Mera naam sameer hai….main apne room main chair par betha hua tha…bahar sehaan  main meri souteli behan najeeba charpai par bethi apni kitab par padh rahi thee….uss waqt meri umer 17 saal thee…aur main 12th class main padh raha tha… najeeba uss waqt 9th class main thee….uss par jawani aur husan iss qadar chadha tha ki, poocho mat…ek dum gora rang uski hight 5, 3 inch thee….samane orange color ke kameez aur white color ke salwar pehane wo kissi apsara se kam nahi lag rahi thee…mai apne room main chair par betha hua apni souteli behan ke jism ko ghoor raha tha…jee haan souteli behan….baat tab ki jab maine hosh sambhalana shuru kiya tha….tab mere jindgi main bhut khofnaak hadasa pesh aya…. Meri ammi ke bike accident main fout ho gaye….waqt ke sath -2 sab normal hone laga…

abbu Govt bank main job karte thee…jo paas ki hee city main tha…main subhe unke sath hee tayar hokar school jata….kyonki mera admission abu ne gaon ke sarkari school main naa karwa kar city ke private school main karwaya tha….school se chutti ke baad main seedha bank hee chala jaya karta tha….aur uske baad sham ko abu ke sath hee ghar wapis aata tha….jindgi issi tarah gujar rahi thee….waqt aise gujarta raha.. main 7th class main ho chukka tha…kai ristedaar abu ko dusri shadi karne ke liye kafi waqt se jor laga rahe thee…lakin abbu ka kehana tha ki, jab tak main appne aap ko sambhalane layak nahi ho jata….wo dusri shadi ke bare main sochenge bhee nahi…

main thoda bada ho chukka tha….abb main khud akela school anne jane laga tha…toh ristedaaro ke baar -2 kehane par abbu ne dusri shadi karne ka fainsla kar liya.. main school ke baad bank naa jakar akela ghar aa jaya karta tha….aur khud hee akela subhe bus se school bhee jane laga tha….isse abbu ki sardardi kafi had tak kam ho chuki thee….kyonki pehale unhe bhee mere sath bank ke time se pehale hee ghar se nikalana padhata tha…jab main 10th standard main hua toh, abbu aur unke bank main hee kaam karne wali ek widow aurat ke beech affair ho gaya….ristedaar bhee abbu ko dusre shadi karne ke liye baar baar kehate thee…isliye unhone nazia naam ki uss widow se shadi kar lee…nazia meri souteli ammi bank main unchi post par thee…bala ki khubsurat aurat thee….uss samaye uski umer 30 saal thee…jab uski aur abbu ke shadi hui thee….kai baar toh muje abbu ki kismat se bhee jalan hone lagati thee…

khair abb story par atte hai….mai aur najeeba ghar main akele thee….humare ghar main peeche ki taraf do kamare thee…..ek side main kitchen tha….kitchen aur kamare agge se barmade se cover thee….agge khula sehan tha…aur phir agge do room aur thee…jisme se ek drawing room aur dusra room nazeeba ka tha…gate ke dusri taraf bathroom tha….mai apni hawas bhari nazaro se najeeba ki taraf dekh raha tha…aur najeeba bhee beech -2 main sar utha kar mere taraf dekhati…aur jab hum dono ke nazare aaps main milati toh wo Sharma kar nazare jhuka leti….halki ki abbu ke shadi ko 2 saal ho chuke thee…aur najeeba aur nazia dono shadi ke baad yaha rehane aa gaye thee….lekin pehale aisa kuch nahi hua tha….jo pichale chand dino se ho raha tha…

najeeba bhee bahanne bahane se mere taraf dekh kar smile kar rahi thee…uski nazaro main bhut kuch chuppa hua tha….lekin humara rista aisa tha ki, main chhah kar bhee agge kadam nahi badha sakta tha..aisa nahi tha ki, uss samaye muje samaj nahi thee… samaj toh muje bhut pehale aa chuki thee…ki ek aurat aur mard ke beech kaisa rista hota hai..aur main uski nazaro ko kuch had tak samaj bhee paa raha tha…lekin pichale kuch dino main aisa kuch kya ho gaya tha…jo najeeba ka muje dekhane ka nazarya hee badal gaya tha….ye mere samaj se bahar tha…wo muje pehale bhai keh kar bulati thee… lekin pichale kuch dino se maine apne liye uske mooh se bhai word nahi suna tha…wo jab bhee mujse kuch poochane aati toh, sirf aap keh kar hee baat karti…

maslan aap ko khanna laa dun….aap chaye peenge…..aise hee baat kar rahi thee…. Lekin aisa kya alag ho gaya tha…jisse najeeba ka raiwya badal gaya tha…main apne khalyon main khoya hua tha ki, bahar door bell baji….maine dekha najeeba ne apni book charpai par rakhi aur jab wo charpai se utarane lagee toh, wo mere room ke side ki taraf utari…waise wo dusri taraf se bhee utar skati thee…..charpai se utarane ke baad usne apni kameez ke pale ko neeche se pakad kar apni kameez ko neeche ke taraf khencha…jisse uske mamme uske tang kameez main aur saaf shape main nazar aane lagee….wo aise react kar rahi thee….mano uska mere taraf dhayan hee naa ho…

phir usne apna dupta charpai se uthaya aur bahar jakar gate khola toh, muje bahar se rida ki awaz aye….abb ye rida kon hai….uske bare main aur uske pariwar ke bare main aap logo ko bata dun….baat abbu ke dusri shadi se pehale ki hai….tab main school se ghar aata aur khanna kha kar apni gaali ke yaaro dosto ke sath sarkari school ke ground main cricket khelane phunch jata..aur jab abbu ke anne ka waqt hota toh usse thoda pehale hee ghar phunchata…jiska asraad mere padhai par hone lagee thee…..September main jab internal exam hue toh, main buri tarah fail ho gaya….waise toh main padhai main shuru se hee tej tha…lekin jab ye azadi mili thee….maine apni kitaabon ko utha kar nahi dekha tha….jab abbu ne marks sheet dekhi toh abbu mujse sakhat naraz hue, aur gussa bhee kiya….

Agle hee din jab main school jane ke liye tayar ho raha tha…..toh abbu ne mere liye ek naya farmaan jari kar diya…ki aaj se main school se wapis anne ke baad seedha abbu ke dost farook ke ghar chala jaun…darsal abbu aur farook kareebi dost thee…farook ke ghar main uske biwi sumera aur farook ki beti rida rehati thee….rida ke shadi ko 3 saal ho chuke thee…uske do bache thee…jo ki twins thee….rida ka husband gulf main job karta tha…takreeban ek saal pehale rida ka husband farook ke bête ko bhee apne sath lee gaya tha…..rida ki shadi jiss ghar main hui thee….unki family bhut badi thee… rida ke husband ke 4 bhai aur thee….issliye jab rida ka bhai apne jija ke sath abroad gaya toh, rida yaha aa gaye….uske sasural waalo ne bhee koi etraaj nahi kiya tha…rida uss waqt humare gaon main sabse jayada educated thee….usne English main bachelor’s  kiya hua tha….isi wajhe se abbu ne muje ye farmaan sunaya tha…mano jaise kissi ne mere azadi mujse cheen lee thee….par shayad abbu nahi janate thee ki, wo muje kiss daldal main dakhel rahe hai….aisa daldaal jisne mere jehan main sabhi riste naato ko khatam kar diya…mai iss dunaya main sirf ek hee riste ko sach manane laga tha…aur wo tha marad aur aurat ka rista….

