Hi  my name is deepti and age of 32 years and living in  one small city near Lucknow and married to sushil a Hindu boy 12 years back and having one son of 7 yrs old and studying in class 2and in good school and apart from this my father in law and one jeth and jethani and their 3 child live in the same house. Our house is big and in the main city and well maintained but construction is old and kind of haveli type.
Now I am telling you my real life incidents and request you to advise me on this seriously.
Here is the story  from the beginning my married life was wonderful and my joint family is superb and since last three years I doubted that my husband is having some relationship ship with other woman reason one day he came late and drunk and started sex and during sex when he was very excited he uttered usha please no and I was shocked and I asked him who is usha but he said he was trying to made jealous and make intense sex but I couldn’t buy his story so from next day I started my research and in two days my jethani told me Usha is one employee in our company.
After some months sushil came very late around 12 in morning and drunk and I was waiting and I was in mood to do sex and very soon I took his penis in mouth to excite him but in 5 minutes gone to sleep and I knew that in last years it never happened that I sucked his penis and he is not excited. Again my doubt started and some days later I smelled a lady perfume from his shirt. Now I was convinced that something is wrong and after two days I made a plan and I involved our house servant Ram in it .  because one day he came to me said bibiji I need 1000 rs advance and he said he can’t asked any other in family because he had already taken almost  total 50000 advance from the family and he knows that they will refuse so he asked me to help and said he will manage to return it in two monthsso I thought I should take advantage of this situation and I said ok I will give but I said you will have to do a work for me and  he asked what is the work and he was almost 26 or 27 and fair in color and masculine and from Gorakhpur side so I thought he is smart enough to use for to find the  relationship between my husband and usha and most of the time he usually go to office to deliver the Tiffin in lunchtime at my husband office which is almost 3 kilometer away from our house. So I said ok  you go office since last long time to deliver the Tiffin do you know usha   and he said yes she is there  and doing accounts work so I asked what more he know he said nothing but he said she is good-looking and smart flirt types I said ok you spy on her and sushil and try to find out the real story and he smiled and said ok bibiji and I paid him 1000 rs and from that day he was my personal servant kind man  and in 15 days he found out from the other staff that something is between my husband and usha and now I was more worried .
In our haveli on ground floor my jeth and jethani and father in law and all children of my jeth live and on first floor my bedroom and kitchen and washing area and a store is there so whenever  Ram come on my floor for cleaning and other chore he started to feed any news he got from the  office.
And  day by day I was angry frustrate and depressed  due to my husband so I needed proof but I couldn’t do anything without any very confirm report. after sometime my father in law and my jeth family went to mujjaferpur to attend the marriage of my jethani brother for a week and during that time my husband was alone in office and very  next day he came late and drunk and said some party of business clients was there and he slept and I found on his shirt a pc of very long hair and I was now confirmed that everything is true and I was in true love of my family and from next day I asked Ram to stand outside office from the  morning till evening and find out whether sushil and usha go outside or not and I said I will manage house core myself and he said ok.
Second day Ram rang me up that my husband and usha left the office and both now in usha house and he found out that this time at usha house only her mother stays and he gave me the address and I  came out and proceed to that place but when I was moving towards that address which was almost one hour drive from my house and from office app 40 minutes and in between the way I saw the car of sushil and at that time in car sushil and usha were there and they didn’t see me. When I reached there Ram was there and and he told me that they left right now and he found that my husband is frequent visitor of her house. Now I was in high rage and I asked ram to sit in the car and I returned and my mind was racing and my anger was so high that I was helpless to decide anything and when I reached back at home my son was there from the school and I fed him his lunch and he gone to sleep. And I was out of my senses and I saw at the clock it was only 3.30 pm and I know that sushil will come late and how I can control my anger and in rage in went to my almirah and took out the bottle of vodka which we usally keep in secret because me and my husband sometime  take drink because our family is very conservative.
In rage I took out bottle and neat I gulped almost one quarter of bottle and it was so bitter for a instance I felt I will vomit but after a few minutes almost my mind was blank and I started weeping on my family setback and after 5 minutes Ram came in my room to ask should he settle the kitchen or anybody remain for lunch but by that time I was in extreme NASHA I was not in my senses and I asked him
Ram are you serious they were(my husband and usha) in usha house for some time and he said yes and he told me that he found out from one vendor that usha mother eyesight is very week so she doesn’t know if anybody comes or not in their house.
