Mai Raghavendra Dixit 45 saal ka medium kad kathi ka admi hoon. Shakl
soorat waise koi khas nahi hai. Mai Dadar ke ek purani jarjar
building me pahli manjil par rahta hoon. Jab mai chhota tha tab se hi
is makan me rahta aya hoon. Do kamre ke is makan ko aj ki tareekh me
aur aaj ki salary me afford kar pana mere bus ka hi nahi tha. Lekin
is par mere purkhon ka haq tha aur mai bina koi kiraya diye usme kisi
makan malik ki tarah rahta hoon. Yahin par jab mere 25 basant gujare
to mata pita ne ek seedhi sadhi ladki se mera vivah kar diya. 5 saal
tak humari koi santan nahi hui. Rajni udaas rahne lagi thi. Usne har
tarah ke pooja path. Har tarah ke doctor ko dikhaya. Akhir uski
ultiyan shuru ho gayi. Wo bahut khush hui. Lekin ye khushi meri
jindagi me andhera lekar ayee. Kabhi na mitne wala andhera. Jab
bachcha 8 mahine ka tha, ek din seedhi utarte samay Rajni ka pair
fisla aur bus sab khatm. Jachcha bachcha dono mujhe is duniya me
ekdum akela chhod kar chale gaye.

Bujurg mata pita ka saath bhi jaldi chhoot gaya. Ab mai us makan me
akela hi rahta hoon. Us din Press se laut te huye raat ke sadhe barah
baj rahe the. Pata nahi man us din kyon itna uchat raha tha. Sham ko
kafi barsaat ho chuki thi isliye logbag apne gharon me ghuse baithe
the.

Mera akele me man nahi lag raha tha. Raat ke barah baj rahe the. Mai
ghar jane ki jagah sea beach par tahalne laga. Samne park tha. Jisme
subah chhah baje se jodi alingan me bandhe dikhne shuru ho jate hain.
Lekin ab ek dum veeran pada tha. Mai kuchh der ret par baith kar
samdr ki tarangon ko apne kano me kaid karne laga. Halki fuhar wapas
shuru ho gayi. Mai uth kar wapas ghar ki or lautne laga. Pata nahi
kis uddeshya se mai park ke andar chala gaya. Park ki lights bhi
kharab ho rahi thi isliye andhera tha. Achanak mujhe kisi jhadi ke
peechhe koi halchal dikhi. Mai muskura diya “honge Laila Majnu ki koi
jodi. Andhere ka laabh utha kar sambhog me lipt honge.” Maine apne
hath me pakde torch ki or dekha fir bina koi awaj kiye ghoom kar
jhadiyon ki doosri taraf gaya. Mujhe ghas par koi manav akriti ukdu
awastha me apne ko jhadi ke peechhe chhipaye hui dikhi.

“ohh” achanak us say eke munh se awaj nikali. Mai chaunk gaya, wo koi
ladki thi. Maine uski taraf torch karke use on kiya. Jaise hi roshni
hui wo apne aap me simat gayee. samne jo kuchh tha use dekh kar mera
munh khula ka khula rah gaya.

Ek koi 30 saal ki mahila bilkul nagn halat me apne badan kio sikod
kar apni nagnta ko meri ankhon se chhipane ka bharsak prayatn kar
rahi thi.

“kaun??? Kaun hai udhar�??” maine awaj lagayee.

“chhod do mujhe chhod do.” Kah kar wo apne chehre ko chhipa kar rone
lagi. Uska shareer ke kuchh hisse me keechad laga tha. Wo is duniya
ke bahar ki koi jeev lag rahi thi. Maine use kheench kar uthaya.

“kaun hai tu? Kya kar rahi hai andhere me? Bulaun police ko?” ek
saath mere munh se kai sawal nikal pade. Jawab me wo meri chhati se
lag kar subakne lagi.

“mar jane do mujhe. Nahi jeena mujhe�.” Wo machalti hui bol rahi thi.

“are batayegi bhi ki kya hua ya aise hi roti rahegi�” maine uske
chehre ko uthaya.

“Saale char haramjaade the�. Sale kutte kai dino se humare ghar ke
charon or sunghte fir rahe the�. Aaj mauka mil gaya saalon ko. Mujhe
akeli dekh kar fusla kar yaha park me le aye aur��aur�.” kah kar wo
rone lagi.

Mai samajh gaya ki uske saath rape hua hai. Aur jis tarah wo
bahuvachan ka prayog kar rahi thi Gangrape ki shikar thi wo. Pata
nahi shadishuda thi ya koi kanwari? Iske gharwale shayad dhoondhte
fir rahe honge? Uska geela keechad se sana nagn badan meri bahon me
tha. Mai use bahon me lekar soch raha tha ki is samay kya karma uchit
hoga.

“tumhara naam kya hai?” maine jankari wash usse poochha.

“tumse matlab sale chhod mujhe mai mar jana chahti hoon.”

Mera dimag kharab ho gaya. Mai jor se us par chhekha.

“ab ek baar bhi agar tune mujhse koi be sir pair ki baat kin a to
utha kar fenk doonga un kateeli jhadiyon me. Tab se mai tujhe
samjhane ki koshish kar raha hoon aur too hai ki sir par chadhe ja
rahi hai. Tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai? Kaan khol kar sunle agar
mujhe tujhse koi faida uthana hota to mai baten karne me apna samay
barbaad nahi karta. Apni halat dekh. Is tarah ki koi nangi ladki kisi
aur ko aise andhere me mil jaye to sabse pahla kaam jameen par patak
kar tujhe chodne ka karta.”

Meri jhirak sun kar uska aweg kuchh kum hua. Lekin fir bhi wo meri
bahon me subak rahi thi. Usne dheere dheere apna sir mere kandhe par
rakh diya. Aur subakne lagi.

” wo�wo�.char the. Mujhe akeli sadak se gujarta dekh mera munh band
karke ek maruti me yahan soon san dekh akr le aye aur aur��”

“theek hai theek hai ab rona dhona chhod. Tere kapde kahan hain?”

“yaheen kaheen fenk diya hoga.” Usne idhar udhar talashne lagi. itni
der baad use yaad aya ki wo kisi ajnabi ki banhon me bilkul nangi
khadi hai. Usne foran apne badan ko sikod liya aur waheen jameen par
apne badan ko chhipate huye baith gayee. mai torch ki roshni me
charon or dhoondhne laga. Kafi der tak dhoondhne ke naad sirf ek fati
hui bra mili. Mai uske paas akar use us fati hui bra ko dikha kar kaha

“bus yahi mila. Aur kuchh nahi mila. Shayad tere kapde bhi wo sath le
gaye.”

“Sale ma��.. mujhe poore shahar me nangi karke ghumana chahta tha.
Sale kutte.”

” chal ab galiyan dena band kar. Ab ye bata tughar kaise jayegi?
Yahan padi rahi to barsat me bheeg kar thand se mar jayegi. Nahi to
fir kisi kin ajar pad gayee tujh par to raat bhar to tukjhse apni
hawas mitayega aur subah kisi chakle me le jakar bech ayega.”

” mujhe nahi jana ghar�..mujhe ghar nahi jana”

” kyon?”

” wo sale ghar par tak lagaye baithe honge. Mujhe wapas akeli dekh
kar wapas chadh padenge mere oopar. Sale kutte” kah kar usne nafrat
se thook diya.

” achchha chal tu ek kaam kar.” Maine apne shirt ko utar diya. Safed
rang ka shirt barsaat me bheeg kar poori tarah par darsi ho gaya tha.
Andar ki baniyaan bhi utar di.

“Le inhe pahan le. Waise ye jyada kuchh chhipa nahi payenge lekin fir
bhi chalega.”

Usne mere kapdon kop mere haath se lekar pahan liya. Mai sirf pant
pahna hua tha. Use utar kar dene ki meri himmat nahi hui.

“chal police station.” Maine use kaha “rapat bhi likhani padegi aur �”

“nahin” wo jor se cheekhi “nahin jana mujhe kahinh. Mai nahi jaungi
police station. Saale raat bhar mujhe chodenge aur subah wahan se
bhaga denge. Kisi daku se jyada dar to in police walon se lagta hai.”