Sumera farook ki dusri biwi thee….uski pehali biwi ka intkaal ho chukka tha…jab rida 6 saal ki hui thee….toh badi musklyon ke baad rida ki ammi dusri baar pregnant hui. Lekin pregnancy main kuch complication hone ke wajhe se naa toh rida ki ammi bach saki aur naa hee bacha bach saka….ristedaro ke baar -2 kehanae aur jor dene par farook ne apni hee saali sumera se shadi kar lee…kyonki sumera ke ghar wale nahi chathe thee ki, unki bachi ke akhari nishani ko kissi tarah ki muskalaye pesh aye…main sumera ko chachi aur farook ko chacha kehata tha…aur rida ko rida api keh kar bulata tha….jab maine school se akar unke ghar jana shuru kiya toh, tab sumera chachi 35 saal ki hogi..

Uski height 5 foot 4 inch ke kareeb thee…..sumera ke rangat aise thee jaise kissi ne doodh main kesar mila diya ho…..bikul gora rang laal surkh gaal mamme toh aise ki, mano rubber ki balls ho….hamesha kase hue lagate thee….sumera ki jo cheez sabse jayad katailana thee….wo thee uski bahir ko nikali hui gol matol bund…jab wo kabhi ghar se bahar nikal kar dukan tak jati thee…toh dekhane wale ke luno par bijlya gir padhati thee…yahi haal rida ka bhee tha….uski umer uss samaye kareeb 22 saal ke kareeb thee….shadi aur bacho ke baad uska jism bhee sumera ki tarah bhar chukka tha.. 34 size ke mamme aur waise hee bahar ko nikali hui uske badi bund dekh kar logo ka bura haal ho jaya karta tha….aur farook chacha uss waqt 48 se 50 ke beech ke hoge…

Jab maine chachi sumera ke ghar jana shuru kiya toh, waha main aise daldal main phansa ki phir kabhi bahar nikal nahi paya…mere ander aaj jo shaitaan hai…wo sumera chachi aur rida api ki wajhe se hee hai….uss doran kya hua kaise hua…wo baad main aapke samane aa jaeyga….filhaal toh rida api jise main aab sirf rida keh kar bulata hun jab hum akele hote hai…wo ghar aa chuki thee…..rida aur najeeba dono wahi charpai par beth gaye….rida ki nazar jab muj par padhi toh usne ishare se muje salaam kaha…maine bhee jawab main ishara kiya…aur sath hee notice kiya ki, jab rida ne salaam ke baad najeeba ki taraf dekha toh, dono ke honto par ajeeb se muskan thee… muje samaj main nahi aa raha tha ki, akhir ho kya raha hai…jiss din se najeeba ke rang dhang badale thee….uss din bhee rida ghar par aye hui thee…

Abbu aur meri souteli ammi sham ko 7 baje se pehale ghar nahi aate the…isliye main aur najeeba dono ghar par akele hote thee…wo dono charpai par bethi aaps main baaten kar rahi thee…beech-2 main kabhi rida toh, kabhi najeeba meri taraf dekhati aur phir sar neeche kar muskarane lagti…muje un dono ke baaten sunani nahi de rahi thee…thodi der baad nazeeba uthi aur apne room main chali gaye….jab wo room se bahar aye toh, usne apne kapdhe par towel rakha hua tha….”api aap bethaye main abhi naha kar aati hun….” Ye keh kar najeeba bathroom main ghuss gaye….

Jaise hee najeeba bathroom main ghussi toh, rida charpai se khadi hui…usne muskarate hue mere taraf dekha….aur phir ek baar bathroom ke taraf dekha….aur phir wo room ki taraf anne lagee…use ander aata hua dekh kar main bhee chair se uth kar khada ho gaya….jaise hee rida mujse umer main 6 saal badi thee….maine agge badh kar rida ka hath pakada aur use door ke sath diwar se laga diya….tanki agar rida bahar aye toh uski nazar seedha hum dono par naa padhe…jaise hee hum door ke peeche hue, rida ne apni baazon ko mere gale main daalate hue apne honto ko mere honto ki taraf badha diya…maine bhee ek pal jaya kiye bina rida ke honto ko apne honto main lekar chusana shuru kar diya…aur apni baazon ko uske kamar ke gird lappet liya…maine rida ke honto ko chuste apne hatho ko sarka kar jaise hee uske bahir ki taraf nikali hui bund par rakh kar uski bund ko masla toh, rid pagalo ki taraf mujse chipak gaye….

Usne apni kamar ko agge ki taraf push kya toh, mera lun uski salwar ke ooper se uske phudi par jaa laga….mere sakhat lun ko apni phudi par mahsoos karke rida ka poora jism kanap gaya…usne apni ankhe khol kar meri taraf dekha…”sameer abb der naa karo…tumhara lun bhee tayar hai….aur mere phudi pani chor rahi hai….” ye kehate hue rida ne apni salawar ka nada khola aur bed ke kinare par laitate hue, usne apni salwar ko apne ghutno tak utar diya…phir usne apni tango ko ghutno se mod kar ooper utha liya….tab tak main bhee apni half pent utar chukka tha…mera lun ek dum skhat khada tha…maine apne lun ko hath se pakada aur uski tango ke darmayan aate hue lun ke toppe ko jaise hee uski phudi ke surakh par lagaya….toh rida ne apni ankhe band kar lee….”siiiiii sameer jaladi Karen…please mujse sabar nahi ho raha….” Maine rida ki baat sunate he ek jordar jhatka mara jisse mera lun ek hee baar main poora ka poora rida ki phudi ke beech main sama gaya…..

“hayeee……jaaan kad diti…” rida ne bed par bichi hui bedsheet ko dono hatho se kaske pakad liya….maine bina ruke teji se lun ko full speed se ander bahar karna shuru kar diya…uske kameez main uske mamme mere jhatake lagane ke karan ooper neeche jhul rahe thee…hum dono khomshi se chudai kar rahe thee….tanki humari awaz kamare se bahar naa jaye…takreeban 6-7 minute baad rida ka jisam akadane laga….usne neeche lete hue apni gaand ko ooper ki taraf push karana shuru kar diya…aur phir ek dum se machalate hue uski phudi ne pani chorana shuru kar diya….aur sath hee mere lun se bhee pani nikalane laga…jaise hee maine apna lun rida ke phudi se bahar nikala toh, rida bed se khadi ho gaye….usne door se bahar dekhate hue apni salwar ka nara bandhana shuru kar diya….”kya baat hai sameer…..aaj kal tum humari taraf nahi aa rahe…” rida ne salwar ka nada bandha aur apni kameez theek karte hue boli….”

Main: aise hee tabayat kuch theek nahi thee…..

Rida: accha main bahar jakar bethati hun….najeeba bahar anne wali hogi….

Rida ke bahar jane ke baad main sirf underwear main hee bed par lait gaya….abhi thodi hee der hui thee ki, muje bahar se rida aur najeeba dono ki baaten karane ke awaz aane lagee…main ye toh nahi sun paa raha tha ki, wo aaps main kya baat kar rahe hai…lekin pata nahi kyon muje aisa lag raha tha….jaise rida aur najeeba mere bare main hee baat kar rahi hongi….jab dono ke hasane ke awaz aati toh, mere dil main bechani se uthati ki main unki baaten kissi tarah sunu…main bed se utha aur door ke pass jakar khada ho gaya…lekin waha se bhee kuch bhee theek se sun nahi paa raha tha…maine thoda sa sar bahar nikal kar chori se dekha toh, dono ek dusre ke taraf face kiye hue bethi thee… dono ki side mere taraf thee….