And by that time I was totally out of control in nasha and rage I started crying and started abuse my husband like behanchod madarchod bastard and I was not believing that I can be so vulgar and ram tried to calm me and in rage I stood and I saw ram and that time in my eyes I saw almost two three faces of our servant ram and I forcefully drop my pallu from the shoulder and my bad luck I don’t know how I utterd the word “RAM TERA RAM BHALA KARE TU MUJHE AAJ KHAARB KAR DE “and I don’t remember after what happened but  may be after that I might have fallen down.
Around six in the evening my son forcefully woke me up and my head was aching and in fraction last scene before faint came inmy mind and I hurriedly sat and saw myself I found oh god all my blouse except one  hooks were opened and both the boobs were almost out and my sari was just at the end of my thighs and I felt all stickiness inside and around my pussy and I came to know that accidently I asked Ram to fuck me and he really fucked me  and in my situation of body told me and truly I went totally out  so I don’t know what happened but I was sure that Ram fucked me because his semen stickiness inside and around my vagina and on my thighs and my saree blouse status told the story but I knew that I can’t blame him for this whatever happened is not good but my own sin and this kind of revenge  kept my rage in control. I came out and went to washroom and when I came down stair to look my son I saw Ram was giving the water to our plants in house and said “kabbooter aur bur to bahut mast hai jaisa aap bole hum poore body ko apne body sekharab kar diye badla aap liye innam hum ko mil gaya”
I was totally confused and I pretended “KYA BUK RAHA  HAI TU”
He asked ‘KYA AAPKO YYAD NAHIN AAP BOLE HUMKO KHARAB KAR DO”AUR HUM KAR DIYE”
I said “NAHIN (I DON’T KNOW)
But I knew that it is done the blunder of my life. In evening Sushil came bit late and was in good mood and and I couldn’t asked anything.
Next morning  as usual he left for office and  my son gone to school and I finished kitchen  work and came in my room  and I wasn’t feel good due to last day incidents and I was thinking while in bed how I will tackle  the sushil affair and I drifted to sleep and then  suddenly I came out of sleep because I felt something moving near my breast and I opened the eye and saw  Ram was sitting onbed beside me and  I saw he was bare chest no clothes and  I sat immediately and saw he was in towel only and smiling and I said “RAM KYA KAR RAHA HAI TU YAHAN ROOM MAIN “ but he said nothing and put his one hand on my leg near my ankle  and I pushed his hand away and tried to get up from the bed but he tried to hug me and forcefully I tried to push him away but he was strong and forcefully he pushed me on the bed and immediately he caught my both hands and laid on me I was shocked how he dared this kind of thing but he was lying on me and said”AAB EK BAR HUMNE AAPKO AAP KE KAHENE SE KHARAB KIYA AAB EK BAR AUR KHARAB KARNE DO MERE KEHNE SE “ I SAID “ HARAMJADE HAT JA NAHIN TO TERI KHAIR  NAHIN “but he was trying to kiss me on my lips and I avoided his face and he was forcefully trying to kiss me and I felt his male hardness over the clothes near my pussy and I very tightly clapped my both legs tightly so that he can’t insert his hand in saree and he was very stronger than me so I tried but couldn’t  able to release my hands from him and nor I couldn’t pushed from my body very forcefully he was on me I tried my full force but he now  he started kissing my neck and when I was unable to do anything because both my hands he hold very tightly and were above my head and then as soon he loosened one hand and freed one hand to squeeze my breast I hold his hand but he caught my left breast I tried with one hand to release my breast he now pressed it with such a force I said ‘RAM DARD HO RAHA HAI CHOD DE NA” But now he was not in mood to listen anything and he was pressing my left breast and simultaneously started trying to separate my legs so he can come easily between my legs but  I clipped my legs very tightly and his male hardness I was feeling over the clothes and he was vigorously rubbing his lower part with my lower part and slowly now I felt exhausted and remained still in that position and he was trying to separate my legs but I was in such a position I  tried  but now when he saw that my resistance is not there  and as I  was left with no force in my hand so he started squeeze my breast softly so I can