“lekin rapat to likhana hi padega na”

“kyon? Kya hoga rapat likhwa kar. Lauta denge wo meri luti hui ijjat.
Sale karenge to kuchh nahi. Haan khod khod kar jaroor poochhenge. Kya
kiya tha kaise kiya tha. Pahle choda tha ya pahle teri chhatiyon ko
masla tha.”

” ab tou ye bata ki tu jayegi kahan.” Maine poochha ” dekh mere ghar
me mai akela hi rahta hoon. Paas hi ghar hai agar tujhe koi dikkat na
ho to raat wahan bita le subah hote hi apne ghar chali jana.”

Kuchh der tak wo chup rahi fir usne dheere se kaha “theek hai”

Hum dono ardh nagn awastha me logon se chhipte chhipate ghar ki or
badhe. Raat ke sadhe barah baj rahe the aur oopar se barish isliye
rasta poora sunsan pada tha. Usne mere hath ko pakad rakha tha. Kisi
ladki ke sparsh se mere badan me sihran si ho rahi thi. Maine chalet
chalet poochha

” kya mai ab tumhara naam jan sakta hoon?”

” Anu�anuradha naam hai mera.”

” anu tum shadi shuda ho ya abhi kunwari hi ho?”

“shaadi to hui thi lekin mera pati mujhe chhod kar saal bhar huye
pata nahi kahan chala gaya. Mai kuchh door ek kholi lekar rahti hoon.
Paas hi Twinkle star school me padhati hoon. Usi se mera gujara chal
jata hai.”

Mai chal te huye uski baaten sunta ja raha tha. Uski awaj bahut
meethi thi lag raha tha bus wo bolti jaye. Chahe kuchh bhi bole lekin
bolti jaye. Maine apne bahon se usko sahara de rakha tha. Uske chal
me ladkhadahat thi jo ki gang rape ke karan dukhte badan ke karan
thi. Uske badan me jagah jagah noche aur kate jane ke nishan ho rahe
the. Kuch jagah se to halka halka khoon bhi ris raha tha. Badi hi
berahmi se kuchla diya tha badmashon ne is phool se badan ko.

” hamare mohalle me Tillu dada hafta wasooli ka kaam karta hai. Uski
najar bahut dino se mere oopar thi. Lekin mai use kisi bhi tarah ka
mauka nahi deti thi. Aaj kya hai School ke ek teacher ka accident ho
gaya tha. Hum sab use dekhne hospital chale gaye the. Wapsi me
barsaat shuru ho jane ke karan der ho gayee. mai local train se Dadar
Railway station par utar kar paidal ghar ja rahi thi. Sadkon par log
kam ho gaye the. Mere ghar ke paas andhere me mujhe wo sala Tillu mil
gaya. Usne mere gale par chaku rakh kar Van me bitha kar yaha le aya.”

Hum ghar par pahunch gaye the. Dono barish me poori tarah bheeg chuke
the. Hamare badan aur kapdon se pani tapan raha tha. Maine tala khol
kar light jalai. Suki taraf ghumte hi mai awak rah gaya tha. Kya
khoobsoorat mahila thi. Rang gehua tha lekin nak naksh to bas kayamat
the. Badan aisa kasa hua ki uffff�.meri to saans hi ruk gayee. Poora
badan kisi honhar karigar dwara gadha hua lagta tha. Badan par sir
meri baniyan aur shirt thi jiska hona ya na hona barabar tha. Uske
badan ka eke k resha saaf najar a raha tha. Mai ek tak uske badan ko
niharta rah gaya. Kafi saalon baad kisi mahila ko is awastha me dekh
raha tha. Meri Biwi Rajni gori to thi lekin kafi dubli thi. Iska
badan bhara hua tha. Chhatiyan badi badi thi 38 ke aaspaas ki size
hogi. Nipples ke charon or kale kale gher kafi faile huye the.
Nipples bhi kafi lambe the. Uske badan me kai jagah keechad lage huye
the lekin us halat me bhi wo kisi keechad me khile phool ki tarah lag
rahi thi.

Uski najren meri najron se mili aur mujhe apne badan ko itni gahri
najron se ghoorta pakar wo sharma gayee.

“andar chalen” usne mujhe meri awastha se bahar late huye kaha.

“han�han�andar ao.” Mai bokhla gaya. Meri chori pakdi gayee thi. Mai
apni hadbadahat chhipate huye bola, ” dekho chhota sa makan hai.
Purkhon ne banwaya tha. Do kamre hain. Yahan mai akela hi rahta hoon
isliye saman idhar udhar faila hua hai.”

“kyon shaadi nahi ki?”

“ki thi lekin mujhse jyada wo bhagwan ko pyari thi isliye use jaldi
wapas bula liya”

“sorry! Maine apko kasht diya.”

“nahi nahi aisa kuchh nahi.” Maine kaha ” aisa karo tum jaldi se naha
lo. Is tarah rahogi to bimar pad jaogi.”

“han apne sahi kaha. Bathroom kidhar hai?” usne jhat se meri baat ka
samarthan kiya. Shayad wo khud ek gair mard ke samne se apna nagn
badan chhipana chahti thi.

Maine use bathroom dikha diya. Wo andar chali gayi. Maine use rukne
ko kaha. Mai stove par pani garm karke le aya. Ise balti ke pani me
mix kar lo. Gungune pani me shareer ko rahat pahunchegi. Kapde wahin
chhod dena. Mai dhule kapde la deta hoon.

Uske liye proper kapde talash karne me dikkat hui. Ab mere ghar me
mardon ke kapde hi the. Maine unme se hi ek shirt aur ek lungi
nikala. Shirt thode halke colour ka tha isliye apni ek achchhi
baniyan bhi nikal kar use di. Mai uske liye chai banane laga. Kuchh
der baad bathroom ka darwja khulne ki awaj ayee. Mai apne kaam me
busy raha. Beech beech me uski chudiyon ki khan khanahat bata rahi
thi ki wo kuchh kar rahi hai. Shayad baal sanwar rahi hogi. Mai apne
dhun me mast kitchen me hi busy raha. Achanak peechhe se awaj ayee,

” ab kaisi lag rahi hoon mai?”

“mmmm” mai uske charon or ek chakkar laga kar bola, “kajal laga lo
kahin meri hi najar na lag jaye.”

“dhat” woe k dum nayi naveli dulhan ki tarah Sharma gayee.

“lo chai piyo. Ise peene se tumhare badan me sfoorti a jayegi.” Maine
uski taraf chai ka pyala badhate huye kaha. Wo mere hath se cup le
kar sofe par baith gayee. uske munh se na chahte huye bhi ek karah
nikal gayee.

`kya hua?’

` kuchh nahi. Jakhmon se tees uth rahi thi.’ Usne apne nichale honth
ko danton me dabakar dard ko peene ki koshish ki.

` are mai to bhool hi gaya tha. Bahut bedardi se unlogon ne sambhog
kiya hai tumahre saath. Kai jagah se to khoon bhi nikal raha tha.’

Uske chehre par ek dardili muskan ubhar ayee. hum chupchap chai khatm
karne lage.

`abhi aya’ kahkar mai utha aur bedroom me jakar rack se ek Savlon ki
sheeshi aur rui le aya.

`chalo yahan ao bedroom me.’ Maine use kaha. Wo meri or shankit
nigahon se dekhne lagi.

`Are bhai tumhare jakhmon ki dressing karni hogi. Tumhe letna padega.’

Wo sir jhukaye uthi aur bina kuchh kahe bedroom me akar khat par let
gayee.