Tabhi mere nazar kitchen ke door par padhi…jo mere room ke bikul sath tha….door khula hua tha…muje apne room se nikal kar kitchen ke ander jane main chand seconds ka waqt hee chahaye tha….bas problem ye thee ki, kahi dono main se koi bhee muje kitchen ke ander jata hua naa dekh lee…nahi toh, dono muje kitchen main jata dekh baaten band kar deti…bilakhir maine honsala karke bahar ki taraf kadam rakha…dono baaton main masroof thee…aur main badi furti se bina awaz kiye kitchen ke ander chala gaya….ander light off thee…kitchen main bahar gate ki taraf ek window thee.. jo khuli hui thee…window ke agge jaali lagi hui thee….aur kitchen se sirf 1 foot ke fansale par dono charpai par bethi hui thee….

Mai dhere-2 bina shor kiye window ke pass jakar khada ho gaya…abb muje un dono ke baaten saaf sunai dee rahi thee….lekin jo main soch raha tha….dono uske ult baat kar rahi thee…rida najeeba se keh Sunday ke din city main jakar shopping karne ke baat kar rahi thee…”api mai aapko paka nahi keh sakti….ammi ko anne dain…main unse baat karke aap ko bata dungi….agar ammi abbu razi ho gaye toh, phir aap ke sath jaroor chalungi….muje bhee shopping karni hai….”

Rida: accha theek hai ammi se pooch kar bata dena…aur agar wo maana kare toh, tumhe jo chahaye muje bata dena…main waha se khareed laungi….

Najeeba: jee api…..

Mai sochane laga ki, jo main do dino se soch raha tha….shayad wo mere maan ka weham ho…..ye muje kya hota jaa raha hai…jo har waqt mera dimag sirf sex ke bare main sochata rehata hai…muje yaad hai….jab shadi ke baad najeeba apni ammi ke sath yaha rehane aye thee toh, main iss baat se kiss had tak khaffa tha….mai kaise sara din apne jehan main uski ammi aur uske liye nafarat liye ghumata rehata tha…wo najeeba hee thee….jisne mere gusse aur nafaart ko sehan kiya…uski har ek ke sath gulmil jane wali khasiat ke karan hee…mai apne aap ko apni souteli behan aur souetli maa ke sath iss ghar main adjust kar paya tha….main abhi waha se hat kar wapis apne room main jane hee wala tha ki, rida ne kuch aisa kaha…jiske wajhe se main wahi ruk gaya… “najeeba….waise aaj tune jo tareeka apanaya hai wo hai ek dum set…aise hee apni api ka khayal rakhana…” phir dono hasane lagee…phir muje najeeba ke sargoshi se bhari awaz aye….

Najeeba: api aap se ek baat poochun….?

Rida: haan poocho….tum mujse jo chahye pooch liya karo….

Najeeba: api aapko bhai ke sath wo sab karte hue ajeeb nahi lagata….

Rida: kya ajeeb…main samanji nahi khul ko bola naa kya poochana chathi hai….

Najeeba: api mera matlab bhai apse umer main bhut kam hai….aur aap unke sath wo sab kuch kar leti hai….toh aap ko ajeeb nahi lagata unke sath….

Najeeba ki baat sun kar rida hasate hue boli…”ajeeb kyon lagega….dekh isme umer ka kya lena dena…uske pass wo ganna hai jo ek aurat ko chahaye hota hai..aur mere pass ras nikalane wali machine hai…toh phir ajeeb kyon lagega….” Rida ne khilkhila kar hanste hue kaha….”toba api aap bhee naa kaise -2 misaale deti hai….”

Rida: chal tuje mere dee hui misaal pasand nahi aati toh, agge se seedhi baat kiya karungi…darsal tere sameer bhai ka lun hai hee itana tagada kee, jab phudi main jata hai toh umer sumer sab bhool jati hai…phir toh dil karta hai…wo mere taange utha kar apna lun mere phudi ke ander bahar karta raha…

Najeeba: chii **** ka khof kare…kaise gandi baaten karti hai aap….

Rida: aye badi **** ka khof dikhane wali….chal agge se aise baat nahi karti tujse…

Rida chupp ho gaye…thodi der dono khamosh rahi….”api naraz ho mujse…?” rida ne dhere se kaha….”nahi toh maine kyon naraz hona….” Rida ne normal se tone main kaha….”toh phir aap chup kyon ho gaye….?”

Rida: abb tum hee keh rahi thee ki, aise baaten naa karyen…

Phir thodi der ke liye khomsi chaye rahi…”api ek baat poochun…” rida ne najeeba ki baat ka koi jawab naa diya…thodi der khomshi ke baad rida boli…”haan bol kya poochana hai….?”

Najeeba: api aap keh rahi thee ki, bhai wo aapki….(najeeba shayad Sharma gaye thee… yaan phir uski himmat nahi ho rahi thee aise alfaaz bolane ke liye…)

Rida: abb bol bhee….

Najeeba: aap keh rahi thee ki, aapa ka dil karta hai ki, bhai aapki taange utha kar karte rahe….lekin wo sab karne ke liye aapki taange kyon uthayenge….

Rida: (najeeba ke baat sun kar hanste hue…) hahhah pagal hai tun bhee mere bholi nadaan bachi…waise wo sab karte hue jaroori nahi hai ki, taange uthi jaye…par taange utha kar phudi dene main maza bhut aata hai….tun abhi ye sab nahi samjege…lekin jab teri kisi se yaari lagege ki aur tab tera yaar teri taange utha kar teri lega toh, tuje mere baat ka yakeen hoga….

Najeeba: kya api aap bhee…

Rida: (hanste hue) hahah sach keh rahi hun….dekhana waqt mere baat ki gawahi dega…aur tab tun kahege ki rida api sach kehati thee…haye toba mai toh tumse yaha baaton main hee ulaj gaye…bacho ko ammi ke pass chor kar aye thee…ammi toh mere jaan hee nahi chorenge aab…bhut der ho rahi hai abb main chalati hun….

Rida charpai se uthi aur gate ki taraf jane lagee….najeeba bhee gate band karne ke liye uske peeche chali gaye….moka accha tha…main kitchen se bahar nikala aur apne room main aa gaya…aur bed par lait gaya…abb kuch kuch mere samaj main aa raha tha ki, najeeba ka rawaye main jo badlaav aya hai…wo kyon aya hai….toh kya najeeba mere sath wo sab nahi nahi….najeeba mere bare main aisa kyon sochege…Yahi sab sochate hue mere ankh lag gaye..Sham ke 5:30 baj chuke thee…tab mere jaag khuli….mere kamare main roshani kam thee… bahar se halki roshani kamare main aa rahi thee…maine ankhe khol kar dekha toh, najeeba muje pukar rahi thee…”haan bolo kya baat hai…” maine uske chehare ke aur dekhate hue kaha…jo ki muje theek se dikhai nahi de raha tha…”mai chaye banana jaa rahi thee….aap ke liye bhee bana dun…” najeeba ne sar jhukye khadi thee….” Haan bana hee lo…” najeeba mere baat sun kar bahar jane lagee toh, maine diwar par lagi ghadi ki taraf dekha…muje time sahi se dikhai nahi de raha tha…shayad abhi abhi so kar uthane ke wajhe se….”najeeba….”

