Why don’t I write more by JDecker

People often ask me why I don’t write so much anymore and why my writing just consists of a series of scenes rather than real storylines. Well, I’m writing this to answer that question. I’ll start by saying it could help with motivation if people wrote more comments, also for the older stories. I used to get lots of very inspiring private feedback from women, but that doesn’t happen so often now. I have to say I did like the one which I got a while ago which said: “Never before has ejaculation into the womb been described as sensual, erotic and spiritual”. This person certainly is on the same wavelength as me, so thanks to her. By the way the system doesn’t really let me answer these properly. You can try sending me a DM in the forums if you want an answer, but it’s best to send feedback too so I know it’s there, since I don’t normally look at the forums.

My main problem, though, is I don’t have so much time right now and I’d really need to make money instead. Not to mention I’ve been busy with a certain website.

There are lots of fake ones, but this is the only one which only has real stuff like this. They have a strict policy about everyone being an adult, of course, so they verify these things properly. They also have experts and therapists working in the forums, which is a nice touch for people who have problems accepting their emotions. Some at least have finally agreed on that everyone’s experiences were different and education is the key as in everything, even if they still are using fake names like everyone else.

There are many sections, including the standard tips for two young people who are together for the first time, but because of my own experiences I prefer the “Mother and Son 101: What you need to know” section. I like to check out the new videos that had been approved there even though I’m one of the mods and I also edit people’s videos so I’ve seen some of them before. They’ve especially been trying to recruit mothers with eighteen-year old sons to open up about having their first experiences with love and sexuality. I’m much older than that, but me and mom occasionally make our own videos too. Yeah, I bought the camera and the mirrors which I was talking about earlier.

The newest video they have up right now as I’m writing this is “Intercourse with mother on top, from start to finish”. A mother’s hips are riding. She is thin and lanky and patient, and her pitch-black bush forms a contrast against her pale skin.

The mother’s orgasm causes a natural instinctive motion in her hips which is the trigger. Finally the boy comes, shouting out loud: “Oh G-God m-mooomm-m!” In the end his hands are against her womb, this is all about learning to create new life with mom. I hope they succeeded at it. This was one of the best rides I had seen. The mom was attentive, alternating the rhythm between gentle and hard, and her hips moved nicely. These two probably have fallen in love if they weren’t already. You can just see it when things like this happen.

There’s always helpful expert commentary provided with videos like this, usually in text form underneath the player. The accompanying text in this one makes some good points. You have to understand everyone’s first time is different. Even if it’s your own mom riding you, it’s a completely natural thing. There’s nothing bad or embarrassing about it. Just let nature carry out its course, use the opportunity to watch and feel how her vagina works, and don’t be afraid to fire into her when the time comes. She knows how to carry a baby, if that happens. She carried you too, after all. Be glad that your first time was so wonderful and kiss nicely afterwards.

You may find yourself wishing love wasn’t so complicated, like when mom is sitting on your lap and you’re caressing her ass and feeling her naked breasts and hot nipples against you, hearing her soft whimpers in your ear, you might become aware that people think this is wrong. Then a shudder of her hips makes you understand it is right as you suddenly and powerfully erupt into her. But it’s you two who know when you’re in love, no-one else has a say in it. That’s what the next video told and showed us, it was a very emotional one.

There also is one called “Orgasm during oral stimulation – what should a mother do?” I didn’t watch the whole thing just now, though, since I have in fact edited this one, so I know there were lots of close-ups of pouty red lips pumping hardened shafts and suddenly widening eyes.

Mom is seven months pregnant in our segment and it is really noticeable. Her big eyes are staring at the camera as she keeps swallowing and her head is bouncing in a steady and rapid rhythm so her pouty lips keep the stimulation going during the ejaculation while her fingertips are caressing my testicles. It’s very instructive and I don’t have any complaints about our performance.

There is another video in which the mother was even heavier pregnant with her son’s child, probably very close to due date. Her cheeks are bulging and she seems apprehensive.

“Don’t you like it, mom,” he says, his fingers gently brushing through her hair. Their gazes connecting makes her swallow immediately, finally accepting the young man’s important gift and causing him to sigh deep. It’s especially important to do things like this during an accidental pregnancy to make the boy understand everything is all right and there is no reason to be distressed over things that are perfectly natural.

“Deep ejaculation, mother impregnated” is the next one on the list. This is a romantic moment in a garden. The mother looks over her shoulder at her son who is trying to find the right position behind her. She is really pretty, with lots of curly hair and heavy breasts which jiggle nicely with her every movement. Her nipples are noticeably hard. The guy seems a bit shy and reserved, unsure.

I remember an older video where a guy sees his own mother’s naked breasts after she has been teaching him kissing and bra unlatching before an important date, which is one thing the experts recommend. It was just supposed to be a kissing video, but I think he canceled the date considering what happened next. I remember how her breasts bounced when he thrust, just like here, although it was a missionary style intercourse. They were holding hands and her lips were slightly parted as she was making small sounds: “Ah! Ah! Ah!” When a blush started rising on her cheeks I knew she was close. He probably knew he should have pulled out too, but that was when my warmth struck deep in her womb and sent the squirmy cells in to do their job and the results could be seen nine months later.