` kahan kahan jakhm hai mujhe dikhao’

`usne ek ungli se apni chhatiyon ki or ishara kiya.’ Fir wo apni
kanpti ungliyon se apne shirt ke buttons kholne lagi. mai ye dekh kar
awak rah gaya ki use ek baniyan dene ke baad bhi usne neeche kuchh
nahi pahan rakha tha. usne apne shirt ke dono pallon ko alag kiya aur
uska saanche me tarasha hua badan mere ankhon ke samne tha. usne apni
ankhon ko sakhti se band kar rakha tha. mano ankh ke band karne se
uska nagn badan doosron ki ankhon ke samne se gayab ho gaya hoo.

maine dekha ki uske chhatiyon par aur uske nipples ke aaspaas anginat
danton ke nishaan the. ak nipple le jad se khoon nikal raha tha. do
char aur ghaw gahre the. mane rui lekar use savlon me dubo kar uske
ghawon ke upar firane laga. wo dard se karah rahi
thi. “aaahhh…..oooohhh” usne kuchh der me apni ankhene darte darte
khol li.

Kucch ghaw jo gahre thje usme nahane ke baad bhi mitti poori tarah se
saaf nahi hui thi. maine uske ghawon ko achchhi tarah se saaf kiya.
is dauran kai baar uske chhatiyon ko dabana uske nipples ko pakad kar
kheenchna pada. mera ling is kaam ko karte karte jane kab tan kar
khada ho gaya. jab meri ankhen uske badan se firti hui uski ankhon
par gayee to maine paya uski ankhen mere tane huye ling par tiki hui
thi. uske gaal sharm se laal ho rahe the. ab us condition me mai apne
ling ke ubhar ko uski najron se chhipane me asmarth tha.

maine dekha wo ek baar apne nichle honth ko daton se kat kar halke se
muskura uthi. fir usne apni ankhen band kar li uski honthon par wo
halki si muskan abhi tak khili hui thi. shayad wo ankhon ko band
karke mere ling ki kalpana kar rahi thi.

maine mahsoos kiya ki uske breast ab pahle jitne naram nahi rahe. un
me halki si sakhti a gayee thi. nipples bhi tan kar khade ho gaye
the. maine uski band ankh ka sahara pakar apne hath se apne ling ko
set is tarah kiya ki wo samne wale ko jyada kharab nahi lage. mere
hath ab uski chhatiyon par harkat karte huye kaanp rahe the. kuchh
der baad chhatiyon ke sare gahv dressing karke maine kaha,

” lo ab apne shirt ke buttons bund kar lo dressing ho gayee. hai.” wo
kuchh der tak waise hi padi rahi. maine socha ki shayad wo so gayee
ho lekin darasl wo apne hi khayalon me khoi hui thi isliye meri dhimi
awaj ko wo sun nahi payee.
maine use dheere se hila kar wapas apni baat dohrai. wo sharm se
tartar ho gayee.

“sorry” kah kar usne apne shirt ke button lete lete hi band karne
shuru kiye.

” neeche bhi hain kya ghav.” maine apne mathe par ubhar aye paseene
ko ponchhte huye usse puchha. mere sawal ko sun kar usne ankhen kholi
aur bina kuchh kahe haan me sir hilaya.

” ab ise utaro” maine uski lungi ki or ishara kiya.

“mujhe sharm ati hai.”

“sharm kis baat ki abhi to kuchh der pahle mere samne bilkul nangi
thi. maine to tujhe us awastha me dekha hai jis halat me sirf tujhe
tera pati dekha hoga.”

” nahi rahne do ab”

” dekh ghav gahre hain septic ho gaya to fir nasoor ban jayega. tu
ankhen band kar mai teri lungi hatata hoon.”

” nahi pahle aap bhi apni ankhen band karo. nahi to mujhe sharm
ayegi.”

” are pagli agar maine ankhen band kar li to tere ghavon ko saaf kaun
karega?”

maine apne hath uski lungi ki ganth par rakh diye. usne turant mere
hathon ko tham liya.

” thahro mai khud khol deti hoon. waise mujhe tumhare samne nagn hote
koi jhijhak nahi ho rahi hai”

“kyon mai to ek anjaan paraya mard hoon”

” nahin tum sabse alag ho. unke jaise nahin ho jinhon ne meri ye
halat ki hai.” kah kar usne apni lungi ki gaanth ko dheeli kar di.
samne se kati us lungi ke dono kinaron ko pakad kar maine alag kar
diya. usne is baar apni ankhen nahin band ki. uski ankhen ektak mere
chehre par lagi hui thi. lekin meri ankhen to mano uske nichle badan
ke nirvashtra hote hi apni sudh budh kho chuka tha. usne apni dono
tangon ko sakhti se ek doosre se jod rakha tha. uske janghon ke jod
par jahan ek “Y” ki akriti ban rahi thi. chhote chhote saleeke se
trim kiye hue bal bahut hi khoobsoorat lag rahe the. kuchh der tak
uski lungi ke dono pallon k hath me thame bas but ki tarah use dekhta
hi raha. fir maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha aur use apni taraf
dekhta pakar hadbada gaya. uske chehre par ek na samajh me ane wali
muskan khili thi. maine jhat apne mathe par chhalk aye paseene ko
ponch kar uske tangon ke jod ki taraf dekha.

uske ek tang ko apne hathon se pakad kar alag kiya. usne is baar apni
taraf se kisi tarah ka wirodh nahi kiya. usne apna badan dheela chhod
diya tha. uske ek tang ko ghutno se mod kar alag kiya. fir doosri
tang ko bhi waise hi kiya. uski yoni khul kar samne a gayee thi. uske
yoni aur uske aas paas bhi kafi sare danton ke nishaan the. dono
tangon ko alag kar mai apne chehre ko uski yoni ke paas laya. uski
yoni meri ankhon se mushkil se 6″ ki doori par hogi. maine savlon me
bhigo lar rui ko pahle uske ghavon par firaya. usne apne daant se
apne nichle hnth ko sakhti se pakad rakha tha. shayad uski ye ada
hogi. uske hath takiye ko apni mutthi me le rakhe the. mai uske
ghavon par dawai laga raha tha.

” kitni berahmi se tumhare badan se khela hai un logon ne.”

” haan wo sale chaar the sath me itna bada ek kutta bhi tha. sale
pata nahi kab se mujh par najar rakhe huye the. us din mujhe andere
me ghar lautte huye dekh kar unki banchhen khil gayee. aur apne van
ko lakar mere najdeek rok kar meri gardan par chaku rakh kar mujhe
van me ane ke liye vivash kar diya. Andar do admi peechhe baithe huye
the aur unke pairon ke beech kafi tagda aur mota ek kutta bhi baitha
hua tha. mujhe andar kheench kar un dono ne apne beech me mujhe bitha
liya. Till dada ke admiyon ko dekh kar to mai aphle se hi dari hui
thi oopar se wo darawna kutta apne dant nikale mujhe ghoor raha tha.
unhon ne mujhe dhamki di ki agar maine kisi prakar ka virodh kiya to
kutta mujhe noh kar kha jayega. Us kutte ne apne dono age ke pair
meri god me rakh diye aur mere muh ke samne apni lambi jeebh nikal
kar laplapane laga. mai kisi but ki tarah bina hile dule baithi hui
thi. agal bagal ke dono admi mere badan se mere kapde hatate ja rahe
the. wo jaisa chah rahe the waisa mere bada se khel rahe the aur mere
paas unko sahyog karne ke alawa koi chara nahi tha. ek baar maine
halka sa virodh kiya to kutta gurra utha. mai sham kar apne me simat
gayee. Kuchh hi der me mai unke beech poori tarah nangi baithi hui
thi.”

mai uski baton ko sunte hue uski yoni par rui fira raha tha. fir
maine apne dono hathon ki ungliyon se uski yoni ki fankon ko alag
kiya aur failaya. andar koi jakhm to nahi dikha magar uski yoni ke
bheetar jhankte huye mera poora badan sihran se bhar gaya. mera ling
poori tarah tan kar khada ho gaya tha use kisi bhi tarah se shant kar
pana ab mere vash me nahi tha. wo is taraf se apna dhyan hatane ke
liye bina ruke uske saath hui ghatnao ka dohrati ja rahi thi.