Najeeba: jee….

Mai: time kya hua…?

Najeeba: jee 5:30 hue hai…

Mai: ok….

Najeeba bahar chali gaye….pata nahi kyon par mera maan uthane ka bikul bhee nahi kar raha tha…mai waise hee bed par laita raha….10 minute baad najeeba chai ka cup lekar ander aye….usne table par cup rakha…”phir se so gaye kya……?” najeeba ne dhere se kaha… “nahi jaag raha hun…”

Najeeba: aapki tabyat toh theek hai naa….?

Mai: hmmm aise hee sar main halka sa dard hai….

Najeeba: tablet le lain chai ke sath theek ho jayega…main abhi tablet lekar aati hun….

Mai: nahi rehane do…mujse tablet nahi khai jati…

Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…mai bed se utha aur uth kar jaise hee light on kee toh, najeeba jo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne nazare jhuka lee….tab muje ahsaas hua ki, mai sirf underwear main bed par laita hua tha….mera lun jo ke under wear main bada sa tambu banaye hue tha…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muje jab apni galati ka ahsaas hua toh, maine jaladi se towel utha kar apni kamar par lapait liya…” sorry wo main….” Isse pehale ki main kuch bol pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”

Mai: nahi najeeba…..phir bhee muje iss baat ka dhayan rakhana chahye tha ki, tum room main ho….aur main kiss halaat main tha….please muje maaf kar do….

Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahi thee naa….apne hee room main thee…aap apne room main jaise chahain reh sakate hai….

Mai: phir bhee tumhare samane muje aisi halat main nahi hona chahye tha…tumhe bura laga hoga….

Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto par halki se muskan pheli hui thee….) nahi toh muje kyon bura lagega…

Mai: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kar meri bhee himmat badhane lagee thee… maine bhee andhere main nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar tumhe bura nahi laga toh, phir sar kyon jhuka liya muje dekh kar….

Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kar meri taraf dekha aur phir nazare jhuka lee….aur bina kuch bole jane lagee….main door ke pass khada tha…jaise hee wo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, maine uska hath pakad liya….ye pehali daffa tha jab maine najeeba ko chua tha….isse pehale maine kabhi najeeba ko touch tak nahi kiya tha….aur jab maine uska hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gaya…jise maine saaf mahsoos kar paa raha tha..lekin usne mere hath se apna hath churwane ke kosish nahi kee…. Usne mere ankho main jhanka aur ladkhadati awaz main boli….”jee…” usne phir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muje tumse jaroori baat kehani hai…” maine apne ander himmat jutate hue kaha….”jee kahaye….”

Mai: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad main baat karte hai….

Maine najeeba ka hath chor diya…aur apni tshirt aur half pent utha kar pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…maine kapdhe pehane aur chai peene laga….nov ka mahina shuru hua tha….humara gaon ke asspaas ke ilake main bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se badh chuki thee…chai peene ke baad maine khali cup uthaya aur kitchen main chala gaya…waha khali cup rakh kar ooper chhat par chala gaya…aur chhat par jaha se sehan nazar aata hai….waha diwar ke pass khada ho gaya…thodi der baad muje najeeba apne room se bahar nikalati hui dikhai dee…jaise hee wo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor par ooper padhi….aur jab humare nazare mili toh, muje yaad aya ki, maine najeeba ko baat karne ke liye kamare main bulaya tha…

Mai soch raha tha ki, maine najeeba ko bula toh liya tha….lekin abb usse baat kiya karun…kaise baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kaise words use karun….ki use bura bhee naa lage…ho sakta hai jo main soch raha hun….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan main ho hee naa…aur wo sab mera weham ho…kahi najeeba mujse naraz naa ho jaye…abbu toh iss mamale main shuru se bhut jalim rahe hai…..wo toh muje kabhi nahi bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni ammi ko bol diya….main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, dekhata hun ki najeeba mujse baat karne ke liye ooper chhat par aati hai… yaan nahi…agar wo chhat par khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hai ki, main jo soch raha hun…wo theek hai….lekin usse baat kiya karunga….bhut sochane samajane ke baad muje bilakhir ek rasta mil hee gaya….

Wo rasta bhale hee lamba tha….lekin uss raste par safar karke muje apni manzil tak phunchane main madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi main yahi sab soch raha tha ki, muje najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki wo ooper dekhati….mai peeche hat gaya… aur charpai par beth gaya…humara ghar ki chhat padosh ke gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…aur charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…sirf sehan ki taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki humare ghar ke samane khet thee…isliye kheton se kissi ko bhee humari chhat nazar nahi aati thee…main charpai par betha hua najeeba ka dhadakate hue dil ke sath intjaar kar raha tha….

Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee main saaf sun paa raha tha….aur phir jaise hee wo ooper aye toh, main uska husan dekh kar ek dum dhang reh gaya.. najeeba ne apne baalon ko khula chora hua tha…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga tha….lekin phir bhee main use saaf dekh paa raha tha…wo abhi bhee orange color ke kameez aur white color ke salwar pehane hue thee..wo mere samane aakar khadi ho gaye…”aap ko mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue kaha….” Haan betho….” Maine charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha….toh wo mere bikul pass main beth gaye…wo bhee meri tarah thoda nervous feel kar rahi thee…usne apne hatho ko apne thighs (rano ) ke ooper ghutno ke pass rakha hua tha…aur apne hatho ke unglyon ko aaps main masal rahi thee….

Maine himmat karke jaise hee uske hath ke ooper apna hath rakha toh, usne chonkate hue ek baar meri taraf dekha aur phir se nazare jhuka lee…usne apne hathon ki unglyon ko alag kiya…jo thodi der pehale ulaji hui thee…muje aisa lag raha tha ki, najeeba ne issliye apni hatho ko alag kiya tha…tanki main uske hath ko apne hath main le sakun….maine uske naram hath ko apne hath main liya aur uski taraf dekhate hue bola….” I am really sorry najeeba…main bhut bura insaan hun…” main abb najeeba ka reaction janna chatha tha..isliye chup ho gaya…”kiss liye…aur aapko kisne kaha ki aap bure insaan hai….”

Mai: tumane….

Najeeba: kya maine…?

Mai: haan tumane kaha….

Najeeba: muj par itana bade gunah ka iljaam toh naa lagain…maine kab kaha… (najeeba ka chehara utar chukka tha…wo abb bhee nazare jhukaye hue bethi thee… agar main use kuch aur keh deta….toh shayad wo rona shuru kar deti….)