feel excitement now my mind started feeling the sensation and his penis hardness was pressing my thigh area and I was tired and could not resist with force so now he lifted his buttock little and tried to pull my saree upward but saree was tightly was hold  and  I didn’t loosened my legs so it was difficult to pull the saree and again he was strong and my stamina was gradually going out and now as he felt that my legs are loosened due to fatigue he immediately with help of one hand he lifted my saree upto my ankle and now when I left no force I started feeling that he now be able tofuck me so I loosned my body  and he succeeded  in separate my legs and now his penis was over the clothes was adjactly at the gate of my pussy and now I knew  I couldn’t resist more so I said “RAM PLEASE AISE HI UPPER SE KAR LE REAL MAIN NAHIN” BUT he was very excited and started to lick my ears lobes and it is a place where I felt strong sensation during sex and I was even shocked how he know that it is my weak area where I got very strong excitement and he knew that what I am thinking then he whispered in my ear”MUJHE MALLOOM HAI YAHAN TUMHE BAHUT MAJA AATA HAI(NOW HE FIRST  SOPKE TUMHE IN PLACE OF AAP)MAINE EK DO BAR TUMHE SAMNE WALI  WINDOW SE DEKHA HAI PATI SE SEX KARTE HUE “I was shocked to hear this and he said again”TUM JAAB GARAM HOTI HO TO TUMHARI SISKARIYAN  BAHUT OONCHI AWWAZ MAIN ROOM SE BAHAR SUNAI DETI HAI AUR KOI BHI ISS FLOOR par HO TO SUN SAKTA HAI(AND THIS THING I NEVER REALISED ALTHOUGH SOMETIME MY HUSBAND ASKED TO MOAN SLOWLY BUT IT IS MY HABBIT BUT I REALISED NOW THAT REALLY I MOAN VERY LOUDLY) MAINE WINDOW SE JAB BHI DEKHA THODA SA NAZARR AATA THA KYONKI PARDA LAGA REHTA HAI WINDOW PAR AUR JALI  WINDOW PAR HONE SE PARDE KE GAP SE THODA DIKHTA HAI SO MAINE DO TEEN BAR JAB MAIN KITHCHEN MAIN RAAT KO SAFAI KARTA TO TUMAHARI SISKARI KI AWWAZ SUNKAR DEKHA”
Now I feeling some shame that he knows my private secrets and he now with the help of one hand he opened my hooks of blouse and  now my front was visible to him in bra  and he was in such a position that he can’t move and loose me because he knew that if loose his grip I will push him and may release  myself so now he tried to pull my saree and  Ii hold his hand firmly and  was trying that he couldn’t pull my saree but he was forcefully lifting and now my stamina gone and very slowly he suceede in pulling my saree and he was between my naked legs and he untied his towel and  made himself nude and placed his penis between my thighs and felt very hot rod and first time I felt sensation of another penis apart from my husband and now I was started feeling hot because almost 15 minutes gone and I don’t know how but I was little aroused in scuffle since the beginning but now I surrendered and said “RAM MERA HATH CHOD DE DARD KAR RAHA HAI “he said ‘ AGAR BHAGO NAHIN TO’  I said”ARE NAHIN BHAGOONGI”he loosened my hand and now hands were free and but now I was enjoying so didn’t resist further and finding no resistance from my side he removed my blouse and I said”ISE MAAT  UTAAR AGAR KOI AAYA TO BHAGNA PADEGA”but now he was in control and made me  sit and remove my blouse and unhooked my bra and removed it also I saw he was looking at breast with such a gaze that he will chew it and he was very excited so without any delay he cupped my breast and laid me and started sucking my nipples and I start moan ‘SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE AAAHHASSSSSSSSSEE’ he whispered again “tum jab siski leti ho to mujhe bada maza aata hai and he said tumahare kabootar bahut ache hain gore chikne dana gulabi” isaid’KYA CHEAP BAAT KAR RAHA HAI “ he said”kabootar breast ka code word hai jo sab jante hai aur hindi kisexy kitabon main to ise issi naam se likhte hain”but now I wasn’t in mood to discuss this thing and closed my eyes and started enjoy and he started licking my tummy then slowly he went near my navel and for sometime with his tongue he licked my belly button very vigorously and I was feeling very good and now my moaning start loudly sssssssssssssssssssssssssssaaaaaaaaaahaaa and now his mouth was running on my lower tummy and because saree was still there so he sat and made my position and folded my legs upward and placed his tongue on my pussy lips and as he started licking my pussy I was almost in heaven. My husband never likes to eat pussy but many times he licked but for some seconds and I always wanted he should lick my pussy because I always sucked his cock for long time.