“saale mujhe lekar us veeran pade park me le aye. aas paas koi nahi
tha meri asmat ko lutne se bachane wala. unhon ne mujhe nangi halat
me van se kheench kar nikala. maine ek ummid se apne charon or dekha
lekin door door tak kisi manav ki chhaya tak nahi dikhi. wo charon
mujhe khieenchte huye park me ugi jhadiyon ke peechhe lekar aye.
Kutta kuchh sunghta hua unke samne samne chal raha thya. Un jhadiyon
ke peechhe le jakar unhon ne mujhe jameen par patak diya. Mere hatho
ko jod kar ek kapde ke tukre se bandh diya. Mere munh me ek ganda sa
kapda thoons diya jisse mai cheekh na sakoon. fir ek ke baad dosra
doosre ke baad teesra, kabhi do ek sath kabhi munh me kabhi guda me
mujhe na jane kitni baar kitne tareeke se unhon ne ragda. meri khal
jagah jagah se chhil gayi thi. Janwaron ki tarah mere stano par aur
janghon ke beech unhon ne kat dala. mai dard se cheekhi ja rahi thi
magar munh se “gooo….goooo” ke alawa koi awaj nahi nikal rahi thi.
mere dono ankhon se ansoo jhad rahe the magar kise parwah thi mere
ansoon ki. unke mote mote lund meri chut ko ragad ragad kar uski khal
udhed rahe the. mai chhctpata rahi thi magar is halat me sirf ankhon
se jharne wale pani ke alawa kuchh bhi nahi kar pa rahi thi. saale
haramjadon ne mujhe jee bhar kar chodne ke baad wahan ek bench par
hathon ka sahara lekar ghutno ke bal jhukaya aur uske baad jo
hua……uffff……….kyon bacha kar laye tum mujhe? bolo mujh se
kya dushmani thi tumhari….”

“chalo beeti baten bhool jao”

“nahi kaise bhool sakti hoon. kaise bhool sakti hoon un haramjadon
ko. saalon ka jab jee bhar gaya mujhse tab mujhe jhuka kar apne kutte
ko chadha diya mere upar. uske ling ko meri yoni me daal diya. mai us
gande sambhog ki kalpana karke hi kanp jati hoon.”

“chalo dressing ho chuki hai ab tum uth kar kapde pahan lo.” mai
wahan se mud kar jane laga to usne apne hath se mere hath ko pakad
liya.

wo usi awastha me uth kar bistar par baith gayee. aur mere hath ko
apakad kar apni or kheecnha jab mai apni jagah se nahi hila to
khinchaw ke karan wo uth kar mere seene se lag gayee. aur mere chehre
ko apne hatho se tham kar mere honthon ko choom liya.

“ye ye tum kya kar rahi ho?” mai hadbada gaya.

” tum….” kahkar apni jeebh ko kat liya ” aap bahut achchhe hain.”
kahkar usne apni najaren jhuka dee.

” Anu tum abhi hosh me nahi ho. apne saath huye us hadse ki wajah se
tumhara dimag kaam nahi kar raha hai. tum abhi bhookhi ho pahle
humdono khane ka kuchh intezam karen.”

” tum akele kaise rah lete ho. mujhe to sara ghar katne daudta hai.
tumhe kabhi aurat ki jaroorat mahsoos nahi hoti.”

” Anuradha” maine baat ko khatm karna chaha.

” isme sharm ki kya baat hai. ye to jismani jaroorat hai kisi ko bhi
mahsoos ho sakti hai. mai to saaf kah sakti hoon ki mujhe to jaroorat
mahsoos hoti hai kisi mard ki. lekin aise nahi….” usne kuchh sochte
huye kaha ” aisa mard jo mujhe dher sara pyar de. aur kuchh nahi
chahiye mujhe.”

“chalo utho ab tum bahakne lagi ho.” maine hath pakad kar use uthaya
to wo mere badan se sat gayee. uske badan ki garmi se mere poore
badan me ek jhurjhuri si daud gayee. hum ek doosre ki ankhon me
ankhen daal kar samay ko bhul gaye. kuchh der baad wo apni najren
jhuka kar kitchen me chali gayee. mai uske peechhe peechhe jane laga
to usne mujhe rok diya.

” ye mardon ki jagah nahi hai. aap aram kijiye mai kuchh na kuchh
bana leti hoon” kahte huye usne meri naak ko pakad kar kursi ki taraf
dhakel diya. mai baith gaya aur use niharne laga. wo ithlati hui
kitchen me chali gayee.

mai sochne laga abhi kuchh hi der ki mulakat hai. mai neeras aur
mariyal sa admi mujhme aisa kya dekh liya isne ki aisi koi hoor meri
jholi me a tapki. mai abhi tak viswaas nahi kar pa raha tha ki meri
kismat is tarah bhi palta kha sakti hai. mai is sundar aurat se man
hi man pyaar karne laga hoon.

mai utha aur shelf me chhipakar rakhe whisky ke bottle ko nikala.
lekin tabhi yaad aya ki roj ki tarah aj mai akela nahi hoon. mai
kitchen me aya Anuradha Roti banane me vyast thi.

” mai agar ek adh peg le loon to tum kuchh galat to nahi sochogi?”
maine jhijhakte huye poochha.

” Achchha to aap iska bhi shauk rakhte hain?”

“nahi nahi aisi baat nahi wo to mai kabhi…”

” koi baat nahi aap shauk se lijiye. mujhe apki kisi baat se koi
ittefaq nahi hai.” usne kaha.

mai ek glass lekar do peg whisky use niharte huye sip kiya. tab tak
usne roti aur dal bana li thi. hum dono drawing room me baith kar
khane lage. khana khane ke baad maine use kaha

” anuradha tum bedroom me so jao.”

“aur aap?” usne poochha.

” mere liye to yahi kamra bacha. mai yahan sofe par so jaunga.” maine
kaha.

” aap yahan kaise soyenge. bedroom me hi a jao na.” usne meri ankhon
me jhank kar kaha.

” koi bat nahi raat ke do baj chuke hain ab suraj ugne me time hi
kitna bacha hai.” maine kaha aur use bed room me le gaya.

” darwaja andar se band kar lo” maine kaha

” ji mujhe yahan darne layak koi cheej dikhai nahi de rahi hai jo mai
darwaja band karun.” kahkar wo bedroom me chali gayee. mujhe uske
lahje se laga ki wo shayad chidh gayee hai.

mai kuchh der tak sone ki koshish karta raha lekin neend nahi a rahi
thi. bagal ke kamre me koi khoobsoorat si mahila so rahi ho to mujh
jaise akele admi ko neend bhala kaise a sakti hai. Barsaat tej ho
gayee thi. is kamre ka ek darwaja balcony me khulta hai. use khol kar
mai bahar nikla to kuchh rahat mahsoos hui. mai andhere me jameen par
girti boondon ko dekhta hua kafi der tak railing ke sahare khada
raha. achanak mujhe laga ki wahan mai akela nahi hoon. kisiki garm
saansen mere gardan ke peechhe mahsoos hui. achanak usne peechhe se
mujhe apni agosh me bhar liya.

“neend nahi a rahi hai?” maine poochha.

” haan..” usne kaha ” tum bhi to jag rahe ho.”

” hmmmm”

” kya didi ki yaad sata rahi hai?” usne meri peeth par apni naak gada
di ” didi bahut sunder thi na?”

” tumhe kaise maloom?”

” maine unki tasveer dekhi hai. jo bedroom me lagi hui hai.” usne kaha

” Anu tum ye kya kar rahi ho. mai….”

” mujhe maloom hai ki mai kya kar rahi hoon. aur mujhe iska koi afsos
nahi hai.” uske haath ab mere balon se bhare seene par ghoom rahe
the ” chalo na mujhe bahut neend a rahi hai.”

mai hans diya uski baat sunkar. ” tumhe neend a rahi hai to ja kar so
jao na.”

” nahi mai tumhare bina nahi soungi wahan. mujhe dar lag raha hai.”