Mai: mera matlab hai ki tumne bhale hee naa kaha ho….lekin tumhari acchai ne muje iss baat ka yakeen dila diya hai ki, main kitana bura insaan hun…aur tum kitani nek dil ho…jo mere har kadawi baaton ko bhula kar hamesha mera dhayan rakhati aye ho… maine tumhe aur tumhari ammi ko kya kya kuch nahi kaha…aur tum ne har uss waqt mera sath diya…jab muje kissi apne ke sahare ke jaroorat hoti thee…muje yaad hai.. jab main tum par gussa karta tha…tab bhee tumane mujse narazgi nahi dikhai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho…

Maine dekha ki najeeba bade gore se meri taraf dekh rahi thee….aise jaise use yakeen naa ho raha ki, jo wo sun rahi hai..wo sare alfaaz main khud bol raha hun..yaan koi aur. “aap ko kya ho gaya….aaj aap aise baat kyon kar rahe hai…?” nazeeba ke chehare ki ranagat abhi bhee uddi hui thee….”kuch nahi….aaj jab main tumahre samane underwear main khada tha…toh muje laga ki, tum mujse sakhati se naraz ho jaoge. Lekin jaise tumane react kiya aur maamle ko sambhala….muje yakeen ho gaya ki, mai aaj tak tumhare sath jaydaati karta aa raha hun….”

Najeeba: abb bas karain….main naa kabhi aapse pehale naraz hui thee….aur naa agge kabhi hona hai….abb aise sad mood main naa rahain….mood theek kar lejaye…

Mai: ok miss najeeba….(maine najeeba ka hath chorate hue kaha…) lekin meri baat ek dum sach hai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho….aur…..

Muje ahsaas hua ki, main kuch jayada hee bolane wala tha…lekin abb najeeba ko bhee iss baat ka andaza ho gaya tha…”aur kya mr. sameer….” Najeeba ne charpai se khade hote hue kaha…aur mere samane akar khadi ho gaye…mai bhee charpai se khada ho gaya…”aur khubsurat bhee….” Mere baat sunate hee najeeba ne Sharma kar nazare jhuka lee….wo boli toh kuch naa…lekin uske honto par aye hui muskan bhut kuch bayan kar rahi thee…

Raat ho chuki thee….abbu aur meri souteli ammi ghar aa chuke the…main apni souteli maa nazia se kam hee baat karta tha….jab tak jaroori kaam naa hota, main unse baat karane se parhej karta…main apne kamare main betha study kar raha tha…ki najeeba muje khanne ke liye bulane aye….toh maine use ye keh kar mana kar diya ki, muje abhi bookh nahi hai….jab bhookh hogi main khud kitchen se khanna lekar kha lunga…. Najeeba wapis chali gaye….mai phir se study main lag gaya…kal Sunday tha….issliye sone ki jaladi nahi thee….abbu khanna kha kar ek baar mere room main aye….

Abbu: tumhari padhai kaise chal rahi hai….?

Mai: jee theek chal rahi hai….

Abbu: dekho sameer iss baar tumhare board ke exam hai….agale saal tumhara admission collage main hoga…aur main chatha hun ki, tumhara admission kissi acche collage main ho….

Mai: jee abbu kosish toh mere bhe yahi hai…

Abbu: accha ye baato ki 12th ke baad tumane karne ka kya socha hai…

Mai: abbu main soch raha hun ki, main 12th ke baad se government job ke liye try karna shuru kar dun….agar mili toh theek nahi mili toh study continue karunga..aur agar mil gaye toh, sath main private graduation kar lunga…

Abbu: accha soch rahe…chalo theek hai….tum padhai karo…

Ye keh kar abbu bahar chale gaye….abbu apne room main ja chuke thee…najeeba aur apni ammi ke sath kitchen main bartan wahegaraha saaf kar rahi thee…kareeb adhe ghanate baad wo dono bhee kaam khatam karke apne room main chali gaye..maine apni books band ke aur uth kar kitchen main chala gaya….apne liye thali main khanna daala aur pani ke bottle aur ek glass lekar apne room main aa gaya….khanna khane ke baad main bed par lait gaya…dophar ko bhee aaj so gaya tha….isliye neend ka koi atapata nahi tha…maine aise hee khalyon main laita hua tha ki, muje wo din yaad aa gaye…jab abbu ke kehane par maine farook chacha ke ghar jana shuru kiya tha…

Muje farook chacha ke ghar jate hue kuch din gujar chuke thee….tab main 7th class main tha….naa sex ki kuch samaj thee…aur naa aurat aur mard ke beech ke riste ki, mere liye school mere dost padhai aur cricket hee meri dunaya thee…rida api aur sumera chacha dono hee mujse acchi tarah pesh aate thee….bhale hee humari kareebi ristedari nahi thee….lekin muje unke ghar par kabhi iss baat ka ahsaas nahi hua tha ki, mere waha anne se unko kissi tarah ke pershani pesh aa rahi ho…rida api bhee dhere-2 mere majoodagi se khus hone lagee thee…abb wo bina kissi pershani yaan sharam ke hee apne bacho ko mere samane doodh pila diya karti thee…

Ek din main aise hee rida api ke room main betha hua padh raha tha…main unke sath hee bed par betha tha..double bed tha…isliye rida api apne dono beto ke sath bed par karvat ke bal leti hui thee….uske peeth ke peeche uske dono bête so rahe thee….uska face meri taraf tha…aur wo apne sar ko hath se sahara diye…mere work book main dekh rahi thee…tabhi door bell sunai dee….hum pehali manzil par thee….jab sumera chachi neeche ground floor par thee…bell ki awaz sun kar rida api bed se utar gaye… aur gaali wali side jakar neeche jhankane lagee….wo thodi der waha khadi rahi…aur phir wapis aa gaye….

Takreeban 15 minute baad rida api bed se uthi….aur mujse boli….”sameer tum apna kaam poora karo….main 15 minute main neeche se hokar aati hun…” rida api ke baat sun kar maine haan main sar hila diya…wo uth kar neeche chali gaye…api ke dono bête so rahe thee….main kuch der toh wahi betha padhata raha..phir muje peshab anne laga toh, main uth kar bathroom jane laga toh, main kamare se bahar aya…aur gaali wali side main chhat par bathroom bana hua tha…jab main bathroom ke taraf jane laga…toh chhat ke beecho beech lage hue jangale ke ooper se gujara…(waha se chhat khali chori gaye thee…..uss par lohe ki grills se bana hua jangala laga hua tha…. Tanki neeche roshani aur tazi hawa jaa sake….) jab main uske ooper se gujara toh, mere nazar rida aapi par padhi…

Wo uss samaye sumera chachi ke room ke window ke pass khadi thee…sumera chachi ka room peeche ki taraf tha…rida api jhuk kar khadi ander window se ander jhank rahi thee….muje bada ajeeb sa feel hua ki, rida api iss tarah kyon apni ammi ke room main jhank rahi hai….ander aisa kya hai…jo rida api iss tarah choro ki tarah khadi ander dekh rahi hai…uss samaye najane kyon muje ye khawish hone lagee ki, mai dekhu ki, aisa kya ho raha kamare ke ander jo rida api iss tarah choro ke jaise ander jhank rahi thee….tabhi muje khayal aya ki, jab main seedyan chadh kar ooper atta hun…waha seedhyon par ek roshandaan hai…jo sumera chachi ke room ka hai….

Mai bina kuch soche samaje seedyon ke taraf gaya….aur jab do teen seedhyon ko utar kar uss ghumav par phuncha…yaha se seedyan mudati thee…waha roshandan tha.. aur phir jaise hee maine ander jhanka toh, muje dunaya ka sabse ajeeb nazara dikhai diya….kyonki main roshandaan se dekh raha tha…isliye muje neeche bed par kisi adami ke nangi peeth dikhai dee rahi thee…aur uss adami ke kandhe ke thoda sa ooper sumera chachi ka chehara dikhai dee raha tha….