He started licking like a dog and now  I spread my legs and hold his head  and I placed fingers in his hair and then I placed my hand at my pussy and widened the lips so he may lick deep inside and looking at my cooperation he hungrily licking my pussy and said”juice bahut tasty hai and my cheeks become red with this remark and now he undid the knot of my petticoat and removed my saree and I was stark naked but I was now fully aroused then he put his finger on my lips and slightly opened my eyes and saw he was on his knees and first time I saw his penis and my happiness gone upward to see this size he was bigger than my husband and thicker also now he bend on my mouth and put penis on my lips first I wanted to refuse but I liked the penis so much I took in the mouth and started suck it and he was moaning now aaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaa majaaaaaaaaaaaggyaaaaaaaa meri jaannnnnnnnnn ahhaaaaaaa and started taste his precum in my mouth my both hand were on his thigh and firmness of his body made me more excited I was thinking not bad why should I guilt he is only  sort of my sex toy and I become more bold I said”RAAM PEHLE BATA TU GALAT AURAT KE PASS TO NAHIN JATA  SACH BOLE(I WAS ASKING IS HE USING ANY PROS FOR SEX) he said “hamare maa ka kasam hum kabhi bahar nahin kiye JAB HUM GAON JAATE HAIN TAB WIFE SE HI KARTA HOON AUR MERI SALI SE KARTA HOON AAP HAIN BUS”
I said”ACHA AAJ AKHIR BAAR KAR LE MERE SATH AAGE KABHIE NAHIN BOLNA”  and he was laughing and said”MANJOOR HAI MAGAAR AAB MAIN KAL RAAT TAK KAROONGA”then I laughed and said “CHAL AAB MASAL DE MUJHE”and he never expected this kind of language from my mouth and this thing made him so excited he ejaculated immediately on my tummy and I thought iss ka to ho gayya aab I waited for a minute he said he is going in washroom and went in  my bathroom and when he came back he washed  his penis and it was not hard now and I was in heat he came near me and his towel was on the bed he cleaned my tummy with that and said’PATA NAHIN KAISE MAIN JHAR GAYA AGAR THODI DER MOONH SE CHOOSO TO YE PHIR TAYYAR HO JAYEGA “and I sat and without any delay I hold his penis and took in the mouth and as he looked that I am so bold he started arouse again and his monster stated grow bigger and in 5 minutes it was rock hard and now he was becoming barbaric and laid me again and start eat my pussy with such a force I was feeling pain and pleasure and he was pressing my breast strongly I said” DHEERE DARD HOTA HAI”but he was very excited now he made me upside down and start licking my back and now he started press my buttocks and sucking my buttock first time in my life I felt sensation in that area of my body and now he was ready and we both made positioned and he tried to enter in my pussy but his penis was near the entrance and I hold and guide that monster the right way as he entered his penis my loud moan came out’OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSEEEEEEE’”now he started thrust and now he was pumping and I was also near to the orgasm and this time he was very fast stroking me and I orgasm but still he was pumping  me almost he stroked his penis inside me till 10 minutes continuously and  I admired his stamina and  he made me to come two times.
Now it took almost 15 minutes to get normal to me and Ram. We separated and went for wash ourselves and when I came in the room it was almost 2.30 so Ram fucked me for almost 2 and a half hour.
As human nature this kind of act can’t resist by anybody so my and Ram sexual relationship started without break. From that day after everyday till my jeth and his family returned we fucked almost twice a day and after their arrival usually we got the chance in afternoon when everybody sleep.And sometime we did quickie like full clothes on and in kitchen and washung area we finished fucking very fast. Now I was content that we both husband and wife equal in extramarital affair.
One day my jethani went to market for some shopping around 11 am and all children were in school and all gents usually go to oofice around 10am and only my father in law leaves around 12 but on that he said he will leave around 11 and so my jethani made a programmed that she will go in the same car after dropping Babuji in office she will go market and my child comes around 3 and other children come around 4.30 from the school. So I was excited that now I will enjoy freely so after leaving my husband I changed my clothes from saree to nighty gown and started to finish kitchen work.
At 11 my jethani told me at intercom that she is leaving and after 5 minutes  I went downstair and he was at ground floor and doing the brooming the house I locked the main gate and said to Ram’RAAM KYA KAR RAHA HAI’.he replied from the babujis room ‘JHADOO LAGA RAHA HOON,KYA HUA’and I was in heat I said’KABOOTAR KHA LE TAYYAR HAI’
I was very bold with him and no shame and hitch left between us and almost this day after 7 months since our relation started and nobody got the hint about my this secret.