” offo kis baat ka dar. maine kaha hi to tha ki darwaja lock karlo”

” mujhe kisi aur se nahi apne aap se dar lag raha hai.” kahkar wo
mere samne a gayee aur mujh se lipat kar mere honthon par apne honth
rakh diye ” chalo na….chalo naa….pleeese”

wo kisi bachche ki tarah jid karne lagi. meri banh ko apne seene me
daba kar andar ki or kheenchne lagi. isse uske breast mere banho se
dab rahe the. maine dekha ki wo kisi tarah bhi manne ko taiyaar nahi
hai to harkar uske sath andar chala gaya. Balcony ke darwaje ko kundi
laga kar wo mujhe lagbhag kheenchti hui bed room me le gayee.

” dono yaheen soyenge. isi bistar par.” usne kaha

” lekin mai ek paraya mard jo abhi kuchh ghante pahle tumhare liye
ekdum aparichit tha. kahin raat ke andhere me maine tumhare saath
kuchh kar diya to?” maine apne ko uski jakdan se chhudane ki koshish
ki lekin ulte meri banh par uski pakad aur jyada ho gayee.

” paraya mard. tum paraye mard ho? tumhare sath kuchh ghante gujane
ke baad ab tum mere liye paraye nahi rahe.” usne apna sara bojh hi
mere upar daal diya ” tum andhere ka faida utha kar kuchh karna
chahte the na? to karo…karo tum kya karna chahte the. mai kuchh bhi
nahi kahoongi.”

mai uski baton ko sunkar apni thook ko gutakne ke alawa kuchh bhi
nahi kar saka.

” Raghav sahab kisi parayee aurat ke saath kuchh karne ke liye itna
bada jigar chahiye. wo to saale mujhse char guna the nahi to mai unko
chhati ka doodh yaad dila deti. baitho yahan.” kah kar usne mujhe
bistar par dhakel diya.

fir jo hua uski maine kalpana bhi nahi ki thi. usne ek jhatke me
sabse pahle apne baalo ko jakade huye kclip ko khol kar fenk diya.
fir ek jhatke se apni lungi utar kar fenk di. uska nichla badan
bilkul nagn ho gaya. mai awak sa bistar par baitha raha. meri samajh
me nahi a raha tha ki mujhe kya karna chahiye. usne apni ek tang utha
kar mere seene par rakh kar halke se dhakka diya. is dhakke se mai
bistar par gir pada. uska ek pai jameen par tha aur ek mere seene
par. isse uski yoni saaf dikhne lagi. usne isi tarah khade rahkar ek
ek karke apni shirt ke sare buttons khol diye. fir shirt ko apne
badan se utar kar door fenk diya. ab wo hushn ki pari bilkul nagn ho
chuki thi.

fir wo kood kar mere upar baith gayee. usne mere shirt ke button khol
kar use badan se hata diya. andar maine kuchh nahi pahan rakha tha.
mere nagn seene ko dekh kar wo chahk uthi.

” mmmmm ye hui na mardon wali baat kya sexy seena hai.” wo mere seene
par uge ghane balon me apna chehra ragadne lagi.

“kya kar rahi ho? tum pagal ho gayee ho kya?” kahkar maine use jor se
dhakka diya. wo jameen par gir padi. ” tum shaadi shuda ho is tarah
ka vyavhaar tumhe shobha nahi deta.”

“haaan……haaaan…….mai pagal ho gayee hoon. mai pagal ho gayee
hoon….” usne wapas bistar par sawar hote huye kaha ” tumne ye ghaw
dekhe hain. jism ke andar ka jakhm nahi dekha. tum kya jano balatkar
kya hota hai. tum meri jagah hote to tumhe pata chalta. tum bhi yahi
karte jo mai kar rahi hoon.” kahte huye usne mere sir ko apne
chhatiyon se sata liya.

“dekho sungh kar mere jism ke har inch se un harami admiyon ki boo a
rahi hai. mai is badboo se pagal ho jaungi. mujhe isse bacha lo mere
jism ke har royen me apne badan ki sugandh bhar do.
pleeeeesss……pleeeeeessee mujhe pyaar karo. mujhe. mere badan ko
apne badan se dhak lo.” kahkar wo rone lagi. mujhe samajh me nahi aya
ki mai kya karoon.

“are…are….ro kyon rahi ho?” maine uske nagn badan ko apni bahon
me bhar liya.

” mai toot chuki hoon…..mujhe bachalo nahi to mai kuchh kar
baithoongi. wo….wo mera marad hokar bhi namard hai sala. apni biwi
ko kutton ke hawale chhod kar bhag gaya. kis baat ki shaadi shuda?
thooo….”

mai uske chehre ko apne hathon me tham kar choomne laga. uske honthon
ko, uski palkon ko, uske kano ko, uske gale ko mere honthon se napne
laga. wo kafi der tak subakti rahi mere hath pahle uske baalon me fir
rahe the. fir use shant hota dekh mai uske stano ko pyar se sahlane
laga. wo bhi mere honthon ko buri tarah choom rahi thi. dono hi salon
se sex ke bhookhe the. dono ek doosre ki pyaas bujhane ki koshish me
lage huye the. jaise hi hum dono ke badan alag huye hum dono ek
doosre ke nagn badan ko niharne lage.

“please… ye tubelight bund kar do. mujhe sharm ati hai.” usne apna
chehra sharm se jhuka liya.

“mmmm…achhchhhaaa……aapko sharm bhi ati hai?”

” dhat….majak mat karo” maine uth kar tube light off karke bedlamp
on kar diya. usne mere upar lette huye mujhe bistar par lita diya.
fir meri tangon ke paas baith kar mere ek taang ko apne hathon se
uthaya aur uske angoothe ko munh ke andar lekar choosne lagi. uske
honth mere pairon par firne lage. ufff aisa pyaar maine karna to door
kisi picture me bhi nahi dekha tha. mere pairon ki ek ek ungli ko
apni jeebh se geela karne ke baad usne meri edi par halke halke se
daant gadane shuru kar diye. Uski jeebh meri pindliyon par se hote
huye mere ghutno ki or badhe. jagah jagah par ruk kar uske daant
harkat karne lagte the. mere poore badan me sihran si daud jati thi.
mai apni ungliyan uske balon me fira raha tha. uske honth aur jeebh
ghutno ke upar vicharne lage. mera ling kafi der se kadak rahne ke
karan dukhne laga tha. use ab sirf kisi chut ka intezaar tha.

uske honth meri janghon ke upar firne lage. uske stan mere pairon ki
ungliyon ko choo rahe the. mai apne pairon ki ungliyon se uske
nipples ko chhu raha tha. usne mere ling ko apni mutthi me bhar liya.
aur halke halke se apne hath se usko sahlane lagi. uska munh ab mere
ling ki jad par tha. usne mere ling ko apne hathon me pakar kar mere
lund ke neeche latakte dono gendon ko jeebh se chatna shuru kiya.
beech beech me wo unko apne munh me bhar leti, unko apne honthon se
choomti. fir uske jeebh mere khade lund par neeche se upar tak firne
lage. usne apne hathon se mere lund ko ajad kar diya tha. bina kisi
sahare ke bhi lund bilkul tan kar khada tha. wo apni jeebh ko poore
lund par fira rahi thi. fir wo uth kar mere upar akar mere honthon ko
choom kar boli.

” mujhe ise munh me lekar pyaar karne do.”

maine muskura kar usko apna samarthan diya. usne mere ling ko jitna
ho sakta tha apne munh me bhar liya. us awastha me uski jeebh munh ke
andar bhare huye mere ling par apne ras ki parat chadha rahi thi. mai
uttejna me sihar raha tha. is anjaan aurat ne aaj mujhe pagal bana
kar rakh diya tha. maine uske sir par apni ungliyan ferni shuru kar
di.

kafi der tak mere lunds ko tarah tarah se chhosne ke baad wo mere
kamar par baith gayee.

“inhe chooso. ye tumhare hathon ke liye tumhare honthon ke liye taras
rahe hain.” kahkar usne apne stan mere honthon par chhua diya. maine
apna munh khol kar uske nipple koa apne munh me bhar liay aur hathon
se uske stan ko masalte huye uske nipple ko jor jor se choosne laga.