Sumera chachi ne apni tango ko utha kar uss sakash ke kamar par lapit rakha tha…aur wo sakash poori raftaar se apni kamar ko hilaye jaa raha tha…teri behan ko chodun teri maa ke phudi main lan aise gaalyan mai kai ladko ko niklate hue sun chukka tha… lekin jo mere samane ho raha tha…uss samaye nahi janata tha ki, use chodana kehate hai..wo sakash aur sumera chachi dono paseene se tarbatar thee….sumera chachi ne apne baazon ko uss sakash ke peeth par kas rakha tha…”ohhhh billu aaj poori kasar nikal dee….bade dino baad mouka mila hai…..” billu naam sunate hee muje pata chal chukka tha ki wo sakash aur koi nahi farook ka chota bhai hee tha…jise gaon wale billu ke naam se pukarate thee…

“ahhh bhabhi jor toh poora laga raha hun…lekin jaise -2 teri umer badh rahi hai…saali teri phudi aur tight aur garam hoti jaa rahi hai….ohh dekh mera lun kaise phas- 2 ke ander jaa raha hai….” billu ne aur rafatar se jhatke lagane shuru kar diye….abb tak kuch kuch samaj aa chukka tha ki, ander kya chal raha tha…lekin main uss waqt tak toh ek dum bhola panchi thee….ye baat bhee samaj aa chuki thee ki, wo dono jo bhee kar rahe hai,….dono ko maza bhut aa raha hai….muje iss baat ka dar tha ki, kahi api ooper anne ke liye seedyon ki taraf aati toh, uski nazar seedha muj par padhait… maine waha khade rehana munasib nahi samja….aur waha se ooper aa gaya….aur bed par beth kar phir se kitab ko padhane laga….

15 minute baad api ooper aaye…usne door par khade hote hue muje dekha aur phir apne bacho ki taraf dekhate hue boli….”bacho main se koi utha toh nahi…” maine naa main sar hila diya..”theek hai main bathroom jakar aati hun….” Api phir bathroom main chali gaye….phir wo thodi der baad wapis aye toh, uske chehare par ajeeb sa sakoon nazar aa raha tha…wo bed par lait gaye…” tun bhee lait jaa…bhut padhai kar lee aaj….” Api ne bed par laiate hue kaha….”par mera maan nahi kar raha tha ki, main waha laitun….main beman se lait gaya….api toh laitate hee so gaye…par mere ankho se neend bhut door thee….baar -2 sumera chachi ke room ka nazara meri ankho ke samane aa jata,…

Sham ke 5 baj chuke thee….jab rida api ka beta uth kar rone laga…toh wo bhee uth kar beth gaye….api ko jaga dekh kar main bhee uth kar beth gaya….api meri taraf dekh kar muskari…”so liya…” maine haan main sar hila diya..aur bed se neeche utar kar bahar jane laga….”sameer kaha jaa rahe ho….?”

Mai: jee api bahar jaa raha khelane…..

Rida: accha jate jate ammi ko kehana ki feeder main doodh daal kar ooper de jain….

Mai: jee keh dunga…

Mai waha se neeche anne laga…jab main neeche phuncha toh, dekha ki sumera chachi ke room ka door khula tha…main ander gaya toh, waha koi naa tha…maine bahar nikal kar kitchen main dekha toh, waha bhee koi nazar nahi aya..tab muje bahar gate ki taraf jo kamara tha…udher se sumera chachi ki awaz aye…mai uss kamare ke taraf gaya… aur jaise hee main uss kamare ke ander phuncha toh, dekha sumera chachi aur billu dono sofe par sath -2 bethe hue thee….billu ne apna ek baazu sumera chachi ke peeche daal kar kandhe par rakha hua tha…aur uska dusra hath chachi ke left kameez ke ooper se left mamme par thee…muje iss tarah ek dum se ander dekh kar dono hadbada gaye….chachi toh aise uchal kar khadi ho gaye…jaise uski bund par kissi ne bijali ke nangi taaron ko touch karwa diya ho….

Chachi: arre sameer puttar tum neeche kyon aye….kuch chahye kya…?

Mai: nahi wo api keh rahi thee ki aap ko bol dun ki feeder main doodh daal kar unhe de ayaen….

Chachi: accha main de aati hun….tun yaha beth….

Mai: nahi chachi main khelane jaa raha hun….

Mai waha se bahar nikala hee tha ki, peeche billu ki awaz aye….”accha bhabhi jaan main bhee chalata hun….” Main gate khol kar bahar nikal aya…aur ground ki taraf jane laga….toh peeche se billu ne muje awaz dee…maine peeche mud kar dekha toh, wo meri taraf hee aa raha tha….billu mere pass aya aur mere kandhe par hath rakhate hue bola….”kaha jaa rahe ho bhateeje sahab….”

Mai: ground main jaa raha hun….

Billu: accha muje bhee udhar hee jana tha…

Wo mere sath chalane laga….jaise hee hum ground ke pass phunche toh, billu ne mera hath pakada aur muje road par halwai ke dukan par le gaya….”chal aa bhateej tujse samoshe khilawata hun…”

Mai: nahi muje bookh nahi hai…maine nahi khane…

Billu: chal aaja yaar….ek do kha le….

Mai: nahi sach main chacha jee…..mera khane ka  maan nahi hai…..

Billu: accha bhateej aaj tune jo bhee dekha yaar dekh uss bare main kissi se baat nahi karna….nahi toh mere aur bhai jaan ke beech jhagada ho jana hai…

Mai: nahi karta….

Billu: pakka naa…..

Mai: haan nahi karta….

Billu: yaar tune mere dimag se bhut badi tension nikal dee….agar tun thoda bada hota.. toh tuje bhee bhabhi jaan ke phudi dilawa deta…lekin abhi teri umer bhut kam hai…

Mai billu ke baat par chup naa raha….”accha dekh agar tun ye baat kissi ko nahi batega toh, kal maine tujse sahar se naya bat laa dunga…lekin mujse wada karo ki, ye baat tum kissi se nahi kahuge…

Mai: main nahi karta…lekin muje bat bhee nahi chahaye….

Billu: abb tum mera itana baad raaz chupa rahe ho toh, mera bhee farz banta hai naa apne raazdaar ko kuch toh tofa dun….

Mai billu ke baat sun kar muskarane laga….lekin bola kuch naa…main waha se school ke diwar ki taraf gaya….muje dophar se hee peshab laga tha….jo sumera chachi ke room ke nazare ke chakkar main karna bhoolana gaya tha….abb muje bhut tej pressure laga tha..maine jaise hee salwar ka nada khol kar apne lun ko bahar jo ki pressure se poori tarah sakhat khada tha….jaise hee main peshab karne laga….toh maine notice kya ki, billu mere lun ki taraf bade gor se dekh raha hai…maine peshab kiya aur phir apni salwar ka nada band karke jaise hee ground main jane laga…toh billu mere pass aa gaya….”ki gal bhateje abhi se itana bada hathayar kaise kar liya tune…”

Mai: chacha jee aap kiss hathyar ki baat kar rahe hai….

Billu: teri lun ki baat kar raha hun….penchod agar iss umer main tera lun itana bada hai toh 3-4 saal baad toh aur badha jo jana hai issne…teri toh aish hai…(muje billu se aise baaten sun kar ajeeb sa lag raha tha…isse pehale mere dost ke beech main aise baat nahi hui thee…lekin kehate hai naa…. ”Necessity is the mother of invention” jaroorat aur khawaish hee ijaat ki maa hoti hai….waise hee haal uss waqt mere ho chukka tha…. Isliye main jijkate aur sharmate hue bhee billu se poochane se rok naa paya….)