On the screen he sighs deep as he manages to slide in, and she smiles at him. The beginning of the act is shy and difficult, but as the guy builds up the confidence it starts becoming surprisingly sensual and emotional with the sighing and lip biting and fluttering lashes. His hips suddenly hump harder. That’s something that happens naturally after a certain point, as I’m sure most of you know.

I really don’t think they had planned to go all the way on purpose, but I knew it was too late now when the boy shouted: “I can’t stop it, mom! It’s gonna happen! Mom I love you!” Instead of pulling out he rammed hard and deep into his pretty, warm and beautifully jiggly mother and shot there instead. The moment of ejaculation was shown in a close-up from below which slowed down and paused at the point where the boy shot it in.

“Oh God mom it’s so warm…” the boy audibly sighs and then the orgasm happens and he shoots into the womb. I heard the boy’s groaning as he came: “Nnn-hnn-nnh!”

The mother’s breasts are swinging and jiggling in slow motion. Memories of an orgasm like this will last for a lifetime, as I well know, certainly so when it’s your first time all together. You can’t shoot like that unless you’re in love, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise even if some say it shouldn’t happen with your mom. It’s an incredible and warm experience when you finally pull out and realize you might just have made your own mom pregnant.

There’s a video called “Easing your boy into fatherhood” from the same couple. I can guess what this is about, many people have been talking about this recently. Her head keeps bouncing and he is grunting and groaning. The camera lingers on her huge veiny belly more than anything. I know they do this several times every day during her pregnancy, just like me and my mother. I hope the boy in the earlier video whose pregnant mother didn’t seem to swallow that often could come to terms with the situation.

“Nn-hnn…” he groans. Deepthroating. Her hands on his ass. It’s always a bit surprising when your own mother does something like that, even after you’ve done everything with her.

Her eyes turn huge when he fires, and she keeps looking at him. A view of her nipples and belly again, throbbing throat. After swallowing absolutely everything he was carrying in his balls. She is smiling and happy as she looks up at her son, the proud father. I know the feeling. Your mother is happy, she has swallowed your load and your baby is growing inside her. Everything is nice and wonderful then, even if just for that moment.

I really know how that feels, when you can only keep sighing and caressing your mother’s hair and shoulders while she stays on your knees and keeps looking up at your with big sparkling eyes, already wondering when you can shoot again. It’s wonderful to be close like this and just let your mother kiss your balls until you’re ready for more. Five, ten times, as many as you can shoot, every day as the baby grows, to create positive feelings and closeness during the mother’s pregnancy. That’s what the experts recommend. A mother who swallows everything makes for a happy boy, as they say. If you’ve never had your mother suck you to sleep, I can guarantee it works pretty well. I suggest you end your day with that.

This is what I was talking about earlier. Having a child with your mom can be scary, but if she keeps swallowing you dry as often as you’re able to get hard, the negative feelings start going away sooner than later. Since she also gets naked you get to see the baby grow. I know people will find these blowjob sections the hardest to believe, but people really have tried this and it works. I had read about it before which is why it appears in my stories, but we weren’t really doing that before mom got pregnant. It has been a daily thing for us since and I know it’ll work for others if they just find the willingness to try something like that.

I have to pause here for now because mom is here and we have a video to film and I’m writing this practically in real time after watching the newest vids, that’s also why the style is unfortunately kind of sloppy. I know people are going to complain again, but I can’t do much about it at the moment. I gave her big veiny belly a quick kiss just now.

Yeah, yeah, we’ve had an accident too, as I hinted in my earlier comments. That’s another reason why I haven’t been writing so much, this situation certainly provides its challenges. Luckily I’m older than most of the guys in the videos so I can probably cope with it better…

I’m back again, since I have to at least provide some kind of an ending I guess. The title of the video is going to be “Heavy cunnilingus orgasm during pregnancy”. I can’t describe it the same way as the ones I just watched since I have to edit it first, but I can try. Frizzy bush against my nose. The familiar feeling of her clitoris on my tongue. My hands are caressing the belly. I have learned to reliably trigger my mother’s orgasms with my tongue. It’s much easier when you’re in love with someone as close to you as your own mother and who is in a sensitive and emotional state because she’s nearly nine months pregnant with your child. The baby has brought us closer together than ever before. Mom has had many of her best orgasms during these romantic moments. I hope this video can help people who are trying to find the same kind of connection we share, especially if they are in the same precarious situation as us.

I can’t unfortunately give you the site’s address, for obvious reasons… I hope like-minded people will find it, though, since it would help many of them to deal with their issues.

There are some videos in which it’s apparent the guy is not altogether happy about what has just happened after he has ejaculated into his mother, sometimes even when it’s just her mouth. There are always complications with close relationships like this and they should be talked about. The site and its forums can help with this too, in case it has happened to you. Just don’t be afraid to ask, whatever your own situation is.

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