” aaaahhh haaaaannnn aaauuuurrrrr jooooorrr seeee haaaannn kaaaat
dalooooo daaaantooon se kaaat daloooo yeeeee siiiiiiiirrfff
tumhareeeee liyeee hainn jooo maaarjiiii karoooo.”

kafi der tak apne dono stano ko chuswane ke baad usne apne kamar ko
uthaya.

” mere humdum, mera badan apne is pyare ling ki fuahar se suddh kar
do. un haramjadon ki chudai se unke honthon ki baas se us gande kutte
ke ling ne mere badan ko kachre ki tokri ki tarah istemal kiya hai.
mere nathuno se wo badbu hata kar sirf apne badan ki apne paseene ki
sugandh isme bhar do. mai tumhari gulam ban kar rahoongi lekin mujhe
isse chhutkara dedo.” kah kar usne mere kamar ke upar baith kar mere
ling ko apne hathon se pakda.

“ise meri yoni me daal kar mujhe buri tarah chodo.” kahkar usne apni
kamar ko uthaya fir usne mere khadi ling ko ek hath se pakad kar
seedha kiya aur doosre hath ki ungliyon se apni chut ki fankon ko
alag kar mere lund ke swagat me unhe chauda kiya. fir dono hathon ki
mili bhagat se mere ling ke supade ko apni chut ke beeche me set kar
ke apni chut ko samhalne wale hath ko alag karke apne sir ko uthaya.
meri ankhon me jhankte huye uske chehre par ek vijayee muskaan ayee
aur usne apni kamar ko ek tej jhatke se neeche chhod diya. mera ling
uski chut ki deewaaron ki choomta hua andar tak dhans gaya. uske munh
se ek “aaaahhhh” nikali aur wo mere ling par baith gayee thi.

” ummmm bahut payar hai ye. ab saari jindagi isi ki ban kar
rahoongi.” kah kar wo mere upar let gayee. aur betahasa mere honthon
ko mere munh ko mere galon ko choomne lagi. mai uski nagn peeth ko
sahla raha tha. uske reedh ki haddi ke aas paas uttejna aur garmi se
paseena chalak aya tha. fir usne mujhe jam kar chodna shuru kar diya.
karne ke liye mere paas kuchh nahi tha. mai baas neeche lete lete
uski chudai ko enjoy kar raha tha. kuchh der tak isis tarah chodne ke
baad wo chhekh uthi, “aaaaaaahhhhh mmmmaaaaaa hmmmm…ufffff” aur
uska ras mere ling ko bhigote huye neeche ki or bahne laga. wo
paseene se latpath mere seene par ludhak gayee. wo mere seene par
lete lete jor jor se saaansen le rahi thi. mai samajh gaya ki wo thak
gayee hai. ab kaman ko mere hath me lena padega.

maine usko uthakar seedha kliya fir use bistar par lita kar use upar
se chodne laga. uske nakhoon meri peeth par gad gaye the. unse shayad
halka halka khoon bhi ris raha tha. uske pair mude huye uski kamar ko
mere dhakkon se milne ke liye hawa me uchhal rahe the. mai bhi uski
chut ko aaj fad dene ke liye jor jor se dhakke mar raha tha. kuchh
der baad usne mere kamar ko apne tangon ki kainchee banakar usme
daboch liya aur uska isi tarah dobara skhalan ho gaya. mai aur kuchh
der tak dhakke mar kar jab dekha ki mera skhalan hone wala hai to
apne ling ko bahar kheenchna chahta tha magar une apni tangon ko
sakhti se mere kamar ke upar daba kar mere ling ko apni chut se bahar
jane se roka. is awastha me mai ghutne ke bal seedha ho gaya aur uski
kamar mere ling se sati hui bistar se dedh foot upar uth gayee thi.

” nahi meri yoni me hi daalo apna ras. mujhe bhar do. mere pet par
apna haq jamalo. us gande pani ko nikal bahar kar do.” kah kar usne
meri gardan par apni banhen daal kar bistar se apne poore badan ko
utha diya. Maine dher sara veerya pichkari ke roop me uski yoni me
bharne laga. Uska bhi skhalan saath saath ho gaya wo cheekh rahi
thi, ” haaaaannn�� haaan�.. offfff�� bhaaaarr doooooo mujheeeee
pleeeeeeez���.haaaaaan itnaaaa daaalo kiiiiii baaahaarr taak chhhalak
kar gireeeee. Mere poooore badan parrr leeeeep chadhadooo apnaaaa”

mai apne ling ko uski yoni ke andar jor se dabaye huye tha. Jab tak
mera ling dheela ho kar sikud nahi gaya Anu ne mujhe chhoda nahi.
Jaise hi usne apni tangon ka kasaw kum kiya uska badan bistar par gir
gaya aur mai uske upar. Usne mujhe apni bahon ke ghere me kaid kar ke
betahasa choomne lagi.

“mera ye badan aaj se apka hai. Mai apki biwi bhale hi nahi houn
lekin aapki gulam jaroor rahoongi. Aapka poora haq hai mere upar. Jab
bhi bulaoge daudi chali aungi.” Usne mujhe choomte huye kaha.

Hum dono ek doosre se lipte huye kuchh der lete rahe. Fir wo jhapat
kar uthi aur mujhe chit karke lita kar mere ling ko sahlane lagi.

“kya hua? Man nahi bhara kya?” maine poochha.

“nnna�itni jaldi kisi ka man bharega kya itne pyaare ling se”

“anu ab mai 30 saal ka gabroo jawan nahi hoon jo din bhar khada karke
ghoomta rahoonga. Lagta hai abse mujhe dawai leni padegi ling ko
khada rakhne ki.”

” dawai ki aisi ki taisi. Is mote ghode jaise ling ko kisi dawa ki
kya jaroorat. Meri to jaan nikaal kar rakh di. Dawai to apko nahi
mujhe leni padegi nahi to pet fula doge kisi din” usne kahte huye
mere ling ko apne munh me bhar liya aur jeebh se use sahlane lagi.
Mai chupchaap leta hua uski harkaton ko niharne laga. Mujhe bhi bahut
pyaar a raha tha lekin fir bhi wo ek parai aurat thi. Mai bhale hi
akela tha lekin uska to husband jeevit tha. Isliye mai shuru se hi
uski nikat ta se thoda ghabra raha tha. Mujhe maloom tha ki iska ant
bistar par hi hona tha. Lekin wo sab kuchh bhul chuki thi. Aur mujhe
apne premi ke roop me dekh rahi thi. Mere hath uski nagn peeth ko
sahla rahe the. mai uske baalon ke peechhe uska chehra chip gaya tha.
Maine use apne hathon se samne se hata diya jisse chand ojhal na ho
samne se. kuchh hi der me mera ling wapas harkat me ane laga. Wo
apne suje huye nipples ko mere ling se chhua rahi thi. Beech beech me
uska chehra dard se vikrit ho jata lekin agle hi pal wo dugne josh se
apni harkaten jari rakhti.

” anu ab bus karo tumhe dard ho raha hai.”

” hone do dard�..mar jane do mujhe��. Magar mujhe roko mat. Aaj un
haramiyon ne mere andar ki dabi huyi aag ko hawa di hai. Mujhe aaaj
itna thakado ki hilna bhi mushkil ho jaye.”

wo mere dobara khade ling ke upar choomti hui uthi aur apne dono
pairon ko faila kar mere ling ke upar apni chut ko rakh kar mujh par
baith gayee.