Mai: wo kaise…

Billu: yaar dekh tera lun teri umer ke bacho ke hisaab se kahi bada hai…..aur jab koi sex ki bhukhi aurat aise tagade lun ko dekh le toh, wo jalad hee uss sakash par ashik ho jati hai..aur bade se apni  phudi marwati hai….

Mai: chacha ek baat poochun….?

Billu: haan pooch bhateje….

Mai: kya sach main mera hathayar tagada hai…..

Billu: aur nahi toh kya…mai kya jhoot bol raha hun….mere jaise adamyon ka lun bhee 5-6 inch ke beech main hota hai…tera toh abhi se 6 inch lamba lag raha hai….kabhi napa hai tune….

Mai: nahi….

Billu: lekin hai tera 6 inch ke kareeb……accha jaa abb tun khel muje bhee jaroori kaam yaad aa gaya hai….

Maine waha se ground main chala gaya….aur waha apne dosto ke sath cricket khelane laga…sham ko abbu ke ghar anne se pehale main waha se farigh hokar ghar wapis aa gaya…wo sari raat mere dimag main billu ke kahi baaten aur sumera chachi ke room ka nazara ghumata raha…agle din subhe tak mere dimag main sanak beth chuki thee…

Uss raat main apne gujare hue dino ke yaado main khoya kab so gaya pata nahi chala…agli subhe muje bahar se awaz aye toh mere ankh khul gaye…maine uth kar time dekha toh subhe ke 5:30 baje thee….room main 0 waat ka bulb jal raha tha..bahar abbu najeeba se baat kar rahe thee….shayad wo aur meri souteli ammi kahi jaa rahe thee….unke baaton se main andaza nahi laga paya ki, wo itnai subhe-2 kaha jaa rahe hai…main rajai ke ander laita hua tha…phir thodi der baad muje gate khulane aur band hone ki awaz aye….iska matlab ki main aur najeeba dono ghar main akele thee…aisa nahi tha ki, pehale kabhi hum ghar par akele nahi hote thee….lekin pichale kuch dino ke hadasho ne mere sochane samajane ka rawya aur badal diya tha…

Main bed se neeche utar aur bahar aya…bahar behad thand thee…halki-2 dhundh chaye hue thee…barmade main ek light jal rahi thee….kitchen aur abbu ke room ka door band tha…agge wale kamaro ke room bhee band thee…..najeeba apne room main jaa chuki thee….muje pata nahi uss waqt kya sooja..main najeeba ke room ki taraf badhane laga….maine najeeba ke room ke door ke samane jakar dekha toh, ander light off thee….maine door knock kiya toh, ander se najeeba ki awaz aye…”kon hai…”

Mai: main hun sameer…..

Phir khamoshi chaa gaye….thodi der baad door khula toh, najeeba samane khadi thee…usne yellow ka color ka patala sa salwar suit pehana hua tha…”jee…kuch chahye….” Najeeba ne meri taraf dekhate hue poocha…”wo ammi aur abbu subhe -2 kaha gaye hai….?’

Najeeba: unke ek dost ke bête ke shadi hai….wahi par gaye hai…jaha jana tha….wo jagah door hai…isliye subhe-2 hee nikal gaye…

Main sirf tshirt aur pajama pehane khada tha…aur bahar mousam bhut sard tha…. “main aapke liye chai bana dun….” Najeeba ne meri taraf dekhate hue poocha… “nahi tum so jao….mere khayal se tumhari neend abhi poori nahi hui hogi….waise bhee bahaar bhut thand hai….” maine idhar udhar dekhate hue kaha toh, najeeba ne sar jhukate hue muskara kar kaha…”haan thand toh hai…aap ander aa jayen…”

Mai: nahi tum pershan ho jao ge….

Mai waha se apne room main aa gaya…aur bed par chadh kar rajai ke ander ghuss gaya….meri phir se halki se ankh lag gaye….phir jab ankh khuli toh, kitchen se awaz aa rahi thee…shayad najeeba uth chuki thee…aur chai bana rahi thee….main laite-2 time dekha toh, subhe ke 6:15 ho rahe thee…aur light band thee…subhe-2 hee cut lag chukka tha…main bed se utara aur room se bahar akar bathroom ki tara jane laga toh dekha najeeba chai bana rahi thee….mere kadamo ki awaz sun kar usne peeche mud kar dekha…lekin muje jaldi thee bathroom jane ki, issliye main bathroom main chala gaya…jab fresh hokar bahar aya toh, seedha kitchen main chala gaya…chai ban chuki thee….maine dekha ki, najeeba ke baal khule hue thee…aur geele thee….shayad usne aaj subhe-2 hee naha liya…

“chai ban gaye….?” Maine uske pass khade hote hue poocha….”jee….” jaise hee najeeba boli toh muje ahsaas hua ki wo thand ke karan kanap rahi thee….sardi jayada thee…isliye maine koi khaas gor naa kiya….najeeba chai cup main daali aur main waha se cup utha kar apne room main aa gaya…aur chai peene laga….

Chai peete hue mere dimag main aya ki, light toh pata nahi kab se cut hai….toh phir kahin najeeba ne subhe-2 thande pani se toh nahi naha liya…jaise hee mere maan main ye khayal aya…main chai ke cup ko wahi rakha aur najeeba ke room ki taraf chala gaya.. jab maine room ke door ko knock karne ke liye hath badhaya toh, room ka door khul gaya….jab main ander dakhil hua tha..tab najeeba rajai main laity hui thee….uske room ke windows ke agge se parde haate hue thee….jisse abb bahar ki halki roshani ander aa rahi thee…usne meri taraf dekha aur kanpati hui awaz main boli…”kuch chahye tha,…..” uski awaz sun kar muje uski  halat ka andaza hua….

Main uske pass jakar bed par betha toh, maine mahsoos kiya ki wo buri tarah se kanap rahi thee….”kya hua tumhe….aise kanap kyon rahi ho….?” Maine uske mathe par hath laga kar check karte hue kaha…”ka kuch nahi wo subhe-2 naha liya issliye….”

Mai: toh tumhe kissne kaha tha subhe-2 nahane ke liye ooper se light bhee nahi hai… phir thande pani se nahane ke kiya jaroorat thee…

Kyonki jab main bathroom main gaya tha….toh muje tanki ke ander ke pani ke thandak ke bare main pata tha….humari pani ki tanki chhat par khule main hai…toh jahir se baat thee ki, raat ko bahar sardi main hone ki wajhe se pani kitana thanda hota… “ majboori thee….?” Najeeba ne kanpate hue kaha….”

Mai: aise bhee kya majboori thee…..jo subhe-2 thande pani se naha liya wo bhee itani sardi main…

Najeeba: wo wo jab nahane gaye thee…tab light thee…geyser on kiya…thoda sa pani garam hua toh nahana shuru kar diya…beech main light chali gaye…badan par sabun laga hua tha…toh phir majbooran thande pani se nahana padha….

Mai: tumhara bhee koi haal nahi hai….

