya, nikal lo.

Vo bola, bilkul sahi jagah daala hai, bahut chikni hai teri chut lagate hi fisal gaya, thoda ruk tujhe maja aaney lagega.

Mai dard se mari jaa rahi thi. sukar hai ki vo jabardasti ander nahi dhakel raha tha.

billu ki tarah vo bhi dheere dheere ander sarka raha tha.

Uska, ek, ek inch mere ander jata huva mahsus ho raha tha.

Jab ushne apna pura ander daal diya to bola, ley chala gaya pura.

Mujhe, uskey vaha ke baal apne nitambo par kaanto ki tarah chubhte huve mahsus ho rahe the.

Mai uskey ling ka koyi ahsas mahsus nahi karna chahti thi.

Par ye sach tha ki uska ling meri yoni mein bahut gahrayi tak pahunch gaya tha, jaha tak ki aaj tak sanjay bhi nahi pahunch paye the.

Dheere, dheere mera dard kam, ho gaya.

Vo bola, kaisa lag raha hai ?

Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Vo bola, billu ne apni diary mein likha tha ki tune khud ushey gaand marne ko kaa tha, kya ye sach hai ?

Maine kaha, jee nahi aisa kuch nahi hai.