“mere pyare balam ab mujhe ek baar jam kar chod do. mujhe masal kar
rakh do.” kah kar usne apne pairon ko mode aur mere seene ke upar
apne dono hath rakh kar mere ling par uthne baithne lagi. jor jor se
uthne baithne ke karan uski badi badi genden uchhal uchhal ja rahi
thi. uska sir peechhe ki or dhulka hua tha aur wo jor jor se ahen
bhar rahi thi. mai uski chhatiyon ko bahut pyaarse sahla raha tha.

ab to mai bhi poori tarah garm ho chuka tha. mai itna bhi boodha abhi
nahi hua tha ki kisi sex me pagal aurat ko santusht na kar sakoon.
jab maine dekha ki wo thak chuki hai aur uske dhakkon me dheemapan a
chuka hai to maine use apne upar se kisi gudiya ki tarah uthaya aur
use apni bahon me lekar bathroom me ghus gaya. maine shower on kar
diya aur use shower ke neeche deewar ka sahara lekar khada kiya aur
peechhe se dhakke dene laga. pani ki boonden hum dono ke shareer ko
choom kar motiyon ki tarah jameen par fisal kar gir rahi thi. mai
kafi der tak use yun hi chodta raha fir usne neeche ghutno ke bal
baith kar mere ling ko kheench kar apne andar kar liya. hum dono isi
tarah kuchh der tak chudai karte rahe.

hum dono uthe maine shower off karuske jism ko tauliye se ponchha.
usne bhi mere poore badan ko tauliye se ponchh diya. fir hum wapas
ane lage lekin wo apni jagah se nahi hili. maine bina apni juban ko
dard diye usse isharon se poochha. to wo lapak kar wapas meri bahon
me a gayee aur mujhe uske badan ko god me uthane ka ishara karne
lagi. maine use wapas god me lekar bedroom me lakar sula diya.

Fir mai uske badan ke upar let gaya aur apna chehra uski yoni par
rakh diya. Is position me mera ling Anu ke munh ke samne tha. Usne
is mauke ko khushi khushi lapak liya. Hum dono ek doosre ko choom aur
chat rahe the. dono ki lay aisi thi. Jab meri kamar upar uthti to
uski kamar neeche hoti fir ek saath dono ek doosre ke munh par war
kar dete. Saath saath hum ek doosre ke badan ko bhi sahlate ja rahe
the. is harkat ne wapas hum dono ke badan me aag bhar di thi. Kafi
der take k doosre ke angom se pyaar karne ke baad hum alag huye.
Uttejna se uska chehra laal ho raha tha. Fir mai utha aur use bistar
par lita kar uski tangon ko apne kandhe par rakh liya. hum dono ek
doosre ki ankhon me jhankte rahe aur maine apne ling ko andar kar
diya. Usne mere gale me apni bahon ka haar pahna diya. Mai kuchh der
tak isi tarah dhakka marne ke baad usne apne pairon ko mere kandhe se
utar kar ek doosre se bheench liya. Mere pair ab bahar ki or the. is
position me uski yoni nke muscle mere ling par kas gaye aur wo jor
jor se neeche ki or se apni kamar ko hilane lagi.

” Raghav��pleeeeeese mere saath apna nikalo. Hum dono ke rason ka
sangam ho jane do.” Usne pahli baar mujhe naam lekar pukara tha. Hum
dono ek saath us chhoti si jagah me apni apni dhar chhod diye.

hum dono ek doosre ke badan ko kafi der tak choomte rahe. tabhi bahar
chidiyon ki awaj ne hume asliyat se waqif kar diya. subah hone wali
thi. hum dono ne raat bhar bus ek doosre ko pyaar karte gujaar di
thi.

“Anu subah hone wali hai.” Maine use yaad dilaya.

“mmmmmm ho jane do.”

“kisi ne tumhe yahan dekh liya to?”

” Dekh lene do. Mujhe ab is duniya me kisi ki koi parwah nahi hai.”
Usne mujhe chumte huye kaha.

“kisi ne pooch liya to kya kahogi?”

“kah doongi ki mai �..mai�.mai tumhari biwi hoon” kahkar usne apna
chehra mere seene me chhipa liya.

“Anu khayalo se bahar nikalo. Tum kisi aur ki biwi ho.” maine use
samjhate huye kaha.

“nahi abhi mera man nahi bhara hai. Abhi to bahut pyaar karna hai
tumko aur bahut pyaar pana hai.”

” dheeraj rakho anu sara aaj hi kar logi to kal ke liye kya bachega”

Anu ko andhere andhere me ghar se nikal jana tha. us ka man nahi chah
raha tha. lekin maine use samjhaya ki hum dono akele hain kisi ne is
halat me dekh liya to dono ki badnami hogi.

usne mere hi kapde pahan liye.

“chalo mai tumhe ghar tak chhod ata hoon.” maine kaha

“nahi…koi jaroorat nahi. hum dono me kya rishta hai. raat gayi baat
gayi. humare milne ko ek durghatne ki tarah bhula dena.” kah kar wo
apne nichle honth ko danto me dabakar apni rulai rokti hui kamre se
nikali.

“fir kab milogi.” Maine dheere se pukara. Uske uthte huye paon
achanak ruk se gaye. Kuchh der yun hi khadi rahne ke baad usne
peechhe mud kar dekha to apni rulai nahi rok saki. aur rote huye daud
kar mere gale lag gayee.

“rok lo na mujhe mai kahin nahi jana chahti” lekin maine use dheeraj
dilaya ki hum aksar milte rahenge. Wo apne ansoo ponchhti hui chali
gayi. Mujhe laga mano mera ek hissa mujhse alag ho gaya.

Lekin wo nahi ayee. Mai roj subah ummed lekar uthta ki shayad aaj us
se mulakat ho jayegi. Jab press se wapas ata to lagta ki wo darwaje
par khadi mil jayegi. Magar wo nahi ayee. Maine usko aas paas har
jagah khoja lekin kahin bhi uski jhalak nahi mili. Dheere dheere do
hafte gujar gaye. Meri ummid bhi dum todti ja rahi thi. Aaj subah se
hi man machal raha tha. Rah rah kar uski yaad a rahi thi. Press me
bhi man nahi laga. Tabiyat kharab hone ka bahana karke press se chala
aya. Ghar bhi katne ko daud raha tha isliye ghar nahi gaya bus yun hi
idhar udhar bike ghumata raha. Idhar udhar ghumte huye kuchh der baad
usi patk me pahuncha jahan humari pahli mulakat hui thi. Aaj wahan
kafi rush tha. Har bench par har jhadi ke peechhe jode bikhre pade
the. kaash wo hoti to mai bhi�..

Achanak ek 20-22 saal ki ladki mere samne a gayee.

” e chalta kya?” maine uski taraf dekha. Usne apna panja samne kiya ”
paanch sau loongi poori raat ka. Agar jagah ki problem ho to wo
intezam mai karwa degi. Lekin uska alag charge lagega. Bol kya sochta
re tu?”

maine use upar se neeche tak dekha. Uske chehre par mujhe Anu najar a
rahi thi. Maine usko dheere se kaha, “chal”

wo mere peechhe peechhe ho li. Hum dono bahar khadi meri bike par
baith kar ghar ki or chale. Raat ke nau baj rahe the. maine raste me
do admiyon ka khana pack karaya aur use lekar ghar pahuncha. Mere
floor par andhera ho raha tha. Mai uska hath pakad kar seedhiyan
tatolte huye upar pahuncha. Maine light on karne ke liye hath badhaya
tabhi pair kisi se takraya. Koi wahan jameen par padi thi.

“kaun�.kaun�” kahte huye maine light on kar di. Jameen se uthte huye
sakhs par jaise meri najar padi to mera dil dhadakna bhul gaya.

“tum�aap a gaye.” Anu ne ankhen malte huye poochha. mere sath khadi
us ladki ko dekh kar poochhi, “ye?”

meri to juban bund ho gayee. kya jawab doon.

” mai iske saath ayee hoon. Poore panch sau me baat tai huyi hai.”
Usne ladki ne kaha.

” kyaaaa? Tu raand hai?”

“kuchh bhi samajh le. Waise tu bata tu kaun hai?” usne Anu se poochha

“saali do take ki aurat mujhse poochhti hai ki mai kaun hoon. Mai
iski biwi hoon. Bata ise�” kah kar Anu meri or mudi. Fir usko baal
pakad kar dhakka dete huye kaha ” chal bhag le yahan se nahi to maar
daloongi.”

“mera paisa” usne kaha to anu ne apne blouse se kuchh note nikal kar
Panch sau ka note use diya aur dhakke de kar use wahan se bhaga diya.