Mai baat ko badi asaani se lee raha tha…muje uss waqt tak najeeba ki halaat ka koi andaza nahi tha ki, use kiss qadar sardi lag rahi hai….usne karvat badali aur mere taraf peeth kar lee….aur apne ooper odhi rajai ko kaske pakad liya….maine rajai ke ooper se jaise hee uske kandhe par hath rakha toh, uske badan ko buri tarah kanpate hue mahsoos karke mere hosh ek dum se udh gaye…”najeeba tumhara badan toh bhut jayada kaanap raha hai…” maine uske kandhe par hath rakhate hue kaha… “aap fikar naa karayen thodi der main theek ho jayega….” Mai uski baat sun kar chup ho gaya… aur wahi betha raha…majeed 5 minute gujar chuke thee…lekin najeeba ka kanpana kam naa hua….wo pehale se jayada kanap rahi thee….

Main bhut dara hua mahsoos kar raha tha…isse pehale aaj tak maine kabhi aise halaat ka samana nahi kiya tha….”najeeba…” maine sehame hue lehaje main kaha… “jee….” Najeeba ne badi muskil se jawab diya…”sardi bhut jayada lag rahi hai….” iss baar najeeba ne thodi der ruk kar jawab diya….”jee….aap fikar naa karain…thodi der main theek ho jayega….”

Mai: aise kaise theek ho jayega….kab se yahi sun raha hun….

Abb toh mere dimag ne bhee kaam karna band kar diya tha….muje aur kuj toh naa suja par rida api ke sath bitaye hue ek sard raat yaad aa gaye….jab main aur rida aapi unke ghar ke chhat par khule main soye thee…uss waqt joro ke sardi padh rahi thee…main aur rida api rajai ke ander nange ek dusre se lippte hue thee…aur thand ka namo nishan nahi tha….jaise hee wo baat muje yaad aye..maine ek pal ke liye kya sahi kya galat kuch naa socha…aur ek side se rajai utha kar ander ghuss gaya….najeeba ki peeth meri taraf thee….jaise hee use iss baat ka ahsaas hua toh, wo ek dum se chonk gaye…. “ye yee app kya kar rahe hai….” lekin tab tak main uske peeche lait chukka tha…mera poora badan fornt side se uske back side se chipka hua tha…

Maine najeeba ke baat ki parwah naa karate hue, ek right baazu uske kamar ke ooper se gujar kar uske pait par rakh liya….aur use kaske apne se chipaka liya….”ye aap kya kar rahe hai…?” najeeba ke awaz main aab kanpan ke sath-2 sargoshi bhee thee….”kuch nahi aise tumhe garami milige….muje galat mat samjana…lekin abhi main jo kar raha hun….wahi theek hai….muj par bharosa hai naa…..? “ maine najeeba ke badan se peeche se aur apne sath aur daba liya….najeeba boli toh kuch naa lekin usne haan main sar hila diya….hum dono ke badan ek dusre se poori tarah chipake hue thee…..room main khomshi chaye hue thee…takreeban 6-7 minute baad najeeba ka kanpana kam hone laga…

Lekin abb ek aur naye problem ho chuki thee…mera badan ki front side jo ki najeeba ke back se poori tarah touch ho rahi thee…usse uthati garami ke karan mera lun jo naeejba ke gol matol bund par daba hua tha..wo abb dhere-2 sakhat hone laga tha….muje dar lagane laga tha ki, kahi najeeba mere lun ko apni bund par mahsoos naa kar lee. Aur kahi muje galat naa samaj bethe….mai waha se uthane hee wala tha ki, phir kuch soch kar ruk gaya…maine maan hee maan socha kyon naa aaj apni kismat ko azma kar dekhun….ki najeeba ka kiya reaction hota hai…

Pehale jahan main najeeba ke badan ko garami dene ke karan usse chipaka hua tha…aur mere jehan main dar betha hua tha ki, kahi najeeba ko kuch ho naa jaye…lekin abb dar ki jagah hawas ne le lee thee…mera lun jo ki najeeba ke bund ke line ke beech main tha..wo abb poori tarah sakhat ho chuke tha…mere lun aur najeeba ke bund ke beech najeeba ki patali se salwar aur mera payajma hee tha….kyonki main aksar raat ko sone se pehale se underwear utar deta hun….uss samaye najeeba naa toh kuch bol rahi thee aur naa hee kanap rahi thee…lekin jab mere lun uski bund se ragad khata hua, jaise hee uske bund ke line main ghussa toh, uske badan ne ek tej jhatka khaya…

Maine apni saanso ko rok liya….aur najeeba ke reaction ka intjaar karne laga…lekin najeeba ki taraf se koi reaction nahi hua…muje apne lun ka toppa majeed garam bhatti main dhansta hua mahsoos ho raha tha…main saaf tor par mahsoos kar paa raha tha ki, najeeba bhee majeed mujse chipkati jaa rahi hai…mera lun pajame ko phad kar bahar anne wala ho gaya tha….”najeeba….?” maine khaomshi todate hue kaha….”jee….” najeeba ki awaz main sarogshi saaf mahsoos ho rahi thee…”abb kaisa feel kar rahi ho…” maine uske pait ko sahalte hue kaha….toh uska jism phir se kanap gaya….

Najeeba: jee pehale se behatar hai….

Mai: accha theek hai ….main tumhare liye chai bana laata hun….phir tumhe aur accha laega….(main abhi uthane hee wala tha ki, najeeba ne mera wo hath pakad liya jo maine uske pait par rakha hua tha….)

Najeeba: muje chai nahi chahye….

Mai: toh phir kya chahye…(main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, kaash najeeba keh de ki muje sirf aap chahayen….)

Najeeba: kuch nahi main abb theek hun….(lekin najeeba ne mere hath ko kaske pakad liya tha….jaise kehana chathi ho ki, mere sath aise laite raho….)

Main: accha theek hai toh phir main chalta hun….

Najeeba: (jab maine jane ka kaha toh, usne mera hath aur jor se pakad liya….) ruk jayain please….thodi der aur….

Najeeba ki awaz main wasna ki khumari chaye hue thee….main bhee waha se jana nahi chatha tha….isliye main bhee apni kamar ko neeche se push kiya toh, mera lun uski salwar ke ooper se uske bund ke mori par jaa laga…uska poora badan masti main kanap gaya…”siiiii uske mooh se halaki se siskari bhee nikal gaye….” Tabhi bahar door bell baji…hum dono hadbadha gaye…main jaladi se utha aur time dekha toh 7 baj rahe thee….”doodh le lo shah jee….” Bahar se humare doodh wale ki awaz aye…toh muje khayal aya ki doodh wala hai…main kitchen main gaya…aur waha se bartan utha kar bahar akar gate khola….Doodh wale ne doodh bartan main dala aur chala gaya….maine gate band kiya aur doodh ke bartan ko kitchen main rakh kar phir se najeeba ke room main chala gaya… Jab main waha phuncha toh najeeba dressing table ke samane khadi apne baalo main kanghi kar rahi thee……

Jaise hee usne mera akash ayane main dekha toh, usne Sharma kar nazare jhuka lee…”abb kaise ho….?” Maine door par khade-2 poocha….”jaa abb behaitar hun..”

Mai: doodh kitchen main rakh diya hai…mai dukan se bread aur ande le atta hun…

Maine bahar ka gate khola aur dukan ki taraf chala gaya….aaj toh lag raha tha ki, sardi poore joro par hai…gaali main itni dhund chahye hue thee ki, samane kuch bhee nazar nahi aa raha tha….