I went in my room and went bathroom to wash my pussy because dripping for a long time so I wanted to give clean pussy to Ram for licking .when I came out he was in room and he was in underwear only and his body was very strong and he looked always very good in shape.he sais’KABOOTAR AAJ FADFADA RAHA HAI KYA PLAN HAI’ I SAID ‘SOCHA CHAL AAJ KABBOOTAR KHA LE JUICE KE SATH AUR AAJ 2 GHANTE  MUJHE AISA MAJA DE KICH TIME ARAM SE NIKAL JAYE”
I  went near to him and slightly squeezed his penis and he was started gain hardness  I opened my gown and nighty and now I was stark naked at that time doorbell rang and I was confused who may be at time I asked Ram to go and find out he went in underwear in the balcony of first floor to see and he saw my husband was there and he got panicked  because my husband saw him in the balcony and he was bare chest and he came in the room said ‘SUDHIL BHAIYA AAYE HAIN” I  also confused  and shocked but I calmed myself and put nighty gown and Raam put all his clothes and went downstair to open the door It may take 5/7 minutes.
Sushil entered in house and directly came in the room and found me in nighty gown and got confused and asked”TUM ISS WAQT NIGHTY MAIN WO BHI NAUKER KE SAMNE AUR RAM KYA BINA BANIYAN PEHNE GHOOM RAHA THA’
I said”MAIN TO WAXING KARNE JA RAHI THI SO CHANGE KIYA AUR RAM NE KYA PEHNA YA NAHIN MUJHE KYA MALLOM,AUR TUM ISS WAQT YAHAN KAISE?’
He said’MERI PERSONAL PENDRIVE  NAHIN MIL RAHI THI SO MUJHE AANA PADA’ and searched the room  and found in drawer of the almirah and went in the bathroom for loo and when he came out he looked at me suspiciously and asked ‘TUMAHARI BRA PANTY BHI NAHIN PEHNI HUI HAI’
I got angry and said’KYA MUJHE USHA SAMAJ RAKHA HAI KISI KE SAATH BHI KAR LO’
Sushil  said nothing and went out with a foul mood and even I was in not a good mood but I know that sushil got suspicious about me and Raam.
After he gone Raam came in the room and asked”KYA HUA BHAIYA KO SHAK HO GAYA NA?
I said’HAAN  HO TO GAYA AUR AAB MER MOOD KHARAB HAI TU JAA’
And he came near to me and hugged me and put his lips on my lips and I said nothing and make me sit on bed started fondling my breast and again I started arouse and  and he made me naked and started kissing and licking my body and he also become naked and now we were both caressing and enjoying each other body and he was licking my pussy and I was enjoying with my close eye and when I slightly opened my eye I could not belive my eyes Sushil was standing at the gate and he from our neighbor house he came inside via roof .
I got up from the bed in sring action and saw him he was in such a rage he started beat Ramm mercilessly and I put on my nighty and gown very fast and tried to calm Sushil but he was in state that he couild kill anybody and now Raam started hit him back and he was very strong and after two three punch from a Raam made sushil to stop the fight and Ram said’SAALE TU BHI TO OOFICE KI LADKI KE SAATH AISH KARTA HAI AGAR TERI WIFE NE KYA TO KYA HUA”
Sushil said’AGAR TU 5 MINUTE MAIN GHAR BAHAR NAHIN GAYA TO TERA MAIN KYA HALL KARTA HOON TU DEKH’ and Ram went in my room and put on all clothes and wenr away and sushil now locked the room and start beating me and now I also hit him back and in 30 minutes I also threatened him that I will leave this house and Babuji will do the faisla and I will tell him why I did this?
Now gradually anger subsided and me and sushil confessed everything and decided now onwards we will be faithful to each other.
Now Raam went anddoing service in another colony and he is  after me and always ring me up ask me meet outside and he says he has taken a kholi on rent so I should go and meet him there but I keep saying this is not possible and he now threatening me and says he is in love with me and if I don’t see him occasionally he will harm the family and one day a rickshawala  said while I was going somewhere near our house’KABOORTAR KHANE WALE KA KYA HAAL HAI’ I was shocked and now he is spreding gthe news in such a cheap person and I am depressed and please advise me how should I handle this when my life is normal please mail me at [email protected]