” aur aap�.” Wo uske jate hi meri or mud kar boli ” apka wo hathiyaar
kuchh jyada hi jor maar raha hai lagta hai. Kuchh din ke liye mai kya
nahi ayee ki aap raandon ke paas jane lage”

mai ek khisiyani si hansi dekar chup rah gaya . Wo mujhe lagbhag
kheenchte huye ghar ke andar le gayee. Andar ghuste hi darwaje ko
band kar ke sankal laga di aur usse apni peeth sata kar khadi ho
gayee. Usne ek jhatke me apni sari ke anchal ko apni chhatiyon se
hataya.

” kyon man itni jaldi man bhar gaya kya inse?” usne mujhe ghoorte
huye kaha. Fir ekdum hi uske chehre ke bhaw badal gaye aur meri or
apni banhen faila kar mujhe apni banhon me ane kya nyota diya. Maine
ek kadam uski or badhaya to wo daudte huye mujh se lipat gayee. Fir
to dono ke honth ek doosre par aise ragadne lage mano janmo ke
bhookhe hon.

“kahan thi tu?” maine usse poochha.

“wo mujh se alag ho gaya .”

“kaun?” maine poochha

“mera pati aur kaun. Us din mai ghar pahunchi hi thi ki wo aya. Usne
doosri biwi rakh lit hi. Gujarat me kahin rah raha tha. Hum dono
achchhe mahol me alag ho gaye. Wo apni biwi ke saath aya tha. Uski
biwi achchhi thi. Maine unse alag hone ka faisla to yahin kar liya
tha. So hum alag ho gaye. Maine apne sari jama poonji sameti aur us
mohalle ko alwida kah diya. Ab mai yahi rahoongi. Tumhare paas.
Karoge mujhse shadi?”

maine uske honth apne honthon se band kar diye. Wo mera matlab samajh
gayi thi tabhi to boli, ” mandir to subah challenge. Suhagraat to
kames kam abhi mana lo”

hum don one ek doosre ke kapde noch dale. Dono ekdum nagn ho gaye. Do
haathon ki doori par khadi hokar hum don one ek doosre ko kuchh der
tak nihara. Fir ek doosre se lipat gaye. maine choomte huye jameen
par ghutne ke bal baith gaya. usne apni ek taang mere kandhe ke upar
rakh di. isse muje uski yoni tak pahunchne ke liye jagah mil gayee.
maine uski yoni ko apni jeebh se sahlana shuru kiya. mai apne daanton
se uski clittoris ko halke halke se kaat raha tha.

“mmmmmmmm……aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh” uke munh se garm awajen nikal rahi
thi. mai usko aur uttejit karta ja raha tha. ,ujhe uska ye andaz
bahut pyara lagta tha. wo mere balon par apni ungliyan fira rahi
thi. kuchh der tak mere sir ko apni yoni par dabaye rakhne ke baad
uska badan ek baar jor se kaanp utha aur uski yoni se ras ki dhara
bah nikli. kuchh der baad usne mere sir ko apne badan se hataya.
mera chehra uske ras se geela ho kar chamak raha tha. usene mere ras
se lisde huye honthon ko choom kar apna mujhe upar kheencha. ai khada
ho gaya. ab mujhe bhi utna hi pyaar dene ki bari uski thi. wo mere
honthon ko mere gal mere gale ko choomte huye mere ipples tak ayee.
usne mere dono nipples ko bari-bari se apni jeebh se kureda. jab mere
nipples uttejna me khade ho gaye to usne mere nipples ko apne danton
ke beech lekar kuredna shuru kiya. mai uske pyaar karne ke andaaz par
pagal ho gaya tha. fir uske honth neeche akar mere ling ke charon or
faile halke ghunghrale jungle par vicharne lage. wo danton se mere
rshmi jhanton ko daba kar kheench rahi thi. fir usne mere bari bari
se mere dono gendon ko apni jeebh se sahlaya aur fir apne munh me
kheench liya. munh me lekar un par achchhi tarah se apni jeebh
firayee.

usne apni jeebh ko bahar nikal kar mere ling ke jad se firate huye
upar tak layee. apne hathon se ling ke gol supade ke upar ke chamde
ko neeche kheench kar mere supade ko bahar nikala. fir apni jeebh ko
us par firane lagi. mera lng uttejna me poori tarah khada ho kar
jhatke kharaha tha. wo mere supade ke charon or apni jeebh firane ke
baad mere ling ke upar ke chhed se jisse ki gadha gadha sa kuchh ras
nikal raha tha use apni jeebh par collect kar ke meri or dekha. fir
jeebh ko muh ke andar kar ke use pee gayi. fir usne mere ling ko apni
mutthi me tham kar apne munh ko khola aur mere ling ko dheere dheere
apne munh ke andar dalne lagi. adhe ke kareeb ling ko lene ke baad wo
ruki. mera ling aur andar nahi ja pa raha tha. wo mere ling par apne
munh ko age peechhe karne lagi. kuchh hi der me mai itna uttejit ho
gaya ki laga ki mera veerya Anu ke munh me hi nikal jayega.

“bus……bus anu aur nahi. aur nahi…..warna mera ras tumhare munh
me hi nikal jayega.” maine uske chehre ko apne ling se hatana chaha.
lekin wo tas se mas nahi hui.

“mmmmmmm…..mai bhi to yahi chahti hoon. daal do sara ras mere munh
me. bhar do mera pet apne ras se” kah kar wo mere ling ko aur andar
tak le jane ki koshish karne lagi. meri uttejna badhti ja rahai thi.
maineuske sir ko thama aur uske munh me jor jor se dhakke marne laga.
uski ankhen ulat gayee thi. uska dum ghut raha tha. lekin usne kisi
tarah ka koi virodh nahi kiya. bulki apni mutthi me mere andkosh ko
lekar dabane lagi. maine ek baar poore jor se uske sir ko apne ling
par dabaya. mera ling uske gale ke andar tak ghus gaya tha. is
awastha me maine uske munh me apne ras ki bochhar kar di. jab tak
sara veerya nikal nahi gaya maine uske sir ko chhoda nahi. jab maine
uske sir ko chhoda to wo apna gala tham kar jamee par ludhak gayee.
khanste khanste uska bura haal ho gaya. mai bhi usi ke bagal me dher
ho gaya. hum dono hanste ja rahe the.

“khooooob maja aya. mere janu.” anu ne mujhse kaha. dono ek doosre ke
guptangon ko sahla kar wapas uttejit karne ki koshish karne lage.
lekin kuchh der tak jab poori tarah uttejna nahi ayee to pahle humne
dinner karne ka plan kiya. dinner to saath lekar hi aya tha. use khol
kar wo ek hi thali me saja karle ayee. mai sofe par baitha hua tha.
hum dono ne hi kapde pahanne ki koi jaldi nahi ki thi. wo khana table
par rakh kar meri god me baith gayee. hum dono ek doosre ko khana
khilae. khate huye hamare nagn badan ek doosre se ragad kha rahe the.
jisse hum wapas garm hone lage. khana khatm hote hote mera ling wapas
harkat me a gaya.

“mmmm…..fir tan gaya hai mera janu.” anu ne kaha hum dono hath munh
dho kar wapas usi kamre me aye. wo joothe bartan sametne ke liye juki
hui thi. ab mai apne aap ko nahi rok saka aur uske nitamb se chipak
gaya. mera ling apne chir parichit jagah ghusta chala gaya. wo meri
harkat par khil khila uthi.

“offo… mujhe free to ho jane do.” magar maine use chhoda nahi. usne
table par apne hath rakh diye sahare ke liye. mai peechhe se uski
chut me dhakke marraha tha. har dhakke se hilte bartano ki awaj kano
me khatak rahi thi. isliye kuchh der baad maine use uthaya aur sofe
par hath rakh kar jhukaya. wapas peechhe se uski yoni me dhakke marne
laga. hum dono paseene se ekdum lathpath ho rahe the. pankhe ki hawa
use sukha pane me asmarth thi. kafi der tak yun hi chodne ke baad hum
dono ne ek saath skhalan kiya.

wahin sofe par ek doosre ke paseene se geele badan ko agosh me lekar
hum ek hone ki koshish karne lage.